Chapter Ninety-Nine: He's Cowardly
Gu Shunshun's expression froze, and he had a feeling of being petrified on the spot.
What the hell is this old thing reincarnated? Why is there so much drama in this heart?
"Master, can I trouble you?"
When Gu Shunshun said this, it was as if he had squeezed those words out of his teeth.
"Okay, what are you talking about?"
The master agreed very happily.
"From now on, please can you give your Chrysostom a break. ”
Gu Shunshun never thought that one day he would be able to say the word "shut up" so freshly and refinedly.
At this time, if it is an ordinary person, it must understand what Gu Shunshun means, just shut up obediently, but this taxi master is a supernatural sophomore.
He turned his head to look at Gu Shunshun, and then made a meaningful and earnest look and said: "Young man, uncle understands your pain, woman, she is a cold-blooded animal, let me give you an analogy." ”
Cao, the more blind this master beeps, the more energetic he becomes, Gu Shunshun simply didn't dick, he poked his head out of the window directly.
"She has two faces for all women, for the person she doesn't like, let her drink more hot water, she thinks this man is a scumbag, if it is the man she likes, eh, it's different, if that man lets her drink magma, she will praise him for being intimate. ”
"Poof~"
Okay, Gu Shunshun couldn't help laughing, he withdrew his gaze from the scenery outside the window and moved to the taxi master's face and teased: "I can't see it, master, I am still using such 6 Internet terms when I am a grandfather, master!"
"Eh, how can there be, I call it keeping pace with the times, and I'm not that old, my son just went to college this year, I'm still young, hahaha, in fact, it's not, I've been running a taxi for almost 30 years, I haven't seen anything, I haven't been in contact with anyone, I don't know how many people I have encountered to catch rapists like you. ”
When the taxi driver spoke, his egg-like brain swayed from side to side, and his face was full of meaning.
"I'm not going to catch rape, she's not my girlfriend yet, I'm pursuing her, but...... But maybe ......"
Gu Shunshun didn't say the next words, his heart was blocked today, and he felt indescribably sad and sad.
"Yes, uncle understands again, you should be the legendary licking dog. ”
Gu Shunshun glared at the taxi driver, this is a change of words, he had already punched him before, and now ...... Now that I think about it, forget it, after all, what people say seems to be right.
Hehe, Gu Shunshun felt that he had really met a treasure old boy today......
a chicken!
"Yes, lick the dog. ”
Gu Shunshun echoed.
"Hey, young man, listen to my uncle's advice, stop the loss in time, the relationship is the most reluctant, what do we say in the old saying? The twisted melon is not sweet, your affection is worthless in her eyes." ”
"Yes, I understand the reason, but I don't want to let it go, I want to try again, I really like her. ”
Gu Shunshun was actually very scared in his heart, he was not afraid of other men, he was just afraid of Han Zhen, after all, there was a youth between them that he would never get, and those twelve years were a distance that he could not catch up with no matter how hard he ran.
So he was afraid, terribly afraid.
The rain outside the window was heavy again, and they slapped on Gu Shunshun's face mercilessly, and the rain and tears were mixed together, and it was impossible to tell the difference.
"But aren't you afraid that the final result will be a losing loss?"
Gu Shunshun shook his head, "Don't be afraid." ”
"Oh, you can't do this, men have to be calm and reasonable. ”
How can a person who loves be calm? How can he be sensible?
Some things are already a gift when they meet once, if he lets Nanqiao go, what if he can't meet the girl he likes so much in the future?
No, I can't let go, I really can't let go.
Gu Shunshun raised the window and leaned his head on it and slowly closed his eyes, he thought that from the day he fell in love with Nanqiao, everything he said to her was sincere.
Who can let go of someone who likes it like so easily?
I don't know how long later, the car stopped, and Gu Shunshun woke up from a nap.
"Have you arrived?"
"It's here. ”
"Oh, how much?"
"Fifty-six. ”
"Oh. ”
Gu Shunshun paid with WeChat and pushed open the car door, and when he was about to get out of the car, the treasure old boy spoke again: "Young man, if you don't want to face the reality, choose to deceive yourself, don't go to her, don't think about who she is with now, sleep and live how she should live tomorrow." If you want to live well, you must wear some green on your head. On the other hand, if you see something that makes you sad and sad today, remember to go to sleep, and when you wake up tomorrow, you will say goodbye to the past completely, the east is not bright and the west is bright, there will always be a good woman to match your sincere heart. ”
After speaking, he started the car and left, listening to what adults are talking nonsense, there is no problem with the three views.
Gu Shunshun looked at the taxi that was going away and chuckled......
He slowly raised his hand and waved at the taxi, "Thanks, uncle." ”
Gu Shunshun walked into the hotel lobby, he found the elevator to the guest room, and stood in the narrow square, he looked at the row of number keys for a long time.
On the 19th floor, she was on the 19th floor......
After pondering for a long time, Gu Shunshun finally pressed the number 19 button.
The elevator rose slowly, and with each floor, Gu Shunshun's heartbeat rate was one second faster, until he reached the 19th floor, the elevator door opened, and he finally experienced the feeling of cardiac arrest.
Gu Shunshun put his hand in his coat and walked towards the corridor leading to the guest room with heavy steps.
The room where Nanqiao is located is particularly easy to find, this floor is the presidential suite, a total of three doors.
Gu Shunshun stood at the door of the room with the house number "1903" written on it, it was very quiet inside, and no sound could be heard.
He hesitated for a moment, then slowly pulled his hand out of his warm pocket......
For a second...
Two seconds...
Three seconds...
Minutes and seconds passed...
Gu Shunshun stood indifferently in front of the door for five minutes.
Finally, he slowly and feebly put down the hand that wanted to knock on the door, and turned to leave.
Gu Shunshun got into the elevator in embarrassment, he became a deserter, because he loved it so much, he chose to escape, standing in the elevator, the moment the door closed, he slowly slid along the wall and sat on the ground, hugging his head and crying......
He is reluctant to love the person he loves......
At that moment, he truly realized what it means to have a heart like a knife!
“………”
The time rewinds to half an hour ago......
Room 1903.
Nan Qiao sat behind Han Zhi and continued to help him with the medicine, which had more wounds on his back than in front.
"Have you thought about it? Buckwheat, those things you hate about me. ”
"Yes. ”
"Okay, the first one. ”
"You lied to me at the beginning of Tianzhong that you didn't have a favorite person, but in fact, you already liked Sheng Qiannuan so much at that time. ”
A lot of things were wrong at the beginning, if Han Zhi didn't lie to her at that time, then wouldn't she have to experience a lot of injuries later?
"Okay, I was wrong. ”
Han Zhi turned his back to Nanqiao, and he picked up the razor blade he had just taken from the bathroom and made a bloody cut on his chest.
In an instant, Yin Hong's blood couldn't wait to come out, and Han Zhi didn't draw deeply, so it wasn't fatal.
Nan Qiao was concentrating on the medicine, and she couldn't see Han Zhi's hand, so she didn't know what he had done.
"The second thing, let me guess this time, is that I deceived you into going to Jiuzhou to work, in fact, I was admitted to Beicheng University for Sheng Qiannuan, is it?"
"Well, yes. ”
Nan Qiao nodded.
"Well, it's my fault too. ”
It was still the blade just now, and Han Zhi simply made another cut for himself.
"Go on. ”
"The third thing should be that you have trampled on my feelings in Beicheng, obviously you are ambiguous with Sheng Qiannuan over there, and you still have a relationship with me here, give me hope, and let me wait for you stupidly. ”
"Good. ”
Han Zhi nodded, "Hate!"
He really deserves to die, what the chicken said is right, it's true that he doesn't love Nanqiao, but playing with her feelings, knowing that he can't give her a future, but he still unscrupulously deceives her to give her hope, this is the most scumbag of him.
Han Zhen's eyebrows gathered, and his heart ached along with the wound.
"Is there more? ”
Han Zhi's voice trembled slightly, and Nan Qiao heard something strange, "What's wrong with you?"
"No, you said yours. ”
"Oh, Han Zhen, I don't want to say it. ”
"No, I said, after I paid the debt, we will pay it off. ”
Han Zhi said that this was what he thought, but Nan Qiao misinterpreted it into another meaning, she thought that what he meant was that as long as she finished speaking, he would never be entangled in the future.
"The fourth thing is that you used Gu Shunshun to wronged me, splashed dirty water on me, split your legs and warmed your legs, and when I was in the dark hell, I hid in the quilt and cried every day, and when I collapsed in the middle of the night, you enjoyed the taste of love with peace of mind. ”
"Also, you used the horse to break up and calculate that I broke up, I was already in so much pain, and you still had to step on me, as if I didn't die and you wouldn't feel at ease if you lived. ”
Speaking of this, the strength in Nan Qiao's hand increased a little, and Han Zhi not only had to endure the pain in his back, but also the pain in his chest and heart.
There were already five bloody cuts on his chest, one deeper than the other, but he knew that the pain he was suffering now was not as good as the one that Nan Qiao had suffered at that time.
Han Zhi thought that he was really a scumbag, and now looking back, everything he did to Nanqiao was enough to make him go to eighteen layers of hell.
"Well, my fault, the seven deadly sins, heh, do you want to make up the buckwheat?"
Nan Qiao glanced at the back of Han Zhi's head, "You don't have seven deadly sins, a person who disappointed me, how could he only disappoint me seven times, it's too much, but I forgot a lot, now my mind is more about Gu Shunshun's kindness to me, do you know? Han Zhen, I also thought that I would only like you alone in my life, but I found that I couldn't say it too early, those things that you destroyed me, he helped me pick up little by little, and he made me feel that I was not a particularly bad girl." ”
The current Nanqiao will only have light in his eyes when he talks about Gu Shunshun.
When the enthusiasm fades to the temperature, when the scorching heat begins to cool, and the once strong love is blown away by the wind, what will be the unforgettable intersection between Han Zhi and Nanqiao?
Han Zhi lowered his head, with a sad smile on his face, is it painful? He asked himself, is his heart hurting?
Oh, of course it hurts, but who gave this pain, it's not that he is to blame, he deserves it.
Han Zhi got up slowly, turned to look at Nan Qiao, and still said the words she didn't like to hear, "Buckwheat, I'm sorry." ”
Nan Qiao didn't pay attention to Han Zhi's apology, she saw the five scars on his chest at a glance.
“……”
She was speechless in surprise, her whole body froze there, and she didn't even know when the medicine bottle in her hand had fallen.
"You...... This...... What's going on?"
Nan Qiao slowly got up and got out of bed and came to Han Zhi, her face was pale, her fingertips were cold, and her panicked expression seemed to have just experienced a game of life and death.
Han Zhi held Nanqiao's hand, his deep eyes were full of apology, "You said that you are not willing to accept my apology, then I can only make up for my mistakes in other ways and atone for my sins." ”
"Nanqiao, I was wrong, there was once a girl, she loved me very much, but I didn't know how to cherish it, ignored her kindness to me, trampled on her affection, wasted her feelings, and betrayed her trust, and then she was relieved, I regretted it, can you tell me, how can I get her back?"
Nanqiao didn't listen to him carefully, and all her attention was focused on the wound on his chest.
"You...... How did you get hurt?"
Didn't they stay together all the time? Why didn't she find out that Han Zhi was injured?
Nan Qiao's eyes swept around Han Zhi's body, and finally found the razor blade in his hand.
She took his hand, broke his fingers gripping the blade, and saw the bloody blade in the palm of her hand, and she seemed to understand it all at that moment.
"Han Zhen, why are you doing this? Do you think that if you hurt yourself, we can go back to the past?"
"No, but that's what I can bear. ”
Han Zhi hugged Nanqiao tightly in his arms, "I was wrong, buckwheat, I was really wrong, can you forgive me, don't give up on me, I'm willing to go through the hardships you have suffered, we are reconciled, okay?"
Nan Qiao put her chin on Han Zhi's shoulder, and she just let him hold it, crying silently......
Can't say a word.
At three o'clock in the morning, Nanqiao couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep, Han Zhi sat on the edge of the bed, he couldn't take his eyes off Nanqiao in his sleep, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, he reached out to wipe away the tears.
"Buckwheat, it's that I don't love people, I hope we have everything in time. ”
Han Zhi lowered his head and gently dropped a kiss on Nanqiao's forehead.
He crept out of bed, turned off the bedside lamp, and went to the floor-to-ceiling window.
The rain outside was still falling, and there seemed to be no intention of stopping, Han Zhi took a pack of cigarettes from the table, he rarely smoked now, this thing was not a good thing, but he knew that they were the only ones who could be with him tonight.
Han Zhi took the lighter......
"Pak~"
The cigarette butt was lit by a lighter, Gu Shunshun sat on the steps at the door of the Shangri-La Hotel, he took a hard puff of the cigarette in his hand, and two wisps of white mist came out of his nose.
"Ahem, cough, cough~"
Gu Shunshun coughed three times, took the cigarette out of his mouth, looked at it again and again, and repeatedly confirmed that this was his favorite brand of cigarette.
Since it is the favorite, why is there a faint bitter taste?
Gu Shunshun put the cigarette in his mouth and took another puff.
He was cowardly just now, he didn't dare to knock on the door, he was afraid of seeing what he didn't want to see, it was better to think about it or escape, he was cowardly, he Gu Shunshun was Wu Dalang who sold tofu, people and bears were soft, a useless person.
Later, Gu Shunshun thought that as long as Nan Qiao was willing to lie to him and not leave him, then even if he saw her and Han Zhi lying on the bed with his own eyes, as long as she said that they had nothing to do with each other, it would be no.
Love to this point, and there is really no one.
In this way, Gu Shunshun sat at the door of the hotel all night and waited for Nanqiao all night.
It also rained all night......
Early the next morning, the mobile phone in Gu Shunshun's pocket rang, and it was Nan Qiao calling.
"Hey, Gu Shunshun, where are you? I'm sorry, I turned off my phone last night, are you in Jing County?"
"Yes, yes, I'm in front of the Shangri-La Hotel. ”
Gu Shunshun's voice was faintly tired and hoarse.
"Okay, you wait for me. ”
About five minutes later, Gu Shunshun saw Nan Qiao walking out of the hotel, he was a little self-deprecating, because just a second ago, he was still wondering if there would be a taxi stop in front of him, and the woman he loved got out of the car.
However, it is clear that the south buckwheat came out of the hotel.
"Gu Shunshun. ”
Nan Qiao saw Gu Shunshun standing outside the hotel at a glance, he was wearing a black sports coat, still casual jeans, and white sneakers, no different from usual, but if you look seriously, he is different from usual.
He had a piece of gauze wrapped around the side of his neck, and his face was blue and purple, and it looked like he was injured.
Gu Shunshun just stood in place, with his hands in his pockets, tilting his head to look at her.
Nanqiao trotted all the way to Gu Shunshun, she looked up at him, "Why are you here? You are injured? I ...... last night"
"Stop, Nanqiao, don't say anything, let me hug it. ”
Gu Shunshun pulled Nanqiao over and hugged her into his arms, he lowered his head and buried his face in her long hair.
Don't say it, don't say anything, he Gu Shunshun admits that he is a coward, he doesn't care, he doesn't care about anything.
Nan Qiao was a little uncomfortable being hugged by Gu Shunshun, and it was difficult to breathe, but he still didn't push him away. She stretched out two hands and ran them under his armpits and patted him on the back: "What's wrong with you? Did something happen? Didn't you go to the game?"
"Don't speak!"
"Oh. ”
Nan Qiao hugged Gu Shunshun, obediently listened to his words, and did not say a word.
The two hugged for a while, and Nan Qiao noticed that something was wrong with Gu Shunshun, it was obviously winter, and he didn't wear a lot, why was his body as hot as a hot iron?
Nan Qiao gently pushed Gu Shunshun away and reached out to stroke his forehead, "Do you have a fever?"
Can you not have a fever? After sitting outside all night on such a cold day, the steps of the hotel can also be drenched in the rain, and in this case, there is no ghost if you don't get sick.
"Gu Shunshun, you're sick, go, I'll take you to the hospital. ”
Nan Qiao said and pulled Gu Shunshun to hail a taxi.
"Daughter-in-law, don't you have a fever, it's okay, you can sleep with me and you'll be fine." ”
With that, Gu Shunshun took Nan Qiao's hand and walked into the hotel.
The two came to the counter, and Gu Shunshun handsomely threw away his ID card, "Big bed room." ”
He doesn't live in the presidential suite, it's not that he can't afford to live in it, it's a fucking estrangement!
"Okay, wait a minute. ”
Two minutes later, the front desk lady handed the room card to Gu Shunshun with both hands, "Welcome, I wish you a pleasant stay." ”
Gu Shunshun nodded, took Nan Qiao's hand and walked towards the elevator.
As soon as he entered the room, he couldn't wait to press Nan Qiao behind the door and kiss him wildly, he knew that he was very childish to do this, but he just wanted to do this, as if he could erase the aura left by Han Zhi on Nan Qiao.
"Gu Shunshun, you stop. ”
Nan Qiao refused him, but Gu Shunshun didn't mean to stop at all, he even reached out to untie her clothes.
"Gu Shunshun, be sober, what are you doing?"
Nan Qiao pushed Gu Shunshun away vigorously, and then she breathed fresh air from the beginning, she felt a tingling pain in her lower lip, and she reached out to wipe it, and sure enough, there were scattered blood stains.
Gu Shunshun bit Nanqiao's lower lip.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
Nan Qiao looked at Gu Shunshun, she knew that there must be something in his heart.
"I ......"
Gu Shunshun just wanted to speak, but the person fell to the bed.
"Gu Shunshun, Gu Shunshun. ”
Nan Qiao slapped Gu Shunshun's cheek, but he just didn't react.
He was like a big ball of fire, and it was so hot.
Seeing this, Nan Qiao hurriedly took off the wet clothes on his body for him.
With the quilt covered, she turned around and called room service.
"Hello, I need medicine services, I want fever medicine, I want cold medicine, by the way, if you can please help me prepare a bowl of hot porridge. ”
"Okay, please wait. ”
Hanging up the phone, Nan Qiao walked into the bathroom, she took off the towel and wet it with cold water to reduce fever for Gu Shunshun.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Nan Qiao looked at the person on the bed with a nervous face, she just wanted to ask him why he came to this hotel directly when he arrived in Jing County, and she wanted to explain to him what happened last night, but vaguely she felt that he seemed to understand everything, but she didn't want to hear anything.
"Ding-dong. ”
Just then the doorbell rang, and Nanqiao got up to look at the door.
"Hello, this is the medicine and hot porridge you need. ”
"Okay, thanks. ”
Nanqiao turned around and walked into the house, she sorted the medicine and returned to the bed.
"Gu Shunshun, get up and take medicine. ”
After screaming about three or four times, the man on the bed woke up, Nan Qiao was right just now, Gu Shunshun fell asleep because of lack of sleep and high fever caused by physical exhaustion.
"Daughter-in-law. ”
"Well, take the medicine. ”
Nan Qiao helped Gu Shunshun to get up and brought the medicine to his mouth, and a certain man opened his mouth obediently.
"Drink water. ”
"Good. ”
After taking the medicine, Nanqiao looked at the time on his mobile phone, and he could only eat after taking the medicine for half an hour, which is common sense.
So what can you do quietly during this time?
A certain man was faintly excited.
And then the truth is......
Nan Qiao looked at Gu Shunshun and asked, "Why did you suddenly come to Jing County?" Didn't you say that there was a competition?"
When it comes to the game, Gu Shunshun thinks of Yang Yingzhou's weak chicken, who has no real skills, and likes to make bad intentions behind his back.
However, in order not to worry Nan Qiao, he didn't tell her the truth about his withdrawal, but lied and said, "Because my skills are not good, the boss didn't let me participate." ”
That's a good reason.
Nan Qiao nodded, and didn't doubt it, "Oh, then you will practice hard in the future, but you must pay attention to safety." ”
"Hehe, I know my daughter-in-law. ”
"By the way, I ...... last night"
"Well, daughter-in-law, I'm hungry, do I have anything to eat, I just arrived at breakfast this morning and didn't have time to eat. ”
Gu Shunshun touched his stomach and pretended to be hungry.
Nan Qiao looked at Gu Shunshun, "You arrived this morning?"
"That's right. ”
A man lied without blushing and his heart beating, he didn't want to think about last night.
"Oh, there's porridge, I'll get it for you. ”
"Okay. ”