Chapter 145: The End, A New Beginning

"Sister, I'm sorry......" Ji Linghan took out a piece of paper from under the bed, and tears flowed down again, "Sister, I'm sorry, Lu Han, I'm sorry, if I can't sing, what's the point of my life." I've been causing you trouble before, and I'll never be again. Sister, you want to be happy, Lu Han, you want to be happy too. Ji Linghan pinched the paper and sat on the bed for a long time.

Ji Lingfei came out of the hospital and walked all the way to the bus stop, when a man appeared in front of her: "You are Xia Zechen's current girlfriend Ji Lingfei?"

Ji Lingfei stopped, she had never seen this man: "Who are you?"

"I'm He Yiyi's agent, An Chengye, can I talk to you?" An Chengye said.

"I'm sorry, I'm going home, there's nothing I can say to you. Ji Lingfei was about to leave, and suddenly a hand blocked in front of her, "Yiyi may have less than a few months left, you can't be kind, leave Xia Zechen, and let her be with Xia Zechen." What's more, she is still pregnant with his child!Do you really want to see a woman who likes Xia Zeche as much as you want to leave with regrets?"

"She ruined my feelings, do I have to let go? Do you really watch too many TV series? I don't have that good intentions!" Ji Lingfei said.

Suddenly, An Chengye knelt down in front of her with a puff: "I beg you, please do it, please leave Xia Zechen, you just need to give Yiyi a few months, you can still be with Xia Zechen!"

"Then have you asked Xia Zechen if he likes her?" Ji Lingfei asked sharply, An Chengye's face was not good, Ji Lingfei said: "If Xia Zechen says that he likes He Yiyi, I will let it go immediately!" Ji Lingfei left indifferently, but her heart throbbed again, and tears were about to fall again, she covered her mouth and took a car to leave.

returned to the community, and just about to go in, someone called out to her: "Miss Ling Fei, Miss Ling Fei......"

Ji Lingfei saw a bald man standing there by the street lamp, and walked over to her: "I'm Manager He, don't you remember? ”

Ji Lingfei's mood was already very bad: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

"That's right. Manager He sighed, "Originally, I wanted to keep it alone, but now I was kicked out like toilet paper." I really don't want to see you continue to be deceived by Xia Zechen, the president of Ya'an, so I took the risk to tell you. ”

"What do you want to say?" Ji Lingfei's tone was even more unkind.

"I know that you and Xia Zechen have already slept with you, but you must not know that it was Mr. Xia who asked me to find someone to drug you that night. He said that you are too difficult to deal with this woman, and asked me to drug the red wine you drank, so that he would have a chance. He's strong/(female), Miss Ji, if you want to call the police, I can be a witness. Manager He patted his chest and said, and suddenly Ji Lingfei was beaten with a bag and a face: "Get out, you get out of here!"

"Why are you so ignorant of good people!" Manager He was beaten away by Ji Lingfei, Manager He ran to a safe place and took a spit, MD, it turned out to be a woman who was willing to be (female cousin)/son! He was full of thought that he would be promoted when he came back, who knew that he would be fired immediately when he returned to the head office, and let him get out. Manager He couldn't get angry, so he came to Ji Lingfei to take a bad breath, but was beaten away by Ji Lingfei.

Ji Lingfei returned home, leaned against the door, and slowly slipped down, her heart was thrown into the darkness and never pulled out again.

At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, the doctor checked the ward, Ji Linghan came out secretly on crutches, she entered the women's toilet, took out her shoelaces, and tied the shoelaces to the hook on the door, Ji Linghan closed the door tightly, put her head in little by little, and when she knew that her legs would never get better, she was desperate, from that moment on, she had the idea of death.

Ji Linghan thought of her sister, thought of Lu Han, and thought of working hard with her friends in the backlight, but when she entered the national finals, everything came to naught.

"Sister, I'm sorry, Lu Han, I'm sorry...... I'm leaving. Ji Linghan closed his eyes, letting his shoelaces be strangled little by little, and it became more and more difficult to breathe.

In that world, there will never be pain again, no more abandonment by my mother, and no more scolding as a wild seed......

When Ji Lingfei received a call and said that someone found out that Xiaohan had committed suicide, Ji Lingfei rushed over like crazy, if it wasn't for someone next door who went to the toilet and found Ji Linghan, Ji Linghan would have hanged himself.

Ji Linghan has been rescued and out of danger, but she is still unconscious, Ji Lingfei held her hand, trembling all over, and her psychological bottom line has reached the lowest. She saw Ji Linghan's suicide note placed under the pillow, Ji Lingfei bit her hand and cried.

It wasn't until Ji Linghan opened his eyes again and saw Ji Lingfei that he shouted weakly: "Sister......"

"Xiaohan!" Ji Lingfei hugged her sister, "Why are you so stupid, why! You are dead, what do you let me do?"

"Sister......" Ji Linghan was hugged tightly by Ji Lingfei, and tears fell together, "Sister, I'm sorry, I feel like I'm a drag on you and a drag on Lu Han." Li Luying said that Lu Han broke up with her, and if Lu Han wanted to break up with her, his father would cut off relations with him. Sister, I don't want to drag others down, I really don't want to be your oil bottle. I can't walk anymore, what's the point of my life......?

"What are you talking about, Xiaohan, do you want to force me to death too? Why are you so stupid? You are my sister's only relative, if you are not here, what will you do with me in the future? What do you say?" Ji Lingfei also cried so much that Ji Linghan also cried: "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"Xiaohan, I beg you, don't have this kind of thought again, if you die, I will die with you. Ji Lingfei held Ji Linghan's face and said.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Ji Linghan kept crying, "I want to leave here, sister, I really want to leave here, sister, you take me away, I don't want to see anyone, I want to go to a place where no one knows us, sister, I really can't stand it......"

"Let's go, I promise you, I will take you away. Ji Lingfei agreed, and the two sisters hugged each other and cried again.

When Xia Zechen rushed to the hospital, he learned the news of Ji Linghan's suicide attempt last night, and he didn't even know at all! He called Lu Han to turn off the phone, because after Lu Han was called back by his father, he was locked up.

Xia Zechen called Ji Lingfei again, but the phone was still turned off. Ji Linghan said with guilt: "My sister is home, you go and see her, my sister has been in a bad mood because of me recently." Xia Zechen had no choice but to go to where she lived.

Ji Lingfei was picked up by He Yi's people and came to the hospital, Ji Lingfei saw He Yiyi with an oxygen tube, her face was pale, and the doctor said that her cancer cells had metastasized and she couldn't have this child at all.

Ji Lingfei turned her back, and He Yi said: "I am such a daughter, my son is also in prison, and he still doesn't know that her sister has cancer." If you are willing to give up Xia Zechen, I can give you a large sum of money. He Yi was about to kneel down for her, Ji Lingfei supported He Yi, she knew what it was like to lose her loved ones, life was better than death.

Ji Lingfei's heart is already full of holes at the moment, she is not an unintentional person, seeing He Yiyi like this, even if she hates, the kindness in her heart still begins to wake up. Ji Linghan didn't want to stay here, but she was afraid that if Li Luying came again, her sister would not be able to think about it again.

None of them gave her any reason to stay.

When she got home, she saw Xia Zechen at her house, and she bought a lot of things.

"I'll get it. Xia Zechen took it, and Ji Lingfei found that he had lost a lot of weight these days, and his beard had also come out.

It's just that the ...... between the two people Ji Lingfei couldn't jump out anymore.

Opening the door, she went in, but before she turned around, she was hugged by Ji Lingfei from behind, she hugged his strong back, hugged him, and listened to his heartbeat: "Xia Zechen, your heartbeat is fast." ”

Xia Zechen stood up straight: "Because you are by my side." ”

"Truth or falsehood?" Ji Lingfei smiled lightly, "Did you say the same to He Yiyi?"

"I didn't!" Xia Zechen was about to turn around, but Ji Lingfei was still clinging to his back, "Don't move." Xia Zechen really didn't move anymore.

"Whether it's true or not, I love to hear it. Whether you lied to me or not, I believe what you say. ”

"Ji Lingfei, I promise you, I won't drink anymore, I won't touch other women again, do you forgive me?" he held her hand and said earnestly, these days, he has had enough of suffering, he has had enough of her ignoring him, and he can't bear it for a minute.

"Then you cook me a meal, and I'll consider forgiving you. Ji Lingfei said suddenly.

"Just one meal?" Xia Zechen felt like a heavenly amnesty.

"There are other things, you cook first, if it doesn't taste good, I won't forgive you. Ji Lingfei rubbed his back and said.

Xia Zechen was really busy in the kitchen, Ji Lingfei loved to guide him, he was in a hurry, and finally made a dish and put it in front of Ji Lingfei. Ji Lingfei picked up the chopsticks: "I'm going to eat." She picked up some dishes and put them in her mouth, and smiled lightly: "It's not bad." ”

After eating, Ji Lingfei said, "The next task is to clean the room." ”

Someone started to drag it up with a mop again, Ji Lingfei pointed on the side: "It's dirty here, and it's ...... here" Seeing him mop the ground, Ji Lingfei nodded: "Well, it's okay." The next task was to clean the windows and tidy up my bookshelves. Ji Lingfei was still standing by and watching him sweat profusely, cleaning up.

"There is one more task. Ji Lingfei walked up to him, "After taking a bath, let's go for a walk." ”

The two of them walked around like before, Ji Lingfei didn't say anything, only held his hand, Xia Zechen didn't dare to say anything to break the current tranquility, did she really forgive him?

Xia Zechen hugged her: "Ji Lingfei, you forgive me this time." ”

Ji Lingfei leaned on his shoulder: "Xia Zechen......"

From the beginning, they should never have met again;

Just let go, my heart hurts so much.

I'm afraid that if she doesn't let Xia Zechen relax her guard, it will be impossible for her and Xiaohan to leave smoothly.

After all, she and him are just the beauty of seeing flowers in a dream, and they can't accept any brilliance in reality.

I wanted to say it, but the end words were not said after all.

Su Lanqing has already discussed with He Yi, and everyone will discuss what to do together. Naturally, Su Lanqing was trying to find a way to let He Yiyi beat the child. Xia Zechen hasn't told Ji Lingfei yet, she has been with Ji Linghan these days, and the two still have very little communication.

When Xia Zechen was taking Su Lanqing to see He Yi and He Yiyi, Ji Lingfei also took Ji Linghan out of the hospital: "Xiaohan, we are going to a place where no one knows us in the future, would you like to go with me?"

"Sister, what about Xia Zechen, what should he do?" Xiao Han saw a different look on her sister Ji Lingfei's face, Ji Lingfei rubbed her hair: "We broke up, so I'm leaving, I'll tell you after we leave." Xiaohan, now is our best chance to leave, if you don't want to go, I will stay with you. ”

Ji Linghan immediately shook his head: "Sister, I don't want to stay here!"

"Then let's go. Ji Lingfei helped Ji Linghan into a car, and Ji Linghan held her sister's hand: "Sister, where are we going?"

"Let's go to Beijing first, treat your leg, and then go somewhere else. Ji Lingfei held her hand and said.

"Sister, what happened to you and Xia Zechen?"

"I'll tell you when I get to the train station. ”

"Sister......

"Xiaohan, perhaps, we shouldn't have come back in the first place. ”

When Xia Zechen got out of the car and He Yi helped He Yiyi out, Xia Zechen's expression was still cold. He Yi rushed over and wanted to teach him a lesson, but was stopped by He Yiyi: "Dad, let's have a good talk." The four of them got into the car again, He Yi knew what Su Lanqing wanted to do, but now Ji Lingfei was gone.

Xia Zechen's mobile phone rang, Xia Zechen saw that it was Ji Lingfei, glanced at Su Lanqing, and connected: "Where are you now?"

"Where are you?" he asked.

"On the way. ”

"On the way?" Suddenly, Xia Zechen stiffened.

"Yes, on the way, on the way out. Xia Zechen, thank you for your service during this time, I am very satisfied. Actually, I came back, just like you thought at the beginning, just to get revenge for what you did to me in the past. I rejected you again and again, and you pounced like a dog. You're no different from any other man. I'm tired of living with you. But I still want to thank you for your service in the recent period, so that I can leave happily. There are some things that I won't have a chance to say in the future if I don't talk about them now. I should thank He Yiyi for going to/sleeping with you, she still has your child. Her dad gave me a lot of money just to keep her daughter with you. It's a good deal, and I really want to thank you for making so much money. In the future, I don't have to work so hard anymore, and I can live as I want. It's all your work. Thank you. That night, I also knew that Manager He drugged me, and I drank it on purpose, just to make you fall in love with me completely. As a result, I didn't expect it to be so easy. There was no sense of accomplishment at all. That's all for now, my sister and I left, and I admired He Yiyi on my behalf, only a stupid woman like her would sacrifice her life to give up a rotten / man / to have a child like you. I hope you have a happy life in the future. She said mockingly on the other end of the phone.

"Where are you?!Where are you!" Xia Zechen didn't hear it, only asked.

"Where am I? You still want to come to me? You're so cheap/Got home." It's time for me to hang up, Xia Zechen, goodbye. ”

She hung up the phone, but the other end of the phone rang: "The airport has arrived." ”

Aerodrome!

As soon as Xia Zechen turned, a bus came in front of him, and with a bang, it crashed over, and then it was dark, the car was knocked over, and the surroundings were so quiet, so quiet that there was no sound at all...... Bright red blood flowed out of the car door, Xia Zechen thought before he fell into a coma, Ji Lingfei, don't go.

Ji Lingfei turned off the phone and threw the phone into the trash.

Xia Zechen, goodbye.

"Thank you for helping me. Ji Lingfei said to the person who sent her, An Chengye.

"Your sister is already inside. ”

Ji Lingfei went in, and Ji Linghan was sitting by the window looking outside.

Ji Lingfei held Ji Linghan's hand: "Xiaohan, we're leaving." ”

"Yes, sister. ”

The train started slowly, the city was getting farther and farther away, Ji Lingfei and Ji Linghan both looked outside, and unconsciously burst into tears.

Between loving and being loved, she and Ji Linghan both chose not to love. However, are the changes in life and the opportunities of fate clearly explained?

What greeted them was still a fog.

It didn't take long for T City to report a car accident that left two injured and two killed...... The clouds were thick, and the rain fell on the beans, which quickly washed away the bloodstains, and the sky of the city became clear again.

No one knows that in this city, a love affair has just ended.

Maybe no one is necessarily the only one, but some people are the only one of that person, the change of time, can always eliminate everything, but some just can't disappear.

The hot summer leaves lightly, and the autumn wind comes with the wind, followed by the winter, the sky is full of snow, and the pedestrians on the road are constant, and it is spring, a cycle.

Someone was reading a poem on the side of the road - "It's better not to meet" -

It's better not to see each other, so you don't fall in love.

It's best not to know each other, but not to be lovesick.

It's better not to be together, so you don't owe each other.

It's better not to cherish each other, so that you don't remember each other.

It's better not to love each other, but not to abandon each other.

It's better not to be relative, so you don't meet.

It's better not to be wrong, so as not to lose.

It is better not to allow each other, but not to continue.

It's better not to be dependent on each other, so you can not be close to each other.

It's better not to meet each other, but not to get together.

……

The grass grew fluffy, and although the cold wind was still blowing, it couldn't stop the fate of their recovery......

Spring is coming, the beginning of a reincarnation, and if love has reincarnation, it may be a new beginning.

No matter how life changes, you always have to step forward, and the life of escape may have to be faced one day.

This encounter, right or wrong, this love, whether it should or shouldn't, no one can say.