A roar shook the sky. In the vast sky, my pain and despair echoed.

As soon as the emotions erupted, I couldn't hold it anymore, I crawled to my dad on my knees, crying and yelling, yelling, my tears, my snot, the blood in my mouth, all flowing down, I kept shouting my dad, hysterical.

I wanted to wake my dad up, I wanted him to open his mouth to answer me, but no matter how much I cried and called, he just ignored me, he just lay here, motionless, he couldn't speak anymore!

This fact shattered me, my heart hurt more and more, my emotions became more and more excited, I cried wildly, and the cry became louder and louder, resounding in the sky.

The whole old town seems to be filled with my sadness and sorrow, and at this moment, I am overwhelmed with grief.

The crowd watching nearby was a little unbearable when they saw this scene, and some began to sigh and talk: "Alas, it's pitiful. ”

"Yes, this lame man is still quite honest, how can this be. ”

"Chen lame picks up garbage every day to feed this child, and now that he is dead, how can this child live alone in the future!"

It seems that everyone is infected by my grief and regrets my dad's death. And Wang Shiqi, who followed me to this side, was even more distressed, she told the police that she was my friend, and then ran to the cordon, squatted beside me, and gently patted my back.

I don't feel anything now, I just have a heart-wrenching pain, I just keep crying, I keep screaming.

After a long time, I was tired, I had cried enough, all my emotions were vented, and then, my whole body seemed to be evacuated, paralyzed, my face collapsed, my expression was dull, tears still flowed silently from my eyes, my mouth opened and closed, and I muttered blankly: "Why is this happening, why is this happening!" I felt as if I had lost my soul, and I was left with only a shell, and I was mechanically tormented here.

Wang Shiqi squatted beside me, clearly saw my father's death, and felt my pain more deeply, her heart also shrank and shrank, and her tears flowed, she suddenly hugged my head, choked and said: "Chen Xiaotian, people can't be resurrected after death, you have to mourn!"

I said with a grim expression, "I killed my dad." "My father's death gave me the most painful blow, my heart was broken and there was no scum left, and my soul seemed to fly. At the same time, my broken body is filled with endless guilt, my dad was killed by me, and I will never be able to forgive myself.

Wang Shiqi listened to my words, immediately shook her head, and shouted at me: "It's not you, it's not you, it's the hateful murderer, it's the murderer who is so mad, you must cheer up!"

Just when Wang Shiqi's voice fell, a square-faced police officer came over, their police had just finished investigating the scene, and also found a nearby neighbor to make a record, the square-faced police officer came to my side, and said to me seriously: "After our investigation and evidence collection, it is preliminarily determined that your father died in an accident." ”

I was still immersed in pain and self-blame, I turned a deaf ear to the words of the square-faced police officer, I had already decided in my heart that my father was killed, and the cause was me, it was I who provoked the devil and harmed my father, I only hate myself now, I hate myself for implicating my dad, I hate myself for not being by my dad's side earlier, and I hate myself for losing the opportunity to give my dad filial piety. I'm a son of man in vain, and I'm sorry for my father.

But Wang Shiqi, as soon as she heard the words of the square-faced police officer, she instantly exploded, she stood up suddenly, and shouted at the square-faced officer: "This can't be an accident, Chen Xiaotian's father must have been killed!" Wang Shiqi was complaining about me, she didn't want me to put the blame on herself, let the murderer go unpunished, and she couldn't bear the police to attribute the case to an accident and let my father die unjustly. She dared to conclude that my dad was murdered, and she wanted to get justice for my dad.

The square-faced police officer looked at Wang Shiqi slightly, he could see that Wang Shiqi was a rich lady, so he was not too lazy, but said solemnly: "In a society under the rule of law, everything must pay attention to evidence, and after our investigation and identification, this is an accident." Of course, if you have any clues and evidence, you can provide it to us, and we will definitely handle the case impartially. The square-faced officer's attitude was okay, but his words were clearly perfunctory.

When Wang Shiqi heard this, she immediately took out my mobile phone from me, she showed the text message with the unknown number to the square-faced police officer, and then said very seriously: "Chen Xiaotian just offended people these days, this is a text message sent to him by someone, the number is hidden, I think it may have been sent by the murderer." ”

The square-faced police officer looked at the text message and said speechlessly: "What kind of evidence is this, can you judge someone else as a murderer based on such a text message?" Little girl, the police pay attention to evidence in handling cases, and the surrounding neighbors have not seen any suspicious people, this is an accidental fire. ”

Hearing this, Wang Shiqi was anxious, she didn't believe it was an accident anyway, even if the square-faced police officer said it righteously, Wang Shiqi still didn't believe it, she continued to argue: "Even if there is a fire in his house, but his father will leave, how can a big living person be burned to death." ”

The square-faced officer listened to it and explained: "That's the case, we found out through evidence collection that the location of the deceased's death was the place where he was cooking, he may have fallen down by himself, the stove fire was lit at home, and the deceased's home was in a tent, which was full of flammable materials in bottles and cans, so the fire spread quickly, and the deceased had no time to escape and was burned to death." ”

The square-faced officer's reasoning was also well-founded, but Wang Shiqi still didn't believe it, she shouted unconvinced: "Chen Xiaotian's father must have been killed!"

Seeing that Wang Shiqi was stubborn, the square-faced police officer didn't bother to talk to her, he said directly to Wang Shiqi: "We are from the Western District Public Security Criminal Police Team, we preliminarily determined that this case was an accident, if you have any clues, welcome to provide them, we will go first." ”

After speaking, the square-faced officer waved his hand and shouted, "Withdraw the team!"

Suddenly, all the policemen in the field quickly evacuated.

The crowd of onlookers also sighed and slowly left.

This case seems to have been hastily concluded.

The lives of the poor are so worthless, and no one wants to waste more energy on you.

Wang Shiqi looked at the direction of the police's departure, her face was red, she was really angry, this fire came so suddenly, if my family had a background, then this arson case would definitely be thoroughly investigated to the end, but, because my family is so ordinary, this murder case is so perfunctory, Wang Shiqi is in a hurry, but because, I, as a son, don't say anything, and she is not an outsider to fight with the police to the end, she gritted her teeth, and then squatted next to me and said to me: " Chen Xiaotian, why didn't you make it clear to the police just now, do you want your father to die unjustly? In any case, we also have to find a way to bring the murderer to justice, you should tell the police all your enemies, maybe we can find out the suspicious person?"

I can't listen to Wang Shiqi's persuasion, and I don't have any intention of avenging, my dad is dead, I can't survive, I just lose him forever, my heart seems to have been poached!

My tears flowed again, and I cried and said, "It's all my fault, it's all my uselessness, it's all me who has burdened my dad." "No matter who the murderer is, the culprit is me anyway, I really feel that I am extremely guilty, why don't I think more about my dad, why don't I stay by his side well, if I am here, even if I fight to the death, I will not let my dad have an accident, even if I die myself, I don't want my dad to die.

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became, and I couldn't help it, so I stretched out my hand, grabbed my dad's charred hand, and cried bitterly and repented: "Dad, I'm sorry, my son is not filial!"

My father's lifelong wish was to raise me as an adult, and he sent me to school in the hope that I would have a good life. But what about me, I didn't study hard, I didn't keep to myself, I didn't become a productive person, and I didn't let my dad live a good life with me, on the contrary, I also affected him, let him die because of me, he didn't live a decent day until he died, he suffered all his life, tired all his life, and finally died so miserably, how can this not make me heartache and not let me blame myself?

I knelt beside my father's corpse, crying and repenting.

Wang Shiqi's heart hurt very much when she saw me like this, she was next to me, silently wiping her tears, and she didn't persuade me anymore, because she had already seen that I couldn't listen to anything at all now, and no matter how much she said, it was in vain. She can only wait for me to vent first, and wait for me to slowly calm down. She can't empathize with the pain of losing her father, she knows that she can't understand my pain, she can only accompany me silently.

Time, minute by minute, passed very slowly, I don't know how long it took, my crying gradually stopped, my person slowly became sluggish again, my heart, a hopelessness, I sat down on the ground, like a soulless puppet, depressed, empty.

Wang Shiqi saw that I was quiet, and she couldn't help but start to persuade me softly again and comfort me, but I was still deaf, I was completely silent, and my body and mind were depressed to the extreme. My dad is dead, my only relative in this world is gone, I feel that there is no point in my life, my heart seems to be dead.

Wang Shiqi's heart is becoming more and more uncomfortable, looking at my loveless appearance, she is heartbroken and helpless, she said that she can't make sense of me, and she doesn't dare to hit me, she doesn't know what to do.

In the evening, Wang Shiqi was so hungry that she couldn't stand it, so she left temporarily and went to a nearby restaurant by herself, and after eating in the restaurant, Wang Shiqi packed another meal, and she brought the packaged meal to me for me to eat.

How can I eat now, I didn't pay attention to Wang Shiqi at all, I just sat next to my father's corpse, like petrified.

Wang Shiqi couldn't help it, she could only put the packing box aside, and then stood beside me and continued to accompany me.

All around, there was a dead silence.

Gradually, the sky was completely dark, there were no street lights nearby, and there was no figure, the whole area, it was terriblely dark, and it was weirdly quiet, Wang Shiqi stood in this dark place, facing my father's charred corpse, and I was sitting on the ground like a zombie, her heart couldn't help but jump suddenly, she said to me very uneasily: "Chen Xiaotian, don't you be like this, I'm a little afraid, the days will be long, don't give up on yourself, let's find someone to deal with your father's aftermath first, right?"

Wang Shiqi really doesn't want me to continue like this, but I just can't listen to her, I seem to have really become a living dead, with no thoughts, no movements, and no emotions.

Wang Shiqi is also tired to the extreme, her body is tired, her heart is also tired, she wants to help me and keeps persuading me, but it is useless, she really has nothing to do.

In the early hours of the morning, Wang Shiqi's family called her to urge her to go back, but she had no choice but to leave by herself.

She left, leaving me here alone, quietly with my dad.

In the middle of the night, a heavy rain poured down, and the rain hit me without mercy.

I was still motionless in the heavy rain, and this heavy rain did not wake me up, but made me even more depressed.

The next day, early in the morning, Wang Shiqi came over with breakfast, as soon as she arrived here, she saw me sitting on the ground like a soup chicken, her brows suddenly wrinkled deeply, she walked up to me, and asked me with concern: "Chen Xiaotian, have you been here all night? You will be sick like this!"

I sat still like a living dead, not saying a word.

At this time, Wang Shiqi finally couldn't help it, she raised her voice, and said to me sharply: "Chen Xiaotian, if you go on like this, are you worthy of your father? He has worked hard to raise you to such a big age, just hoping that you can get ahead, can you bear to let him down? And now that he is dead, you let his body lie here in the rain, and don't let him fall into the ground, can your heart be at peace?"

Hearing this, my expression moved slightly, my lips finally opened, and I pulled my chapped throat and made an extremely hoarse voice: "I killed my father, I have no face to live in this world." ”

I'm sorry for my dad, I don't deserve to live, I just want to stay with my dad until I die.

Wang Shiqi heard me say this, her brows couldn't help frowning deeper, she saw clearly, I have been immersed in pain and self-blame from yesterday to today, and even, I blame myself to the point of losing the belief in life, this is the biggest knot in my heart, if she doesn't help me untie this knot, I may really be so decadent to death.

After thinking about it, Wang Shiqi faced me and said solemnly: "Chen Xiaotian, you tell me clearly, it was not you who killed your father, you are a bad person, you have not done anything wrong, you are submissive, forbearance and retreat, but you are just to live well, you have never taken the initiative to bully others, others have bullied you, all this is not your fault, your father will die, not because of your fault, but because of the person who killed your father, it is too bad! So Chen Xiaotian, you have to cheer up and seek justice for your father!"

Every word Wang Shiqi said, it was loud and sonorous, these words, with extraordinary power, hit my heart hard, making my dead heart, suddenly resumed beating, my numb brain gradually began to turn, I couldn't help but ask myself, am I wrong?

What did I do wrong? Since I was a child, I have always adhered to my conscience, acted righteously, bowed my head and behaved, others bullied me, I went against the grain, others beat me, I carried it, others scolded me, I pretended not to hear, am I wrong?

In everything I do, I have a clear conscience and a good conscience, am I wrong?

Suddenly, my heart froze, my eyes widened, I looked down, looked at my dad, and hissed: " Dad, you are wrong, you teach me to be kind, teach me to be patient, teach me that it is a blessing to suffer, teach me not to fight, these are all wrong, you don't make trouble, others will provoke you, you take a step back, others will bully you even more, you have been a diligent and good person all your life, but in the end, someone killed you cruelly, you died so unclear, no one is willing to investigate the case for you, this cruel and realistic society can't tolerate honest people like us!"

"You're wrong, you're very wrong!"

Speaking of which, I suddenly laughed, laughing loudly and laughing maniacally.

Wang Shiqi stood aside, all frightened by me, my words were too abnormal, my smile was even more treacherous, I was like a nervous person, Wang Shiqi was so frightened that her face turned white, she patted me lightly on the shoulder, and said nervously: "Chen Xiaotian, don't be like this, you scared me." ”

I ignored her, just laughed, laughed all the time, the knot that wrapped around my heart, seemed to be dissolved in my laughter, my brain also seemed to be opened up by something, the whole person suddenly opened up, my thinking, completely changed, my heart, gradually hardened. Chen Xiaotian, who used to be soft and weak, is dead, and he died with my father, and now Chen Xiaotian wants to be a new self.

As soon as I figured it out, my laughter stopped abruptly, my face was full of coldness, I slowly stood up from the ground, and then, I clenched my fists, my eyes were red, and my eyes were about to split: "I want revenge, unscrupulous means!"