Chapter 121: There are always things that people can't learn in their lives
"Where is home?" Chen Qiao was about to ask.
"You are married, what about your husband, you are married, and you are still living in your old house. Where is your home?" Chen Mofei realized that Chen Qiao was actually a little drunk, he stared at Chen Mofei in a daze, and looked at her a little panicked, in addition, Chen Qiao's question also overwhelmed her.
Don't say it.
However, Chen Qiao chose to break it down today. Chen Mofei broke free of Chen Qiao's hand. It was her own choice, there was no knife on her neck, and besides, everyone's happiness needed to stand on tiptoe to achieve, just as no one can succeed casually, and no one can be happy casually.
Fate is testing each and every one of us.
Chen Mofei wanted to say this to Chen Qiao, but finally gave up. Lately she has been unusually active and sometimes unusually silent.
Chen Mofei brushed Chen Qiao's hand away, but the latter refused to let go.
"I like you. Chen Qiao gasped, he knew that there were some things that he couldn't say, such as the one just now. "Damn, I don't know why, it's like a fucking evil thing. Look at how much you deserve a man to be swoon with you. ”
Chen Qiao pursed his lips and told himself that if he said these words, maybe they didn't even have friends. He had no choice but to shut up, let go of the hand that was holding Chen Mofei with a wry smile, and turned to whisper comfort:
"Don't go. I don't feel at ease when you live in a hotel, you can't wash up, don't say anything else. How are you going to go to work tomorrow? Stay here for a few days. Rest assured, no matter how hungry my brother is, he can't do anything to a pregnant woman. ”
A little later that day, the phone called. It's not a video, it's a phone call, he didn't know that Chen Mofei was there, Chen Qiao motioned to Chen Mofei and notified him with his mouth, saying, "It's a passing year, do you want it?"
Chen Mofei didn't wait for him to finish, and waved his hand again and again. Men sometimes need women, and men sometimes need men. When men need men, women had better be interesting, and Chen Mofei wants to be a sensible woman. She actually understands Liunian, she can feel Liunian's feelings for her, Liunian and Kang Ruoran have been together for so many years, but they still haven't been able to achieve any positive results, when Chen Mofei encounters danger, Liunian comes forward, it's not that it doesn't explain the problem.
She understands.
She also understands that people live, and there are more than feelings in life. Many things are not as simple as love and hate, and Chen Mofei knows too well that it is difficult to pass the years. She even thought that if she retreated, she understood, and she would raise her children with peace of mind. She has always wanted to tell Liu Nian what she thinks, but she has never had the opportunity. Chen Mofei knows too much about Liu Nian's personality, and when she says this, he will definitely blame himself even more, why should he blame himself so much?
She was reluctant.
Chen Qiao hung up the phone after a few perfunctory words. The two of them sat side by side on the sofa, and Chen Qiao found that Chen Mofei's face was full of tears, and he handed over the tissue box.
Pouted, he said, "I really don't know what God thinks, maybe it's really a test." But not everyone can stand up to such a test. Actually, you and Liunian are not wrong, and Kang Ruoran is not wrong. So who is wrong?" Chen Qiao spread his hands, "To be honest, I didn't know too much. ”
Chen Qiao picked up the water cup on the coffee table and took a sip.
"Don't cry, it's not good for the child. Let me tell you one more thing, you may not know that Kang Ruoran had a miscarriage. In this way, you may still have a little hope for the passing year, whether she returns to China or stays abroad and waits for heart surgery, there must be a result. Didn't you tell me that boils always have to come out? ”
Chen Mofei turned his face to face the night outside, the sky was as dark as the night, and it was pitch black outside, as if someone had poured ink between heaven and earth, but it was day on the other side of the earth. She imagined what Liu Nian and Kang Ruoran looked like now, but she never had a clue. Chen Mofei even thought about going over there to take a look in person, but she was afraid that Kang Ruoran would misunderstand that she was showing off or provoking.
She couldn't remember anyone who had said that life was hard. No matter what you do, some people will say that you are wrong, that you have ulterior motives. What's more, Kang Ruoran is now unbearable at all.
There is another thing that is very interesting, you Chen Mofei think that it is not easy, Kang Ruoran also looks at it. She lost her lover inexplicably, and after arriving in the United States, she had such a terrible experience, and after that, she lost her loved ones one after another.
It's easier for everyone to see their own difficulties.
Everyone just wants the other to know how to live in a different place.
It takes wisdom to see human nature clearly, and when we see human nature clearly, most people will only compromise with human nature. We can't do anything about ourselves.
The two of them had their own hearts and went back to their rooms, but neither of them could sleep. Later, Chen Mofei came out of the bedroom and went to the living room, but found that Chen Qiao had already set up camp in the living room one step ahead, and there was another bottle of wine in front of him, the wine was clear red, and there was only one wall lamp in the living room, and the wine emitted a ghostly light under the lamp, and the trademark was not clear at all.
Chen Mofei also wanted to have a drink, although she knew that this wish would not be realized in the near future, but it did not affect her desire alone in her heart. Everyone has longed alone in their hearts, longing for someone, or for something individual. In the end, some of these desires will become an obsession of the parties, and some will be let go.
What's the big deal?
In fact, there is nothing irreplaceable.
Life is short, so there's really no need to embarrass yourself.
Chen Mofei chose to sit down opposite Chen Qiao, Chen Qiao threw a cushion over her, Chen Mofei tucked the cushion under her waist, and felt much more comfortable to sit on.
In fact, it is quite like the tacit understanding of an old husband and wife, but it lacks the indifference between old husbands and wives.
"Can't sleep?"
Chen Mofei asked.
"Yes. Chen Qiao poured himself a drink.
"I can't sleep properly. You don't have any such bad things. Chen Mofei said.
"Hmm. Chen Qiao put down the wine glass, and there were wine stains on his lips. "Cheap, everyone. Chen Qiao put his elbows on his knees and looked at the person in front of him.
"Look at your bad hearts, you can't gloat. ”
Chen Mofei pursed his lips, "You really should learn." ”
What should I do if I can't learn?
There are always too many things in life that you can't learn. Learn not to forget, learn not to let go, learn not to let go, learn not to bow down, learn not to reconcile with yourself......
However, Chen Qiao didn't say anything.
Wine is a man's best confidant, the most empathetic face.
In other words, wine is the only thing a man is willing to let into his stomach. How could it not understand a man? It passed through his mouth, throat, esophagus, stomach, past the man's heart, liver, spleen, and stomach, and finally through his kidneys.
Wine makes a man see clearly.
Wine doesn't say anything. Whether it is a male thief or a prostitute in a man's belly, or a belly of ups and downs, he knows it, but he chooses to keep his mouth shut.
Wine.
Chen Qiao stretched out his hand, but accidentally met another hand at the bottle.
Chen Qiao retracted his hand and let Chen Mofei take the wine bottle away. He collapsed on the couch.
originally thought that the wine would give him a peaceful and long night, but who knew that Chen Qiao had miscalculated again. He slept for a while and woke up again, but his head was very sad, and he couldn't tell whether it was pain or swelling, and he was a little dizzy.
Wine wasn't a good thing either.
Chen Qiao couldn't help but curse in a low voice in his heart, but his head hurt violently like a spasm at this time. This is the revenge of the alcohol ** naked against him.
Chen Qiao propped up his tired body, looked around, and didn't see Chen Mofei. He approached her bedroom and quietly twisted the doorknob, only to find that it was locked.
Chen Qiao felt that his whole body was very hot, so he took off his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower, but he was more energetic. It wasn't until the east revealed the white belly that he became sleepy, but at this time Chen Mofei had already gotten up, and he heard Chen Mofei's voice outside in a daze, so he put on a T-shirt and barely got up.
"You wait. Chen Qiao rushed into the bathroom, "I'll wash your face and send you to work." ”
Chen Mofei had already arrived at the door, changing his shoes, and his bag was on his left shoulder. "No need, it's convenient for me to take a taxi, you can sleep more, it's not safe for you to go out to see me off like this. ”
But when she just arrived downstairs, Chen Qiao chased her out from behind.
Chen Mofei felt that he was making a fuss, she was not so vulnerable, besides, every day, there are countless women in this city who are pregnant, and almost every woman will be pregnant, no matter what others do, she is not so pretentious. Pregnancy in October is instinct, not a bargaining chip person. Of course, Chen Mofei also believes that it is a duty for a husband to take care of his wife and children, not charity.
Chen Mofei didn't directly ask Chen Qiao to send him to work.
"There was a good breakfast outside the complex, we went to have a breakfast before leaving. ”
Chen Qiao nodded in agreement, the two asked for a simple breakfast, Chen Qiao was hangover, and he didn't eat much, Chen Mofei had a strange appetite most of the time now, and she helped eliminate the rest of Chen Qiao. After eating, Chen Mofei touched her round belly, and said that when she finished the confinement again, she would definitely become a pig.
"I'm waiting for your confinement, and if you don't get fat into a pig, it's disrespectful to me. ”
Chen Mofei said just kidding, why are you waiting for my confinement, I don't have so much money and can't afford to hire you.
Chen Qiao said, who else are you besides me? Can you come back in the new year? Can you call your mother to come? Do you have any other choice besides me?
"I can live in a confinement center, or hire a confinement nanny. Chen Mofei had a hard mouth.
"Tut-tut" Chen Qiao looked disdainful, "I won't believe that you will hire a confinement lady if you kill me." You don't know yet? You will calculate your current monthly salary first, and if the salary of the confinement lady is more than your monthly salary, you will let them earn the money. ”
Chen Qiao was right, Chen Mofei said with a smile that Chen Qiao now knew her like a roundworm in her stomach.
When he got off work that afternoon, Chen Qiao came to pick up Chen Mofei on time. Chen Mofei said that it was time for me to go home, and the water would not always be cut off at home.
"It's a total water outage. Chen Qiao said very stubbornly. And he took out his phone and another bag of changing clothes. "Ahh Chen Qiao said, "This is your change of clothes, this is the notice I took of your building, saying what line failure, time-sharing water supply, you are in this situation, can you bear the time-sharing water supply?"