Chapter 222: Pain
I am really happy to see Wang Fang think like this, and the stone in my heart has finally fallen.
I looked at Liu Fang with some distraction and smiled and said, "I'm happy that you can think like this, let's talk about it, don't be like this in the future!"
Liu Fang nodded at me vigorously, tears rolling in her eyes.
I know what she's thinking, and she probably feels especially sorry for me. Actually, this matter has nothing to do with me. But because of those obsessions in her heart. Make her feel like if she gets too close to me. is sorry for the father who raised her with hard work.
Seeing Liu Fang like this, I really don't know what to say. I could only reluctantly pat her shoulder with my hand. looked at her with a smile and said, "Don't you say it all, don't think about those unhappy." Look at how you look like you before I knew. ”
Liu Fang looked at me with a smile, she didn't speak anymore and just looked at me quietly, I saw that the time was almost time for class.
Liu Fang returned to the infirmary, alas, and I also went to the classroom.
Now I'm in a much better mood, at least it's about the same as Liu Fang, and it can be solved.
Actually, I know she has other thoughts in her mind. I'm really special to be able to understand her. In fact, I myself am not like her.
We all have similar experiences and are now facing the same choices, and sometimes I think Liu Fang is right. At least she can do what she thinks, but as for me, I can only keep everything in my heart, and I don't even have a person to talk to.
This afternoon's class was particularly boring. Actually, I didn't have the heart to go to class lately. I didn't listen at all, I didn't know what the teacher was talking about, I just knew that she was chattering and writing on the blackboard, or walking around with the textbook in her hand.
When I'm bored, Guo Meimei will chat with me for a few words, usually talking about something inconsequential. In my opinion, if you are particularly boring, it is better to listen to the teacher talk about those boring things to be more practical.
I don't know what I'm thinking. There was always a strange feeling in my heart. It seems like there's something stuck there. I didn't know what to do at all. I don't know what to do to make myself feel better.
Whenever I think of that night, Zhang Xiaoxian was drunk, he put his arms around my neck, very enthusiastic, and looked at me longingly. When he told me he liked me, even though it was just a phrase she said when she was drunk. And I seem to have listened to it, just because of that sentence, it has affected my mood these days. Every time I see Zhang Xiaoxian's sad appearance, I feel as if it's my reason.
But that was just one of the things she said to me when she was drunk. Does that really count? I don't really know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do to make her happy and make me feel better.
Suddenly I found a problem, in class, bored when I always like to look back.
When Zhang Xiaoxian sat in front of me before, it seemed that she had never felt this way. Because I didn't have to look back, I didn't have to make any movements to see her.
But because of the misunderstanding last time, he changed his seat and sat at the back. Now I suddenly feel that the distance between us is so far, so far.
She is going to move out this afternoon, and maybe in the future, when we return home, we will not see Zhang Xiaoxian again.
This is the first time we have separated, I wonder what it will be like to be back in the house after she is gone.
Zhang Xiaoxian is a very proud girl. She has her self-esteem, she has her ideas. So she doesn't say to me when she's sober that he likes me. I think if she hadn't been drunk that day, she probably wouldn't have told me she liked me for the rest of her life.
Zhang Xiaoxian will go to live in her new home tonight. I knew she was going to be very uncomfortable. Actually, how could we not be like that? Thinking about it, when I came home tonight, I couldn't see Zhang Xiaoxian anymore. The familiar figure was no longer visible. Maybe everyone will have some discomfort in their hearts!
However, what should come will always come, and there is no hiding from it. Life is like that, always full of helplessness. Now I don't want to do anything, I just hope that Zhang Xiaoxian can live happily in her new home.
Even when we get home, we can't see her, at least at school, we can always see her. In fact, when Zhang Xiaoxian met his father outside the community for the first time. His dad didn't just tell her that. There are many, many, many things that we don't know. For example, his father told her to let Zhang Xiaoxian move into his house first.
Zhang Xiaoxian's father didn't tell her. Most of his business is abroad, and there is almost no at home. If this is the case, Zhang Xiaoxian will face a problem. His father may ask her to go abroad with her father.
If that's the case, we'll see you later, and Zhang Xiaoxian's number of times may be very few. Now I really can't imagine that Zhang Xiaoxian went abroad, and a few of us were in China. How do we connect when we think about him, or when he thinks about us?
Will we distance ourselves from each other?
Zhang Xiaoxian's greatest wish is to help Tang Yun take revenge. If the knife really went abroad, then who should go after this matter. Although she didn't mention Tang Yun's matter during this time. But I know that this matter has always weighed on her heart. And we have to do it. Tang Yun can't die in vain, and that masked man must also be punished as he deserves.
Unconsciously, after class, Zhang Xin'er turned her head again.
I could have guessed what she would say to me. I really wonder why women like to think so much. Didn't you say that you would go to the hospital with Lin Xiaokai for a check-up on the weekend? She asks me this question several times a day. Seriously, I'm annoyed when she doesn't bother.
However, I had no reason to refuse her, and I could not refuse her. After all, everyone is a friend, and I think Zhang Xin'er is also a good person.
In my opinion, Zhang Xin'er is the kind of woman who has no scheming. Although she seems to be indifferent, she also talks less. But if you can be his friend. She will definitely treat everyone with sincerity.
In fact, sometimes I envy Zhang Xiner and Lin Xiaokai. The two of them haven't known each other for a long time, though. But the speed of emotional development is faster than the average person. And once they identified each other. will never leave.
If I had half the bravery of her now, I wouldn't be so distressed, and thinking about it, I turned my head back again. Zhang Xiaoxian was still sitting in her place in a daze.
From the first class to the second class this afternoon, Zhang Xiaoxian never went out. When it was time for class, she lay on her desk and didn't know what she was thinking.
Maybe I'm still thinking about how to deal with going to that cold villa tonight. The man who kept telling her that it was her father who wanted to take good care of her. After all, he has disappeared for more than ten years, and in the past ten years, Zhang Xiaoxian has no memory of this man at all.
She really didn't know how to deal with it. As soon as she thought that she wouldn't be able to see me tonight, Zhang Xiaoxian felt an inexplicable sense of fear in her heart.
The life of the eldest lady in the past is very far away from her. It had been a long time since she had felt that feeling of being on top. Think about the previous time when Zhang Xiaoxian was in junior high school, she was the eldest sister in our school at that time. As long as she says a word, there will be many people who are willing to do anything for her.
At that time, Zhang Xiaoxian was more beautiful than anyone else. Of course, that time was also the most distressing, painful, and desperate time for me.
recalled the days when he was bullied by Zhang Xiaoxian before. At that time, I was really like a dog. Dogs are treated as pets nowadays. It's better than what people eat, think about it, I could only eat what Zhang Xiaoxian had left at that time.
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