Chapter Seventy-Seven: I'll Give You Everything But Him
The two voices intertwined and constantly intruded into the horse's consciousness, and in the end the latter triumphed.
"Bang dang. ”
The horse broke and threw away the broom in her hand, and went straight to the coffee table in the living room, she simply picked up the letter, tore open the seal and read it carefully.
As soon as she looked at the first line, her heart was a little unbearable, Gu Shunshun used the title of "daughter-in-law", and then looked down, the content in it was even more heartbreaking to her.
Ma broke and carefully read the contents of the handwritten letter from Gu Shunshun.........
Daughter-in-law:
Hi, I'm Gu Shunshun, long time no see, I miss you.
First of all, I want to apologize to you for not saying goodbye last time. Have you ever looked for me? Eh, I think there is, hahaha, do you think your husband is so narcissistic?
Okay, without further ado, I'll explain to you why I would play missing without saying a word.
Do you remember when I was hospitalized and injured because of righteousness? I waited for you in the hospital for a whole week, and you didn't show up, and to be honest, I was sad and angry, and my brother told me that you just didn't like me.
I had a bad brain, and for a moment I wanted to give up liking you, but I swear it was only for a few seconds.
Daughter-in-law, I know you don't like me, but I'm willing to wait, I'm not afraid to waste my time on you. Waiting for a lifetime, I am more afraid than being lonely and old enough to miss the opportunity to be with you because of my own abandonment.
Anyway, I can't love anyone else, so I might as well wait for you.
Later, I figured out this truth, then the next step is to make myself better, I said to myself: "Gu Shunshun, you must mix up your personal appearance, and then appear in front of Nanqiao, and when you are strong enough, you are qualified to marry her!"
Well, so, that's why I played missing, I went to fight for the career. But the society is cruel, and it turns out that I don't mix very well, and I am tired like a bear every day, and the money I earn is just enough for me to eat and wear.
Well, I think so.
Finally, God favored me and gave me a precious opportunity, why do you say that? You listen to me and you speak slowly.
I remember when you asked me if I had any dreams, and I told you at the time, no.
But now, I can tell you with certainty that I have, I have dreams, and I am sure that I will be as clear and determined as I like you!
It's a dream that I want to be a professional motorcycle racer and compete for the championship in the LeDakar Rally, which is so cool that it's known as the game of the brave, the toughest rally in the world, known to the world as the toughest and most adventurous motorsport, and is eagerly watched by more than half a billion people around the world.........
Well, it's a big deal, but in short, I'm going to get a world-class motorcycle champion to the top of my life, and then marry you back home, that's my dream.
Haha, if you're impressed, come to me.
That's the other thing I'm going to talk about next.
I have now joined the Fengxing Qianli Club, and its owner is a man named "Jin Yu", he is very good, world-class competitions, he has almost won all the awards he deserves, and he is my idol.
I really didn't expect that one day, I would cross paths with him.
So, I'm really getting better slowly, I like you, I don't just talk about it, I want to prove to you with my own practical actions that I can give you enough happiness.
Daughter-in-law, I like motorcycles, and I like you so much, I fantasize about one day riding my motorcycle and carrying you who dress me in a wedding dress to see the sunset and the sea of stars. I want to kiss you on a motorcycle, I want you to hold your hand until you are old, until the day your life ends.
I, Gu Shunshun, think that there is no one in this world who can be worthy of being your man except me.
I'll get better, and I'll always wait for you, but remember to look back at me and give me a chance.
I don't think I can give you much, so I want to give you all the countless gentle guards and unreserved likes in my life, you believe me once, just once!
The next time you see me, I'll be mature and steady, and I'll get rid of all the cynicism I used to have. I only have one true heart, it only recognizes one master, and this master is you, Nanqiao!
I have never begged anyone, but I beg you, please believe me, please don't rush to push me away, please give us a chance in the future.
Daughter-in-law, this life is too long, I can't wait for the next life, I want to be with you in this life.
I cried, I wrote myself to cry, what a stupid thing.
Okay, that's it, you can't imagine the circumstances I'm writing to you in right now, I'm almost fainting from all sorts of boggets.
By the way, the address of the Fengxing Qianli Club is No. 318 Chengxi Road, and my phone number is still the same, and I will pick you up when you come.
Daughter-in-law, I really miss you, please come to me after reading this letter, okay?
Ah~ I can't bear it, I don't write it, but I still write a lot, you see that I am so reluctant to even write to you, are you pitiful and pitiful Let me come and see me.
It's so fast, it's half past five, I have to find someone to help me deliver the letter, bye~
Finally, I would like to conclude with a sentence that I think is very compelling and in line with my mood.
I don't know what to do, and I go deep......
Love your husband Gu Shunshun (stay)
Finish!
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Ma broke and read the letter in grief, at that time, her eyes were full of tears, and every word on Gu Shunshun's letter was like a sharp knife cutting her heart.
She always thought that Gu Shunshun disappeared inexplicably because he gave up liking Nanqiao, but she didn't expect this reason.
Gu Shunshun really likes Nanqiao so much, and works hard to change himself for her, so that he can become a better person, enough to be worthy of her.
So lovely, really loved.
The horse broke the letter into a ball and held it in his palm, slowly squatted down, and wept with tears in his eyes.
Why does Gu Shunshun love Nanqiao so much?
Why wouldn't he look at himself?
Nan Qiao doesn't like Gu Shunshun at all, she has such a good twilight time.
The horse broke and cried bitterly, venting all the emotions in his heart, grievances, grief, and unwillingness.
She squatted on the ground and cried for half an hour, and it wasn't until she came back to her senses that Nan Qiao was about to come back that she forced herself to calm down.
Right now, Ma Breaking thinks that the most important thing she should do is to ruin this letter, she is selfish, she is despicable, she is vicious, she is willing to bear all the infamy in this world, and she is not willing to give up the man she likes.
Tearing away tears, she walked into the kitchen to the gas stove, where she opened the letter and took one last look at the address on it, then turned on the gas switch and placed the letter on it.
The blue flames jumped in the blazing heat, and the fragile tissue paper instantly turned into ashes, along with Gu Shunshun's affection for Nanqiao.
"I'm sorry, buckwheat, I'm really sorry, please forgive me for being selfish. ”
Ma Breaking muttered this sentence over and over again, the guilt in her heart had already tormented her all over her body, if only someone could teach her what to do.
The letter paper turned to ashes, Nan Qiao would never be able to see this letter, if Ma broke it and didn't say it, I am afraid that the relationship between her and Gu Shunshun would end here.
Just when Ma broke and was sad, the sound of the key opening the door came from outside the door, and I only heard Nanqiao's voice coming from outside the door: "Break, I'm back." ”
The horse quickly wiped away her tears, swept all the paper ashes off the stove, and she took a deep breath and walked out as if nothing had happened.
"Break, your rice cakes, oh, here you go. ”
Nanqiao seems to be in a good mood, she has always been willing to serve the horses, if not for anything else, but for this precious friendship between them.
Ma Breaking reached out to pick up the rice cake and said in a voice with a heavy cry: "Thank you." ”
Nan Qiao heard something strange, she looked at Ma Broken's face, and found her red eyes crying.
"What's wrong with you?"
Nanqiao suddenly became nervous, and she was afraid that something would happen.
Ma Quan looked up at Nan Qiao's unearthly face, and then thought of Gu Shunshun's letter, she didn't control it, and directly hugged Nan Qiao and cried loudly.
"Buckwheat, I think Gu Shunshun, it's been so long, why doesn't he have any news at all?"
Ma broke and hugged Nan Qiao's shoulders tightly, she deliberately mentioned Gu Shunshun, she just wanted Nan Qiao to know how much she liked him.
Hearing Gu Shunshun's name, the expression on Nan Qiao's face became a little unnatural, and her heart also skipped a beat inexplicably.
Gu Shunshun, the man she often thinks about, but never dares to mention it.
Nan Qiao frowned slightly, forced her emotions down, she reached out to stroke the back of the horse, and comforted gently: "Break, don't be sad, you will always find it"
"Buckwheat, I really like him, the first time I came to Beicheng was to meet him on the bus, he helped me get rid of the pervert, I think I started to have feelings for him at that time. ”
Ma broke and said these words with her purpose, she has been a good girlfriend for so many years, and she can be said to know Nanqiao's character well.
She is a very affectionate person, especially friendship.
In the past, if the two of them fancied the same thing, Nan Qiao would definitely be the one to make concessions.
The reason why Ma Break said this was because after this, no matter how eagerly Gu Shunshun pursued Nanqiao, she would refuse mercilessly.
It's a calculation, but it's also a utilization.
It is Nanqiao's kindness that calculates, and what is used is the friendship between them.
Nan Qiao really didn't know how to comfort Ma Break, and now she felt that their relationship was really too tired.
For the first time, Nanqiao tried to persuade the horse to break it.
"Break it, hard work is right, but there are some things that it can't be achieved by hard work alone, you look at me, I like Han Zhi for 12 years, what will happen in the end? ”
Nan Qiao used herself as a lesson to persuade the horse to break it, but she didn't know if she could listen to it.
"I know, but I'm not you, Gu Shunshun is not Han Zhen, you are you, we are us, nothing in this world will never become, good people will become bad people, bad people can become good people, he doesn't like me now, maybe he will like it later, just like Han Zhen, maybe one day he will like you again." ”
The horse broke her teeth and her tongue was full of flowers, and when it came to the big truth, it was a pile of piles, one set after another, and even Han Zhen, whom she hated the most, used as a metaphor.
Nan Qiao was a little choked by the horse for a while.
"I ......"
"Buckwheat, you persuaded me like this because you have feelings for Gu Shunshun, right? Or are you in contact now? If so, I ......"
Ma broke and carefully read the expression on Nan Qiao's face, and she was eager to find some clues from it.
"No, no, I have absolutely no idea where he is like you, I'm just afraid you'll get hurt. ”
Nan Qiao said what she really thought in her heart.
"No, if the end result is together, it doesn't matter if you get a little hurt. ”
Hard work may not necessarily get, but if you don't work hard, you will definitely not get it, this truth has always been in mind.
Nan Qiao lowered her gaze and kept silent, it seemed as if everything she said now was in vain.
"Well, then I hope you can succeed. ”
"By the way, you wait for me. ”
Ma broke and suddenly let go of Nan Qiao's hand, she turned to enter the room, and came out with an extra handbag in her hand.
"Oh, buckwheat, a gift for you, last time I passed by a store, I saw you looking at the music box in the window for a long time, I guess you like it, so I saved up to buy it, it's the orange you like. ”
Ma broke his hand and handed the handbag to Nanqiao, and said with a happy face: "Look, do you like it?"
That music box, Nan Qiao knows, there is no big few thousand can't buy it, the reason why she hasn't bought it is because she can't afford it, but she didn't expect Ma Jie to buy it for her.
"Break, you?"
Nan Qiao said that it was false not to be moved, after all, it may cost Ma Break a month's salary.
"Don't you, mine, what's mine is yours, as long as you like it, I will try my best to satisfy you, buckwheat, you are good to me, naturally I want to be good to you, I want to give you the best things in the world." ”
Except for Gu Shunshun, everything else can be given to you!
There is so much foreshadowing, and the last sentence is the voice of the heart.
With such an episode, Nan Qiao is afraid that the fate of this life and Gu Shunshun will come here.
“………”
"Orange, let's use orange. ”
In the popular thousand-mile club, Gu Shunshun came to report on the first day, and Jin Yu greeted him personally, which made many people red-eyed.
It stands to reason that a novice like him should start by washing the car and wiping the car, but Jin Yu didn't follow the rules and let him go on the road directly, and the best equipment was picked for him.
Now they are tailor-made motorcycle leather clothes for Gu Shunshun.
"Why do you like orange?"
Jin Yu is very curious, generally boys prefer cold colors, blue, green is the majority, this orange is rare.
"There was a person who liked orange, and she said that this color represented hope, so I thought it meant good and chose this color. ”
"There is a person" in Gu Shunshun's mouth, Jin Yu didn't need to think about it to know that it was Nanqiao, the woman this stinky boy liked.
As mentioned earlier, as long as it is someone who is interested in Jin Yu, this person has no secrets to speak of in him, the kind that the three generations of ancestors can dig up.
"Okay, then orange, and choose the number you like auspiciously. ”
Don't look at it as just a number, in fact, there are a lot of places where it can be used in the future.
Gu Shunshun also knew that these two numbers were not as simple as just saying nonsense, he thought about it very carefully, and then quoted a number.
“36”
Many people in their team use their birthdays as numbers, Gu Shunshun is obviously not, but Jin Yu didn't dig deeper, 36 is 36.
"Okay, you follow Ah Yao to get to know your master. ”
Jin Yu rarely gets off the team, and on the first day of Gu Shunshun's arrival today, he is already full of shame to appear.
"Okay, thank you, Fifth Master. ”
Gu Shunshun is grateful to Jin Yu, he has the grace of knowing him, and the fact that he has the means to take himself under his command proves that he is not afraid of Gu Changan.
Lao Tzu's stinky foot drama of suppressing his son should come to an end here.
"Thank you, I'm going to take action, don't just talk about it. ”
Jin Yu patted Gu Shunshun's face in front of everyone, and the words he just said were full of reverie.
Gu Shunshun stiffened for a moment, but quickly recovered.
"Let's go. ”
Jin Yu left, and Ah Yao led Gu Shunshun to the door.
Along the way, Ah Yao didn't take the initiative to talk to Gu Shunshun, he looked like a cold facial paralysis killer.
Gu Shunshun talked to him several times, but he was perfectly ignored.
After that, he didn't touch the nail again.
Gu Shunshun's master is called Jiang Duan, about thirty years old, tall and big, at first glance he is a northerner, the most eye-catching place on his body is the full beard, which gives people the first feeling that it is fierce and difficult to approach.
He is very famous in this circle, and he is known as: Desperate San Lang is a mighty tiger, Gu Shunshun remembered a thief and ruthless words that Jiang Duan said on the field before.
He said: "Motorcycle racing is a game where whoever releases the throttle is the grandson, playing speed and fighting hard!"
Therefore, Gu Shunshun had a hunch that his future life would not be easy to mix.
But then again, he came here to engage in a career, not a mess, and it was also a good thing for Jin Yu to hand him over to Jiang Duan.
"Brother Du. ”
Gu Shunshun took the initiative to say hello, he reached into his pocket, took out the cigarette case, shook a cigarette from it and handed it to Jiang Duan.
Jiang Duan glanced at the cigarette, but didn't answer, he turned his gaze back to Gu Shunshun's eyes, and said lightly: "Gu Shunshun?"
"Yes. ”
Jiang Duan nodded, "Well, since the fifth master asked you to follow me, then I will say some things in front, come to my team, it is my people, you must abide by the rules in life and work, if you want to play a famous game, don't care about life, let me practice to death, my team has no garbage, and, most importantly, don't cause trouble." ”
Jiang Duan is a very simple person, there are only two things in his life, motorcycle, sleeping, simply put, except for the time to sleep, he is with motorcycles at other times.
"Good. ”
Gu Shun replied.
"Okay, let's get to know the others. ”
Jiang Duan's team has a total of eight riders, including himself, except for the newcomer Gu Shunshun, the others have different records.
It can be said that it is a very bullish team, and in all large-scale competitions at home and abroad, Jin Yu will take out the trump card of the Jiangduan team.
Then it is obvious how much Jin Yu expects from Gu Shunshun.
Jiang Duan led Gu Shunshun into a garage, which was very large, and many heavy locomotives were parked, and several young people were talking and laughing around the car.
"Yang Yingzhou, come here. ”
I saw Jiang Duan hook his fingers, and a man of the same age as Gu Shunshun ran over.
"Brother Du, what do you command? ”
Jiang Duan turned his head and glanced at Gu Shunshun and said to Yang Yingzhou: "The newly recruited driver of the fifth master has never played before, you are relatively old, he will be in a group with you in the future, and you will practice together." ”
Yang Yingzhou is the main driver in the team, his skills are good, of course he can't be compared with Jin Yu and Jiang Duan, but there is no problem with a rookie like Gu Shunshun.
"Okay, no problem, give him to me. ”
Yang Yingzhou is familiar with himself, and when they first met, he enthusiastically put his hand on Gu Shunshun's shoulder, looking like they had a good relationship.
Gu Shunshun glanced at the hand on his shoulder, to be honest, he was not very interested in this kind of person.
"Well, Gu Shunshun's fifth master has already arranged it, before his car comes, use your wind first. ”
Yang Yingzhou's hand on Gu Shunshun's shoulder tightened slightly, and in just a few seconds, he quickly returned to his original state, and responded generously: "Okay, no problem, they are all brothers." ”
"Well, I still have some things, you can practice, remember, don't make trouble for me. ”
"Don't worry, brother, go slowly. ”
Jiang Duan turned around and left, and when he couldn't see him at all, Yang Yingzhou put his hand on Gu Shunshun's shoulder and retracted it like an electric shock.
He walked to a motorcycle, jumped into the motorcycle, and someone next to him immediately handed him a cigarette.
Yang Yingzhou put the cigarette in his mouth, and immediately someone came over to light a fire for him, "Senior brother." ”
"Yes. ”
Yang Yingzhou took a deep breath and spit out a curling white mist, he reached out and took the cigarette out of his mouth and sandwiched it between his fingers, and pointed towards Gu Shunshun, "Gu Shunshun is right, when you are with my brother in the future, you have to listen to my brother, my brother asked you to go east, you can't go west, report to my brother before you do anything, don't fucking take it upon yourself to go directly to my brother, there are no rules, understand?"
Gu Shunshun slandered in his heart: Sure enough, this grandson is a two-faced person, he has seen a lot of Yang Yingzhou's garbage before, if this is changed to the past, he will go up and reward him first, but now it is not good, he is in someone else's territory, and it is the first day to travel thousands of miles, it is better to cause less trouble.
"Got it. ”
Gu Shunshun's tone was very light, although he didn't cause trouble, he wouldn't be spineless to be Yang Yingzhou's pug.
"Okay, let's go and wipe the brothers' cars first. ”
The dog fights the human power, and Yang Yingzhou's dog doesn't know whose power it is.
It was already late for Gu Shunshun to finish wiping all the cars, and he was still tidying up and cleaning alone in the empty garage.
Are you tired?, of course tired, what is Gu Shunshun's background, he is the master who grew up in the palm of his hand since he was a child, he didn't even wash a bowl before he was down, and now he is reduced to wiping the car for others, and he is really wronged.
Gu Shunshun was so tired that he couldn't straighten his waist, he kicked over the bucket on the ground and sat down.
He took out his mobile phone, clicked on WeChat, phone, text message, looked at it again and again, except for some irrelevant information.
It's been three days, and there is no news related to Nanqiao, according to Xu Lang, she has already seen the letter, so she shouldn't be indifferent, is it possible that she really plans to ignore herself for the rest of her life?
Irritable, Gu Shunshun took out a cigarette case from his pocket and smoked three or four in one go, and when he reached the fifth, he suddenly coughed violently, almost coughing out his lungs.
For the first time, Gu Shunshun's heart was filled with frustration.