Chen Qiao saw his embarrassment, "In the closet, the lower floor, I have seen everything, Mo Fei is packed into several bags, either three or four, you turn it out and see, there is everything in it, toilet paper, sanitary napkins, milk powder, feeding bottles, small quilts, there is nothing that is missing." Chen Mofei is all ready, one of them is a big bag, and the other two are relatively small, you take them out. ”

Liu Nian received the order, turned his head and plunged into the bedroom again, hula opened the wardrobe, looked down with his eyes, sure enough, there really is.

He didn't have time to think about it, one, two, three. Really three packs, he glanced at it roughly, and he couldn't remember when he purchased these, he wanted to cry a little, and in an instant, the feeling of loss and powerlessness returned.

No, that's not him. He is also a person who calls for wind and rain. He used to call for wind and rain. Did he really call for wind and rain before?

He didn't know.

He began to doubt, but then he was faced with a difficult question: should he continue to doubt himself or should he doubt the world?

Doubt the world, doubt the rules of the world, suspect that his bad luck is at work, no! He has no problem, he was originally excellent, and there are too many examples to prove that he is excellent.

Liu Nian ran out and saw his wife, no more blood spreading, does this mean that she is out of danger.

"Murphy. He half-knelt on the ground, holding Chen Mofei's hand with one hand, her face was so white, only two eyes were black, very white and black, but he saw that there was light disappearing from her eyes little by little.

Miscellaneous footsteps, he didn't even hear the whistle of 120.

Liu Nian stood up, ran to the door, and pulled the door open. The hospital staff came in and didn't ask, "Where is the patient?"

The doctor knelt down, what machine was connected to Chen Mofei's body, hand-held B-ultrasound, and the child's fetal heart plopped out from it.

Plop, plop.

One after another.

"The amniotic water broke. He didn't know who was saying it, he couldn't even tell if someone was saying it, where the sound was coming from, and he felt that it was his own voice, it must be his own, plopping, plopping, plopping, as if every time it jumped to the bottom, and then it bounced back again.

"Who are the maternity families?"

"Me. He replied almost mechanically.

"When is the due date?"

"When was the last prenatal visit?"

"Maternal age, is it the first child?"

"When did you see the red?"

He didn't know. He looked at those people blankly, and felt that those people had conjured up countless people in front of his eyes, this room was still too small, the space was too small, too stuffy, he still felt too stuffy. He felt depressed, a little out of breath.

Chen Qiao pushed him away and answered them one by one.

"Doctor, my mother's brother. My brother-in-law has just returned from a foreign assignment. There are still seven days left in the due date, just accidentally slipped and fell to the ground, the first child, the last prenatal examination was half a month ago, the pregnant woman is 29 years old this year, and there is no history of drug allergies. ”

Liu Nian felt that his face was hot, as if he had been slapped hard by something. He didn't dare to look up, feeling that there were strangers in front of him, and the world seemed to be alienated from him all of a sudden.

Chen Mofei was carried on a stretcher, Liu Nian and Chen Qiao followed downstairs, there were already onlookers at the entrance of the building, and the ambulance door was facing the unit door. Liu Nian followed and jumped into the car, and Chen Qiao also followed. Liu Nian was almost subconscious, raised his eyes to look up, Chen Qiao reached out and patted the back of his hand.

"Don't worry, the old lady is fine. ”

Chen Qiao still can't figure it out, all the old people are looking forward to hugging their grandson, why would she reach out and push down her daughter-in-law. Yes, she has Alzheimer's, she doesn't know what she is doing, she can't let Chen Mofei come back here, he raised his head and saw the appearance of the passing year reflected in the opposite car window, a little blurry, the car started, the ambulance whistled and drove away, the car hesitated for a moment, and then moved forward slowly, and the people on the left and right all consciously dodged away.

Chen Qiao looked down at the woman lying on the bed, she was wearing an oxygen mask.

"Take a deep breath. Chen Qiao smiled at the woman and unconsciously held one of her hands, "Don't worry, it's going to be fine, adults and children are safe." ”

Chen Mofei looked at him, his eyelids were raised again, and he saw the passing year.

Chen Qiao didn't let go, he didn't want to let go, even if the woman's husband was by his side. If you can't give happiness to the woman you love, why marry her?

However Chinese there are always a variety of reasons and excuses for continuing the marriage----- for the sake of the children, for the parents, and for the property. They never think about both parties in the marriage, they don't think about themselves and they don't think about each other.

This logic he could not understand.

Chen Mofei turned her eyes back to Chen Qiao, she withdrew her hand and tried to take off her oxygen mask, Chen Qiao smiled lightly and reached out to stop her hand.

"You don't have to worry about someone taking care of your mother-in-law, we will take her to the hospital for a check-up afterwards, we don't inform your parents, otherwise they will be in a hurry, we have prepared all the things you produce. ”

Chen Mofei looked at Chen Qiao, then closed his eyes, and then gently withdrew his hand from Chen Qiao's hand.

Liunian stared out the window and pretended not to hear anything.

People sometimes need to pretend.

Life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills.

Chen Mofei was pushed in, and he, as husband, signed her surgery sheet. A bunch of surgical lists, the anesthesiologist also came, and he mechanically signed his name. It's a wonderful feeling, it's hard to say, you know that you're about to become a father, but you don't have the joy of being a father, you've tried your best to put yourself in the role of a father, but your brain and heart are still empty, as if it's blank.

Liu Nian imagined that he had seen the pictures of women giving birth on TV or in movies, those that were rendered heartbreaking, The picture of sweat and wheezing, the woman's wet hair, her wide, helpless and expectant eyes, slender fingers reaching into all the random objects they can lift one by one, and then grabbing them, twisting them into a ball, and in a short time, with the loud and charming high-pitched cry of the baby, the woman's relieved face will be cut into the picture, and the child's initial nudity facing the world, if you have to give a portrait of the father at this time, then the camera must be long enough and far enough, he used to think that all film and television works deal with the father figure outside the delivery room in this way based on wanting to express the greatness of the father, now he thinks, he may have misunderstood the intentions of the directors, the director must be a man, but he doesn't want everyone to see too clearly the helplessness and confusion on his face as a father and a man at this time.

Chen Qiao paced around in front of the delivery room, looking at him for a while, and suddenly had a ridiculous idea: he was more like Chen Mofei's husband.

Liu Nian reached out and pulled out his pants pocket, only to find that he didn't bring a cigarette out, maybe there was a cigarette in the car, he looked up at the clock in the family waiting room, the hands of the clock were meticulous, and Liu Nian thought that Chen Mofei must not have come out so quickly, so he walked out.

"Passing years," Chen Qiao stopped him, "What are you going to do?"

"Buy a pack of cigarettes. Liu Nian stretched out two fingers and made a gesture of holding a cigarette.

"I have it here. He said. Chen Qiao took out his cigarette, took two steps forward, and threw the cigarette case to him.

"You go and smoke first, I'll keep watch here. When I came back after the draw, I went to find the confinement lady. What else will you do? Are you taking the baby tonight or am I taking the baby?"

Liu Nian lowered his head and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, handed the cigarette back, and asked Chen Qiao for a lighter with the other hand. The lighter responded to the flow of the right hand, so the right hand was satisfied with the return of the same way.

A cigarette is consumed by humans so quickly. When he came back, Chen Qiao was still like a manic and anxious lion. He suddenly remembered the first time he mentioned Chen Murphy to the man in front of him.

"Is it pretty?"

"Beautiful. ”

"Okay?"

"Good. ”

"Where's the good?"

"Is it better to be a person or a bed?"

Chen Qiao laughed and asked him if he had tried.

"Tried. ”

He remembered that when he hung up the phone, he used to whisper to Chen Qiao like this.

Liu Nian looked back and found that he was still in love with the woman in the delivery room, something like tentacles stretched out in the dark, coiling over little by little, enveloping him in an instant, would she be in danger? The doctor did not come out, and the doctor generally came out for two things: one to announce the good news and the other to warn.

She was inside, and the flow began to get restless.

She was facing it alone, beads of sweat began to ooze from her forehead, and the sweat was arranged neatly and neatly, as if she was going to have a fierce battle with someone, and he subconsciously reached out to touch his pocket, and everything in the ward became unfathomable, which made him anxious and irritable, where did Chen Qiao go? This guy, at this critical time, he ran around everywhere, he wanted to smoke, desperately wanted to smoke, only nicotine could make him quiet for a moment, so that he could temporarily forget the lonely woman who faced all the unknowns. He remembered hearing his mother say that a woman in the delivery room is fighting, that is, breaking through, breaking through is life, and if she can't break through, she is death.

Die.

Breathing shortness of breath.

No, it won't.

No, no, no.

She won't die.

Neither will her son.

She's pregnant with a son.

Sons and daughters are fine.

and they shall all be in peace.

He looked up at the ceiling of the hospital.

It must be okay, she is not the first child, she has been pregnant, she has had a miscarriage for him, she has had an abortion for him, outside the examination room, just finished the exam, that black July will never be forgotten for Chen Mofei back then----- there are a sea of people outside the examination room, all of them, so many parents, she was the first to come out, and then smiled weakly at the world, and then she slammed to the ground, blood seeped out from under her clothes, and someone heard the screams of a middle-aged woman, as if the sky was split.

"Chen Mofei!"