But he didn't know, so he didn't say a word. The ignorant are fearless. Chen Qiao thought. The ignorant are sometimes the happiest. The child was put into the cot, and he walked to the door and looked left and right, and saw a nurse passing by, as if grasping at a life-saving straw.

"Don't go. He said, "Beauty." ”

Chen Qiao's appearance was still quite lethal, and the little nurse stood still and looked at him suspiciously.

"I'm the godfather of the child, what should I do when the child is born? ”

The little nurse poked her head in, "You wait for me, the 13th bed needs to be dressed." ”

"Okay, good," Chen Qiao said in a loud voice. The person stood at the door, not daring to enter or go out, for fear that a child would be left in the room, for fear that something would happen to the child, and he did not dare to sneak back to the child, for fear that the little nurse would not be able to speak and run away.

The little nurse came out of the next ward, and saw that Chen Qiao was still waiting in place, feeling angry and funny, of course, she also understood, he was a big man, and it was the first time that a big girl sat in a sedan chair, which was inevitable.

"Beauty, I'm looking forward to you. Chen Qiao folded his hands, in fact, he didn't have any faith, oh no, now the little nurse is his faith.

The nurse looked up at him, walked to the bedside, and saw a newborn baby, with her eyes closed, and the thin quilt in the hospital wrapped her whole delicate body, revealing only her face, like a calloon.

The child appears to be normal, with lips slightly turned outwards and slightly whitish corners of the mouth. I didn't cry, but the nurse remembered that this was the son of the woman who entered the operating room before entering the ward.

The little nurse hasn't been a nurse for a few years, but she has seen life and death. At first, I was afraid, death, after all, it was death, death always made people associate with gloomy, horror, and mystery, the first time she handled the corpse, she vomited, and she didn't eat well for several days, and she was not in the obstetrics and gynecology department at that time, but in the next department. They are nurses, the internship period has to be rotated, each department will go to study for a period of time, the highest mortality rate is the cardiovascular and cerebrovascular department, and then she chose the obstetrics and gynecology department, because people in other departments will always see death, pain, sorrow, and even resentment, only the obstetrics and gynecology department you may see different scenery.

You can see births, hopes, new things, smiling faces and prayers in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and of course, anticipation.

It was too different, especially after experiencing something she didn't want to go through.

But there are also deaths in obstetrics and gynecology, there was a woman who had an ectopic pregnancy before, she didn't know it herself, and when she knew, it came, and it was too late, too late. The woman seemed to be quite pretty, and if she said no, she was gone. Human life is at stake.

For a while, the little nurse couldn't understand the Creator, she thought that the Creator was too cruel, and that this cruelty required great wisdom to understand. For example, the little nurse wondered why the Creator had destroyed him, pained him, and surprised him after he created him, and many of them left suddenly, and the people around him were not prepared at all.

She reached out and picked up the baby in the little crib, and the baby felt that someone was gently picking him up, so he stretched lazily, his lips unconsciously pursed twice, and his little hand stretched out from the quilt, ten thin and slender fingers.

The boy had beautiful hands, which would dance on the heart of a girl, striking the most beautiful or bitter notes.

"Did you breastfeed?" she asked.

"Nothing. Chen Qiao spread his hands, "I don't understand anything." ”

The little nurse grinned, but her gaze remained on the baby's face.

I don't know if his mother is out of danger, she feels some unknown feelings in her heart surging inexplicably, a strange woman she has never even seen, she begins to worry about her safety. It was a strange feeling, and she felt as if something was transforming from the inside out.

"Don't give him milk yet, you can drink some water first, a little less. Test the temperature with the back of your hand, or at your wrist, mainly warm, not hot or cold. If the child's stomach is burned, of course, it can't stand it, and it will pull green feces, which is a bad stomach. ”

She leaned down and gently put the child back into the cot, and the child realized that he had been put down, and his small body moved uneasily under the thin quilt. But he still didn't cry, this is a quiet little beautiful man.

The little nurse straightened up and turned her head to look at Chen Qiao.

"Why are you still stunned?" she said with a smile.

This woman looks good when she smiles. Chen Qiao thought, she has a dimple, her dimples do not appear in pairs, only the right cheek has it, so it looks very good. Especially when this woman appeared at the right time, Chen Qiao used her as a life-saving straw.

"Go and give the child some warm water. The little nurse commanded.

"Oh. Chen Qiao agreed. He turned around and rushed to the door, but when he reached the door, he turned back again.

"Where do you go to get warm water?

"Bottles. "The little nurse is inexplicable. However, Chen Qiao didn't even know where the bottle was. The little nurse had sharp eyes and reached out to point forward, "Oh, that's not!"

It was a light blue bag, and the bottle was lying quietly in the box, and it was looking at him.

Chen Qiao stepped forward to untie the environmental bag and took out the bottle from it.

"Gotta cook it. The little nurse proposed, but looking around, it was estimated that they did not have all the equipment, so they changed the suggestion, "Otherwise, it will be scalded with hot water." ”

She was quite dazed when she saw Chen Qiao holding the bottle, so she added, "The bottle is in the hot water room." On each floor there is a boiling water room, and there is a large boiler in it for boiling water. Watch out for the burn. ”

She shouted out the last sentence, of course she didn't dare to leave the ward, and it was not a good idea to leave the newborn baby alone in the ward.

After a while, Chen Qiao came back, but fortunately, the bottle in his hand had a quarter of water.

This man is quite smart, in fact, that's all it takes to take care of children, and women seem to have a little talent with children.

"After feeding the water, if he cries for a while, he should be hungry, and he can be fed after being hungry, and the milk powder can not be washed with boiling water, but with warm water, about 40 degrees, the child can not eat too much at first, but the situation of each child is different, you can flush a little more, see how much he can drink per meal, and develop a good habit of regular and quantitative in the future. ”

Chen Qiao received the order, and the little nurse ran out with a bump.

The child reappeared in Chen Qiao's arms, a small and soft lump of flesh, snuggled into his arms, squirming with satisfaction. Chen Qiao held such a small child for the first time in his life, at first he was a little overwhelmed, and then a little better, he put the nipple close to the child's mouth, the child didn't seem to be too hungry, so he lazily opened his mouth and bit the nipple, but Chen Qiao gave too much water, the second child choked, his face was red, Chen Qiao was so frightened that he was in a hurry, and he didn't know what to do with the child, fortunately, the little nurse who walked away just now was not busy, and he couldn't rest assured, and came back and took a look.

The little nurse ran up in three steps and two steps, took the child, and then picked up the child vertically, the baby's little head hung softly on the little nurse's shoulder, the little nurse's hand was grasped into an empty fist, and then gently patted the child's back, she explained while patting.

"Remember, feeding water and feeding can not be urgent, otherwise the child is easy to choke, choking can be big or small, choking on him to stand up and hold, must hold the waist, the child's waist can not flash, the waist is soft, can not stand up, and then clench into an empty fist, pat. In the future, you should also shoot like this after drinking water or milk until the burp comes, so as to save spitting up. ”

Chen Qiaohan had already come down, and the small, soft creature was a big problem for him.

"Is there any news from the child's mother?" asked the little nurse.

Thinking of Chen Mofei, Chen Qiao became depressed. He believed that she would be fine, and at first this belief was as solid as a stone, but then this idea loosened a little, and then he himself felt that he did not have such a big confidence in his heart.

He remembered the scene when he first met Chen Mofei, she called herself an old lady, she was obviously in love so weak, but she wanted to pretend to be strong, Chen Qiao almost saw through her weakness at a glance.

Later, she reunited with Liu Nian, and this woman became a totem in his heart.

Everyone needs a totem.

This totem may be the person you love, or the person who loves you, or a relative, or a lover, or someone who can't be loved.

He didn't admit that Chen Mofei was his love.

For love, it is a bit too broad, a little ethereal, and a little vulgar.

However, people may be in order to get all their lives, we want to get too many things, material, spiritual, tangible, intangible, everything, people are insatiable animals, if appreciation can be unadulterated, that is pure appreciation, if appreciation is mixed with too many other things, that is not appreciation, that is desire, that is the desire to be controlled with a little despair. Control, transformation, these are all of them, another face that is not very practical in some gorgeous coats, and it doesn't sound too Meng Lang is actually not too much of a desire to stretch his head.

Everyone has a desire to control, and when this desire stretches out of the body, the person changes, and the person is no longer the original person, but the person who wants to control. But there is a strange phenomenon in life, the more you want to control, the more you will lose. People will be controlled by "control", and at that time, in fact, the person who controls others is passive, but also a puppet. It's a puppet of control.

This is the truth of the world.

Chen Qiao doesn't want to control anyone, anyone is free with him. So he himself is also free, the freedom of the heart has to be winged, in a sense, Chen Mofei is also a person who loves and yearns for freedom, but she herself is not conscious.

She thought she was willing to be trapped in a certain relationship or a certain person, but she was not.