Chapter 136: Overwhelmed by Regret
After Zhang Chenhe said this, there was no sound, replaced by a steady breathing, Tan Yu closed his eyes, covered his forehead with his arm, and sighed softly.
This man always has a way to make himself unable to open his mouth to ask him.
It seems that if you want to ask, you have to wait for the opportunity.
In the days after this day, Tan Yu still commuted to and from work every day, and since he decided not to waste too much emotion on Zhang Chenhe, he would continue this relationship until the next year and pay back the money. Thinking so in his heart, Tan Yu's mood seemed to be a little better than before.
Zhang Chenhe goes home every day, but every time he wants to get closer to Tan Yu, he always can't feel the gentleness that Tan Yu had before, as if there is an invisible wall between himself and her, which makes Zhang Chenhe feel very uncomfortable.
Zhang Chenhe thought about why, nine times out of ten, it was Yan Tinghan who made a stumbling block.
On this day, Zhang Chenhe went out for coffee with a customer in the afternoon, and after talking with the customer, Zhang Chenhe just sent people away, returned to the previous coffee table, wanted to sort out the documents, and then went back to the company. Just when Zhang Chenhe lowered his head to sort out the documents, he felt a woman's figure in the corner of his eye, sitting in the position that the client did just now.
Zhang Chenhe didn't want to think about that, he just lowered his head and continued to sort out the things at hand, no matter who the other party was, he would leave as soon as he finished sorting out the documents, and besides, there were so many other empty seats in the café, and he would not delay the boss to do business.
Yan Tinghan sat there looking at him, and saw Zhang Chenhe treating her as air, she felt very uncomfortable, once he liked himself so much, he liked it so much that he was willing to pick stars and moons for himself, but now...
"Chenhyuk... Why are you so reluctant to look up at me?" Yan Tinghan didn't believe it, Zhang Chenhe couldn't feel that the person sitting opposite him was himself.
She didn't believe it, even if Zhang Chenhe didn't know that it was herself, would she have to look up to see who the other party was if she was an ordinary man?
Could it be that his charm has diminished?
This café is an old store that Yan Tinghan exchanged after returning to China, otherwise, how could the cooperative customers talk to Zhang Chenhe here?
Zhao Chen was asked to investigate what Yan Tinghan did after returning to China, and in the results of the investigation, there was a saying that he ran a café, but Zhang Chenhe didn't look at the name of this café when he came, he just devoted himself to his work, and now Yan Tinghan has spoken, so he raised his head and looked at the beautiful and unforgettable face in front of him.
Zhang Chenhe looked up, Yan Tinghan found that he was really much more mature and attractive than before, when he first came back, he just felt that he was more fascinating than before, but he didn't see him when he worked seriously and talked to people, I have to say that Zhang Chenhe looked really handsome at work.
But his neglect of himself made Yan Tinghan's heart sour.
"Is it still because of the past?" Yan Tinghan's tone carried a kind of pain in his tone.
Zhang Chenhe put down the pen in his hand, thought about it a little, and the corners of his lips pulled a slightly mocking arc, and said,
"Let's not talk about the past... Just say that since you came back, all these things that have happened have been arranged by you, aren't you tired?" When he said this, Zhang Chenhe still had the same tenderness for women in his eyes, and some of them just made Yan Tinghan feel incredibly cold.
Actually, Zhang Chenhe had long wanted to talk to Yan Tinghan about these things, but he couldn't find the opportunity for a while, but he didn't expect her to send it to the door by herself today. If that's the case, why don't you ask?
“… Do you have to put everything on me?" Yan Tinghan said with an innocent face.
I thought that Zhang Chenhe would take care of his old relationship with him, but he didn't expect him to be so calm.
"Those who are clear are self-purifying. ”
After Zhang Chenhe's words were finished, the two of them instantly became embarrassed. At this moment, a female clerk walked over with a child.
"Sister Yan, the child has been picked up. ”
"Mom..."The little boy threw himself on Yan Tinghan's seat, both enthusiastic and not excessive, a cute little face, now looking at it, you can guess that the child must be an out-and-out handsome guy when he grows up.
The child looked at Zhang Chenhe and smiled very innocently, which was very flattering.
The scene of the child and Yan Tinghan's coquettishness was very warm, but Zhang Chenhe on the other side had a blue face, he looked at the child with scrutiny, then stood up and grabbed Yan Tinghan's arm across the coffee table, and asked,
"Whose is this kid?"
"Ah, you let go, it hurts me. Yan listened to Han's words, which attracted the attention of some customers and clerks around her, she looked at Zhang Chenhe with an embarrassed face, at this time, Zhang Chenhe also felt that he was a little excessive, so he put her down, and then said in a low voice,
"Come out, I have something to ask you. After Zhang Chenhe finished speaking, he immediately sorted out the documents and went to the car outside the café.
Yan Tinghan looked at the man's back, lowered his head, and said to the child,
"Wait here for your mother, do you know?"
"Hmm. The child was very sensible and nodded earnestly at his mother.
The female clerk on the side said,
"Sister Yan, I'm looking at the child. ”
After explaining here, Yan Tinghan went to Zhang Chenhe's car, because some things can be ended without dodging.
Moreover, looking at Zhang Chenhe's posture, he seemed to believe that this child was his, after all, most of the child's face was like himself, not to mention, he was so young, how much could he see?
Thinking so in his heart, Yan Tinghan also figured out how to deal with Zhang Chenhe.
"Why didn't you tell me in the first place?" Zhang Chenhe saw that as soon as Yan Tinghan got into the car, he asked this sentence directly, he really didn't have the heart to say anything to her.
Moreover, when Zhang Chenhe was waiting for Yan Tinghan in the car, he thought about the cause and effect, and if the time is calculated, the appearance of this child is almost just right.
Yan Tinghan bit his lower lip slightly, and then pretended to be helpless and aggrieved and said,
"I also found out that I was pregnant later. ”
"Then why don't you contact me?" Zhang Chenhe took a hard puff of his cigarette, as if to apply all his irritability to the cigarette.
"Is it useful to contact you? Grandpa, he disagrees with our marriage so much, and it won't help to tell you, he won't approve of me and my child at all. Yan Tinghan actually wanted to talk about Old Man Zhang just now, but he was afraid that Zhang Chenhe would be unhappy before he reacted too much, and he should call him grandpa.
"Didn't I buy you an apartment in the first place? as long as you're waiting... We're going to get married..."Zhang Chenhe's tone also became excited, and everyone saw his dilemma at that time, but this woman left him uncooperatively.
"Hehe~ That's just me being a little three, and then watching you and other women enter the wedding hall, I know grandpa's temper, how can he tolerate me being his granddaughter-in-law?"
Yan listened to Han's words, and Zhang Chenhe could also think of it. Grandpa has always been not optimistic about Yan Tinghan, and the posture is like having her without me, and I without her. Grandpa's body was not as strong as it is now, so Zhang Chenhe didn't dare to go too far, so he bought her an apartment in a prime location privately as a compensation.
She was right, if Yan Tinghan was quiet and had a child outside, then with her grandfather's character, she would not approve of this child. Especially when it was the most ruthless.
The atmosphere eased, and Zhang Chenhe slowly spoke,
"There's something wrong with grandpa, but if you could have been sensible and contacted me, after a long time, he would naturally acquiesce... At the beginning, you really shouldn't have left..."Speaking of which, Zhang Chenhe can still recall the apartment at that time, he lived there alone for so long, so that one day he could see her waiting there, but after waiting for so long, he still didn't see the figure he wanted to see.
Hearing Zhang Chenhe's words, Yan Tinghan, as the heroine of the incident, regretted it even more indescribably, especially in the past few years, her time in the United States can be said to be worse than death, and it can be said that she is lucky to come back alive or her own fate.
Hearing Zhang Chenhe mention that apartment, Yan Tinghan's heart hurt even more, and that regret could drown her to the point that she couldn't go ashore. Thinking of this, tears burst out of my eyes uncontrollably.
I really shouldn't have gone without permission in the first place.
Hearing Yan Tinghan's low cry, Zhang Chenhe turned his head to look at her, and handed her the tissue with some annoyance, the matter has developed to the current level, how can it be reversed?
Yes, just endless regrets.
And Zhang Chenhe's side was not in a good mood, he couldn't have imagined that Yan Tinghan would have such a child without knowing it, time had passed too long, and he couldn't remember whether there were any measures when he was with her.
I don't know how to deal with this matter at the moment, whether it is time to discuss it with the sentence or Liu Jian, Zhang Chenhe leaned back on the backrest and pressed his temple with one hand. Originally, the relationship with Tan Yu has not been eased much, but now a child has appeared out of thin air, which makes him not upset.
Even he himself wondered why he didn't have the joy of fatherhood?
After Yan Tinghan wiped his tears, seeing that Zhang Chenhe did not have the excitement of being a father, his heart also tightened, and he asked in a low voice,
"Chenhe, what's wrong? It was wrong for me to leave at the beginning, but I was really in a bad mood at that time to make the decision, I also want to be a kind of happiness in the future, without your company and with your children by your side... To put it bluntly, I don't believe that I can get my grandfather's approval now..."
"Don't say it..."
Zhang Chenhe's words once again refreshed Yan Tinghan's cognition, her hands stiffened slightly, and after slowly wiping away her tears, she said,
"I should go back..."After speaking, he didn't wait for Zhang Chenhe to agree to get out of the car, just when Yan Tinghan closed the car door, Zhang Chenhe suddenly said,
"Before that, I will step up my investigation, don't think that one child can offset this. ”
Yan Tinghan looked at the car that was gone, she couldn't have imagined that it had only been a few years, Zhang Chenhe had evolved from a hot-blooded and even impulsive big boy to a man who was so calm, although he was full of charm now, but he had also become so cold and hard, so cold that she couldn't believe her eyes.