However, Chen Mofei still didn't come out, he felt that his heart was hanging up little by little, and he subconsciously reached out to touch his pocket, cigarettes can often save a man's life at this time, cigarette is sometimes a man's life, it can continue a man's life, and the flow of years needs such a medium too much.

Chen Qiao went to Zhang Luoyue's sister-in-law again, he didn't know where he could go to Zhang Luo, just go to Zhang Luo.

In the operating room, Chen Mofei was lying down, trying to adjust his breathing, I don't know how long it was, like sugar being melted into water, and when it melted, it was impossible to see which was sugar and which was water, only sugar water remained. She thought that time would have to go faster so that her child could crawl out of her belly, and she thought, if something really happened, then let time go slowly, so that she could at least have time to say goodbye to everything in the world.

Originally, she had never been afraid, no woman would really be afraid of childbirth, that seemed to be innate. But now she began to fear, and fear made her almost shiver, and she began to cold, as if the blood was cold, and congealed, or was being taken away like a cocoon.

A pair of hands pressed her belly, and she didn't have a wisp around her, just like that. Dignified production, she suddenly thought of this word, but it was just a moment----- in front of life, dignity is not worth mentioning.

Isn't it really worth mentioning?

Which is more important, dignity or life?

If dignity was exchanged for the little life in her belly, she would still be willing.

She was willing.

The hands were covered with a thin layer of gloves, and the hands in the gloves were originally warm, but because of the membrane, at least her belly did not feel the temperature of the hand, but that hand could pick up a sharp scalpel and cut through her skin, the musculature inside, and her **,**There was a child in it, when the child was taken out.

Chen Mofei closed her eyes, feeling colder, she was shivering, her upper teeth could almost bite her lower teeth, but she felt that she had lost her temper enough today, she didn't want to lose her temper anymore, so she tried her best to restrain the trembling of her body.

The doctor asked her a few questions, but almost all of her patience was exhausted. She patiently answered the questions that seemed unimportant to her, but she also had reason to believe that the correct answers to each question seemed to be waiting for her somewhere in the future.

So she still tried to answer as seriously as possible.

The doctor must have seen his case anyway, and then an anesthesiologist came over, dressed in green, wearing a dark green hat, and holding up two hands.

"Patient's name?" the man asked.

"Chen Mofei. ”

"Age?"

Chen Mofei was tired of answering the same questions again, but she still answered them.

"Sit up, local numbness. ”

"Local anesthesia. ”

She repeated in her heart that there must be a difference between local anesthesia and general anesthesia, and the difference in this difference soon became apparent in a particularly intuitive way.

The lights shrouded in, and there was a snap, and the instruments collided, and the metal instruments collided, making an emotionless sound. Something was on her belly, and the next thing someone drew on it, like a carpenter marking the wood before beating the furniture. When the scalpel cut through her first layer of skin, she clearly heard the blade and her own skin intimacy, the blade went deeper, the unique sound of the skin and flesh being cut, Chen Mofei felt a little dizzy, but it was not due to anesthetic, the local anesthesia kept her consciousness awake, this felt quite strange, a bit like someone's soul has left the body, with the attitude of a bystander to see his body suffer.

Again, of course, helpless.

It should be soon.

Chen Mofei had previously learned about the length of this operation, dissecting, taking it out, stitching it up, and then she was pushed out. Chen Mofei thought of her mother at this time, there was no cesarean section when she was born, so her mother should have experienced labor pains, it seemed to be countless labor pains, and then she was delivered from the birth canal, Chen Mofei imagined the scene of others giving birth to children that she had seen in film and television works, hard, hard, hard, fast, hard. The midwives will encourage them like this, and the end result is often happy, and she is now having a caesarean section, she doesn't have to work very hard, and the baby will be taken out like a chicken taking eggs.

That's called life, and Mofi understands why people like children so much. Most of us, whether men or women, are born ordinary, destined to be lonely, mechanical and repetitive every day, most of us do not have the opportunity to create, and there are still some people who innovate or create that are scorned by others, and some people who do not create at all. They have long forgotten that there is still a code for innovation or creation in their life genes, and they can't believe it, thinking that this is simply a fantasy.

They have long been accustomed to the crowd.

Children, on the other hand, are created products, products that are differentiated and personalized by men and women, and there is no way to predict what kind of products they will be.

Ordinary life, this may be the only time in their life that they can launch the Made i

A creation of their own.

This creature is called the child.

Children are projected by adults as themselves, given new meanings, and then used to grow according to their plans, and if you are lucky enough or have the right education methods, you can even get a synthetics that will help you achieve your ambitions that you will not be able to achieve in your lifetime.

Sometimes, what we love may not be the child itself, but the self in the child, and the self that we can't even reach.

The subtlety of life lies in the fact that there are metaphors and ironies all the time.

If it is the cause, it is the effect. In the end, you will find that everything you have done, everything you owe to fate or others, is destined to be repaid in another way.

Chen Mofei remembered the person surnamed Liu in the company in the past, which should be a result that everyone expected, so Chen Mofei reflected on whether he had done a little too much at that moment.

Maybe she should have let him go, maybe, but whether it was because she had encountered one juncture after another in her life that she had to throw away many of her principles bothered her, and at the same time distracted her from what the doctors were busy with.

Thinking that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, she gasped for a moment to give herself a chance to delve into human nature or the meaning of life. Not long ago, she bought a book on the psychology of child development, which said that the meaning of life is crucial to the growth of a person's life. The interpretation of the meaning of life can actually be traced back to a person's childhood, or even earlier, and some problematic adults whose psychological disorders can even be traced back to before and after the birth of the person concerned.

The code of human nature, the code of life.

It's too complicated, but she's trying to figure it out, everyone grows up once, and every parent wants the best for their child, and she's no exception.

Chen Mofei tried hard to recall her childhood, her most important memories of childhood were vague, and then she decided to work hard or explore again, she was convinced that in the depths of her memories, there must be something that affected her in the future, otherwise she might not have been so hasty with Liu Nian at the beginning, and she would not have waited for him for so many years, let alone ......

No. Don't think about that, the book says that children have thoughts in their mother's womb.

Baby, welcome to this world. For the rest of my life, I may love you with my life.

Chen Mofei felt that she had been responded, and then she felt pain, like something had been cut off, when did she feel like she was coming back? Quietly sneaking into her body, occupying her senses, she unconsciously clenched her fists, and then heard a voice asking her.

What's wrong? Pain?

She wanted to nod, but she didn't. Because I have heard that too much anesthetic may have an impact on children's brain development.

She bit her lower lip, not knowing whether her facial expression looked decent at the moment, whether it was rational and calm, it was the result she wanted to present to the doctors and nurses, and Chen Mofei hoped that she would get what she wanted. Sweat trickled down her face, and she felt some of her skin shaking uncontrollably.

"What's wrong?" she heard another question.

Chen Mofei felt that she was becoming more and more awake, and at the same time, she was becoming more and more blurred, what was awake was the pain, the pain of being woken up, the blurred consciousness, and what was about to leave her body.

She tried to clench her hands, but found that the palms of her palms were also full of sweat, maybe there was too much sweat, so she couldn't shake her hands into a fist, her fingers were pale, and the cyan veins jumped in it, and it was very quiet all around, and someone shouted, "There is a situation." ”

What is the situation is unknown.

Maybe I should give her some more anesthetic, I don't know which machine rang, and it made an almost deafening roar.

Then someone went out,

"Chen Mofei's family. ”

Liu Nian felt his head buzz, like a train crashing over, pulling a whistle through the tunnel, and everything around him went dark. Liu Nian ran over, it was a window, and the doctor gasped, looking at him a little wrong.

"If there is a situation during the operation, do you want to protect the adult or the child?"

Someone asked.

"If there is a situation during the operation, do you want to protect the adult or the child?"

Liu Nian looked at each other in a daze, as if he didn't know each other, as if he couldn't understand what the other party said.

So the other party repeated again, anxious, his brows were wrinkled in one place, looking like there was a hundred thousand urgent things.

"If there is a situation during the operation, do you want to protect the adult or the child? ”

The person raised his voice.

No.

Liunian stared at each other.

No, it won't.

I want to go through the years.

No.

Absolutely not.

No.

He tried to remember the whole thing, even though he knew he didn't have time. But he still tried to remember, what went wrong?

No!

Absolutely not.

He thought.