Chapter 109: Torturing Him to the Dead
"My feelings for him are now like broken glass, and they can't be any more complete. If there's a woman who breaks you and comes back and just says I like you, let's start over, right? I'm not a thing, I'm a person, and my heart has been broken to death by him. Even if there is no Bai Mingyi, do you think I will have a future with him? Lu Han, in the future, if you still come to speak for him, don't come to my house. Ji Lingfei picked up the pieces.
"If I can say one more thing, just say it. If you can't forgive him because of the harm he did to you before, then you will continue to torture him and torture him to death until you are angry. Lu Han covered his mouth, "I won't say anything." ”
Lu Han came out of Ji Lingfei, got into Xia Zechen's car directly, and began to sigh for a long time: "As soon as I went and mentioned your name, she smashed the cup and said that if I mention it again, she will cut my throat." ”
Yesterday, he was splashed with a basin of water by her, and when he heard Lu Han say this, he was going to go down to find her. Lu Han grabbed Xia Zechen: "You have such a temper, I haven't finished my words yet." ”
"Then you don't say it quickly!" Xia Zechen suddenly wanted to strangle Lu Han, he was panting when he spoke!
"She threw a cup and said, 'My feelings for him are now like broken glass, and they can't be whole.'" If there's a woman who breaks you and comes back and just says I like you, let's start over, right? I'm not a thing, I'm a person, and my heart has been broken to death by him. Even if there is no Bai Mingyi, do you think I will have a future with him?'" Lu Han repeated, "Understood?"
She said that it was impossible to be with him, Xia Zechen recalled Ji Lingfei's words that Lu Han had just relayed, pondered for a moment, looked at Lu Han, his anger actually decreased slightly, and Lu Han patted his head with satisfaction: "You know, right? You hurt her too much, you can't just say that I like you to make her forgive you." In other words, as long as she forgives you, you can be together. ”
He knew that the woman had him in her heart all along.
Xia Zechen leaned on the saddle, and suddenly said with a lot of emotion: "Lu Han, I suddenly feel very lucky, she has always had me in her heart." ”
Lu Han listened and smiled: "Since I was a child, I have heard you say so many things, and this sentence is the most correct." ”
Actually, what he wants to say is most like a human sentence.
If they meet three years later, Ji Lingfei is already married and has children, and there is another man standing next to her...... Xia Zechen suddenly didn't dare to think about it.
"You say I'm a beast, and you make it clear today. Xia Zechen remembered again, and Lu Han pushed the cart down: "You know it yourself!" and then said, "I'll go first, you can continue to squat." ”
"Get out!"
Xia Zechen sat in the car, not knowing whether to go up to find her or continue to wait. If you go up to find her, you will definitely be blasted out because of yesterday's incident. But sitting here, ya, there is not even a public toilet. After a while, Lu Han called again, which promoted Xia Zechen's determination: "I forgot to tell you, her face is very bad today, and she seems to be a little uncomfortable." ”
In the end, Xia Zechen got out of the car, but when he went in, he went to the supermarket and bought a bunch of snacks to come out, maybe to take snacks to strengthen his courage. Xia Zechen waited outside for a long time before someone inside came out before he entered the floor. went upstairs and knocked on the door, if Ji Lingfei knew that it was him, he would definitely not let him in.
At this time, the helper appeared. The child next door opened the door and poked his head out to look at Xia Zechen. Xia Zechen also immediately had an idea, and took two bags of potato chips: "Little friend, as long as you do your uncle a favor, your uncle will give you these two bags of potato chips." ”
The little girl looked at the house, and then saw that the potato chips were really led out by Xia Zechen, Xia Zechen took out a bag of potato chips: "You just need to help me ring the doorbell and call this sister in the family out to open the door, these three bags of potato chips are all yours." ”
"Uncle, don't lie to anyone. After the little girl finished speaking, she ran to the door, and when she jumped, she slapped the doorbell. Xia Zechen hid to the side. The little girl looked at him, Xia Zechen shook three bags of potato chips, and the little girl jumped and rang the doorbell again.
Ji Lingfei heard the doorbell, but she didn't see anyone from the door, and after a while, two pigtails flew up. Ji Lingfei opened the door, saw that it was the child next door, and squatted down: "Why are you ringing my doorbell, it's not right to make others like this." ”
"My uncle told me to press it. The little girl pointed at Xia Zechen, Xia Zechen walked out with a big bag, and Ji Lingfei looked at him. Xia Zechen gave four bags of potato chips to the little girl: "Thank you for helping uncle, go home." The little girl ran home with the chips in her arms, shouting as she ran, "Mom, I earned four bags of chips from my work!"
Xia Zechen saw that her face was pale and her eyes had dark circles, and he suddenly found that she had lost a lot of weight. Ji Lingfei stood up, turned around and entered the door and wanted to go back. Xia Zechen grabbed her wrist and took her into his arms, and Ji Lingfei pushed him. Xia Zechen hugged her tightly: "How long are you going to toss yourself and me?" Ji Lingfei, I know it's wrong, if you give me another chance, I will definitely not do anything to hurt you again." ”
"If you know it's wrong, please stay away from me, it's your chance to let me live. Ji Lingfei no longer dared to believe any of his words, the fear of sitting on a broken ship sailing on the sea, a storm could shatter everything, she didn't want to experience it anymore. She had looked forward to the good again and again, but she was always snuffed out by his own hands.
Xia Zechen left, and wanted to kiss her fiercely, so that she could no longer say such things. However, things must be reversed, he was too hasty before, and wanted her to forgive him at once. But the injury he brought to Ji Lingfei was not a day's cold, and his sharp eyes stared at her: "If I disappear, you will be happy?"
"Yes. Her lips spit out lightly, spit out two words, and Xia Zechen handed her the snack: "You say 'yes', then I will disappear." Xia Zechen let go of her, pressed the elevator and went out.
The little girl poked her head out eating French fries, saw Ji Lingfei crying again, and walked over: "Sister, why are you crying? I invite my sister to eat French fries, sister don't cry!"
Ji Lingfei rubbed the little girl's head, wiped away her tears, and said gently, "You can eat it yourself." ”
Ji Lingfei returned home and put the snacks Xia Zechen bought on the table. She sat cross-legged on the couch by herself, staring at one place in a daze.
In the evening, Lu Han accompanied Ji Linghan to come over again, and when Lu Han saw a large bag of food on the table, it was stuffed full, and he also knew that it was Xia Zechen's masterpiece. Ji Linghan didn't know, when he saw a bag of food, he shouted, "Sister, how did you buy so much food?"
Ji Lingfei came out with a mask, and Lu Han was startled. Ji Lingfei looked at Lu Han before saying, "I went to the supermarket today, and I accidentally bought too much." ”
Ji Linghan opened the bag, and with a bang, all the food inside was poured out, including cakes, biscuits, and potato chips...... There is also cool/crooked/crooked children's yogurt. Ji Linghan took the cool/crooked/crooked/children's yogurt: "Sister, why do you still buy cool crooked children's yogurt?"
Lu Han looked at it and held back his smile, and Ji Lingfei also had a feeling of violence: "I haven't drunk it for a long time, and if I want to drink it, I bought it." ”
Ji Lingfei returned to her room, Lu Han knocked on the door, Ji Lingfei opened the door, Lu Han looked at her mask: "You are still in the mood to make a mask, it seems that you have nothing to do, everything outside is bought by him, right?"
Ji Lingfei didn't speak, Lu Han covered his mouth and smiled: "Cool crooked children's yogurt...... Does he treat you like a three-year-old child? Do you feel that Xia Zechen is special now...... It's all the result of being 'manipulated/taught' by you. ”
"Lu Han ......" Ji Lingfei's mood had just calmed down, and he was disrupted again, Lu Han hurriedly shut up, opened the door to see, Xiao Han was not outside, and then asked: "Did Bai Mingyi call you?"
Silence again.
"Then what are you going to do? Do you continue to associate with Bai Mingyi?" Lu Han asked, "Ling Fei, I have always felt that you have always been unkind to people you don't like, you and Bai Mingyi should not delay for too long, otherwise, you can't afford to hurt, and Bai Mingyi can't afford to hurt you." ”
Seeing Ji Linghan drinking crooked children's yogurt, Lu Han didn't say anything, and gave Lu Han a bottle of crooked children's yogurt, and Lu Han also took a big sip: "It's so delicious!"
"Sister, did you go on a date with Bai Mingyi today?" Ji Linghan asked, and Lu Han immediately took over the conversation: "Didn't you say that you were going to cook for me, why don't you go?"
"When did I say that?"
"Just now, go. Lu Han pushed Ji Linghan to the kitchen in a few words, and Lu Han continued the topic: "I'm still the same sentence, if you don't have feelings and don't want to break up, the feelings can only drag on and hurt more and more." ”
"Lu Han, it was you who always put me and Bai Mingyi together, and it was you who said how good Bai Mingyi was, I chose him, and now you are here to let me break up with him. You always say that feelings don't come easily, and they don't give up easily. I am a person, not a thing, you say I will go east, you say I will go west, you say I will go west, you say let me choose Xia Zechen again, I will choose Xia Zechen. Have you considered it from my point of view? Have you considered it from Bai Mingyi's point of view? Lu Han, don't worry about my business. Ji Lingfei took off the mask and said to Lu Han.
Lu Han saw her slightly cold gaze: "Do you think I'm nosy? I'm not ......" Lu Han was a little depressed, he also knew that he was not a human being now, but what can be done?
"You said, okay, I'll never ask again. I'll go first. Lu Han left angrily, "Xiaohan, stop cooking, I'll leave first." ”
Ji Linghan came out: "Did you say you wanted me to cook, and now you're leaving?" Ji Linghan saw that Lu Han's face was wrong, and asked, "What's wrong with you, you quarreled with my sister just now?"
"No, how dare I quarrel with your sister, I'll go first. Lu Han opened the door and left.
"How are you talking, you!" Ji Linghan also said angrily, but Lu Han had already left.
Ji Linghan came to Ji Lingfei's room, and saw her sister nesting in bed again, Ji Linghan sat next to Ji Lingfei: "Sister, why did you go to bed so early?
"Xiaohan, I'm tired today and want to go to bed early. Don't be too late after you finish eating. Ji Lingfei didn't get up either, and Ji Linghan didn't bother Ji Lingfei: "Sister, you sleep, Lu Han dares to be angry with you, and I won't spare him." I'll go cook first, and I'll call you later when I'm eating. ”
Ji Linghan closed the door and left, Ji Lingfei lifted the quilt and looked at the roof.
'If I disappear, you will be happy?'
'Yes. ’
You say 'yes,' and I'll disappear." ’
Then I remembered Bai Mingyi's words: 'We, is it still possible?'
It's no longer possible, she can't forget Xia Zechen, his appearance can easily destroy all her hard-won moods. With Bai Mingyi, warm and reliable, she has always avoided a feeling, lacking the taste of love/affection. Others are all pro/pro/hot/hot, and the love/love taste/Tao is very strong, but she and Bai Mingyi always have a faint feeling.
The next day, at seven o'clock, someone came on time to deliver flowers, Ji Linghan just got up, opened the door and saw a large bouquet of roses, Ji Linghan helped sign it. Holding the rose, he pushed open Ji Lingfei's door: "Sister, Dr. Bai has sent you flowers, it's so romantic." ”
Ji Lingfei sat up as soon as she heard this, and Ji Linghan saw that she was so "nervous", so she sent the rose over: "It's really beautiful, sister, Doctor Bai is really good." ”
Ji Lingfei took the rose and found the card, but she saw yesterday's font again, but the card was full of "I'm sorry, forgive me." Ji Linghan wanted to come over, Ji Lingfei closed the card, and Ji Linghan asked, "Sister, what did Dr. Bai write?"
"It's nothing, little kids, don't ask about that. Ji Lingfei said, Ji Linghan Nunu mouthed: "I said that I was a child again, okay, I won't watch it." I went back to sleep. Ji Linghan went to sleep again.
Ji Lingfei looked at the card, and opened the card again after a long time, it was in strong black font, and it was full of pages: I'm sorry, forgive me, I'm sorry, forgive me...... Still unsigned, Ji Lingfei knew that it was Xia Zechen again.
This time, Ji Lingfei didn't throw away the flowers, and the card was always in her hand. Still distraught, she flipped through the cards, looked at the lines, and thought that he was saying in his ear again and again, he was wrong, he was wrong.
And now it's like that.
Before, listening to him admit his mistake, it already felt like a miracle, but now he keeps saying that he was wrong, I'm sorry, forgive me, Ji Lingfei's heart began to be tangled and tangled again......
Xia Zechen was like a time bomb to Ji Lingfei, his heart had already been scarred by him, and as soon as he opened the wound, there was a large area of blood. The "goodness" he showed before made her worried, I was afraid that one day it would be destroyed, and that day it would really be broken clean...... She should also be completely dead, but she found that she was still very / "cheap", Xia Zechen's every move and word could make her heart ache.
Xia Zechen got up early in the morning, and Xiaowei also made breakfast, but he didn't eat much. Xiao Wei asked, "Young Master, do you have a bad appetite today?"
It has been 22 hours since she was kicked out by Ji Lingfei yesterday, and at this time I know what it is like to "live like a year". He only realized today that he didn't feel well after not seeing the woman for a day. Xia Zechen put down his chopsticks, went upstairs, took a piece of clothing and came out and said to Xiaowei: "I won't come back tonight, you and Uncle Zhong don't have to wait for me." ”
When Xia Zechen came out, the sun was a little stuffy, he got into the car and went straight to his destination, Ji Lingfei's home. Xia Zechen called Lu Han while driving, and Lu Han asked angrily when he saw that it was his call: "Don't tell me to let me help you again, I won't help anyone this time! ”
"TMD, whoever loves to come back, who am I afraid of!" Lu Han kept scolding, Xia Zechen waited for him to finish scolding and said, "Then you can weigh it yourself." He hung up the phone and drove to Ji Lingfei's house in one breath, and it was only a little past eight o'clock now. He parked the car to the side and did not dare to get up.
I don't see her upset, but when I see her, I am even more annoyed...... Xia Zechen leaned on the saddle and felt anxious, he really wanted her to forgive him at once, but he knew that it was impossible.
This feeling of roasting his heart on the fire really made him feel tormented, but he deserved it, he believed her lies like an idiot, and treated her again and again. Then he remembered what happened three years ago, and he took women in front of her again and again...... Xia Zechen clenched his fists, Lu Han said that he was a bird/beast, he was not wrong, he also felt that he was a bird/beast now.
But if he gives up the "love" that he got so hard because of what happened three years ago and before, it is also a dream! He has no way to undo what he did wrong before, and what he can do now is to ask Ji Lingfei to forgive him, and he will do everything to make up for her. But now, when Ji Lingfei saw him, it was like seeing an enemy, either bombarding him or making him miserable, and every time he returned in embarrassment.
The flowers he gave her, I don't know if she also threw them away, every word on the card was written by him, he never said so much sorry to a person, please forgive me, and never wanted to beg for a person's forgiveness so much. So far, he can only continue to play the law of stalking, but he can't be tough, but he must be soft, he must be soft.
Xia Zechen didn't stay long, and saw Ji Lingfei coming out with a backpack, still wearing a sunhat and flat shoes, where was she going?
Ji Lingfei took a car and left, and Xia Zechen followed the car.
'If you like to entangle/pester, like to sit outside my house, like to follow me, Xia Zechen, I will disappear completely, and I will never come back. ’
The first thought was that she was leaving! panicked, and then thought that her dress was not to "run away from home", and Ji Linghan was here, she couldn't just leave!
If she really wants to get out of here, she has to ask him first! Now even if she digs three feet into the ground, he will find her!
Ji Lingfei got off at a long-distance bus station, and she entered the bus station. When Xia Zechen saw this, he also parked his car in the parking lot and ran towards the ticket hall of the bus station. Through the window, I saw her go to a window and buy a ticket, turn around and walk inside.