The rain wet my body, but also cold my heart, I feel like I am in a world of ice, so cold, so cold, the land is cold, the air is cold, and the human heart is even colder. At this moment, I just want to leave this cold and ruthless world as soon as possible, it's not that I don't want to see my mother, it's not that I don't want to persevere to the end, but I have nothing to do, the Peng family is so determined to me, if I stalk again, then I will have to eat a gun.

Originally, I could still rely on the blood of the Peng family to play a little trick here, but after listening to Whitebeard's words and bearing his kick, my thoughts immediately disappeared. It turned out that in the eyes of the Peng family, I was a wild seed, and these words deeply stimulated me, and I couldn't accept this cruel indifference. I can't figure out why the Peng family takes family affection so lightly. I'm my mother's son. Since that whitebeard called my mother Miss, how could he be so ruthless to my mother's flesh and blood?

Although, I expected that the Peng family would not recognize me, but I didn't expect the Peng family to be ruthless to this point, I also thought that I would not be so easy to see my mother, but I didn't expect that I couldn't even cross the first cordon of the Peng family.

Such an ending is really unbearable. What's more, they even asked me not to set foot in the capital in the future, which is even more deceitful, I won't just let them bully, even if I leave the Peng family manor temporarily, I can't leave the capital, even if the Peng family is strong, I won't be obedient. I came to the capital on purpose, and I didn't even see my mother. I just have to go back to the provincial capital like a lost dog, I can't do it.

Therefore, although my heart is desolate and desperate at the moment, I didn't want to leave the capital like this, but for a while, I couldn't think of any other way to see my mother, so I could only wander around on the road.

Rain, gradually falling, there is no figure on the road, there is no car, the location of the Peng family manor is very remote, and this area belongs to the Peng family, few vehicles pass by, especially now it is raining weather, it is rare vehicles, I want to call a taxi. It's harder than climbing to the sky.

Despondent, I could only carry my small suitcase and walk blindly in the rain, I was like a zombie who had lost my soul, wandering in the world.

Half an hour later, my body was almost soaked, I shivered in the cold wind, my whole body was almost freezing, finally, a taxi appeared in front of my eyes, I immediately stopped, after getting in the car, the driver looked at me with strange eyes a few times, and then asked, "Where to go?"

At this moment, I have lost my direction, for me, the capital is full of strangers, I don't know anywhere, I go everywhere, so I can only say lightly to the taxi driver: "You can drive casually!"

The taxi driver listened to me and didn't start the car, he still looked at me with his suspicious eyes, as if he thought I had a problem.

I raised my eyes slightly, stared at the driver through the rearview mirror in the car, and calmly said, "I have money, let's drive!"

Hearing my words, the taxi driver was a little more steady, so he started the car directly and sped away.

Unconsciously, the car drove into the city of Beijing, the urban area of the capital is very prosperous, but also very lively, I looked through the car window, looking at the bustling city. The heart is more bleak, the outside world is lively, I am more and more lonely, I feel like a homeless child, no matter how beautiful the capital is, there is no place for me.

Inside the car, it was very dull and silent, and the driver seemed to feel the desolation in my heart. He took the initiative to open the conversation and asked me, "Dude, are you here to travel to the capital?"

As for the real purpose of my coming to the capital, I can't reveal it to anyone, so I can only casually perfunctory the driver and say, "Hmm!"

After listening to this, the driver asked again: "Are you coming to the capital for the first time?" ad_250_left ();

My thoughts had already floated to the clouds, and I didn't have any intention to talk to the driver at all, I just responded to him mechanically: "Hmm!"

Hearing this, the driver's expression suddenly changed, he became a little excited, a little arrogant, he seemed to feel that he was very awesome, and he guessed my business at once, and then, while he drove the car, with me running all over the capital, while his eyebrows danced and nagged with me, he seemed to instantly change from the role of the driver to the role of the tour guide.

After passing through any famous place in the capital, he will proudly introduce, saying that this is not good, and that I came to the right place when I came to the capital to relax, and there are many attractions here that are worth visiting.

In the chatter of the driver, I seemed to feel something called enthusiasm.

Before, the indifference of the Peng family really chilled my heart. It wasn't until this moment that I felt a little bit of warmth in my heart, and I suddenly felt that only people who live at the bottom of the society will have a warm heart, no matter what their purpose is to make money or what, in short, they don't treat people as dogs, they don't have nostrils to the sky, which is also the warmth that the capital gives me.

However, no matter how enthusiastic the driver was, I didn't have the heart to listen to him, and I was still in my own world, unable to extricate myself.

The rainy sky gradually dimmed, the bustling city lit up with all kinds of neon lights, and the night finally shrouded.

As night fell, I began to realize that it was time for me to find a place to stay, so I said directly to the taxi driver, "Just find a hotel to park!"

Hearing this, the driver finally stopped his endless chatter, he said 'okay' in a high-pitched voice, and then focused on driving.

The enthusiastic driver finally found me a more affordable star hotel to stop, I thanked him, paid for the car, and got out of the car.

When I entered the hotel, I opened a single room, took the room card, I went straight to the room, got to the room, put down the luggage, and I immediately lay down on the bed.

Now I am like a terminal cancer, my whole person has lost my aura, I don't want to eat, I don't want to do anything, I just lie limp and embarrassed. However, although my body is weak, my brain is spinning rapidly, and I have been thinking about it. How can I see my mother, how can I take my mother back, but after thinking about it for a long time, I still have no clue, because the Peng family is really an unattainable existence for me, even the top heroes like my father were suppressed by the Peng family and did not dare to speak out, and obediently nested at home. So, how could I fight with the Peng family.

The forbidden land of the Peng family, I almost couldn't get close to it, let alone take my mother away from the Peng family, and even seeing my mother became a luxury.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt, the more I thought about it, the more troubled I became, and at about ten o'clock in the evening, I got up from the bed and left the room directly.

Out of the hotel, I found a nice bar nearby and walked in.

The interior of the bar was lit up, the music was loud, and the crowd was enthusiastic, and I was in the middle of it. Still feeling lonely and irritable, I sat down alone in a corner of the hall and ordered a lot of wine.

At this moment, for me, in addition to borrowing wine to kill my sorrows, I really don't know what to do, my head is broken and I can't think of a way to see my mother, I can only use alcohol to anesthetize myself, when the wine I ordered was on the table, I immediately drank it, cup after cup, drank until I felt a little dizzy, my sad heart, finally eased, I seemed to float in a void world, very mysterious, very beautiful.

I knew it might just be the effect of the alcohol, but I liked the momentary intoxication, and I liked it, and I liked the feeling of forgetting everything.

The bar in the capital is relatively high-grade, and the decoration is also very luxurious, and in the center of the bar hall, there is a huge dance floor, on which the dance floor is held. There are many dancers dressed in sexy clothes, swaying to their heart's content, and they look unusually hot.

In the audience, more young men and women gathered around the stage, holding wine bottles in their hands, cheering to their heart's content.

Cheers and music filled the bar, accompanied by brilliant lights. It makes this bar seem very lively, but no matter how warm the scene is, it can't stir up the ripples in my heart, I am still in a semi-fluctuating state, my soul is free, my soul is empty, my state is like drunk, but I clearly know that I am not drunk, not drunk at all, I am just immersed in this feeling of being a little erratic.

However, from time to time, people come to interfere with my purity, and all the beauties who come are wearing heavy makeup, and they appear in front of me one after another, calling me handsome guy affectionately. Said he wanted to drink with me to relieve his boredom. I don't even have to look at it to know that these people are bartenders.

In the past two years, I haven't been in vain in the underground world, and I've long seen through this kind of trick. If I am really handsome, handsome and too eye-catching, then maybe there are hungry and thirsty women coming to the door, but my current image is obviously embarrassed, and my clothes are raining. I didn't change it or wipe it, and I was still lying on the bed for a long time and was squeezed, and now it looks wrinkled and very depressed.

The most important thing is that in order to deal with the blood butterfly, I have been racking my brains, and when I was pondering the Zhongyi Fist, the hair on my sideburns was a little gray, my appearance. Quietly, they have changed a lot, I am in my twenties, I have completely lost the youth and vitality I should have, and some are just mature and vicissitudes, such a me, how can anyone take a fancy to these women, looking for me to drink. It's just to sell the sky-high price of wine in their bar, and I'm sure I'm not going to be fooled, so I'll refuse one when I come to one, and there's no room for negotiation.

I'm like a lonely root number three, no matter who it is, can't get close to me, and don't try to get close to me, this table I'm sitting on. It was empty, just me, and the empty bottle of wine I had drunk.

I am lonely, incompatible with the lively fantasy of the scene, everyone in the world is drunk and I am awake alone, everyone in the world is happy I am lonely alone, I am in my world, immersed and enjoying.

I kept drinking. Drinking, drinking, drinking, I finally got a little drunk, this is the feeling of being really drunk, my whole head was confused, groggy, and the world in front of me seemed to shake a little.

At this time, I felt that a large group of people were gathering towards me, but I didn't care, I still remained in a state of self-forgetfulness, picked up the glass, drank the wine in the cup, and drank it all.

After a drink, I put the glass back on the table and continued to pour it.

However, just as my glass was filled with wine, someone suddenly slapped my table hard.

Suddenly, a muffled sound came, and the wine in the cup also spilled out, splashing me, and then, a sharp female voice pierced through the noisy air of the bar and pierced into my ears: "Okay, you hillbilly, you are slipping away at the airport quite fast, let Miss Ben look for it, I didn't expect to let me meet you here, now I see where you are running!"