Chapter 35: Give Up on You
Nan Qiao's gaze stayed on Gu Shunshun's face, and looked at the bruises on it, which looked blue and purple, and it looked not light.
"What's wrong with your face?"
Gu Shunshun rarely felt her concern from Nan Qiao, no, an occasional concern made him a little carried away and disoriented.
"Hehe, daughter-in-law, do you care about me?"
Gu Shunshun damn likes this title, especially when it is used on Nanqiao, his name is unusually smooth.
This may be the kind of intimacy that people often say, the familiarity of self-confidence.
"Don't shout, I'm not your daughter-in-law, if you don't say it, forget it, I'm leaving. ”
Nan Qiao said that he really bypassed Gu Shunshun and walked forward.
"Okay, okay, I'll just say that. ”
Gu Shunshun chased after him.
At that time, his face was filled with pride, and he said proudly: "Nanqiao, you don't know yet, Han Zhi really made a big mistake this time, yesterday he made a fool of himself in front of the whole school, it was because of the woman who was sheng something, people publicly said in the live broadcast that she planned to study abroad, so she has always used Han Zhi as a spare tire, do you say he is very stupid...... And then I got into a fight with him. ”
Regarding the reason for the fight, Gu Shunshun only understated it, so that he would not be stupid enough to go to Nanqiao and say that it was Han Zhi who he provoked first.
"So he was also injured by you?"
Even if Gu Shunshun didn't say it, Nan Qiao could imagine that it was the cheap Gu Shunshun who provoked Han Zhi first, and then there was a dry fight in the back, but now is not the time to pursue this.
Nan Qiao pushed Gu Shunshun away and hurriedly ran to the bus stop, at this time, a bus just stopped in front of her, and Gu Shunshun watched Nan Qiao get on the bus.
He suddenly felt that he was quite stupid, because of Nanqiao's words, he ran all the hospitals in Beicheng to find her at night, but she was thinking about another person in her heart.
Sick, Gu Shunshun felt that he was really sick, and he was terminally ill.
The bus on Nanqiao was heading in the direction of Han Zhi's studio, and she was sure that he must not have gone to her own studio instead of Peking University.
Eleven years have turned Nanqiao into another Han Zhi, and sometimes she even understands him better than himself.
Nan Qiao ran to the door of Han Zhi's studio out of breath, and she rang the doorbell several times but did not respond.
In desperation, Nan Qiao could only break in through the window, and the moment she entered the studio, she saw Han Zhi fall off the sofa.
Nan Qiao rushed to his side and kept calling: "Brother Zhi, Brother Zhi, wake up quickly." ”
“………”
But no matter how Nan Qiao shouted, Han Zhi didn't react, his face was unusually pale, his forehead was so hot that people could touch and shrink his hands, and his whole person looked terrible.
Nan Qiao immediately dialed the emergency number, and when she stepped into the ambulance again, she couldn't laugh or cry, what kind of fate made her get into the ambulance twice at the same time in such a short period of time and send two people to the hospital.
Han Zhi was taken to the hospital, and soon the emergency doctor diagnosed the result.
"Family, the patient has acute pneumonia, and now he needs to be admitted to the hospital immediately, you go and pay the money. ”
The doctor turned around and went into the emergency room.
Nan Qiao lowered her eyes, the money in her card was advanced to Sister Hua yesterday, where is there any spare money to pay for Han Zhi's hospitalization fee now.
But even so, she didn't think about giving up saving Han Zhen.
Nan Qiao thought about it, and the only person who could help her right now was Ma Broken.
Taking out the phone, she dialed Ma Break's phone.
"Toot ~ Toot ~ Toot ~"
The phone rang three times, and finally the sound of a horse breaking came from the other end of the earpiece.
"Buckwheat, what's wrong?"
Nan Qiao Yi hesitated for a moment, and then said angrily: "Break, I want to borrow two thousand yuan from you, Han Zhi is hospitalized, I ......"
"Toot ~ Toot ~ Toot ~"
Before she finished speaking, Ma Jie hung up the phone, and then a message popped up on her WeChat.
"Don't even think about it, you don't have to borrow money, you can send wreaths, scumbags don't deserve to live, die early and live early. ”
The poisonous tongue of the horse was famous in the sky, and those who offended her or made her hate usually cursed by her.
Seeing such information, Nan Qiao was a little angry, how to say that this is also a human life, and the horse's mouth is too bad.
Nan Qiao slid the address book, she didn't know who to borrow money from now, Sister Hua could do it, and Mo Da could too, but one was injured now, and the other had already been in trouble once, she really didn't have the courage to open a second mouth to Mo Da.
About five minutes later, Ma broke the phone call.
“………”
Nan Qiao picked it up but didn't speak, and the horse on the other end of the phone had to surrender first.
"I'm really convinced of you, I hope Han Zhi can remember your good in the future, money, I transferred to your WeChat. ”
Without waiting for Nanqiao to respond, she hung up the phone.
This is the horse break, the knife mouth, the tofu heart, Nan Qiao gratefully sent her WeChat "thank you".
Then Nan Qiao quickly went through the hospitalization procedures for Han Zhi, and when he returned to the emergency room, the doctor said that he had been sent to the ward.
After scribbling thanks, Nanqiao hurried to the ward again, and she was exhausted after a sleepless night.
Gently pushing open the door of the ward, Han Zhi was lying in the bunk next to the door, his eyes were closed, and it seemed that he had not woken up yet.
Nan Qiao looked at the potion in the drip bottle, and most of it was still there, at this time, her sleepiness had swept in turns, and finally she fell asleep directly on the side of the bed.
Han Zhi didn't know how long he had been asleep, he felt that he had a sad and long dream, and in the dream he was very lonely and helpless.
When he woke up, the surroundings were snow-white, and the air was filled with the pungent smell of disinfectant, and he tried to speak, but found that his throat was itchy, and then he coughed violently uncontrollably.
"cough~cough~cough~"
It was as if he was going to cough his lungs out.
Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and Nan Qiao appeared in Han Zhen's sight with a thermos bucket.
"Brother Zhen, you're awake. ”
In fact, when Han Zhi realized that this was a hospital and he was not dead, he guessed that all this was done by Nanqiao, and she was the only one who could remember him like this in Beicheng, and she was the only one who helped him.
"Brother Zhen, do you feel anything uncomfortable?"
Nan Qiaoliu's eyebrows were furrowed, and a pair of good-looking apricot eyes roamed over Han Zhi like a searchlight, sometimes reaching out to touch his forehead, sometimes looking at the wounds on his face.
Nan Qiao's concern and Sheng Qiannuan's insult formed a strong contrast, and Han Zhi finally realized the sentence now, "It's easier to be loved than to be loved." ”
Thinking of Sheng Qiannuan, Han Zhen's gaze dimmed.
Seeing that Han Zhi was silent and his expression was solemn, Nan Qiao guessed that he was probably thinking about Sheng Qiannuan.
In fact, this feeling of being directly ignored was really uncomfortable, and her heart throbbed for a while.
Look, this is the boy she spares no effort to love as much as she can, and he is now grieving for another girl.
Nan Qiao pursed her dry lips, and hesitated for a long time before slowly speaking: "Brother Zhen, are you thinking about Sheng Qiannuan, right? Actually...... Actually, I know all about you, you know? Maybe there is such a thing as empathy in this world, and I really understand your feelings at the moment, because that's how I've come here. ”
"Smack. ”
Nan Qiao said, three teardrops fell from her eyes in succession, seeped into her jeans, and disappeared.
She pressed her head very low, and Han Zhi couldn't see her expression clearly.
When Han Zhi was admitted to Peking University, Nanqiao's relatives and neighbors in Trillium Lane, including all those who were familiar with her and Han Zhi with bad intentions, they were all laughing at her.
Han Zhi was admitted to Beicheng University, but she had nothing, and she ruined her future for a boy who didn't like her, which was really the stupidest thing in the world.
"Brother Zhen, I can't speak, but I still hope you cheer up and don't joke with your life. ”
“………”
Han Zhi still didn't say a word, and his non-response made Nan Qiao look like he was acting in a one-man show.
Han Zhi didn't know that Nanqiao's heart that had not been shaken for eleven years was finally touched at this moment.
In the past, Nan Qiao thought that she could wait for Han Zhen, but it wasn't until she saw with her own eyes how he was sad because of Sheng Qiannuan that she realized that she was actually not so generous.
Maybe it's time for her to take a good look at what she likes about Han Zhen.
There are some things that can not be obtained by hard work, such as picking stars with bare hands, such as Nan Qiao hoping that Han Zhi will like him at all costs.
Wiping away her tears, Nan Qiao smiled and instructed, "Brother Zhen, don't forget to drink the porridge later, I still have something to do in the hotel, go first, you take care of yourself." ”
Leaving these words, Nan Qiao left the ward.
Until she left, Han Zhi didn't look up.
Three days later, Sister Hua returned the money to Nanqiao, and she broke the horse out of the contract as soon as possible.
On the Jinsha Coast in the north city, Nanqiao invited her to the seaside cafeteria to eat seafood in order to thank Ma Jie for her underground blood.
"Break, thank you really this time, I'll give you the money back. ”
As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone and transferred money to Ma.
"Buckwheat, I feel sorry for you. ”
It's really distressing, I have been doing something that can't see a return at all for so many years, not only to catch the future, but also to bury the whole youth.
Nanqiao nodded, "Yes, I also feel sorry for myself, but there is no way, when you are young, you have to spare no effort to love someone, even if you don't get anything in the end." ”
She has now forgotten which book she saw the poisonous chicken soup, but it is undeniable that this sentence is like a guiding light in her life that has accompanied her all the way through the eleven years of liking Han Zhen.
Ma broke Nunu's mouth, she didn't know how to persuade Nanqiao to turn back now.
On weekdays, the horse with the same mouth as a laser gun is broken, and at this moment, he has been completely defeated by Nanqiao's persistence.
Nan Qiao raised the drink in his hand and said to the horse: "Come, break, let's have a drink, after all, there are not many opportunities to see you later." ”
Hearing this, Ma Jie raised his head suddenly, "What do you mean?"
"Break it, I'm going back to Jing County to accompany my grandmother. ”
It's a very simple reason, but Ma Breaking feels that this is an excuse.
"Nanqiao, you are talking nonsense, don't think that I don't know that your grandmother was taken to the villa by your father, and the commissary in Trillium Lane has not been open for a long time. ”
So Nanqiao is actually a person no matter in Beicheng or Jingxian.
In the past, Ma broke and often listened to the neighbors of Trillium Lane discussing Nanqiao's life experience.
They pity her and laugh at her for being an orphan who no one wants.
Nanqiao's mother doesn't know where she remarried, and there is no news, and her father is even more excessive, obviously in Jing County, but he never comes to see his daughter at a glance, and often takes women out to travel, but he is not even willing to buy a cotton coat for Nanqiao for the winter.
Therefore, at that time, Ma broke and swore that she must protect Nanqiao from anyone.
It's a pity that she didn't guard against Han Zhi later.
Pulling back his thoughts, Ma broke and asked again, "Don't lie to me, tell me the truth, what happened to you?"
"Speak, if you don't give me an explanation, don't think about passing the test today. ”
The horse slapped the table excitedly, and her sudden excitement attracted the onlookers of the neighboring table.
Nan Qiao stretched out her index finger and put it on her lips to signal the horse to break and keep a low profile.
"Shhhh
"That's pretty much it. ”
The horse broke his hips and returned to his original position, silently waiting for Nanqiao's explanation.
Nan Qiao lowered her head, and the straw in her hand kept stirring clockwise in the juice.
It took her a while before she spoke, "Break, I left Beicheng because I wanted to give up liking Han Zhen." ”
Although this was something that Ma Jie had been looking forward to for a long time, when she really heard such words from Nan Qiao's mouth, she was still shocked more than joyful.
"Buckwheat, why do you suddenly think like this? Is it because Han Zhi has done something excessive to you?"
"It's not. ”
Nan Qiao blurted out, "No, it's me who is too tired, so I want to give up, do you know?" Han Zhi was hurt by Sheng Qiannuan, he has been waiting for her, but Sheng Qiannuan has someone he likes, so Han Zhi tortured himself, I sent him to the hospital a few days ago, and when he was in a coma, he called Sheng Qiannuan's name, and when he woke up, the kind of heartbroken look because of Sheng Qiannuan was something I had never seen before, and from that moment I knew that Han Zhi really had true feelings for Sheng Qiannuan, and he had no plan to let me participate in the future at all. ”
Nan Qiao used to accept that Han Zhi liked Sheng Qiannuan, because at that time she thought that as long as she worked hard, he would look back and see her standing in place, but when the bloody facts were in front of her, she understood how deep Han Zhen's feelings for Sheng Qiannuan were.
Just as she likes Han Zhen, she is really willing to dig out her heart and lungs.
Since she was a child, she has never seen Han Zhi so sad.
Nan Qiao can think like this, Ma Quan is really happy, Han Shu deserves it, he deserves it, he will definitely not sympathize with him, but why should he leave Beicheng if he gives up.
"Buckwheat, there is more than one man in this world, Han Zhi is not the only one, you see that Shen is very good, I won't tell you, he has liked you since high school, I have been secretly colluding with him for a long time, eh...... No, it's not collusion, it's a secret song, it's not right, anyway, he likes you very much, can't you give him a chance?"
For Shen Dushi, Nan Qiao has always been indifferent, and her character can't do anything to use another person to forget a relationship, which is unfair to Shen Dushi.
"Break, the identity of me and Shen Dushi is too different, he is too good, if I am with him, I will only go farther and farther, we can't do it, don't worry, I'm not old, and one day I completely forget Han Zhen, it will be my phoenix nirvana, the rebirth of a butterfly, and I will definitely believe in love again." ”
Faced with Nanqiao's words, Ma Quan was powerless to refute, but she still couldn't figure out why Nanqiao wanted to return to Jing County.
"Do you have to go back?"
"Yes, I plan to reopen my grandmother's commissary, and then try to see if I can take a school or something while earning money, and maybe I will return to Beicheng when the time comes. ”
Although Nan Qiao was injured by Han Zhi, she has not yet fallen into a desperate situation for life, no matter what, she should move forward bravely.
"Yes. ”
Ma broke and wiped away his tears, "Buckwheat, I believe in you, Han Zhi is just a lesson on your way to growth, you will be fine." ”
Nan Qiao pulled out an embarrassed smile, this lesson seems to be a bit big, in fact, she didn't tell Ma Break, half of her words just now were said by her deliberately comforting Ma Break, she didn't really come out.
"Okay, when I get rich in the future, open a big supermarket, you can just come and get snacks to eat, and at that time, I won't be beaten by my grandmother for stealing snacks for you to eat." ”
"Hahahaha. ”
The horse broke into tears and laughed, thinking about the past, when I was a child, I was really happy.
"Cut, I don't want it, I want to lose weight, I still have to find a boyfriend. ”
"Hahahaha. ”
The two laughed heartlessly, Nanqiao looked at the belly and laughed, the crooked horse broke and broke, and secretly said in his heart: Break, thank you for being by my side all these years, although I am in terrible pain now, I don't want you to worry about me, okay, break it.
It's just that Nan Qiao didn't expect that just as she was about to let go of relief, a bigger storm was slowly approaching her......
Han Zhi is an inscrutable man, he immerses himself in his own world, and no one can guess his mind and see his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
In addition to the southern buckwheat......
Recently, as long as there are no classes, Han Zhi will stay in his studio.
In today's complex and competitive world, people like Han Zhi without any background will only be suppressed if they don't work hard.
Sheng Qiannuan's incident gave him a profound lesson, that is, true feelings are not comparable to material desires, so he put all his energy into work and fought for his future.
As he was concentrating on his work, a shrill bell interrupted his thoughts.
Han Zhi took the mobile phone on the side, and his slender and white fingers lightly touched the screen.
"Hey, Fence Chicken, what's wrong?"
"Brother Zhen, I ......"
“………”
People who were still thousands of kilometers away from each other are in front of them in a blink of an eye.
The chicken was eating spicy tang while wiping his snot.
Han Zhi sat next to him, staring intently at the computer screen, during which the chicken would glance at the screen once or twice, but unfortunately he couldn't read the fart.
The fact that Ji Ji came to find Han Zhi this time was the nature of an incident of running away from home, and his family didn't know about it.
"Brother Zhen, thank you for taking me in, you really deserve to be my brother, my brother, you covered me when I was a child, and now you protect me so much, I can't forget your great kindness. ”
The chicken has no culture, he dropped out of school after graduating from junior high school, and his mind is the brotherhood of the old boy, so what he says is like that kind of Hong Kong-style line.
"Fence chicken, why did you think of coming to Beicheng?"
Han Shu remembered that not long ago, he had just come to Beicheng with a horse to travel, why did he come again when the white horse passed through the gap?
At the mention of this, the fence chicken became angry, and of course there were grievances, all said that the man had tears and didn't flick, but the fence chicken still cried.
"Woo woo, brother, my dad is not a fucking human, the ghost is obsessed with marrying the stinky bitch of Fangfang hairdresser, and what's even more infuriating is that the stinky bitch actually threw away my mother's posthumous photo because he was afraid, I was angry and fought with her, and then my dad beat me up again, so I came to take refuge in you. ”
It is definitely not uncommon for Lao Tzu to marry a young lady, and Han Zhi was not without surprise.
After a moment of silence, he nodded in agreement.
"Well, I lack a network manager, you can either stay, the salary is not much, and I will pay back your father's money as soon as possible. ”
Now that the chicken has taken refuge in himself, he will know one day that the money will definitely be recovered at that time.
"It's also a JB, he cheated that stinky bitch out of that little money a long time ago, Brother Zhen, in fact, there is something I haven't told you. ”
Speaking of this, Ji Ji lowered his head a little ashamedly, saying that when it came to this, he must have betrayed Nanqiao.
"What's the matter?"
"That's it, in fact, the money you borrowed from my dad, Nanqiao has already repaid it for you, and the next few times you borrowed it were actually not my dad's money......"
Ji Ji said while carefully snooping on Han Zhi's expression, sometimes he actually filmed Han Zhi, this matter is about a man's face, he and Nan Qiao have been hiding him for so long, everyone will be angry.
Sure enough, Han Zhen's face sank in an instant, and Ji Ji was eager to explain, but he swallowed back what he wanted to say.
"Brother Zhen, you... Don't be angry. ”
Han Zhi didn't have time to get angry at the moment, and his mind began to think back to the previous incident of borrowing money from Lao Tzu.
No wonder, every time he borrowed money, he was very polite, and in the end, not only did he not want interest, but also took the initiative to ask him if he wanted to borrow money.
At that time, he really thought that Daddy Chicken's soul was sublimated and his personality was charming, but now he thinks about it that he is too simple.
It turned out that all this was Nanqiao's stupid woman silently supporting him behind his back.
At that time, Han Zhi didn't know what it was like in his heart, he only felt that he owed Nanqiao too much, so much that it seemed that he couldn't afford to pay back his life.
Han Zhi got up and walked out of the studio, he went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, tore off the transparent film, took one out of it, and smoked it familiarly.
It's been a long time since I've smoked, but as soon as I get started, that sense of familiarity will spread back into my heart.
It turned out that because Sheng Qiannuan said that she didn't like men who smoked, Han Zhi quit, and later, he never smoked.
Davidoff still tastes like the original, but he's not the same Han Zhi anymore.
That night, Han Zhi spent a pack of cigarettes recalling his past with Nan Qiao, and for the first time, he dive down and recalled carefully.
Tianyue Hotel, Sister Hua sat on the sofa and looked at the resignation letter in front of her in dismay, she had just received such a big "gift" after she was discharged from the hospital.
"Nanqiao, what does this mean?"
Why do you want to resign if you do a good job, in her usual work, Sister Hua didn't see anything dissatisfied with Nan Qiao's job.
"Sister Hua, my grandmother is old, and I want to go back to take care of her. ”
This reason is half-true, it is really that she really wants to go back to her grandmother to fulfill her filial piety, and the fake is that she knows that she may not be able to accompany her grandmother when she goes back.
Now her grandmother lives in the villa, and her father doesn't like her, so how easy is it to take care of her?