Chapter 295: Mom
Shu Ya's heartbeat beat became more intense with the movement of her steps, and she could even hear the sound of her heartbeat.
Climbing up the stairs on the 6th floor was nothing to Shu Ya, who exercised a lot, and her heart was rising and falling violently, because this door that she had thought about day and night, how many times she had appeared in her dreams, was in front of her eyes at this moment.
The door is still the same as when Shu Ya left.
At that time, the house was still just replaced with the security door, very new, and it was the first to replace the security door in the old house where they lived.
Six years have passed, and the original brown and shiny security door looks a little dilapidated at the moment.
Shu Ya slowly took off her glasses, stood in front of the door, and looked at the door like this, there were some small advertisements posted on it, but there were no red Spring Festival couplets and blessing characters like other people's homes.
Slender and slender fingers moved gently along the door frame, this door lived the person closest to her, she used to have the only home, she still remembered that when she was in middle school, her father would stand on the landing of the stairs to smoke and look downstairs, in fact, he was afraid that the stairs were not safe, and he was waiting for Shuya to come home.
"Mom, open the door. The little one tugged at the corner of his mother's clothes.
Shu Ya seemed to be suddenly withdrawn from her memory, stunned for a moment, smiled at her daughter with a stiff expression, and took out the key that Shu Yu gave her before with unnatural movements.
"Why didn't my dad post the Spring Festival Lian?" Shu Ya remembered that since she could remember, her father would take her to paste the Spring Festival Lian and paste the blessing character on the morning of the Chinese New Year's Eve, every year, even if the time at this moment is a little long from the Spring Festival, the Spring Lian may be damaged, but it will not be the way it is on the door now, there is no trace of being posted at all.
Shu Yu seemed to be accustomed to it, and said casually, "Uncle hasn't posted it for many years, oh, yes, I haven't posted Spring Festival couplets since you left." ”
Shu Ya's heart shook suddenly, and a sour warm current surged to her heart, choked in her throat, and wet her eyes.
"I'll do it. Shu Yu saw Shu Ya's mood swings, took the key from her hand, gently inserted it into the keyhole, turned, and with a crisp sound of the door lock opening, pulled out, and the door opened.
The moment the door was opened, a wave of warmth came to the face, although the winter in southern Jiangsu is not as low as the temperature in the northern capital, but it is still a little damp and cold, and the warmth of the home is in stark contrast to the damp and cold outside.
Han Mo carried the luggage into the door, and the little guy looked around with a pair of curious eyes, but she knew that she couldn't just walk around in a strange place, although she wanted to go inside and explore, she still stood beside her father obediently and didn't move.
Shu Yu opened the door and was the first to go in, Han Mo also entered the door with his luggage, the little guy followed his father to stand in the door, and only Shu Ya was still outside the door at the moment.
Han Mo put down his luggage only to find that Shu Ya was still standing outside the door, and all her emotions were showing on her face at the moment, without concealment.
He understood Shu Ya's mood, stepped out of the door again, and patted her on the shoulder, "Let's go in." ”
Shu Ya's body stiffened, her brain was blank, and it only took one step to step into the house, but it took her six years.
Six years
For the first time, she stepped into the place where she had lived since birth, a home she never thought would be so difficult to enter.
As soon as you enter the door is a partition, their house is very old, but my father loves to be clean, and he also likes to change the style, so their house is almost redecorated once every few years, before she went to the northern capital, their house has just been renovated, it was designed by his father himself.
There is just a hollow partition at the entrance, you can change shoes here, the home is still kept clean and tidy, the door is cleaned up, and the slippers are neatly stacked in the shoe rack.
Shu Ya knew that there must be no one at home, her father was hospitalized, and her mother must be with her all day.
Shu Yu changed her shoes, and while turning back to Shu Ya to speak, she walked around the partition and walked to the living room, "Xiaoya, you live at home with peace of mind, your room is locked by the eldest uncle, but the eldest aunt in the study has cleaned it up, so ......"
Suddenly, Shu Yu's voice stopped abruptly.
"So what?" Shu Ya and Han Mo also changed their shoes and walked out from behind the partition.
"Great, auntie?" Shu Yu was stunned in place, "Aren't you in the hospital, why did you come back?"
The moment she heard Shu Yu's words, Shu Ya's steps were suddenly stuck, and she no longer had the strength to take a step forward, and her eyes passed through Shu Yu's side.
There was a figure standing at the door of the master bedroom, with his back to the sun, with a slender figure, combed short hair, which seemed to have not been trimmed for a long time, his hairstyle looked a little messy, and his pale face was full of traces of time, just that kind look......
Shu Ya's restrained heart can no longer be calm, six years of waiting, six years of missing, six years of wanting to go back but not daring to step into the door, six years of thinking about the mother but can only be seen in dreams.
Her self-blame, her guilt, her repentance, the countless times she had hated her unfilial piety in insomnia nights, finally broke out suddenly at this moment.
"Mom!"
Liu Huijuan deliberately waited for Shu Ya here, she knew that her daughter was coming back, she didn't sleep all night with excitement, she didn't feel at ease to leave the hospital for a moment, but she still took advantage of Shu Sheng to deliver food, let him take care of herself for a while, and found an excuse to sneak out of the hospital and go home.
She didn't dare to tell her wife that she was going to wait for her daughter to come back at home, although she had been obedient to her husband all her life, but she really knew that her daughter was very close to her, and when she was at home, Liu Huijuan could no longer control her thoughts about her daughter.
With Shu Ya's call, time seemed to stand still, and six years of longing ticked back with the clock in the living room.
In this living room, Shu Ya learned to crawl with both hands and feet, learned to stand alone, learned to walk, and learned to speak.
Liu Huijuan's eyes fell on Shu Ya, and she was dumbfounded the moment she saw her daughter, how many times did she use the public phone to dial her daughter's number, and when she heard her daughter's voice, she hung up silently. How many times have I taken advantage of my wife's absence to secretly search for my daughter's news, my daughter's TV series, and my daughter's endorsement advertisements on TV.
She wanted to tell everyone that the fairy-like person who was beautiful on TV was her daughter, and she was proud, proud, and wanted to show off in front of familiar people.
If she could, how she wished she could be less cowardly, she could generously show her miss for her daughter, and she could talk to her daughter unscrupulously when the phone was dialed, and tell her what she missed in her heart.
Shu Ya's voice seemed to still echo in the room, drifting away as the air gradually drifted away.
This "mom" Liu Huijuan waited for six years, and a voice that was heard from morning to night every day disappeared from her world on that day.
Liu Huijuan choked up, and finally spoke slowly after a long time, her voice trembled, "Xiaoya......"