He pretended to be calm, the wind blew, he was a little cold, so he rubbed his hands with each other, and waited until the stars and the moon were full, Lao Kang didn't come, Liu Nian called the phone, Lao Kang said, can't come, ** sick. I just took the medicine slowly and was about to call him.

When I got old, I was sick, and my thoughts began to soften and waver...... What do you still want to do back then? So long has passed since the events of that year, Lao Kang also has Lao Kang's difficulties, he walked home, it was already midnight when he got home, his wife fell asleep, he didn't dare to go back to that bedroom, he slept in another bedroom for a night, the next day, he settled the so-called evidence, but how to settle down he felt that the place was not sure, where to put it? It was not good to put it anywhere, under the bed, in the pillowcase, under the flower pot? Each place was set aside once, and then things were taken out of it again, and finally things were placed between the bed board and the mattress.

After settling things down, I called Lao Kang. Liu Nian still remembers that when he came back from Cheng Zhuqing, Lao Kang took the initiative to ask him, talked about Cheng Zhuqing during the conversation, and said that the things of the year were obviously your love and my wishes, but she was beaten upside down, this woman has not had a good life in the second half of her life, it is retribution, it is retribution. The wine was a little depressed, he didn't say anything, he was slippery, his mouth was pinched diligently, and the wine was sad, he remembered the letter Cheng Zhuqing wrote to him. If you don't regret it, I don't regret it. What if I regret it? If I think about it, she will regret it too, not regretting being with him, but regretting whether she is still loving the wrong person.

A woman always wants to love a man all her life.

But it's always wrong to love.

She didn't love wrong, Liunian didn't regret it, he didn't keep the letter, but added a line at the end of Cheng Zhuqing's letter.

Zhuqing, I don't regret it.

He wrote, then went to the stove, lit a fire, and burned the letter.

Lao Kang said that the woman had suffered retribution in the end. He didn't refute, some words could only be swallowed back into his stomach, and he couldn't say anything to anyone, he didn't have to say anything to anyone, and he couldn't talk to anyone.

Alas, I know it in my heart.

That day, he looked at Lao Kang under the lamp, Lao Kang's lamps are said to be imported, the price is expensive, under the lamp, he can't see Lao Kang, he can't see Lao Kang's heart, people, too complicated animals.

The only thing that goes about it is drinking.

After making an appointment with Lao Kang about the time and place, he came out of the bedroom and saw a plate of fried peanuts on the table, as well as wine and liquor, he picked up the wine bottle, poured himself a glass, tilted his neck, drank a glass, and then drank another glass, Lao Bai was dry, spicy, and strong enough, which made him a little enthusiastic, and stretched out his fingers to pull two peanuts. The peanuts fried by his wife were fragrant and chewy, and he had the heart to sit down and drink another cup, but he didn't have it after all. So he stood up and glanced at his wife's room, she seemed to be lying on the bed obliquely, no movement, he coughed dryly, since the accident, she didn't say a word, he knew that he was wrong, and then the two of them mixed two words, and he threw down the cruel words.

Never mind

Liu Nian turned around and went out, gently brought the door, the corridor was unusually quiet, there was no shadow of everyone, now people are busy, Liu Nian is also busy, he hasn't seen his son for many days, he thought of his son's face, he felt a little uncomfortable, and his son almost became a puppet of the old Kang family, a puppet of the old Kang family. At first, his son had to dump Kang Ruoran, and he felt that his son had gone too far, but now he doesn't have that idea, his son should have a different life, and he shouldn't live the same life as him, his life is ruined, and he can't let his son's life be ruined.

He decided to go out himself, and this matter must be resolved today.

When he called Lao Kang, his tone was not good: Lao Kang, you have to come when the sky falls, otherwise you will bear the consequences.

Then, he decisively hung up the phone.

Liu Nian now felt that he couldn't hold the lamppost a little, there was a slope below, the slope was a little steep, and there was a sign erected next to it, which should say something under construction, pedestrians pay attention and something like that.

Now science and technology are becoming more and more developed, people's living standards have improved, everyone has become busier, and sometimes I can't think about it, thinking, since science and technology have liberated the productive forces, people should become more idle, why is the result counterproductive?

He couldn't figure it out.

However, none of this is important now, the important thing is the matter in front of him, Lao Kang did not spit out, although it was night, he could not see his expression, but he could clearly feel his anger, he seemed to be going to eat someone alive, it seemed that he had no sincerity to negotiate at all, let alone compromise with him. Liunian didn't want to get too stiff with him, but Lao Kang was aggressive.

It's really not good, I'm afraid the two of them really want to fight each other. This is not the result he wants to see, Liunian is not a sweet-mouthed and ruthless person, he can't be sweet-mouthed and ruthless, Lao Kang is also so old, his daughter is sick, and he finally found a mother-in-law, and now he has become a moon in the water, a flower in the mirror, and the old woman is also dead.

Not to mention the destruction of the family, it's pretty much the same. People have to be kind, even if the incident back then was inseparable from Lao Kang, for so many years, their family has been treated as a couple, especially their son, and there is a career in the past few years, if it were not for Lao Kang, he would not be able to rise to prominence, under the current system, no matter how exquisite the years are, no matter how capable they are, it is useless.

He knew it all too well.

Besides, when I think of Kang Ruoran's child, I can't help but feel compassion in my heart. The child is really good to their two old people, really filial, thousands of obedient, from the year before last, the festival, never left behind, usually have a headache and brain fever, most of them are Kang Ruoran, the girl took them to the hospital, looking for acquaintances to trust the relationship to run back and forth, and then responsible for sending them home, after arriving home, a large bag of nutritious products, fruits, although it is for their son to flow over the years, but the girl does this, do so much, it is not easy, not to mention that in the end, the door was cut off by others.

It's Liunian I'm sorry Kang Ruoran, a flash of work, he was bald down a little bit under his feet, Liunian's hand slipped, he didn't catch the lamppost, and the person slid down completely, all the way to the river. The river was not deep, nor shallow, more than one person high, and the flow of thoughts fluttered in it twice, and the head popped out twice.

"Lao Kang. He shouted, but the cold river poured into his mouth, and the other sank down, holding his breath, and kicked his leg and heel twice.

"Lao Kang. He came up again, and he saw Lao Kang standing on the shore with his hands in his hands, the figure almost overlapping with the background of the night, but he could clearly see the outline of his whole person, and he felt that he could even see the expression of the man on the shore.

Lao Kang, now is not the time to joke, the water is deep, I can't go up.

He wanted to say, but the situation no longer allowed him to say so much, Lao Kang didn't call the police, he didn't hear Lao Kang's call for help, he wanted to die. Liunian sank quickly, the sound of water poured into his mouth, his ears were full of gurgling sounds, he seemed to see Cheng Zhuqing, Cheng Zhuqing was wearing a light-colored waist-cinching dress, a pair of beige high heels, long hair, she was standing in the water, Liunian was still, looking at her, she also looked at him, and then saw the woman reaching out to take something from behind, he looked at it, it was an A4 paper, a large piece of white flowers, he thought his name was written on it---- Liunian.

He walked over to her, he didn't know how to swim, but somehow he suddenly did, he paddled his arm, and he floated towards the woman like a fish, and the water never got into his mouth again. He swam closer to her, and then he saw a line written on the paper, not his name, not two words. It's four words: I don't regret it.

"If you don't regret it, then I don't regret it either. ”

Liu Nian remembered the letter that Cheng Zhuqing left for him at the end, and finally Cheng Zhuqing asked her.

Do you regret it? If you don't regret it, then I don't regret it either.

Later, he studied the ink, mentioned a thin wolf hair she left behind, and wrote a line underneath: I have no regrets. He also brought his own name badge, so he deducted his name badge under that line. After writing the line, Liunian carried the letter to the kitchen, and then burned it on the stove with a fire.

Liunian smiled, it seemed that she had received her letter.

He felt that his heart was a little settled, and he was at ease, as if his heart had finally found a proper place to place it after a lifetime, Liu Nian raised his head and found that Cheng Zhuqing stretched out his hand towards him, and he smiled and shook the woman's hand......

Cheng Zhuqing took him to swim, swim, swim, swim until he was exhausted, there seemed to be another woman behind him calling him, listening to the voice like his wife, shouting Lao Liu, Lao Liu, he also thought about whether it was appropriate to run away with Cheng Zhuqing without an explanation, his wife had suffered with him all his life, and they separated in the first few years of marrying her, she had been empty for so many years, he originally felt guilty about her, he came to warn Lao Kang in exchange for the safety of their family.

This task has not been completed yet, and he should not go with Cheng Zhuqing yet. When he hesitated, he heard the sound of water, the river water poured into his mouth, he continued to sink down, the river seemed to have no riverbed, as if there was no bottom, he wanted to let go of his hand, let go of Cheng Zhuqing's hand, but the hand dragged him tightly, he couldn't let go, he couldn't pull it open, he was a little anxious, he wanted to call Cheng Zhuqing, let her wait for him over there for a while, but Cheng Zhuqing did not let go of his hand, but grabbed it tighter and tighter, he was a little anxious, but there was still no way to take Cheng Zhuqing......

So when he found Liunian, he had a large handful of green aquatic plants wrapped around his hands.