Chapter 197: Ten years of love and finally become a passerby
The first time two people met was love, and the second time they met was a catastrophe, and it was true, just like me and Song Junxi.
After being at the teahouse that day, Song Junxi called me, but I didn't answer.
The sentence that even if you can't be lovers, you can still be friends, is not suitable for me and Song Junxi.
For us, if we really want to live in the same city, there is only one possibility, old age and death.
That morning, Song Junxi finally blocked me downstairs, his eyes were red and bloodshot, and he obviously hadn't slept all night.
Could it be that he spent the night in the car, and he texted me to go down last night, and I ignored it.
It's false to say that you don't feel distressed, but what can you do if you feel distressed?
Now it's no longer a problem between me and Song Junxi, but that crazy Yao Ruolan.
Human paranoia is a terrible thing when it reaches a certain level.
I'm not afraid of what she will do to me, but I don't want innocent people to be implicated, such as my mother, such as Chen Zhiwen.
And Song Junxi for me, the most painful thing is not that I want to love or not, but that I have to avoid it like a snake and scorpion.
"I'm sorry!" Song Junxi was very haggard, and the whole person exuded a lifeless dead silence.
"No!" I didn't expect the two of us to reach such a point where we had nothing to say in the end.
"She won't trouble you again in the future!" Song Junxi was silent for a long time before speaking again, I knew who he was talking about.
"I hope so!" I sighed.
"Xia Xia, I'm sorry!"
The beginning of love is a sentence I love you, and the end of love is a sentence of sorry.
I know what every sorry he meant, and this time, I know, he really let go.
I should have been relieved, but my heart throbbed for a while, as if something had been stripped from me.
I saw Chen Zhiwen's car in the rearview mirror: "He's coming, I'm leaving!"
Song Junxi hummed in a low voice, for the first time, there was no obstacle to my departure, and that helpless and decadent look made me want to run away quickly.
I almost ran away.
I looked up, and it was a sunny day, a rare good day.
The red dust is full of dust, and the vast sea of people is still where he came from.
Ten years of love, eventually become a passerby.
Chen Zhiwen and I went to the store today to try on the dress, and calculated, it is really getting closer and closer to the wedding day.
There are only forty days left.
People who are about to be brides should laugh!
I looked at myself in the mirror and smirked, the corners of my mouth were a little cramped, the clerk praised my beauty, Chen Zhiwen was dazzled by the sidelines, and smiled and said that each set was good-looking, and I didn't know which one to choose.
In the end, a total of three sets were selected, and this week, in addition to today's trial dress, there was also a time to go to the photo studio on Thursday to take wedding photos.
There are many people who got married in October, and the wedding photos also rushed together, and this is still the day that I have been waiting for more than a week, and it is not easy to get it.
Missed Thursday, I don't know if I will have time in the future.
After trying on the dress that day, when Chen Zhiwen was about to send me back to the company, he answered the phone and hurried to meet the customer.
The dress shop is in a shopping street, and it's very busy, so I don't want to go back to the office right away, so I just wander around.
I haven't been to this shopping street for many years.
There have been great changes here, in the past, Song Junxi and I often came to the cinema here to watch movies, the transportation here is the most convenient, most of the buses will go to a stop near this to listen, delicious food, fun, are all in this vicinity, naturally our first choice for dating.
I don't know if the Wanda Cinema is still there, I remember that the last time I went there was a person, the end of Infernal Affairs, and after that, I never had the courage to go alone.
I often watch movies, but I watch them all on the computer, and I can't sleep at night.
The cinema is still there, but I don't know how many times the brand has been changed, the original old window is gone, the renovated front desk is high-end, and even the girl standing in front of me is several times more beautiful than before.
I stood there and watched for a long time, the young girl and the boy went in hand in hand, and came out with a smile on their faces, and I watched the movies that were released today, and even the price of movie tickets was several times higher.
I came out there alone, and I had the feeling that I didn't see the new people laughing and only listened to the old people crying.
It's been ten years, everything has changed, even our dating base has been changed from shotgun to cannon.
Walking, walking, I saw a stall selling cotton candy sitting on the street, there were no people, now there are more candies of all kinds, girls love those imported chocolates more, street stalls, they don't even look at it.
I suddenly remembered that in the playground during the winter vacation, the marshmallow that Song Junxi and I bought, one person took a bite, and he bit every bite at the position where I bitten.
At that time, I felt blushing and my heart was beating, but now I think about it, it is really beautiful.
Our fond memories are still stuck in that era.
Unconsciously stopped in front of the stall, the old man saw me staring at his marshmallows, and asked a little excitedly: "Girl, I still have colored marshmallows, come one, five yuan!"
I pulled out a five-piece from my bag and handed it to him, and his trembling marshmallow came into my hand in a series of thanks.
I nodded, and walked forward one step at a time.
I took a bite, but I lost the sweetness of the year.
I looked at myself in a daze.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that my heart is dripping blood, what am I doing, the person who is about to get married, what do you want to do, Song Junxi has never sent a text message since that day.
How did he explain his mother, Yao Ruolan's attitude was so resolute that she asked me to leave City A and let it go so lightly, I didn't feel very much like her character.
I was cranky on the road, I didn't even notice the car in front of me, there was a screeching sound of brakes, even I was stupid, the driver's head stuck out of the window and pointed at my nose and scolded: "You looking for death!"
Actually, I really want to reply: I'm looking for death, you come.
But just thinking about it, the man thought I was being scolded stupid and stood there still.
I saw myself standing in the middle of the road, not knowing whether to retreat or enter, how did I see him suddenly pulled out of the car.
A more arrogant voice scolded, "Who the are you scolding?"
When I looked up, I saw who Li Zhibin was!
There was a car parked behind the car that almost hit me, no one, could it be his car?
He changed cars again, what is this car? I don't really know the name, but it looks pretty stylish.
The man was frightened by Li Zhibin, who was more than a head taller, and shrank his head with a look of discoloration.
Li Zhibin pulled me, who was standing there stupidly, into the car and fastened his seat belt, and then scolded angrily: "You looking for death!"
This is the first time Li Zhibin has spoken to me in such an angry manner.