He wants the truth, but he seems to be afraid of it.

I have never felt like that, cowardly. Whatever it is, what you are afraid of. But he was afraid, afraid that he would not be able to face his father, or would he not be able to face his mother, or would he not be able to face himself?

If the matter goes deeper, he will be disappointed. Sometimes people don't want to see those disappointments, so they decide to deceive themselves. Who still makes him have hope for the remnants of human nature? He doesn't want to see anything? He doesn't want to see his unsympathetic and unsympathetic self? I don't want to see Kang Ruoran, who is so unbearable? I don't want to see the father Kang who he once respected so strangely? I don't want to see anything? I still don't want to see the truth.

People sometimes really deceive themselves.

He didn't think before, he used to think that people like that were cowards. Now he's almost a coward, he's a coward.

He has so many inadequacies for outsiders, so many unspeakable, so many entanglements, confusions, confusions and hesitations.

Speaking of which, "brave" is just two words. However, it is too difficult to do these two words!

Recently, the cigarettes have become more and more ferocious, almost never leaving his hand, one after another, and even Chen Qiao protested to him.

"You're a fierce smoker. Chen Qiao said.

"Oh. ”

After speaking, he took out another cigarette from the cigarette case, Chen Qiao looked at the cigarette, then looked at him, reached out and took out one by himself, and lit it.

"Fight poison with poison. He said.

Chen Qiao never thought that one day he would live his life like this, he didn't blame Chen Mofei, he didn't regret falling in love with this woman, and he didn't regret that he followed this muddy water, this experience made him grow up rapidly, allowed him to experience another completely different life, and also made him see himself more clearly.

He thought a lot about it in the days after the accident, and even reorganized his past and life, and Chen Qiao felt like a dream for the first time.

No one knew that after receiving Westernization education since he was a child, he also went to the Taoist Temple to draw lots.

It was a winning lottery, and he didn't remember the signature. But the general meaning is remembered: it says that his luck is not too high at this moment, and it is better to keep a low profile.

Translated, it means that he needs to be a man with his tail between his legs.

How can a man be a man with his tail between his legs if he doesn't have a tail? A man is a man. The so-called human beings are a society, and the ultimate dream and aspiration of these human beings is that everyone is equal.

However, no matter who is in a high position, they like to control, conquer, and like others to fall under their feet, and then the mountain shouts long live.

Hypocritical human beings.

What does it mean to be a man with your tail between your legs?

Is that still human?

Isn't that already human?

People don't have tails. Even if there was one before evolution, it was once, and now it is gone, completely gone. Is a human with a tail still a human?

Chen Qiao began to feel like a philosopher and began to think about life, which was the biggest gain from this setback, and it also seemed to make him brave and full of wisdom.

Once upon a time, there was only food, there was food, there was drinking, there was play, there were women. Aren't these things that men all over the world, or even all human beings in the world, are looking for?

These are at his fingertips for Chen Qiao, and he reached the pinnacle of his life prematurely. He used to think that life should be like that, and although everyone's life is very different, the difference is not too great.

Now thinking, hehe, Chen Qiao lowered his head, narrowed his eyes, and looked through the thin smoke.

At that time, he was still too young and naïve!

In the world, when people are young, they always like to see the whole leopard from a spot. I thought that what I saw at that time was the whole truth of the world, but who knew that it was not. Who has not been beaten by an unexpected blow and cannot find the north, some people suddenly wake up, and some people have sunk here.

Chen Qiao was only sober at this time, everything he had experienced at that time, the so-called success and fame, in terms of life, was just a warm-up, not a meal.

It's not too late to understand.

Chen Qiao turned his head to look at Liu Nian, and he guessed that Liu Nian still hadn't been able to get out of his former personality. The Kang family has turned against him, and he himself is still there to deceive himself. The girl has suffered so much grievance, Father Kang is not an idle person, and he has always been a scheming and retribution, this breath can be swallowed, and people have died a big living person, this beam has been settled, you will either go away and fly high, don't let him meet him in this life, or you will lose Chen Mofei, and be a cow and horse for a lifetime, or you will work with him to the end, and the success or failure will be left to the sky.

Chen Qiao looked at Liu Nian trying to get the best of both worlds there, and felt that human nature was really pitiful. No one will easily forgive those who hurt themselves, and those who can easily forgive either have no ability to take revenge and have to comfort themselves with such rhetoric, or they are just duplicitous and posturing.

Chen Qiao remembered reading a report called Guo Degang and Xiao Yueyue. Someone interviewed these two celebrities in the cross talk industry, and the master and apprentice said in unison, saying that there was no way to let go of those who had humiliated themselves at the beginning, and they could not forgive and forgive.

That's the truth.

People are not sages, and sages such as Confucius only advocate repaying grievances directly.

Only Liunian Zaihui is still thinking about whether he can shake hands with the Kang family after everything happens.

You have talked to other girls about boyfriend and girlfriend for so many years, and they have done everything to help you develop in your career, and you ruined your marriage to tear off the face of the Kang family. Chinese can do without anything, but the face is the façade, the Kang family has a head and a face in this city, how can you allow you to tear off people's faces and then spit on yourself?

It's a joke!

The accident of the old man in the passing years, Chen Qiao didn't think it was an accident at all. Could it be so coincidental? Not long after the two families became evil, Chen Mofei had an accident, and now the old man has lost his life?

And the family that moved out in a hurry, isn't it just as suspicious? How much money is there? There is a mine at home! What's more, the man is a scumbag, not to mention that he has no money, and he still owes a lot of debt.

He didn't understand what he was still hesitating about, and he didn't understand what he was struggling with. It's all so obvious. Take his years as an example, it can be regarded as deep-rooted in this city, Rao is so, he wants to leave with his family and has to think about it, the other party is such a person, he doesn't even want to think about it, and he just goes away without asking for anything?

Liu Nian threw away the last cigarette, pinched the cigarette case again, and found that the cigarette case was empty, and he couldn't remember how many cigarettes he smoked today.

"Is there any smoke left?" asked Chen Qiao.

Chen Qiao ignored him, lowered his head and opened the car door and got out of the car.

After getting out of the car, he went around the front of the car, and after passing the year, he stopped, and it was already dark at this time.

He wasn't easy, either.

Chen Qiao's heart softened almost instantly.

"How's it going?" he leaned against the window, "where are you going?"

Oh, yes!

Where to go?

Or, where to go back first?

Chen Qiao saw Liu Nian and looked back at him blankly. Chen Qiao was shocked in his heart, and a thought came to him very suddenly: Is this person finished? Has he been like this all his life? Has life completely knocked him down?

His heart ached, half pity and half pity.

Liu Nian lowered his head, Chen Qiao wanted to hand him a cigarette, but then he stopped himself from thinking about it.

What he needs is not smoke, but strength, support ?

He wasn't sure. The only thing he knew was what he needed, and as for what it was, he didn't know, he couldn't tell. It's really not accurate.

"Go home. Murphy ......"

"Don't worry. Chen Qiao didn't wait for him to finish speaking, he cleaned up his mood and then started the car. Chen Qiao took two steps back.

"Passing years. He shouted. "It's nothing like that, my head has a scar the size of a bowl. ”

The car turned around dexterously, and then drove out of the old community, Chen Qiao didn't know if he heard his words.

He also turned around and got into the car and called Chen Mofei. Chen Mofei picked it up.

"I just separated from Liu Nian, and he has to go back to deal with the old man's death. I'm going back now, what do you want to eat?"

What do you want to eat?

Murphy was hungry, but he couldn't eat anything. She felt that she was more like an outsider in the past few years. She knew everything that was going on with him, but she couldn't do anything, not even be by his side.

Chen Mofei has deep doubts about love. What is love, what is love, what is love, what is the purpose of love between a man and a woman?

Get?

Possess each other?

Tie the knot?

Children?

No, no, no.

This should not be the whole meaning of marriage.

However, what should that be?

Chen Mofei sat on the sofa, this question had been bothering her for a while, and she couldn't figure it out. She had wanted to put the problem aside for a while, and since she couldn't figure it out, she didn't think about it anymore, and it was said that time would help people solve all the puzzles.

However, Chen Mofei was uneasy. She vaguely felt that she might be wrong, but she couldn't find out what was wrong with her.

Something must have been wrong, but she couldn't think of anything wrong. To love one is to want to be with him, there is nothing wrong with being persistent, she has waited for him for so many years, and for so many years, Chen Mofei has never lived in other men in her heart. She deeply believes that there are fewer such women now, she fishes alone in the cold river and snow in her relationship, and has the emotional cleanliness that most women in the world do not have, she is loyal to her heart, loyal to her past, and loyal to her feelings. And she finally achieved a positive result with the man she loved.

This should be a happy ending, the whole world celebrates together, her happiness collided with fate, so fate set up many obstacles for her to follow the passing year, that is the need to use her life to break through one level after another.

And Chen Mofei is indeed timid in front of these levels.

Chen Mofei put down the phone, the call just now was made by Chen Qiao, since she was pregnant, in fact, Chen Qiao has been taking care of her, she knows that there are all kinds of hardships in the passing years, but all the hardships add up for a reason. If he could have been a little more resolute and more resolute, if he didn't want to have the best of both worlds, he could really be completely with her regardless of the world's eyes, would things be a little different.