kneeling in front of Zhao Xuyang, not expecting to be forgiven by Zhao Xuyang, maybe giving herself the opportunity to apologize in person, she is already satisfied.

"Five years! For five years, you have hurt me again and again, you know how much I love you, I can do anything for you, and live in your Chen family, I don't care how outsiders dislike me, how insulting" Zhao Xuyang wiped his tears.

"I just ask you to accept me, you can look at me more than you dodge, you can understand me, even the slightest change to me, but you have been cold as frost for five years, so cold to me"

"I understand what happiness is in your eyes?, to find a rich son-in-law for others to see?, to protect your family business, to sell yourself to marry someone you hate. Or is it for the sake of being rich, living more luxuriously than others, using and dressing more luxuriously than others?"

"Don't say it.... Say no more, I beg you, don't say it again. Chen Juan still knelt in front of Zhao Xuyang, shaking her head and shouting in pain. "Every word you say is a deep sting in my heart"

Zhao Xuyang's cold voice suddenly became gentle, maybe his emotions had been almost vented, or maybe he wasn't sure why this Chen Juan had become like this.

"I know you're no better off than I am, and I can relate to your suffering day and night for five years. announced to the public that he was married, but he was still alone in the empty house. Spend it in the ridicule of the people around you and the counting of your loved ones. You have given up too much for the Chen family, lost too much, and have been hurt all over your body."

Zhao Xuyang looked at Chen Juan, who was already rolling on the ground, bent down and slowly helped her up, watching Chen Juan keep her head down, tears flowing down her cheeks like running water into her collar. Whispered, "Have you ever loved me?".

Chen Juan lowered her head and was silent, but she said in her heart, "Of course I love you, I love you sincerely, and I once made mistakes that I couldn't accept because of other people's eyes and my mother's influence."

If I had the opportunity to say it, Chen Juan would definitely say that from that day when I bought clothes for you for the model party, you made my heart pound, maybe out of sympathy before, and then out of face and other people's eyes. If she can do it all over again, she is willing to live her own life, be in love with Zhao Xuyang, get along with each other, and grow old together.

And now there is no chance, things have developed to the point of no return. I don't forgive me, and even if you forgive me, I can't forgive myself.

Zhao Xuyang looked at Chen Juan affectionately. "You, have you ever loved me, have you ever loved me, even if only a little"

When Chen Juan heard that Zhao Xuyang was so gentle, and asked herself urgently, her heart was even more uncomfortable, like a knife twisting, like a thousand knives. Tears welled up again, how she wanted to answer, but her mouth seemed to be sealed, and her hands could not speak.

Zhao Xuyang waited for a long time, eagerly waiting for Chen Juan to give him an answer, whether he loved it or not. Zhao Xuyang only wanted to know in his heart, did Chen Juan have no feelings for himself at all? Today, he buried the love in his heart for many years and made a complete end.

If you don't love yourself, how can you appear in your own company, if you don't love yourself, how can you roll in front of yourself and apologize and admit your mistakes, Zhao Xuyang was angry and grabbed Chen Juan's collar. Chen Juan's frightened delicate body trembled.

"Aren't you arrogant? Aren't you very cold? Why don't you answer me, you answer me!" Zhao Xuyang shouted with tears in his eyes. He was already anxious, desperate to know the answer to Zhao Xuyang.

Directly forced Chen Juan to the office wall, Chen Juan's slender back was tightly pressed against the wall, and she lowered her head and kept tears. I didn't dare to speak out, what I wanted to say, I was sad and didn't have the strength to say it.

Zhao Xuyang, who lost his mind, pressed Chen Juan's shoulders against the wall of the office with both hands. Kissing Chen Juan forcibly, Chen Juan's swaying head still did not avoid Zhao Xuyang's domineering lips. The four lips wanted to touch, and Zhao Xuyang kissed this Chen Juan.

Chen Juan struggled, and found that she couldn't move at all, her body had no strength, and her tears were like beads of broken threads, falling drop by drop on Zhao Xuyang's close, handsome face.

Chen Juan, who has no strength to resist. Let Zhao Xuyang kiss himself forcibly, the tip of his tongue disturbing his lips. Her heart was beating faster, like a deer breaking into her heart, and she was messing around.

The entire chairman's office was silent, and even the air was stagnant in an instant, and after finding that Chen Juan was not resisting, Zhao Xuyang kissed even more violently, kissing out all the pain and grievances he had suffered in the past five years.

As if taking revenge, he bit Chen Juan's lip tightly, and the pain in his heart was piercing, but Chen Juan still endured the pain and did not make any moves. Blood flowed from the middle of the lips of the two people, and flowed into the ears along the slightly raised corners of Chen Juan's mouth.

Although the time was only thirty minutes, they felt that time had flowed for five years, and in these thirty minutes, what flashed in Chen Juan and Zhao Xuyang's minds was the picture of the two of them in the past five years.

At this time, in the office, the only thing that could be heard was Zhao Xuyang's tight panting. and Chen Juan's deep breathing. If Zhao Xuyang doesn't let go, I'm afraid Chen Juan will have passed out with bated breath.

When Zhao Xuyang pressed his shoulder to leave, Chen Juan used all her strength to run to the door of the office, and disappeared into Zhao Xuyang's angry eyes when she opened the door.

Chen Juan didn't know why she did it, and it wasn't that she didn't love Zhao Xuyang. The body kept running away from the chairman's office, until she got out of the Xuyang Group Building, and got into her car, her whole body was soft, lying directly in the back of the car, covering her face with her hands and crying bitterly.

Chen Juan didn't want to get Zhao Xuyang's love like this, she was very conflicted, she didn't know if Zhao Xuyang forgave herself, still loved herself, or took revenge.

Zhao Xuyang stupidly, in place. Looking at the door that was not completely closed, his eyes were dull, and the moment Chen Juan's back disappeared, Zhao Xuyang came to his senses, what did he do just now?

How can I do such a shameless act, am I still me? I actually forcibly kissed, Chen Juan. She hasn't answered my question yet. She really never loved me, or did she dare not admit it.

Zhao Xuyang lay down on the sofa and sat slumped on the sofa in the office. The expression and the violently beating heart are difficult to soothe. I couldn't help but stretch out my fingers, touch my lips with my fingertips, and see the blood stains on my fingertips.

Zhao Xuyang was facing himself, and he slapped several loud slaps on his face.