Although Ruobai has been with her, he has been working on the floor every night and has never shared a bed with her.

She still thinks of Mu Jinwei from time to time, and she feels that she is not a qualified wife.

Yang Shangni even suspected that she was likely to be mentally cheating, she forgot her past with Ruobai because of amnesia, and secretly fell in love with a strange man, a man she had only seen twice.

She suspects that her reluctance to fulfill the obligations of a wife after her amnesia is likely due to her mental infidelity.

However, Ruobai has always been so indulgent to her, never asking her, let alone asking her to go to bed.

She felt sorry for her husband and felt that she was excessive.

She sat behind him and rested her head on his back, quietly feeling his temperature.

"Ruobai. ”

"Huh?" Ruobai's voice has always been good, a hum against the wind, like a cello bass fluctuating in the air.

Yang Shangni swallowed back what he wanted to say.

"What's wrong, why don't you speak?" Ruobai looked back and gave her a quick look.

"It's nothing, I just want to call you by your name, why are you called Ruobai? I heard that the housekeepers in the family call you Young Master Xiahou, are you called Xiahou Ruobai?" she no longer remembered that she had chosen this name.

After losing her memory, she asked for the first time, Ruobai was stunned, "My name is Xiahou Chenjin, Ruobai was taken by you." Didn't I tell you that you saved me before, that's when you took it, the anime character you liked when you were a child was called Ruobai, and you said that I was the live-action version of Ruobai. ”

Yang Shangni sighed, she really married a good man, and he could accept it by using the name of the anime character he liked when he was a child to give him a name.

Ruobai raised the corners of his mouth and continued to pedal the bicycle, the two of them faced the wind all the way, and the breath of the sea came to their faces.

The two of them went to the beach to sit on the trestle and look at the sea, Ruobai held her waist, and everyone looked at it as a sweet couple, but Yang Shangni couldn't find the feeling of a couple in her heart.

When the two returned home in the evening, Yang Shangni watched TV and saw Mu Jinwei on TV, which was a financial program in Los Angeles, although it was just a photo.

Yang Shangni felt that her heartbeat was out of rhythm, and even glanced at Ruobai with a weak heart.

Ruobai looked at her with a smile, but he was worried that one day she would suddenly come back because of a photo of Mu Jinwei.

Because he knew how much she loved Mu Jinwei, but now he had to keep her by his side in this way, and he didn't want her to be hurt in any way.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Nothing. ”

"That girl out there today is so cute. Yang Shangni pointed out.

"You want children too?" Ruobai is sad, she loses a chance to be a mother, and she may never be able to have her own children in the future. Not long after he took her to the hospital, she had a miscarriage.

It wasn't the doctor who told him that he didn't know she was pregnant with Mu Jinwei's child.

Yang Shangni did not answer.

At night, he was laying on the ground as usual, but Yang Shangni wrapped around Ruobai's waist from behind.

He felt her close to him, his whole body tensing.

Yang Shangni felt that she couldn't think about other men, she was her wife, and she couldn't let him sleep on the ground every day.

"You...... Don't sleep on the ground anymore. I know that because of my amnesia, you have always taken care of my feelings. I'm ready now. Yang Shangni plucked up the courage to say what was in his heart.

Ruobai turned around and looked at her quietly, his heart was mixed, he had waited for this moment for six years, but now he couldn't say how uncomfortable it was.

Yang Shangni's hands took the initiative to climb his neck, tiptoe to her lips, he was too tall for her to reach without bowing her head.

Ruobai watched Yang Shangni close his eyes and leaned over to kiss her on the lips, at this moment he wanted to possess her desperately, and didn't want to think about the consequences.

Yang Shangni could feel his chest getting hot, his kiss getting more and more urgent, she had a hard time getting into the state, but she didn't push him away, she kept telling herself that she was her wife, and she should do her duty as a wife.

.……

There was a panic in the villa, and after the private doctor left, Yang Shangni fell asleep deeply, Ruobai stayed by the side, grabbing his hair in annoyance.

He didn't expect that she would still be so frightened when she saw the tattoos on his body after she lost her memory, and at some point when all the buttons on his shirt were unbuttoned, Yang Shangni suddenly screamed uncontrollably, her eyes were full of fear, and she pushed him away frantically and hid in the corner.

It reminded him of the same overreaction she had when they first met six years ago.

Since then, he has never worn short sleeves, never undressed in front of her, and never let her see the horrible tattooed totems on his body again.

The personal doctor gave her a tranquilizer before she fell asleep.

If Bai Shou was by the bedside, what kind of terrible thing was seared in the depths of her memory, and she could still be so afraid of tattoos despite amnesia.

On the second day, Yang Shangni woke up and kept staring at the ceiling, Ruobai came in from outside and saw her in a daze, a little afraid to approach, worried that she would be frightened again.

Yang Shangni heard the door knock and saw him, "Ruobai." ”

I heard her tell him to hurry to the bedside.

Yang Shangni sat up, "I remember that when I was very young, my mother was murdered, and that person had the same tattoo on his arm as you. ”

Yang Shangni said and pulled Ruobai's arm and rolled up his sleeve, Ruobai didn't expect things to be like this, and hurriedly withdrew his arm.

"I'd like to see it. Yang Shangni looked up at Ruobai, looking cute.

Ruobai hesitated for a moment and handed her the arm hidden behind him, he didn't expect her to recover her memory so quickly, and even remembered the things she didn't remember when she was a child.

"Actually, I can't remember if it's exactly the same, it's also such a secret totem, the person stabbed her in the abdomen with a dagger, she hid me in the green belt, it was very dark and I couldn't see the person's appearance clearly......" Yang Shangni said calmly.

Burying his head in Ruobai's chest and wrapping his hands around his waist, Ruobai was stunned for a moment and then raised his hand to hug her, and then heard Yang Shangni say angrily, "I'm sorry last night." ”

"Fool!" Ruobai didn't expect her to apologize for what happened last night and hugged her tighter.

"Was I scared of your tattoos before I lost my memory?"

Ruobai was stunned, "Didn't you remember everything?"

"No, I just dreamed last night that someone murdered my mother when I was a child, and I still don't remember anything else. ”

Wakahaku seemed relieved. "You've always been scared, I didn't know why, this is the first time I've heard you talk about it. ”

"Then we, you, have never touched me?" Yang Shangni suddenly raised his head and looked at Ruobai, aren't they husband and wife?

Ruobai shook his head amusedly, this woman was thinking about something all day, she would go crazy as soon as he undressed, how could he have touched her.

Even in the case of amnesia, she still overreacted when she looked at his tattooed upper body.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I'll be scared anymore. Yang Shangni actually felt very distressed, how much her husband loved her, so he would have been silently guarding her after marriage and sleeping under her bed.

"Don't rush, take your time. Ruobai felt extremely happy at this moment, and that cold heart was as warm as summer just because of her words, and he said silently in his heart, thank you

Y, it was you who let me know the beauty of love.

Makujo Hongcheng Building

"Jinchen, it's raining. "*** Looking at the building opposite from the floor-to-ceiling windows. Thousands of rain lines run through the sky and earth of the two buildings, and vehicles keep shuttling in the rain.

The first rain of the year has entered spring, but this rain is as cold as winter rain, without the slightest breath of spring.

"It's the first rain of the year, cousin, are you thinking about your sister-in-law again?" Mu Jinchen walked up to him and sent out to find Yang Shangni's whereabouts had no news at all.

Mu Jinwei will personally look for the place he can think of, and every time he returns in vain, looking at the gray sky, just like his mood is as gloomy, and life without her is only gray.

Mu Jinwei took a deep puff of the cigarette in his hand.

"Cousin, sister-in-law doesn't like you to smoke. After Yang Shangni's disappearance, Mu Jinwei started smoking again, and perhaps only when she was around would he care about his body.

He pressed the cigarette butt in his hand into the ashtray, and could no longer search aimlessly like this, Yang Shangni had been missing for five months.

The day of their child's birth was getting closer and closer, and he couldn't let her face such a big thing as having a child alone.

Mu Jinwei looked at her own painting on the desk, which she painted in Jiangcheng, which was more than the portrait painted by a professional painter.

picked up the mobile phone and found Xiahou Biao's number, and was answered when the ringtone was about to end.

"Jinwei?" the other party's voice was obviously surprised, he didn't expect that one day Mu Jinwei would call him.

"Mr. Xiahou. ”

"Well, what are you calling me for?"

"Sorry to interrupt, I want to ask where Xiahou Chenjin is?" Mu Jinwei's tone was flat and polite.

"I don't know, what are you looking for him, I can help you contact him. "After Xiahou Biao left the Shogunate City, he never contacted Ruobai again.

Ruobai has always been free-range, he regularly transfers living expenses to his account, and never asks him how he is doing.

"I had some misunderstanding with my wife, she is avoiding me now, probably with Xiahou Chenjin. If Mr. Xiahou has any news, please let me know. Mu Jinwei didn't want to make this call, but there has been no news from Xiahou Che's side, maybe only Xiahou Biao can find Ruobai.

"Okay, don't worry, I'll help you find them as soon as possible. Take care of yourself. Xiahou hung up the phone after admonishing him.

When he got up from Vancouver to Los Angeles that day, he wanted to see if it was as Mu Jinwei said, and his youngest son hid his eldest son's wife.

When Xiahou Fei arrived at Ruobai Villa, Ruobai had just come back from rock climbing with Yang Shangni, Yang Shangni was still taking a bath, this villa was only known to Xiahou Biao, and Xiahou Che didn't know that he would live here.

Ruobai takes her to exercise every day and teaches her kung fu, he is worried that if he is not around, she will encounter an accident like last time, so as to protect herself, at least have the ability to save herself.