"It's too stuffy inside, I'll wait for you to come out!" Li Zhibin walked over.

I know that he must know about me and Chen Zhiwen.

"Xia Xia!" I interrupted him as soon as he spoke: "Don't persuade me, I'm fine!"

Li Zhibin smiled: "I'm not persuading you, you think I look like someone who will do that kind of girlish thing!"

I shook my head and laughed, "It's not like that!"

"Have you eaten!" asked me.

I shook my head, I just got off work and was going back to eat?

"That's right, I didn't eat either, I came all the way to you, you invited me to dinner!" Li Zhibin couldn't help but pull me into his car, and when I reacted, he had already started the car.

"Okay, please!" he always said that the wind is the rain, and I have to call my mother first, so that she can stop waiting for me and rest early.

Li Zhibin stopped at the door of a hot pot restaurant and said that he hadn't eaten for many years and wanted to eat, so let me accompany him.

"You came to me for this!" I laughed at him, Li Zhibin was silent, and the smoke was so thick that I could barely see his face.

He said he wanted to eat it, but the soup was boiling, and I didn't see anything he put anything in it, so I always felt that he had something on his mind.

"Zhibin, if you have anything, you just say it, I always feel panicked when you are like this, you better say, it's okay, we are not afraid of any blows!" I smiled and patted my chest, trying to make the atmosphere not so dull.

"Xia Xia!" Li Zhibin put down his chopsticks, as if he had mustered up a lot of courage: "I'll marry you!"

I was stunned for a moment, then laughed again: "I shouldn't have heard!"

"You obviously heard it!" Li Zhibin was stubborn: "If Aunt Yao keeps making trouble for you like this, you plan to live like this for the rest of your life!" Except for my brother, only I can protect you, he doesn't know about it now, and he has a bad relationship with his family, if he knows, you can imagine, and, you know, I like you!"

I don't know when Ji-bin will use this strategy again, he knows that what I care about most in my heart is whether Song Jun-hee is doing well.

I finally realized that he was not joking with me, so I was relieved to use chopsticks, and my tangled hand pinched my palm fiercely, "Zhibin, I have always regarded you as my relative." In my heart, you are my brother, and Jun-hee is as important as in my heart, I'm not lying to you, really. I carefully considered every word, for fear that I would accidentally hurt him, I didn't want to: "I know you like me, and I like you very much, but it's not like between men and women, love is only given and can't be recovered, Chen Zhiwen and I are good examples, there will be no good results, it's not suitable between us!" My nose was sour as if I had choked on vinegar.

This is not the first time Zhibin has said that he likes me, and this is not the first time I have refused.

The point is that I can't treat him like I did to Chen Zhiwen, I will die of guilt!

I don't want to hurt him more!

"I'm different from him, a selfish and cowardly thing, and I don't deserve to say love at all! Xia Xia, I thought about it for a few days, let's leave City A, go anywhere you want, and take your aunt with you!"

"Zhibin, if there is any difference between us and Junxi back then, what will your parents do, why are you so stupid?" I cried uncomfortably, tears rolling down one by one, "It's not worth it!" I couldn't stop shaking my head.

"There's nothing not worth it. Li Zhibin said firmly, he reached out to hold my hand, "You were so determined back then, I know that no matter what I do, you will not change your mind." So I can only hide behind your backs silently, and then I thought that my brother could give you happiness, so I went to the army. Do you remember what I said before I left, I said, if you don't have a good time, I'll take you away, but you're not having a good time at all now, I've waited for so many years, I don't think I can wait any longer, Xia Xia!"

Li Zhibin's eyes were firm, "I don't care if you love me in your heart, I just know that my heart has always been you." ”

I withdrew my hand little by little, "Zhibin, it's time for us all to wake up." Marriage is uncommensurate, even if Chen Zhiwen and I get married, we will not be happy, we are the same!"

Li Zhibin's expression didn't change much, as if my reaction was as he expected, "Is it still because of my brother?"

I twisted my eyebrows, "It has nothing to do with him." Really, Zhibin, it's my own problem. I clenched my fingers, "Zhibin, do you know, what you are doing now is the same as me and Junxi ten years ago." Don't make you a stranger because we make us, I want you to live freely and be happy!"

Li Zhibin looked at me and smiled, "Happy and happy, hehe, I know that I shouldn't come, I shouldn't say, Xia Xia, since you said that you and your brother have passed, why are you still so unable to let go in your heart!"

"I let go of him, but I can't let go of love!" I looked at Li Zhibin's face in the mist, and the more I felt sorry for him.

Maybe, maybe I really should leave?

But where can I go, take my mother around, I can't!

The hot pot that day had some unpleasant taste, Li Zhibin and I didn't eat much, looking at the things that went in, rolling in the pot, just like our hearts.

When I got out of the car, Li Zhibin pulled me: "You didn't say anything to me, don't avoid me, you know that I have always been thick-skinned, this little setback is nothing!"

Li Zhibin's smile was a little reluctant, and I didn't want to lose such a relative.

Nodding: "I've forgotten!"

"If you really forget, you fool, can't you make yourself better and make me feel at ease?"

"I'm doing well, is it possible that I have to find someone to marry, is this good?" I laughed, to be honest, Chen Zhiwen's cheating this time also touched me a lot, at least it made me understand one thing, marrying someone you don't love will hurt him more than me!

"I thought so!" Li Zhibin muttered in a low voice.

"Okay, let's go, be careful on the road!"

Driving away in his car, I squatted on the ground, I wanted to cry, I felt like I was a bad spirit, and I didn't have any interest!

Could it be that you will hide in the turtle shell like this for the rest of your life!

I hate myself like this, I have one thing in my mouth and one thing in my heart, and I hate to meet such a person at work the most.

Unfortunately, I have become like this myself.

Under the dim street lamp of the community, I sat there with my knees crossed, not wanting to go up, I didn't want my mother to see that I was out of luck and worried her.

I don't know how long I've been sitting, my legs are a little numb, and when I get up, my body is crooked, and I subconsciously go to the lamp pole.

The arm was suddenly held, in the middle of the night, I was naturally startled, raised my head in panic, I felt even more chaotic and directionless, and subconsciously wanted to escape.