Chapter 205 [Live Like You Want]
Yeguang chatted with Teacher Fan for a long time, chatting about everything, laughing and talking about interesting things in school, and then Teacher Fan told Yeguang about the big truths and told him some of his experiences.
In the end, it is a patient, and he is tired after talking for a long time, Teacher Fan is obviously very tired, and when he sees Teacher Fan like this, it is not good to talk to Teacher Fan all the time, and he proposes to say goodbye.
Teacher Fan didn't let him go immediately, but looked at Fan Qingwen and Liu Chiyan, "Qingwen, you take Chiyan around, Dad has something to say to Xiaoye." ”
Fan Qingwen was puzzled, "Dad, what are you talking about, you have to break us apart?"
Teacher Fan made a straight face, "If you are told to go, you will go, and ask so much why are you doing." ”
Fan Qingwen shrugged her shoulders and led Liu Chiyan out of the ward, and when she went out, she kindly reminded Liu Chiyan to wear sunglasses and a mask.
Both of them went out, and Yeguang looked at Teacher Fan, "Teacher Fan, if you have anything to say, just say it." ”
Teacher Fan nodded, "Xiaoye, Teacher Fan is talking to you for the last few words, don't be annoyed." ”
Luminous: "How can it, Mr. Fan, your words, when I have been reading for ten years, how can I be annoyed, you say, I listen." ”
Teacher Fan looked at the night light, "Xiaoye, I'm afraid the days are numbered." ”
Luminous: "Teacher Fan, don't say that, you still have a long life." ”
Teacher Fan shook his head, "You don't have to comfort me, I can see it, people have to have such a thing, and they still have some feelings when they die, maybe now the black and white impermanence of the soul is waiting for me to swallow this breath, I don't dare to say these words to Qingwen, for fear that he will worry, but I know that it has come to an end, maybe I will leave one day, maybe it will be tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, anyway, this life will come to an end."
Yeguang was silent, Teacher Fan's illness was indeed not optimistic, the doctors were helpless, and basically one foot had already stepped into Huangquan.
"The teacher had a dream last night. Teacher Fan suddenly changed the subject, "I have dreamed of a lot of things, and I have dreamed of you." ”
"Teacher Fan, what did you dream of me?" asked Luminous.
Teacher Fan didn't speak immediately, looked at the night light with deep and cloudy eyes, and said slowly, "I dreamed that you were standing on the high platform, and countless people in the audience bowed to you and called you the Holy Master, but you stood on the high platform, but the six gods had no master, as if there was no soul, and in a trance I saw the blue sky above your head hanging down with a big hand, holding a few threads in your hand, and the end of the line was connected to you, and the thread in your big hand was gently pulled, and you waved to the stage like a puppet." ”
The luminous pupils shrank, and the waves swelled in his heart.
If it were someone else, hearing Teacher Fan say such a bizarre dream, it might just be a smile, but Yeguang was really shocked when he heard it.
The only main character of his system is the Ten Thousand Masters Watch, and the system is exactly what he wants to do in this direction, and it is not an exaggeration to say that the system is manipulating the luminous light.
Is it a marionette? It does look a little like it, Yeguang can't help but laugh at herself a little in her heart, but what makes Yeguang even stranger is why Teacher Fan dreams of these things inexplicably.
Teacher Fan continued, " I also dreamed of another you, another you, in the universe, turned into a giant, surrounded by darkness, you stepped on the void, carrying a huge continent on your back, one of your hands glowing, pointing to the same shining place in the depths of the universe, your shoulders shouted reading and laughing, children chasing and playing on your shoulders, you smiled and looked over, your eyes were like the sun shining, warm and warm, and then you carried the continent on your back with difficulty, and marched towards that light in the darkness. ”
Yeguang didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say, but he just looked at Teacher Fan with blazing eyes.
Teacher Fan also looked at him, "It's a strange dream, I dreamed of two of you, Xiaoye, don't be afraid of the teacher's nagging, I even have to talk to you about a dream, because the teacher has a voice in his heart telling me that I should tell you about this dream, I think this is the last bit of guidance God gave me." ”
Yeguang forcibly held back the shock surging in his heart, and pretended to be calm, "Teacher, what you said is too mysterious, how can I be worshiped by others, and I can still become a giant, teacher, don't you believe in science the most? Why is it that today is black and white impermanence and God's guidance, this is not like your style." ”
Teacher Fan smiled lightly, "When people are about to die, they can always see or sense some things that they couldn't see before, I have to believe it, Xiao Guo, are you right?" ”
Yeguang was stunned, "Teacher Fan, what do you call me?"
Teacher Fan waved his hand, "Hey, when people are old and sick, they are confused and pursed." ”
Suddenly, Yeguang remembered something, her pupils shrank, and an irrepressible horror burst out from her eyes, and with a "grunt", Yeguang swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Teacher Fan saw the appearance of the night light, didn't say anything, and looked at the night light quietly, "The teacher doesn't know where the height of your future stand is, but the teacher knows that your future will definitely stand very high, the teacher has always been very optimistic about you, you must not let the teacher down, no matter what achievements you have in the future, you must remember to be for the country and the people, and never forget the original intention." ”
Yeguang didn't say a word, quietly listening to Teacher Fan's teachings to him.
"Life is impermanent, the road is rough, there will be countless ups and downs and thorns in the future, don't be afraid, don't retreat, and don't pay attention to the chirping insects and birds that laugh at you along the way, break through, and one day, you will stand where they look up. ”
Luminous thought for a moment and finally spoke, "Teacher, I also want to be a giant, but... It's hard, I... I don't know how to do it. ”
Teacher Fan's eyes flashed with a glimmer of light, "Don't force it, there is a destiny in the dark, and someone will keep pushing you forward, but the teacher hopes that you don't become that marionette." ”
Luminous: "Teacher, what should I do?"
Teacher Fan: "You must always have a light in your eyes and live as you want, not just live as others and live as others want." ”
Yeguang got up and bowed deeply to Teacher Fan.
Not long after, Liu Chiyan and Fan Qingwen came back, and the conversation between Yeguang and Teacher Fan was over, Teacher Fan was tired and had fallen asleep before Fan Qingwen and Liu Chiyan came back, and Yeguang and Liu Chiyan left the hospital after saying goodbye to Fan Qingwen.
On the way back, Liu Chiyan said, "Yeguang, your teacher is very wise, when chatting with you, your teacher's words are very reasonable, you should come and chat with your teacher more." ”
Liu Chiyan said what Teacher Fan and Yeguang said when she was there, and Yeguang remembered what Teacher Fan said to him when Fan Qingwen and Liu Chiyan were away, and sighed lightly.
"Yes, the teacher is very wise. ”