Chapter 275: What Is Your Purpose?
During the day, Su Meng went to school, but Li Zhibin seemed to have nothing to do, and he used to be able to see her every day in the name of protecting her, but now?
She's married and really doesn't need him anymore!
In addition to drinking and playing games in the dark every day, Li Zhibin felt very irritable, and suddenly didn't know what to do in the next days, and he didn't know how he had come over the past ten years, he suddenly felt that he was nothing, just a waste.
No wonder Liu Xia doesn't like him, no one likes his virtue!
Suddenly got up from the chair, waved his hand on Zhuo Zai, the coffee cups, magazines, keyboards and other things on the table fell to the ground, Su Meng heard the sound as soon as he entered the door, he was startled, and thought that something was wrong at home, so he rushed over to take a look, Li Zhibin was standing there, looking at the mess in a daze.
Su Meng went over to pull his arm, Li Zhibin was upset, his hand was subconsciously shaken, he had a lot of strength, Su Meng rushed in and didn't stand firmly, and he was thrown away by him and sat on the ground.
The hand accidentally pressed on the shard on the table just now, and Su Meng bared her teeth in pain, but she was worried about Li Zhibin, what was going on.
Li Zhibin saw that he pushed Su Meng down, but his heart became even more irritable, and he pulled Su Meng up from the ground and grabbed her collar: "Why do you want to marry me, why? What is your purpose!"
Li Zhibin's eyes were red, and he also had the smell of alcohol on his body, obviously he was drunk, Su Meng didn't see him drunk, he didn't see him in pain, but it was the first time like this, he had been pretending to be chic for so long, and finally collapsed!
Su Meng looked at Li Zhibin stupidly, distressed and overwhelmed.
"What is your purpose, why do you want to marry me? Why? Don't have any plans?" Li Zhibin pulled me in front of him with all his strength, and Su Meng's feet were off the ground.
"No, Zhibin, calm down, calm down!"
Li Zhibin will not be able to listen to this, pressing Su Meng on the table, Su Meng was shocked and frightened, Li Zhibin sneered: "What? Isn't this what you want?"
Su Meng subconsciously knew that Li Zhibin was going to ask her here, she couldn't help but struggle, but she still couldn't resist his strength, and was forced to press on the desk by him.
Su Meng had never done these things with Li Zhibin outside the bed, she couldn't help but be a little afraid, besides, what kind of system is this?
"Li Zhibin, you're crazy, let me go!"
Li Zhibin didn't pay attention to what she said, he just neatly pulled off her clothes, unzipped her clothes, supported her body with her waist, and then pushed himself in.
His temper has always been bad when facing Su Meng, and he will go crazy when he says that he will go crazy, and he can't even control himself.
Every time he went crazy, Su Meng let him, but this time Su Meng simply had no choice.
He pressed her under him, and tossed her fiercely without the slightest pity, as if venting his anger in his heart, and as if punishing her.
Li Zhibin thought like this, and his strength increased.
Su Meng's aching forehead suddenly burst into sweat, in the past, she would grab the sheets, but now, there is a marble table below, she tried her best to grab it, but she couldn't catch it, but she grinded her fingers hard and painful.
She wanted to open her mouth to beg him, but she couldn't.
He's going to go crazy and won't listen to anything!
She could only close her eyes, thinking about the kindness he had done to her since she knew him to the present, although there were very few, but she thought about them all!
She told herself that she became like this because she was sad, and although it was not her who made him so sad, she could at least be with him
So what is it that she is suffering from this?
Although he doesn't love her now, she believes that if she falls in love with her over time and gives her time, she will definitely make him fall in love with her.
Seeing him like this, it was really distressing.
However, the pain in her heart will not be worth the pain that Li Zhibin gave her body.
She felt as if she had fallen into an infernal hell, and her body felt like it had been torn in half.
However, she could do nothing but endure it.
When he was finished, she slid down the desk softly, and collapsed on the ground weakly, with no strength at all, her whole body ached, and she couldn't get up from sitting on the ground.
Li Zhibin slowly sorted out his clothes, and glanced at her condescendingly, still so irritable in his heart, but looking at Su Meng like this, as if he had hurt half his life, he spread there softly.
I wanted to lift my legs and leave, but when I walked to the door, I turned around and carried her straight upstairs.
Put it on the bed, and when I looked down, I found that my shirt was stained with blood, but I didn't know where the blood came from, and I didn't feel any pain on my body, could it be?
Li Zhibin shook his head, as if he had suddenly woken up, and began to check Su Meng's body, Su Meng saw him like this and thought he was crazy again, and subconsciously pulled the quilt to protect his body.
Li Zhibin's eyes were sharp, and he grabbed her hand: "Are you injured?"
Su Meng's wrist was pulled by him, and the wound was involved, which hurt even more.
Li Zhibin frowned, what kind of bastard thing did he do, every time he was in a bad mood, he took out his anger at her, Li Zhibin felt that he was simply a man in vain!
took gauze and potion, first helped Su Meng clean the wound, and then carefully bandaged her hand with gauze.
"I'm sorry!" Li Zhibin rarely said to people that these were three words.
After speaking, it seemed that he felt that he had no face to face Su Meng again, and turned around to leave.
"Don't go!" Su Meng saw that he was leaving, maybe because of guilt in her heart, maybe she didn't come back, so she killed herself and let him go?
Li Zhibin paused: "I will ask an aunt to take care of you!"
Although Su Meng's body was sore, she struggled to get up from the bed and hugged Li Zhibin from behind: "I don't allow you to go, I know that you feel hurt me in your heart, feel guilty about me, and don't know how to face me, but I know that you didn't mean it."
I know, you haven't forgotten her, you want to see her, but you don't want to disturb her, I'm sad, Zhibin, I'm with you, I think about her, I forget her with you, okay, but you're not allowed to go, you're gone, what should I do, we are husband and wife, those things····· It was supposed to be.
Don't go, stay with me, I'll be scared here alone, you didn't go home a few days ago, I don't dare to sleep alone, I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid that no one will accompany me, don't go, okay?"
Su Meng hugged Li Zhibin, and she almost shed tears, but Su Meng is the kind of girl who looks like she loves to cry, but rarely sheds tears.
It's just that the appearance of crying without crying is even more pitiful!
Su Meng's soft and glutinous voice with a coquettish and begging voice made Li Zhibin's heart soften all of a sudden, and his stiff body relaxed little by little.
"Who said I was leaving, I just went downstairs to pour you a glass of water!" Li Zhibin wanted to laugh, but his face was too stiff, as if he had taken too much Botox, like that, it was really not very good-looking.
Li Zhibin turned to look at Su Meng, the little girl's eyes were shining, as if she had cried, but there were no tears on her face.
Su Meng lay on his chest and held his hand with an uninjured hand: "I'm not thirsty, I want you to accompany me!"
Li Zhibin feels that this girl is getting more and more clingy, but there is no way, he will indeed be wrong, make her sad, hurt her, forget it, just accompany her!
Su Meng saw that his heart was soft, and quietly hooked his lips: "My legs are sore!"
"Then lie on the bed!" Li Zhibin patted her shoulder like a puppy.
"I can't move!" Su Meng looked at Li Zhibin with tears in her eyes, who can refuse this?
"I'll hold you!"
"Thank you, husband!" Su Meng smiled. Still not satisfied: "I want you to lie down with me!"
She was coquettish, and Li Zhibin had no choice but to lie down next to her.
Su Meng pillowed on Li Zhibin's arm, closed her eyes, and hid all the sadness in her heart.
She knows Li Zhibin too well, she is affectionate and soft-hearted, a kind big boy, this will be guilty in her heart, she knows it with affection, moves it with reason, and then spoils, he will definitely stay with her, eat him, Su Meng thought, she is not calculating him, besides, she is injured, it can be regarded as compensation!
And what her mother-in-law told her a few days ago, let her persuade Zhibin to work in the company, her father-in-law is not young, Zhiyao is still young, there is only one him in the family, a man must have a career, and playing games at home all day is not long, before, he helped Xia Xia take care of the studio, although he has not read any books, but he is sincere, his mind is also active, and he should be able to be a big responsibility under the practice of the father-in-law.
It's just that he always acts like this, and she has to find a way to persuade him.
Although Su Meng was forcing his eyes, he was thinking about things in his heart, and he didn't fall asleep, but Li Zhibin drank wine, played games, and stayed up for a day and a night, and he was already tired, but he fell asleep first.
Su Meng listened to his snoring, eager to bite him, it seems that it will be transformed slowly, and the future will be long.
In the middle of the night, the two of them woke up hungry, and in the afternoon they didn't eat when they fell asleep.
Su Meng heard Li Zhibin's stomach growl, wanted to laugh, and held back: "Or I'll give you noodles!"
Su Meng thought that this was all he would do, and his hand was injured, if this guy had a conscience, he would naturally not let him go.
But in the middle of the night, even if you have money, where is the store still open waiting for the two of them!
Li Zhibin grabbed Su Meng: "Your hand is injured, or I'll come, there are instant noodles at home, can you eat them?"
"Instant noodles!" Su Meng pouted, that kind of thing is not nutritious, forget it, and gain weight, but this will be very hungry, forget it.
"What's wrong?" Li Zhibin looked at her frowning and felt distressed, this girl's skin was originally white, but now the light is shining, it is more and more white and transparent, plus her expression, it is even more pitiful, the big eyes under Qi bangs are wet, she shouldn't be hungry and crying!
Eating instant noodles is really too wronged by her, although she is not the biological daughter of the Su family, she is also pampered, and she grew up like a young lady, and she followed him to eat instant noodles.
"I'll add an egg to you!" But this time Li Zhibin can only satisfy her by adding an egg, and he really can't do anything else.
Su Meng couldn't help but laugh, look at how this Li Dagongzi makes instant noodles!
Nodding, Li Zhibin got up and went downstairs.
Poached eggs Li Zhibin naturally can't, he can only turn on the fire first, boiling boiling water while boiling eggs.
Wait a minute, just peel the skin, put it in, and you're done!
He boiled a total of four eggs, but the first one peeled off, I don't know what's going on, the yolk in it suddenly flowed out, almost didn't burn him to death, and with a flick of his hand, the remaining eggs were thrown to the wall by him, and then slowly slid down and shattered completely, and the wall where the yolk flowed, all on the ground, looked miserable!
Li Zhibin felt that this must be undercooked, so he turned on the fire and continued to cook.
He was afraid that he would make another mistake, so he stood there and watched, and after a while one of them cracked, squeezing out a big lump, which looked ugly.
Four eggs, originally thought of two per person, but now, there can only be one per person, Li Zhibin scratched his head, very annoyed, he is really a waste, forget it, he won't eat it, let Su Meng eat both of them.
This girl seems to have lost a lot of weight after following him, let her make up for it!
The eggshell was very hot, and the volume of the two eggs peeled at the end was less than one-third, and it was uneven.
Li Zhibin sighed, forget it, she will go down tonight, and she will definitely be invited to a big dinner tomorrow!
Li Zhibin went up with two buckets of instant noodles and put them on the table in the small living room connected to the bedroom: "Su Meng, come and eat!"
Su Meng glanced at Li Zhibin, who was a little embarrassed, and smiled: "It's quite fragrant!"
Li Zhibin's expression looked better: "Then eat it!"
Su Meng looked at the two pitted eggs in his face, and glanced at Li Zhibin's bowl, his no, Su Meng wanted to laugh, thinking of the scene when he boiled white water eggs for him for the first time, it is estimated that he will only be worse, and the only ones who may survive are the two in his own noodles!
Su Meng forked an egg with a fork and put it in Li Zhibin's noodles: "I can't eat so much, one person is just right!"
Li Zhibin was stunned for a moment, watching Su Meng smile at him, and all the guilt came up.
"Su Meng, what's so good about me, why do you have to marry me!"
"It's nothing good, but I like it!" Su Meng seemed to be smiling, and she didn't say anything righteous, but Li Zhibin felt that what she said must be true and didn't lie to him.
I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say it, and in the end, it only turned into a sentence: "Eat it, the noodles are going to be mushy!"
Su Meng doesn't like to eat instant noodles, and she doesn't even like the smell when she smells it, but today she still eats cleanly, and even drinks the soup.
"You must be thirsty, I'll go downstairs and get a drink!" Su Meng felt cute when she saw Li Zhibin so obediently, she just liked him like this, and she looked at her with joy and sorrow on this face.
Su Meng suddenly remembered that the two of them yesterday afternoon, she hadn't taken medicine yet, although her mother-in-law wanted the two of them to have children, but Su Meng had her own attention, she was scheming against Zhibin, but this was because she liked him and never hurt him, if she really had a child, it would be like using a child to blackmail him, although it worked, but this trick, she didn't want to use it.
Li Zhibin doesn't wear a condom on weekdays, and she can't remind him as a girl, so she can only take medicine by herself, thinking of this, she quickly got up, picked up the contraceptive pill she was hiding and ate two pills, eating instant noodles was originally uncomfortable in the stomach, plus this medicine stimulated the stomach, Su Meng felt a wave of nausea in the stomach.
I ran to the bathroom and threw up.
As soon as Li Zhibin came in, he saw Su Meng rushing into the bathroom, and hurriedly followed.
"What's wrong, are you uncomfortable?" asked Li Zhibin, patting me on the back.
Su Meng didn't want Li Zhibin to know: "It's okay, it's okay!"
Li Zhibin looked at her and was obviously very uncomfortable, but she was still strong.
Help her out of the bathroom and let her sit down.
When he saw the medicine box on the table, he thought that she was sick and hid it from him, so he subconsciously took the box and looked at it, and his face immediately sank when he saw it: "Who let you eat this!"
Su Meng had time to throw away the box just now, but this time he caught it: "I······ I don't want to leash you with a child, I just don't want to embarrass you!"
If you have a child, it should be very difficult to face a woman you don't like and your own child, the child will also be affected, she doesn't want her child to give her general, since she was a child, she has figured out people's hearts, pleasing people, tired!
Li Zhibin didn't think of this, and he even selfishly wanted to use Su Meng as a tool for his own child, and he didn't think about it so much at all.
"I know you haven't forgotten Sister Xia Xia, and you're not in a good mood during this time, besides, I haven't graduated yet!" Su Meng muttered quietly.
"Don't be angry!" Su Meng took Li Zhibin's hand and shook it.
Li Zhibin was silent for a long time: "I don't blame you, it's my fault, don't eat this in the future!"
Su Meng was happy in her heart, she knew that she had seen the medicine she had taken earlier, and she didn't have to secretly think about where to hide the medicine every day.
Su Meng raised his head, such a Zhibin, he restrained all his anger, and he was particularly elegant, quiet and beautiful.
The light of the bedroom was soft, just hitting half of his face, and his three-dimensional and perfect silhouette was half light and half dark, with a dazzling light that could not be described by a touch of brushwork.
She had known him for almost two years and had seen such an expression on his face for the first time.
She didn't know if it was her delusion, but she always felt that at this moment, Li Zhibin's eyebrows were filled with a touch of distress and guilt.
Is it for her?
She has seen many of Li Zhibin's appearances, the appearance of being angry and thunderous, mentioning Xia Xia's high-spirited appearance, secretly sad and drunk appearance, and the appearance of cold eyebrows under anger, but she has never seen him like this, all his emotions at the moment are because of her.
At this moment, Su Meng felt that Li Zhibin belonged to her completely, the person was hers, and the heart was hers.
He looks like this, he is very handsome, very charming, and she loves it very much!
couldn't help hugging him, humming coquettishly: "I know I'm wrong, next time I'll discuss it with you, it's still early before dawn, I still want to sleep, you accompany me!"
Su Meng is cheating, anyway, she is younger than him, he can't pull his face, she can!
Su Meng pulled him, and Li Zhibin also followed Su Meng and lay down again.
When I woke up again, the sun was shining all over the bed, the weather was really good, Su Meng stretched her waist, it was so comfortable, but it seemed like she suddenly thought of something, it was almost half past seven, she had a class in the morning!
Oh no, no, I'm going to be late!
Su Meng bounced up from the bed as if she was electrocuted: "Husband, I'm going to be late, I will definitely be scolded by the professor!"
Li Zhibin was awakened by her startle: "If you are late, you will be late, that is not normal!"
Li Zhibin was used to being free and casual when he went to school, and he didn't feel anything.
"How can you be late, it's doomed!" Su Meng chattered like a child while putting on her clothes.
"Don't be verbose, I'll send you, isn't there still half an hour, I'll send you, twenty minutes will be there!" Li Zhibin got up lazily and found a piece of clothing from the closet to put on.
Su Meng is now used to him being naked in front of him, and he is also helping him button it, but his palm is injured, and it is really inconvenient to button it.
"I'll come by myself, you are busy with yourself first!" Li Zhibin saw that Su Meng's hair was messy and her face was not washed, so he hurriedly urged her to clean up first.
Li Zhibin didn't have time to wash his face, so he went downstairs to drive, Su Meng packed up and kicked downstairs, sped away, and the car drove directly into the campus and stopped in front of the teaching building.
Su Meng looked at the time, and sure enough, he arrived in twenty minutes, and Li Zhibin's driving skills were really not covered.
Su Meng was in a good mood and kissed him on the face: "I have a class this morning, you come to pick me up, you said you want to invite me to a big meal, don't lie to me!"
Li Zhibin was stunned, Su Meng had already gotten out of the car, and Li Zhibin suddenly stopped her: "Wait!"
Then he handed her the milk he had taken at home: "Drink some milk, don't be hungry!"
Su Meng's eyes laughed, like a crooked moon, and facing the light, Li Zhibin felt that this girl was very beautiful at this moment, and when he came back to his senses, the little girl had already run away.
Li Zhibin smirked, thinking that in order to keep her from being late for school today, he hadn't washed his face yet, and this tie was also beaten crookedly by him, forget it, let's go back and wash up first.
You should also buy a car for this girl, otherwise it will be inconvenient to take a taxi to and from school every day, and I don't know if this girl will drive.
But thinking about it again, the Su family doesn't have a lot of cars, this girl should be able to do it!
Li Zhibin went home and took a shower to see that it was still early for her to get out of class, and went directly to the flagship store.
The new Beetle, white, should be suitable for the girl, quiet as a virgin and as cunning as a rabbit.
Li Zhibin's big man couldn't drive this by himself, so he directly asked people to send the car downstairs to their villa, which was a surprise for that girl!
Thinking about it like this, I was in a good mood, so I drove to Su Meng's school, and walked around her campus a few times when I was idle.
This will be class time, there are not many people on campus, the spring sun is good, under the trees, on the grass, there are students reading there, very quiet academic atmosphere.
Li Zhibin suddenly thought of his student days, he had never studied hard, and later entered the army, but he was a good seedling, but unfortunately because of Xia Xia's affairs, he was discharged from the army ahead of schedule, and so many years have passed in a blink of an eye, and now the classmates around him are all proud of their love and career, and he is the only one.
It was nothing, the excitement was suddenly gone, and I sat lonely on the bench, looking at the water in the lake, and when the wind blew, there were ripples layer by layer!