Chapter 165: I Just Want to Be Stronger

"Whether you call me cowardly, or say I'm strong, I just want to get out of here now!"

"What about when you get out of here? Can your heart leave?"

Chu Hemeng's eyelashes trembled, and she caught a glimpse of Xing Haodong and Chu Cassia chasing behind her, and she immediately raised her hand to wipe away her tears.

"Chu Cassia Ming, you told me how your childhood was spent in remorse, then I can tell you now that my childhood was spent like just now! Being scolded and fighting is my daily routine, I didn't have my brother to stand up to protect me at that time, and now I don't need it either!" Chu Hemeng said and turned his head to look at Xing Haodong, "I don't know what you are hot and cold to me for, but we are not from the same world!" If the phone is broken, your first thought is to buy a new one, and for me, as long as it can be repaired, it can continue to be used, so you and I are still going our own way!"

"Moe ......"

Chu Cassia wanted to step forward, but was stopped by Xing Haodong.

Xing Haodong said slowly: "Okay, I promise you, we will definitely not bother you until you are willing to accept us." ”

"Very good!" Chu Hemeng rolled away with tears in his eyes.

Heka glared at Xing Haodong and quickly chased after him.

Chu Cianming grabbed Xing Haodong's shirt angrily and roared, "What do you mean by this?"

"You also saw it just now, our existence will only make Chu Hemeng's situation more embarrassing!

Chu Cassia Ming's brows trembled, the strength in his hand relaxed, and Xing Haodong pushed him away.

"If you want her to be good, let her spend her last year of college quietly, that's the only thing we can give her!"

After speaking, Xing Haodong straightened his collar, looked at the back of the crane, and turned back to the venue.

Chu Cassia stiffly withdrew his hand, and just raised his eyes to see Han Runcheng coming out of the venue.

"Yo, isn't this the eldest of the Chu family?" Han Runcheng raised his hand and patted Chu Cassia on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you to have two Peugeot sisters! One is more beautiful than the other! I don't know if you will become my brother-in-law in the future?"

"Less nonsense!" Chu Cassia impatiently opened Han Runcheng's hand.

Han Runcheng smiled nonchalantly, and said: "With the background and strength of the Chu family, how can you be willing to be in the hearts of the people and only be Xing Haodong's follower? As long as Chu Dashao is willing, the door of our Han Group will always be open for you!"

Chu Cianming sneered and wiped Han Runcheng's shoulder, feeling that it was a waste to say even one more word.

Han Runcheng gritted his teeth and looked back at Chu Cassia Ming's back, and sneered secretly: "Chu Cassia Ming, let's see! One day, you will come to me on your knees!"

"Young Master, Great Young Master!"

Han Runcheng frowned and roared, "What's such a fuss?"

"Young master, the master asked you to hurry home and say...... said that the second young master had returned. ”

Han Runcheng's face suddenly turned gloomy, and he slapped his follower on the head, "If he asks me to go back, I have to go back?"

The attendant hurried to prepare the car, and by this time Heka's car had already driven on the elevated road.

"You and Xing Haodong have no relationship at all, why do you have to torture each other?"

There was a dead silence in the car, and Tsuru tried to break the deadlock.

Chu Hemeng raised his eyes with a wry smile and said, "With someone born like me by his side, he will only become the laughing stock of others." ”

Tsuruka's hand holding the steering wheel trembled, and he said in disbelief: "But this is ......"

"There is an insurmountable gap between me and his world, and it's good to keep that distance. Today, Shi Xiaolan and a few of them completely woke me up, people like me were not worthy of Xing Haodong in the first place. If he is destined to be mine, then no matter how many years I struggle to become worthy of him, he will wait for me in the same place. ”

Time flies, whether it is sad or happy, it will never stop for anyone. At the end of winter and spring, the grass on the campus grows tender new grass, and the bare branches are also dotted with emerald green elves, quiet and beautiful without a trace of dust, and even the air is full of the smell of spring.

After Lin Sen left, Chu Hemeng found the tutor of his graduation sketch and changed the repertoire and script that had been selected into a single play. The teacher said that this was the first time he had encountered a one-man show in his graduation sketch for many years. Chu Hemeng just smiled, and said shallowly that there will always be a first time.

In addition to completing the final homework with Yuan Qi every day, she is alone in the rehearsal room pondering the graduation sketch. Yuan Qi and her boyfriend occasionally come to be her audience, and then go out to eat and drink, and on weekends they can ride a bicycle nearby, picnic and fish in the mountains, the three of them are happy and carefree together, and they don't even know that the time has quietly gone to early summer.

"The shadow of the camphor tree has become so big!"

Chu Hemeng stopped under the camphor tree on her bicycle, looked up, half-squinted, and the spots of the sun jumped mischievously on her cheeks. Yuan Qi nodded and said with a smile: "Even the voices that know are already coming and going, it seems that midsummer is not far away." ”

"It's not far from our graduation time. ”

Yuan Qi's gaze was slightly dim, Chu Hemeng took a deep breath, and immediately changed the topic again. The two of them rode side by side towards the school library, and the tranquility along the way was as unrealistic as a dream. Chu Hemeng secretly thought to herself, after so many things, she almost forgot what it was like for her to first step into this campus four years ago, because now in her heart, she only remembered what she looked like when she was by Xing Haodong's side.

After more than half a year in the blink of an eye, Xing Haodong really kept the agreement between them and did not bother himself again. However, Chu Hemeng didn't have a bottom in his heart, did he understand what he meant, or was it just that he had forgotten about himself? Chu Hemeng shook his head impatiently, and said that he wouldn't think about him, wouldn't he? This was originally his own decision, and everything was left to the destiny of heaven!

"Mengmeng, come in!" Yuan Qi waved at her at the entrance of the library.

Chu Hemeng came back to his senses and quickly parked the car, like many college students, they like to come to the library to grab a place in the hot summer, because the air conditioner in it is turned on very much, if it is a little late, there is no place to sit on the ground. Chu Hemeng hurriedly ran in with Yuan Qi, firmly blocking Xing Haodong, who was constantly missing in his heart, from the door.

After another half a month, the school was full of posters of the graduation performance of the acting department. Each class is arranged at a different time, and the Golden Performance Hall is full of drama almost every day. Teachers and students of the whole school, as long as they are interested, can come to watch, and almost every day is full.

"Why are there so many people? I'm so nervous! I wonder if there will be so many ......people when it's our turn."

Today is the graduation performance of Class A of the Performance Department, Yuan Qi and Chu Hemeng are sitting in the audience, and the two of them are even more nervous than the actors who are going to go on stage. Chu Hemeng clenched Yuan Qi's hand, smiled lightly and comforted: "If there are not so many people in the audience when we perform, and even if they will leave the table halfway, we should be nervous at that time, shouldn't we?"

"Hmm. Yuan Qi took a deep breath and nodded heavily, "I believe we will perform better then!"

The two encouraged each other, and when the day came when they were really going to perform, Chu Hemeng's heart was not nervous at all. Their performance was in the afternoon, but early in the morning they had to come to the performance hall to set up the stage.

Chu Hemeng stood in the center of the stage with a large cardboard box full of streamers in his arms, turned to look at the dense seats under the stage, and smiled inadvertently at the corner of his mouth. Whenever she stands on the stage, she always feels that this is the closest moment between herself and her mother, she always feels that she is looking at things through her mother's perspective, imagining what her mother looked like when she stood on the stage, what kind of performance and what kind of voice she used to conquer the audience.

"Mom, you're going to watch me perform today, aren't you?"

Chu Hemeng smiled lightly at the empty seats under the stage, as if he had seen his mother sitting under the stage.

She took a deep breath of confidence, turned around, and went busy for the perfect performance this afternoon.

After lunch, time seems to pass faster. Chu Hemeng only felt that he had just swallowed the last bite of fish-flavored eggplant, but Yuan Qi had already hurriedly changed into a performance costume and went on stage. Chu Hemeng stood up uneasily, looking at Yuan Qi's back, her ears were full of noisy voices in the locker room, and her heart couldn't help but jump to her throat again.

"Classmate Chu Hemeng. ”

"Yes!"

Chu Hemeng heard the squad leader's voice and immediately turned around, but he didn't expect the squad leader to hold a large bouquet of sunflowers in front of him. The squad leader smiled and said, "Someone asked me to give you flowers, come on! You are the pride of our class!"

"Yes......"

Chu Hemeng dragged out the end of the note weakly, but his eyes stared intently at the sunflower in front of him, stunned.

Is this mysterious flower giver here too? Is he also waiting for him offstage?

Chu Hemeng happily pulled out the greeting card in the bouquet, it was still a simple sentence, but it was enough to calm her heart.

"Looking forward to your wonderful performance, let me see a different you. ”

"Chu Hemeng, what are you still doing in a daze? Why don't you hurry up and change your clothes?"

Chu Hemeng came back to his senses, immediately responded, carefully put the sunflower on his makeup table, and whispered: "Thank you! I will definitely do my best! Let you see the new me!"

"Chu Hemeng!"

"It's coming!" Chu Hemeng immediately waved his hand and changed his clothes.