Chapter 39: The True Meaning of Love

This time I was in a coma, I felt as if I had entered hell, experienced several cycles of life and death, and endured endless torture before finally waking up from fear.

After waking up, my whole body was drenched in sweat, and I felt like I was still in shock, but when I saw Uncle Lin's anxious face, my heart slowly calmed down and I knew that I was back in the world.

It's just that the first feeling I felt when I returned to the world was pain, and the pain in several parts of my body stimulated my nerves, and I couldn't help but pull the corners of my mouth in pain.

As soon as Uncle Lin saw me wake up, his eyes lit up and he immediately called the doctor.

The doctor examined me as usual, helped me change the medicine, hung up a bottle of drip, and said that my foundation was weak, and I would be fine if I rested more.

After the doctor left, Uncle Lin slowly told me about my coma, and he told me that I had been in a coma for two days, but he was not lightly scared. Originally, when he learned that I was fighting, he thought it was nothing, but such a desperate fight still made Uncle Lin a little angry, he said that I was too reckless, if I had three long and two short, he wouldn't know how to explain it to my dad.

Finally, he also solemnly warned me not to be impulsive in the future.

For Uncle Lin's advice, I listened to it in a trance, and the whole person seemed to be still immersed in an ethereal world, with no eyes in his eyes, only staring blankly at the ceiling.

Uncle Lin was helpless when he saw me like this, so he could only sigh and say, "Alas, I have the same temperament as your father, righteous and bloody!"

I don't know if Uncle Lin is praising me or what, and I don't know my dad's character very well, when he left me, I was too young after all.

At this moment, I was still in a trance, thinking about the battle in the square that day.

Although I knew that I won in the end, I still couldn't feel happy in my heart, and I couldn't forget Xu Nan's earth-shattering cry at the moment before I fell into a coma.

Thinking of her, I couldn't help but roll my eyes, looked at the ward, and found that except for Uncle Lin, there was no one, and it was indeed quite deserted.

After a pause, I couldn't help but ask Uncle Lin, "Uncle, has anyone come to see me in the past two days?"

Uncle Lin seemed to have suddenly become a roundworm in my stomach, and he knew what I wanted to ask at once, he almost didn't hesitate, and asked me directly: "You want to ask about the girl surnamed Xu, right?"

I bit my lip and nodded sheepishly.

Uncle Lin smiled helplessly and said, "I heard that you fought this time because of that girl." I really didn't expect that you even inherited this to your father, fascinated by love, crazy about love, and willing to give up everything for the so-called love. What, Laizi, are you in love?"

I shook my head blankly and replied, "No!"

Uncle Lin may have seen the helplessness in the point, sighed, and said: "The child surnamed Xu seems to be a little frightened, he was picked up by her family, and he has never been to the hospital, as for the specific situation, I don't know!"

After listening to Uncle Lin's words, I was inevitably a little lost in my heart, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, but I didn't see Xu Nan's text message, I wanted to make a call to ask her about the situation, but I still held back, and I only walked obediently and recuperated.

For the next two days, I stayed in the ward, cooperating with the doctor's instructions, recuperating from my injuries, and Uncle Lin was by my side, almost never leaving.

During this period, only the beautiful man Loach and his gang came to see me.

However, as soon as the beautiful man arrived, he was counted down by Uncle Lin, saying that he didn't take good care of me.

The beautiful man just smiled awkwardly and didn't refute. I'm very embarrassed to do it, I know very well that the beautiful man is a true brother, every time I have something, he is willing to help me without hesitation, and in the end I didn't please it, and I was blamed. I really can't help it, but the beautiful man doesn't care about this thing, and now he has regarded me as a brother, the kind of brother who lives and dies together, so I'm not hypocritical, and I put this kindness in my heart.

After another three days, my body has almost recovered, my spirit has come up, the wound on my shoulder has also been removed, the wounds on my wrist and face are lighter, there are no stitches, but, when the gauze is removed, I see the shocking scar on my face, my heart still can't help but tremble, and my eyes can't help but be vicious, it is the eyes of a hungry wolf, very sharp.

Uncle Lin saw that my face was not good, so he hurriedly comforted me and said, "Laizi, don't mind, this is a small injury, it will be fine!"

I knew he was comforting me, but I didn't care, I just smiled wryly and replied, "It's okay, I'm ugly, and one more scar is nothing!"

Uncle Lin was speechless, and only sighed softly.

I didn't bother with this colorful face anymore, I directly buttoned my hat on my head, and then calmly said: "I want to be discharged from the hospital and go back to school!"

When Uncle Lin heard this, he immediately exclaimed: "What? Go back to school? I was just about to tell you, take you home, let you recuperate for a few days, I will say hello to your school, don't get in the way!"

I smiled slightly and said, "No need, this injury is nothing, I just don't cause trouble at school, and I owe a lot of credits last semester, and the study task is heavy, so I can't delay!"

Actually, I want to go back to school because I want to see how Xu Nan is doing, otherwise, if I go home and stay alone, I will be bored. Now I don't want to be alone anymore, I'd rather be vigorous and wonderful than be alone.

The most important thing is that I always have some kind of longing in my heart, worrying, staying in the hospital for a second longer is too long, my heart has already drifted to the school, I really want to see Xu Nan in the school. I don't know why, I suddenly miss her, it's the kind of missing that comes from the bottom of my bones.

However, my excuse didn't seem to be very convincing, Uncle Lin still disagreed, and said resolutely: "Your injury is not healed now, and it is not suitable for activities." Although I have already reconciled the matter between you and the boy surnamed Ding, I have already reconciled it with his parents, but I can't guarantee that the kid will trouble you again, so you better go home with me first!"

I shook my head without thinking, and said to Uncle Lin seriously: "It's okay, uncle, he has his principles, he should be able to speak and not touch me." If he really wants to touch me, even if I recover from my injuries, I won't be able to escape. In the future, no matter what happens, I have to face it bravely, and there are some things that I can solve by myself!"

At this moment, my eyes became extremely firm, I have been obedient since I was a child, at this moment, I also have my own beliefs and opinions, what I want to do, no one can change, even Uncle Lin.

Uncle Lin has no choice but to agree!

In the afternoon, Uncle Lin sent me to school, and before saying goodbye to me, he repeatedly told me to remember to call him first if something happened.

I nodded at Uncle Lin and resolutely walked into the school.

Stepping on campus again, my mentality is the same as always, not arrogant, not afraid of the sky, not afraid of the ground, but I feel that I have a new change, as for what has changed, even I can't say what has changed.

However, in the eyes of others, I have indeed changed dramatically, I have changed from a neurotic who became famous at a time to a madman who became famous in a fight.

Although it has been a few days since that battle, the fact that I defeated Brother Invincible is still being talked about. Many people know that I am indeed ruthless, but there is righteousness in the ruthlessness, and there is a fearless spirit in the ruthlessness. It was also since then that my name for neurosis was changed and I got a new nickname, Crazy.

Now, in our pheasant university, when the name Wu Lai is mentioned, many people may not know who it is, but when it comes to madness, almost everyone knows that he is a man who is thin on the surface but has no ambiguity and a sense of justice in the fight.

Therefore, at this moment, walking on campus, even if I am low-key, wearing a peaked cap and lowering my head, I am still recognized, and many people pause and comment on me, but their comments are basically positive.

Perhaps, this is also the result of my original seeking, I don't want to be a neurotic who will always be looked down upon, I would rather be a feared madman, at least, this is enough for men.

The winner is glorious, the loser must be shameless, the invincible brother who has always been high in the sky and bombed the sky, this time planted in my hands, his majesty was suddenly swept away, maybe he was in the way of face, or maybe he was also injured a lot, in short, he didn't come to school since that group battle, which also made me feel a little relieved.

So, after seeing no one in the dormitory, I checked the class schedule and immediately went to the school building to meet the person I wanted to see the most.

When I got to the door of the classroom, it was already halfway through the class, but I couldn't wait to push the door in.

My appearance immediately caused a commotion, even the teacher looked at me in surprise, and the classmates were even more ear-to-ear, discussing, and even accidentally touched the admiring eyes of some girls, which I didn't even dare to dream of before.

I remember when I first came to school, I was always alone, alone, a little clear in my heart, I couldn't look down on this garbage university, and at the same time I hid a deep inferiority complex.

Unexpectedly, after one turmoil after another, I changed. In everyone's eyes, I have also changed. In their eyes, there is no more disgust, no contempt, only all kinds of surprise and reverence.

However, I was not too immersed in these gazes, my eyes were still involuntarily searching for the familiar figure, but after sweeping the whole class, I still didn't see Xu Nan, and suddenly, a strong sense of loss filled my heart.

I don't know what happened to her, why she hasn't been in school for so many days, why she hasn't contacted me once.

Disappointmentd, I quickly walked to the corner seat and sat down quietly, without saying a word. After half a class, the bell finally rang after class, as soon as the teacher left, the classmates immediately boiled, Wang Yadong and a group of people directly surrounded me, saying that I defeated the invincible brother, everyone followed to relieve their anger and enjoy it.

The girl even bluntly said that I was a hero, which was amazing.

I just responded, luck, it was all the result of the brothers' concerted efforts.

After the politeness, I immediately asked Xu Nan about it, of course, everyone knows that I fought for Xu Nan last time, so I care about Xu Nan's situation now, and they don't think it's strange, among them, Xu Nan's best friend told me that Xu Nan was locked up at home, saying that the family wanted her to transfer schools, but she didn't want to, and she was engaged in a cold war.

Hearing this, my heart was even more lost, there was an inexplicable sadness, I tried my best, just to protect Xu Nan, if she transferred to another school, wouldn't everything I did be in vain?

This afternoon, my heart could not be calmed for a long time, as if I was about to lose something, and a faint sadness always lingered in my heart.

After class, I went back to the dormitory with Wang Yadong and his group. For the first time, I was at school and was no longer alone. This time, I really fused with them, after all, we fought together, bleed together, and won that group battle that was not earth-shattering but extremely bloody.

Unity, is strength, today's we, can finally be twisted together like a rope, Wang Yadong They regard me as the boss from the bottom of their hearts, and I also regard these classmates who have stood up for me as brothers.

Even if it is Fang Zixuan, I don't have any prejudice, he no longer hates me, but he is still indifferent, in his words, he didn't help me last time, he helped Xu Nan.

However, I still feel that in his heart, there is some convincing to me, the leader of the class.

And, I really don't have any hatred for Wang Yadong, and even officially became a brother with him today, at this time, I feel more and more that this Northeast man is a true temperament.

At first, this man with a real temperament really hated me, a somewhat yin and always pretentious and withdrawn man, and later when I stabbed him with a pen, he wanted to kill me.

However, that heads-up incident touched Wang Yadong, I could have abolished him that day, but I chose to go head-to-head with him, and it was also on that day that he put aside his prejudice and saw a certain spirit in me, or rather, righteousness and courage.

Later, he didn't keep his promises, he didn't follow me, but I didn't care at all, which also made him hesitate, and he began to look at me from another angle. Until that day in the grove, when he and Fang Zixuan were fighting, I didn't take the opportunity to deal with him, but pointed directly at Fang Zixuan, the anger on my body, the ruthlessness, and the generosity regardless of the previous suspicions, all made him admire and let him see a new me.

Therefore, after the war, he would obey me, admit that I was the boss, and protect me from being bullied by Fang Zixuan.

Of course, the two of us are really like-minded and become brothers, or because of this battle in the abandoned square, we threw our heads and spilled blood together, won the invincible brother together, and won glory for the class, this is the power of unity, this is the proximity of heart to heart.

In order to celebrate my discharge from the hospital, and for the sake of Wang Yadong's brother, I took him and his brothers to have dinner with a group of beautiful men.

The beautiful man was very happy for me, and even admired me in his heart, what kind of courage and belly it takes to turn a big enemy into a true brother.

Because of the joy, we drank desperately, even though I remember that the doctor told me not to drink for the time being, but I still drank, there was wine, meat and true brothers, what a happy thing, I was drunk, drunk and drunk, but I couldn't help crying.

Too many complicated feelings are mixed in it, accompanied by tears, which are tears of excitement and tears of joy, but it still hides unknown losses and inextricable concerns.

For two days, although I was accompanied by someone every day, my heart was still empty, and from time to time, I would hold my mobile phone in a daze, as if I was waiting for something.

Two days later, in the evening, my footsteps couldn't help but sway to the corner of the campus road, standing in front of the familiar bubble tea shop, thinking of the girl who drank milk tea with me, I was sad, as if I suddenly opened my mind, and suddenly woke up.

I finally understood why I was always lost, why I was always worried, why there was always her shadow flashing in my mind, it turned out that it was all because of love.

Perhaps, unconsciously, I really fell in love with the girl who always pestered me to ask questions, fell in love with the girl who constantly helped me and gave me warmth, fell in love with the girl who did not hesitate to kiss the back of my hand in order to protect me, and fell in love with the girl who did not care about life and death under the knife for me.

Perhaps, this lingering feeling in my heart for a long time is love.

However, on my terms, what qualifications do I have to love? What do I use to pursue Xu Nan?

Thinking of this, the inferiority complex hidden in the deepest part of my heart hit my heart again, but, at this moment, a familiar and crisp voice suddenly sounded in my ears: "What, do you want to drink milk tea again?"