Chapter 222: Cultivation in Suffering is Fulfilling
Su Xiaojing opened the door, the lights in the room were on, and there was a lonely woman sitting on the sofa in the living room, she was watching a TV series, maybe the plot in the TV was very touching, and the corners of her eyes were moist and sad.
Seeing this situation, Su Xiaojing's heart was gouged out, her mother was indeed too lonely, and she couldn't be by her side all the time.
Su Xiaojing told her mother more than once that she was asked to find twilight love, but she didn't go to death. She only said that this is good, she has passed most of her life, and she still has many years to live, and she doesn't want to suffer those sins anymore, and she hopes that her daughter will be happy in the future.
"Mom. Su Xiaojing shouted softly, walked in, and closed the door.
Gu Dongmei heard the movement at this time, turned her head to look at Su Xiaojing, then stared at the TV again, and said, "Come back, so early, what are you talking about?"
Su Xiaojing wanted to laugh in her heart, she rushed back as soon as possible with worry, but her mother thought that she came back early, and she didn't look like the person she was talking to at all. Hey, everything was wrong, so I had to shut up and argue.
Su Xiaojing put the packed dishes on the table, turned around and walked to the sofa, sat down next to her mother, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm not worried about you being at home alone, how can I have the heart to chat outside! Liu Zhiyu asked for a Sichuan beili and almond ginger radish soup, as well as freshly baked pancakes, I packed them back, you can taste the taste, it works for coughs. ”
"What?" Gu Dongmei withdrew her eyes from the TV, turned her head to look at Su Xiaojing, and her face was full of questions, "You eat, and bring me food back, really." Oh! I haven't eaten dinner yet! I just watch TV, I haven't moved my butt, I'm really a little hungry, where is the food, I'll eat something to fill my stomach. ”
Gu Dongmei no longer cares about face, she has been feeling unwell for the past few days, and she has no appetite, at this time she really feels hungry, it seems that if she doesn't eat for a long time, her stomach will also give advice.
"It's on the dining table, it's still hot!" Su Xiaojing finished speaking, and took her mother's arm and stood up.
Gu Dongmei sat for a long time, her whole body became stiff, and it took a long time to stand up and pant for breath.
Su Xiaojing looked at her mother's appearance, and couldn't help but blame: "Mom, you can't sit for so long, look at it, it's hard to stand up, this can't work, the body needs to be more active, it's okay to go downstairs and walk your feet, don't be bored at home all day, no matter how good your body is, it will be stuffy, it's good to go and chat with those old aunts and uncles in the family home." ”
"I didn't go, what do I have to talk to them, I actually said some nonsense, the gossip I used to say about you, it was very ugly, you don't know, I don't want to listen to their nonsense anymore. Gu Dongmei walked to the dining table and sat down, complaining in her stomach, because her daughter took Linlin every day, some people said that her daughter was an unmarried mother, which meant that her daughter did not abide by women's morals, she was so angry when she heard it several times that she almost vomited blood, and she endured it and endured it so that she didn't quarrel with them.
"Mom, you don't care what they say, what I am like, I just know it myself, I don't live for others, I just live happily for myself. If you don't want to wander in the family home, then I'll sign you up for an activity class for the elderly, there are many aunts singing and dancing together in the elderly activity center, you can also participate in it, not only to cultivate sentiment, but also to exercise, how good!" Su Xiaojing persuaded her mother while taking out the packed dishes and putting them away, and then went to bring chopsticks and spoons.
Gu Dongmei took the chopsticks and spoon from Su Xiaojing's hand, looked at her daughter and said: "You have a good mentality, you just can think openly, okay! I don't want to participate in any activity classes for the elderly, either singing or dancing, do you want this old face, shame on yourself!"
"Mom, you have this idea, too conservative old feudal, what age is it now, all have a new way of life, singing and dancing, happy every day, healthy and healthy, is there anything better than this?
"I don't listen to you, I'm feeling good now. Gu Dongmei was unmoved, lowered her head and ate a bite of Chuanbei pear, nodding her head while chewing, and took another sip of almond ginger and radish soup, and couldn't help but admire, "The taste is refreshing and the taste is good, where is this made?"
Seeing that her mother said that it was delicious and delicious, it seemed that she had a little appetite, Su Xiaojing was happy in her heart, and said with a smile: "This is the place Liu Zhiyu is looking for, it is a farmer's restaurant, and the vegetables in it are all grown by the boss in the village, green and pollution-free, safe and secure to eat, this dish is still what Liu Zhiyu wanted to make for you, I didn't expect it." And this pancake, which is freshly baked and tastes best when it's hot. ”
"Oh! Is it Liu Zhiyu who wants to make it for me? Well, it's a child with a heart. Gu Dongmei nagged while eating, "Xiaojing, don't think I have nothing to do all day, and don't think about letting me participate in those activities for the elderly, if you are considerate of me, just hurry up and get married and have children, I have a grandson to take care of, and I am in a good mood, and I can't be idle, it's much better than going to sing and dance, don't you say? ”
Gu Dongmei's idea is very good, this is the life she wants, having a grandson to take care of and raise as a gadget is much more interesting than going out to do those boring things. The more Gu Dongmei thought about it, the more she felt impatient, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that it was really delicious to live like that, and she couldn't help laughing to herself.
Su Xiaojing listened to her mother's words, she was very surprised and awkward, and when she saw her mother stealing fun while eating, she was so angry, she glanced at her, her mouth pouted to the sky, and she shook her head and said: "Mom, I'm talking about you, why is it involved in me again, there are really yours, you really dare to think about it, now you haven't skimmed the eight characters, you just want to hug your grandson, I didn't expect your thinking to be avant-garde enough." Hey!"
"Hehe! I think about it early and late, you are not too young, now it is the best age to have a child, and it will not be good to delay it for a few more years, I am not thinking about you! Besides, eat other people's short mouths, take other people's soft hands, Liu Zhiyu's child is a caring person, and he is also very kind, I think it's not bad, for your own happiness, you can grasp it." Gu Dongmei said with a smile.
Su Xiaojing listened to her mother's non-stop persuasion, hummed and smiled: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Oh! A simple meal packed in the first place, I bought your mouth! Am I looking for a partner, or are you looking for a son-in-law? You haven't seen him, and you don't know him, so you say that he is a caring person, very kind, and thinks it's not bad, is it too arbitrary for you to say that." Let's not be so rash, this is a lifelong event related to my life, and it is related to the happiness of me and you for a lifetime!"
"Okay, I'll eat first, I won't tell you, you go over there to watch TV, I'll have a good chat with you when I'm full." Gu Dongmei ate and drank happily, and all her appetite in the past few days was reserved for tonight, so she sent Su Xiaojing to watch TV, and only when she was full did she have the energy to teach her daughter well.
"Ahh
Su Xiaojing couldn't help it, seeing the rise of her mother's eating, she shook her head speechlessly, silently walked to the living room, sat on the sofa and watched TV, waiting for her mother to come over after eating, and then continued to discuss the topic just now.
After Liu Zhiyu returned to the dormitory, he calmed his mood and took out the judicial examination book to see that only reading and studying can make his heart calm and his spiritual life full.
Tao Zhu said that a person with a very full spiritual life must be a very ideal person, and must be a person who only is a master of materials and not a slave of materials. Liu Zhiyu is to be a person with ideals, a person with a pursuit of love and struggle, and a person who holds his destiny in his own hands.
Liu Zhiyu suddenly heard a sound in his ears, and when he turned his head, he saw Zhong Dahai sitting on the bed chanting words: "A person can be lonely, but not lonely, lonely, but not empty, depressed, but not degenerate, disappointed, but not allowed to give up." Remember, a child who doesn't have an umbrella has to run hard. Life is actually very simple, you can fight for what you like, cherish what you get, and forget if you lose it. We need to metamorphose throughout our lives, otherwise we will be mechanically repeating ourselves every day. A piece of jade, if it has not undergone layers of polishing and carving, it will always be just a stone. It is only after some hammering and grinding of knives and axes that it truly goes from stone to jade, from ordinary to priceless. Bumpiness is the axe of life, pain is the carving of the soul, life is a return to sorrow and joy, pain and happiness to bear, life is also in the grinding to perfection. ”
"Are you chanting?" Liu Zhiyu was touched when he heard this, and laughed and teased.
"Oh!" Zhong Dahai looked up at Liu Zhiyu, only to realize that he had accidentally made a sound, disturbing Liu Zhiyu's study, and smiled apologetically, "I'm reading the article, these few sentences are quite interesting, I can't help but read them, is it disturbing you?"
"No! When I heard these words, I felt that they were very profound, and they were all very philosophical. In fact, in reality, there are many people whose lives are unsatisfactory, the life in front of them is not what they want, and some trivial things make them miserable and their lives are messy. However, a person must not lose his faith, let alone the hope of pursuing a better life. We are the same, we can't lose that heart to work hard. Liu Zhiyu smiled and said.
"Yes, there is a saying that some people are trekking hard to find the meaning of life, and some people are lying in the bustling world like walking dead, so everyone's pursuit of the meaning of life is different. As for us, in the process of pursuing our ideals, we don't want an empty life, we just want to be spiritually fulfilled. The joy of life lies in the fulfillment of the spirit, and even if you travel thousands of miles, you will feel happy in your heart when you look back at the road you have traveled. Zhong Dahai continued to express his feelings.
Liu Zhiyu stood up and moved his muscles and bones, and said: "The happiest thing in the world is spiritual enrichment. Everyone in the world sighs that life is suffering, but they don't know that happiness lies in asceticism. Regardless of material abundance or not, as long as one's spirit is full, even if it is asceticism, one can feel full of joy. ”
Zhong Dahai smiled: "We have to precipitate our hearts, enrich our spirits, and strive to be the masters of our own destiny." ”
Zhong Dahai continued to read, and Liu Zhiyu also sat down again, burying his head in the most tome of law, both of them practicing in suffering.