There was still silence on the other side. For a moment, he wondered if he had misjudged. But he immediately realized, no, he wasn't wrong.

It's her.

He realized.

She looked for him.

She hadn't forgotten him.

Liunian's heart was hot.

That brief phone call led to Liunian's first lie in years later. It's very similar, and he also deliberately spent 150 yuan to make a fake certificate for the person who made a fake certificate.

He was afraid that he would be deceived by the fake certificate dealer, but when he thought of Cheng Zhuqing, he became brave.

The first step is to collect the phone number as much as possible, and when all the phone numbers for the fake certificate are collected in one place, he starts to call them, and then screens out of them and feels quite reliable, and tells the other party to do two things, one is the death notice, and the other also needs to make a letter, the letter must be true, the envelope, stamps, and postmarks must be there, and the content of the letter will be written by him, and then transcribed by the fake card. When all this is arranged, Liu Nian took these things and asked his wife for leave.

The wife will not see the flaws. If he didn't know it in advance, he wouldn't be able to tell the truth from the fake.

The wife made sense, and he took this set of things to ask for leave from the unit.

"My old classmate, the two of us were very good at the time. Unexpectedly, cancer, just leave, but fortunately, the child is now older. ”

Liunian had a depressed expression on his face when he said all this, before that, he never thought that he still had this ability, and this talent.

In doing all this, he was as thoughtful as a big secret agent, ring after ring, and every drop of water did not leak. Everyone has unlimited potential.

The family agreed to let go, and the unit approved the leave.

His wife helped him pack up, but Liu Nian stopped him and said, "No need, I'm not going there to do anything else, it's to mourn." Besides, I'll go and come back. ”

That's exactly what he had planned. Go and come back. To make it clear, he was involved with her back then, I'm sorry, as for whether he loves her or not? Still loved. But there was no way to be with her.

If she really loves him, then, in the next life. Or wait until his wife is gone, and her wife is gone.

Love.

After many years, he finally remembered this word again. He thought that he would have nothing to do with this word in his life. He didn't expect that.

I bought a ticket, got on the train, and imagined what Cheng Zhuqing looked like now, what she looked like before, what she looked like when I met her for the first time, and how she looked when she was with him for the first time, her body was soft like a good forging surface, soft and slippery. The soft and slippery imprint entered his mind, and he didn't dare to forget it for so many years, but he didn't dare to remember it.

Liunian always thought that it would be impossible to have the opportunity to meet her again in this life. God still has mercy on the two of them. Or pity the two of them.

He was a little throbbing, the train clattering forward, and there were a flood of fleeting scenery on either side, but none of this mattered to him anymore, and nothing could come into his eyes again.

The train roared and took him to the woman's city. It is also a small town, just like the one he lives in, almost as backward and depressed, and there are few pedestrians on the street at night. The town is not too big, and it is not difficult to find Cheng Zhuqing. She is almost the same as him, living in an old building, an open community, no property, and there are always a few old men and old ladies in the community who bask in the sun and gossip there.

She must have suffered a lot over the years.

He walked upstairs, the second floor, room 201, Liu Nian knew the address by heart, remember not to mention how clear, the first floor, the second floor, such a short distance, such a long distance, such a little distance, Liu Nian always felt as if it took half a lifetime to find her.

Half a lifetime.

He came to the door and did not knock in a hurry.

There is no hurry. I'll see you soon. What will happen to her?

Liunian wondered in his heart, whether he would throw himself into his arms all of a sudden, and tell about the hardships of life over the years, or would he ......

Women should blame him, blame him, and they should all blame him. She should blame him and blame him. How could she move to a place like this alone? Can't stay in the local area? Oh yes, he remembered that she said she lived alone.

Living alone, single, divorced, widowed?

Thinking of all the possibilities, he raised his hand, curled up into a fist, and knocked lightly on the door three times, and then stretched the corner of his clothes. The wait becomes long. His blood was pouring up, should he have waited a little longer, and not be in such a hurry to see her, or should he have called her beforehand to make an appointment to meet her. However, there was no turning back from the bow.

He could only go back.

After waiting for about five minutes, Liunian decided to knock on the door again. Maybe a person is resting at home, falling asleep, or the TV is too loud, it's possible, didn't hear it, it's okay, knock again.

He decided to knock again, tuk-tuk, three-to-tuk, and wait, but still didn't wait. Knocking again, Cheng Zhuqing's three words were in his throat, as if he could come out as soon as he shouted, but he couldn't shout that name.

Thoughts sweated down, but quickly comforted himself.

"Maybe I'm out to buy groceries, or maybe I'm out for a walk. She didn't know exactly when she would arrive. ”

It's normal, it's normal.

He kept comforting himself.

Liu Nian was able to have time to admire the door, an old, black-lacquered dilapidated iron security door, and a couplet was pasted on the door, which was: A big dream in the spring and autumn. The next link is: everything is empty, why be serious. The horizontal batch is four words: Amitabha.

"Amitabha?" he chewed on the words gently. She must have suffered a lot over the years.

If something like that happens, he will still be ruined, let alone her.

Back then!

Back then!

Back then!

The scenes of the year hit like waves. For so many years, Liunian has always believed that Cheng Zhuqing must have been forced.

The man broke in, he and Cheng Zhuqing were naked, he was stunned, he didn't want to recall the next thing, the scene was really dirty. He was pulled out, and the woman was pulled out. Because they knew that they were at fault, they beat and scolded them, but they still knew how to protect the woman.

"I'm going to hit you and hit me. He didn't know where he got the courage, he shouted out such a sentence, and then the target of the man's fist changed direction, Liu Nian is a scholar, and the other party is said to be from the army, where is he an opponent, and he has no ability to fight back at all.

Someone came up downstairs and made a little movement, otherwise I was afraid that it would scare people. The other party really got the information, was prepared, and calmly put his feet down.

Liunian smiled and gestured to the other party. The other party looked at him, and he had passed him, but stopped at the corner of the stairs.

"Who are you looking for?"

The other party is quite polite.

"I'm looking for the hostess of this house, surnamed Cheng. I'm her hometown. ”

"Fellow?" the other party looked puzzled. "But she died, just three days ago. ”

The thing in Liunian's hand "clanged", "You ......" He pointed to the other party's hand and began to tremble. "What did you say?"

"She's gone, cancer. She has been sick for a long time, and her sin is truly a great sin. But now it's okay, now it's blessed. ”

Liunian felt like he couldn't breathe, or even speak.

How could it be? For three days, he contacted the person who handled the forgery, and in three days, the other party handed over everything to him. It took him only two days to take a leave of absence.

Eight days. He only spent more than a week and a day, and she was still calling him more than a week and a day ago, and she didn't say anything at first, and then she started to speak, and she just told him the address, and asked him to remember it, and told him not to forget the address, and not to remember it with his brain, which can't be trusted, and it often deceives us.

Cheng Zhuqing said.

Liunian cried, and the tears ran out by themselves. Run out on your own. They ran out on their own, didn't listen to him, ran out on their own.

The person opposite looked at him and sighed. The old lady believed in Buddhism and was supposed to be hospitalized, but she didn't live there, saying that she had eliminated some karma, and on the day she left, I saw a lot of people, dressed in sea green, and said that it was for her to recite scriptures, and I don't know if she had ascended to Elysium.

"Impossible!" Liu Nian looked up at the man, "Impossible, she was on the phone with me a few days ago." She ...... on the phone."

He wanted to say, she sounded good on the phone, how could it be, it was only eight days, more than one day a week. She's smaller than me. You see, I'm fine, nothing is wrong, she's a few years younger than me, how is it possible?!

How can it be?

No, she's not dead.

She can't die. He thought he would be able to see her again in this life.

If she knows she's wrong, she should call again.

Another call?

In the last few days, he has been so busy that sometimes he is not in the unit. Oh, no, no, no, if she couldn't find him, she would call again, maybe she was so sick that she couldn't move...... No, he could hear her voice, healthy, -----

Liu Nian felt that the world was spinning, and he reached out to hold something.

The man's eyes revealed sympathy, and he took two steps down, wanting to help, but hesitating, and just as he was hesitating, the door to the opposite door also opened, and an old lady leaned out of the opposite door, and the two old neighbors greeted each other.

"Grandma Wang, have you eaten? Has your grandson come here this week?"

"Nope. "The one who was called the princess took out most of his body,

"That's what gives birth to, no heart. The old lady said this, but there was a smile on her face.

"This man is looking for the old lady. ”

She's an old lady. Liunian's heart was even more sour, in his heart, it seemed that she would never become an old lady.

"Yes, yes, I'm her countryman. She called me a week ago. Said let me come to see her, I took leave in the unit, and this gentleman told me, saying ------"

"Yes!" said the princess.

"We all know her! She really has cancer. After a long torture, there was a handful of bones left before leaving. It's good to die, so that you don't have to live to suffer. Are you from Liu?"

Liunian seems to see some hope again. "You know me?"