Chapter 45: No control
Gu Ke was in tears in the ward, she seemed to have killed herself with that shot, so she wouldn't be so painful...... She pulled the quilt up to cover her head...... I just feel infinitely desolate in my heart, I don't know why she doesn't want to cry at all, whether her tears are gone, or her heart is dead
In the end, things are still the same, and people are no longer the same. 35xs
Gu Ke opened the letter written to her by her ex-boyfriend: Do you know what it's like to wait? Do you suddenly feel that something is missing from the world? Obviously it is no different from before, but you seem to be missing a corner of your heart.
When she wanted to be alone, it was like being pricked with a needle in her heart, but she slowly pierced it hard, but there was no blood in the wound. Even the traces are hard to find, but inside is a festering pain.
Do you want to try the taste of waiting?
Do you want to experience what it's like to wait?
Do you want to know how I got over this year? How did I feel? 548 days away from you, 548 letters to you, recording my experience.
Today is the 88th day since you left, and 88 means goodbye, I don't like it.
Gu Ke couldn't cry silently, her work was until she lost the person she loved.
And Zhang Yunfei can still see her in the hospital, she is really drunk, don't see her every day. She's a policeman, how can she be injured in the hospital? Isn't she very strong? Now that you see it, let's go over and say hello.
"Officer Gu is also coming to the hospital?"
"You don't either. ā
He's here to bandage her head, and yesterday he had a few thugs beat her, and her injuries seemed to be serious. She still has the strength to talk to him with her pale face, it turns out that she also has such a weak side.
Of course, Zhang Yunfei is not as popular as others, he has so many people who care about him, and so many male colleagues take care of him.
"What's the matter with you?"
A male police officer asked how Zhang Yunfei couldn't hear the meaning of the words and consciously walked out of the ward.
He made up his mind to get ahead and find a serious job to earn money to support his family and marry a wife. Live a happy and beautiful life!
"What's wrong with your head!"
"It's fine. 35xsā
When he came to the hospital, he could still see his friends, Zhang Yunfei really doubted who he owed in his previous life, and his fate would be like this in this life. Still cares about him, he doesn't need her care, why did she come to the hospital alone?
"I came to the hospital for a check-up, I'm pregnant!"
This is simply explosive news for me Zhang Yunfei, pregnant? How long have they known each other, and how long have they been together before they got pregnant.
Seeing her last luxury car disappear from his sight, yes, she chose the latter in the face of true love and money. Is money really that important?
The wound on the head was bleeding, and the heart was bleeding. Zhang Yunfei is like a homeless child, walking alone on the road. Since childhood, he has low self-esteem, because his parents are divorced and lack of fatherly and maternal love. I didn't study well, and I started to mess around when I was a teenager, and I still have nothing.
After listening to the introduction, he came to this "intoxicating bar", which was his first official work, and although he was a waiter, he was very satisfied.
I was a little nervous on the first day of work, for fear that I would not perform well. "Waiter!" followed the voice, "Hello, do you need anything?" "You can really meet acquaintances wherever you go, Li Mo is hugging a woman and kissing and hugging, isn't he not in love?"
"How are you?"
"What's wrong with me, scared, how can you do this to your ex-girlfriend. ā
Thinking that the man was still pregnant with his child, he was very angry that he had come here to be dashing and romantic. "Aren't you pregnant? and you can't make love, men will be lonely for a long time. "What is lonely, loneliness can betray feelings, how sad it is for her to know!
"Are you a man? Who wants to live or die to be with her, do you care about our friendship at the beginning? Don't you keep saying that you love her? Is that how you love her?"
Hearing Zhang Yunfei's question, Xiao Li smiled, "Do you know how to love?" "I don't want to stay here for a moment and watch her make out with others.
It's that he doesn't know how to love, and he doesn't know what love is. Can't wait to meet his female classmates and know how she is doing well and not. 35xs said that he hated and loved deeply, how could he forget it so quickly!
Called her and told Xiao Li about it, and once again became a bad person, and the woman just said a few words. My heart hurts, it really hurts.
"You give me home, go home. ā
"What are you crazy about? I care so much about my ex-girlfriend, the child is yours. ā
"Fuck off. ā
Zhang Yunfei's fist hit Xiao Li in the face mercilessly, and there were more and more onlookers, and he was very glad that he was taken away by the police uncle again, and he couldn't control his emotions.
I didn't have a job and came here again, and I really got in touch with the police station. And Xiao Li had a slight concussion and was lying in the hospital.
"How many times have you been to the police station?"
I can't remember the first time, who would like to run here unless their brains are in water. Now Zhang Yunfei has become a regular visitor here.
"You have been detained for half a month, as well as Xiao Li's medical expenses. ā
What is half a month? It will soon pass! But he really has no money, except for a house, and if I sell it, I will really have nothing!
Gu Ke listened to Zhang Yunfei's story in the hospital, she called me and scolded me, and she was scolded for no reason, woo! What did Zhang Yunfei do wrong!"Why are you so fierce to me, and why are you so fierce to me if someone is not mine." ā
"You really can, but you're not a good person at first glance. ā
"I'm not a good person anymore!"
I don't know how the female classmate is doing for half a month, after all, she is pregnant and no one is taking care of her, and his heart is still soft.
The male police officer brought some daily necessities to Zhang Yunfei, saying that Gu Ke bought them for him, and he wondered what she meant? Why is she so good to me all of a sudden, you won't fall in love with him.
It's scary to think about it, if she likes him, what will he do? No one has been so kind to him except for his grandmother, and he hasn't felt cared for and cared about by others for a long time. The mood is very excited, it turns out that I am also a beater and care about someone's pain.
I really want to say that the future days will be better and better, there will be a lot, family love and friendship, and fantasies about a better future.
It feels really good to see the sun again, Zhang Yunfei was released half a month later, during which Gu Ke came to visit, and he also asked her to sell his house, except for her, she doesn't know who to trust, the police can't lie to people.
"There is still some money for the house to sell, so I will find you a job as a courier. ā
Could it be that she really cares about Zhang Yunfei, and she has found a good job for me and a house for me! I really want to say if the sun is coming out of the west.
"Thank you for your help. ā
"Don't thank you, it's a man who lives like a man for everyone to see. ā
Gu Ke is also right, the right way in the world is vicissitudes. But where is he going to live if his house is sold? Gu Ke looked at him with a look of contempt, too! He is a man, is it a special failure for a man to mix with him like this! There are no wives and children, and eating, drinking and sleeping have become a big problem.
"You can live in my mother's house first. She is now on vacation abroad. ā
What? Is Gu Ke really so kind? Whatever! Just have a place to live! With Gu Ke coming to her mother's house, she really regretted coming here, because it was very messy here!
"Eldest sister are you sure this is your own mother's house?"
"Well, it's just that her other daughter lives here. ā
"Did I say that? There are underwear and panties and socks everywhere, and there are even big aunt towels, I really can't imagine what kind of girl her sister or sister is. ā
"You clean up after yourself. I'm going back!"
Good fellow, is the little master still in this garbage dump alone?
"Ahh
Fortunately, Gu Ke couldn't walk, because she accidentally stepped on the banana peel on the ground when she was just stepping, which was due to another woman.
"What's the matter? It's so loud, like I'm on you!"
Obviously, he glanced over at Gu Ke's vicious eyes. Although he only held her up as a standard, it just so happened that his hand was close to her bouncy little ass, and it was really fucking to touch it.
"Pervert, die!"
Zhang Yunfei was still ruthlessly beaten, and was heavily stepped on by her big heels. Can Officer Gu show mercy to his subordinates!
"You are so gentle and careful that you can't get married!"
"What does it have to do with you!
"You keep me. You've hurt me!"
"Sister, I won't play with you anymore. Bye. ā
No, after bullying Zhang Yunfei and leaving, he didn't have any intention of apologizing, he was really sad to get home.
Oh my God! Can you finish cleaning up and then leave! Is this a man's work? When did the young master Zhang Yunfei do the work of cleaning up, the times have really changed again!
If the good guy doesn't clean it up, he won't clean it up, why don't you even keep the condoms used by men and women! After seeing it, he was almost sick to his stomach, can you not torture me like this!
"Oops, clean up!"
"I said you're not done, you ......"
I thought it was the man's mother-in-law Gu Ke, who knew that this was a beautiful woman I didn't know, wearing suspenders on her upper body and transparent stockings on her lower body, knowing that Zhang Yunfei had no control over girls at all.
"Who are you!"
"I, Zhang Yunfei. ā
"Damn, what are you doing here?"
Fainting, this is not a good girl! She still has blue hair and a small cigarette in her mouth, and she looks like a bad girl.
"Gu Ke brought me!"
"Damn, it's that man's wife again. What did you bring you for?"
What a hero!
"Hey, what are you doing here? Your mother is staring at me, haven't you seen it? I still want to my mother!"
What...... No way...... How can there be such a girl, people just want to see you, I'm not so sexy! and I'm not such a casual person.
"Brother, why are you staring at me and want to bang?"
"You let go of my neck, who is going to bang with you. ā
I feel sick to my stomach when I see her things, I really don't know if she's like this with any man.