Chapter 19: A Miserable Life
At this time, Han Shengwei was a little embarrassed, he couldn't go, and he didn't go.
If you want to comfort and comfort the medicine king, but you can't find a suitable topic, when you are in a dilemma, talk about your own affairs, and divert the medicine king's attention.
"Old man, I want to talk about some of my previous things, and please give me advice. ”。
The Medicine King nodded slightly, but did not say anything.
"I hadn't done anything before the quarry, and the quarry didn't work either, so it had to be shut down immediately. I stopped studying at the age of fifteen, and now I have been thirty years old, compared to your old man, it is simply more dust than the sun and the moon, and your old man has done things that will go down in history for hundreds of years, and I have really achieved nothing. ”
The Medicine King sighed softly, it seemed that Han Shengwei's method still had some effect.
Han Shengwei continued: "My mother died when she was thirty-six years old, and I was thirteen years old. ”,
"Later, the school organized a physical examination and found out that I had the same disease as my mother, and I thought my mother had inherited it from me. You think, my mother only lived to be thirty-six years old despite all her efforts, and the family had no money to treat me, and compared to my mother, I knew that I would not live long. ”,
"Later, my father found me a stepmother, here I have to explain to you, now that society has changed, the past era of male superiority and female inferiority no longer exists, but the other way around, it has become female superiority and male inferiority. Without Aiwu and Wu, I was a thorn in my stepmother's eyes, so although I studied well, I still gave up studying. One is my illness, because my family has no money, and no one cares about me, so I have never been cured, so what's the use of me being admitted to a higher university? Not to mention my stepmother's pass."
"Second, my mother only lived to be thirty-six years old under the premise of full healing, and how long can I live? Moreover, I was born with an illness, and I probably do not live to be thirty years old. In the past, I studied to become an official, but now I study for work, if I study for another seven or eight years, how much time will I have left in my life?"
The medicine king seemed to be interested in listening and became focused. This change is easier to understand, because he is a healer, and Han Shengwei is talking about disease, which is exactly where the King of Medicine is interested.
Han Shengwei: "If you don't study, you can't stay at home, not only because of my stepmother, but mainly because I feel that I won't live to be thirty years old, and I have less than fifteen years left in my life, I have to go out and go around, so I can have a wonderful rest of my life." At first, because I was young, I couldn't make a lot of money, and I went to see a doctor once, and I really looked down on it! So I decided not to be cured, I could live as long as I could, and I should be regarded as the earliest poor traveler while making money. ”,
"I've been home a few times, but every time I stay for a short time, I have to go out, so I won't talk about things in between, it's more bitter than Coptis chinensis. Later, I got married and had a daughter, and I really couldn't live with the child's mother, we eloped, there was no marriage ceremony, and we also concealed that we might not live long because we were sick. Maybe it's retribution, when I was twenty-eight years old, my ex-wife left me with their children, and strange to say, I felt a sense of relief, and their departure may be a good thing for them. ”,
"I'm twenty-eight years old, and I haven't died, and I think I might live to be thirty-six like my mother? ”,
"I work hard, even the smallest things, and I take them seriously and responsibly. However, it seems that there is always an invisible thread holding us, nothing can be done, no matter how hard you try, it will not help, and every failure is so logical and reasonable that you can't resist it at all. I have done almost all kinds of industries, and every time I change, I have to live like that, so as not to starve to death, which is weird and indescribable. ”,
"When I was thirty-six years old, I was not dead, and after that, I regarded every year as the last year of my life, doing whatever it takes, even taking risks, but no matter how hard I tried, the result was the same, I couldn't do anything until now. ”,
Speaking of this, Han Shengwei paused, and continued: "For example, I am now in your old place, I can't survive outside this barrier, if I want to live, I have to find something to do here, otherwise I will starve to death, not to mention whether you are willing to take me in, even for the original intention of me to find the grain, I have not been able to do it!
Of course, the Medicine King understood what Han Shengwei meant, and he wanted to use his own sorrow as an analogy to play a comforting role. If nothing else, let's just say that at this age, after living for one hundred and sixty-three years, he would have lived a fine life a long time ago.
The Medicine King thought for a moment, and seemed to want to comfort and comfort Han Shengwei, but he stopped talking, and said after a pause: "You come closer, I will give you a pulse." ”。
Han Shengwei was slightly surprised, and then he sighed and felt a little proud, he couldn't afford to be sick for half his life, and he waited for thirty years just for his mother to die, but this time it was Sun Simiao, the king of medicine, who personally took my pulse......
After checking the pulse left and right, he asked, "Qi Xing Ren Governor, can you practice it?"
"When I was seven or eight years old, I learned from an old man in my village, and after practicing for more than two years, Ren Pulse stopped in the middle of the body, and Du Pulse stopped at the Lingtai, and I couldn't get through it no matter what, so I gave up and didn't practice. ”。
The Medicine King nodded: "There is indeed a solid disease, you practice the two veins of qi, let it stop in the middle of the body, and supervise the spiritual platform, which is actually the cause of the lesion, that is, the reason why you can't pass the pulse." Although the pulse is not cleared, the lesion is suppressed, and if the qi is practiced for ten years, it will be cured. ”
Han Shengwei regretted it, his original goal in life, and his greatest wish, was to have a healthy body and live like others......
Han Shengwei's natural expression was seen by the Medicine King, and he said: "Young and ignorant, reasonable, no regrets, no regrets." There is another qi in your body, which is very great, nourishing the internal organs, moisturizing the skin, relaxing the muscles and activating the nerves, and strengthening the soul. But it is uncomfortable, I don't know what adventures there are?".
Han Shengwei was stunned and couldn't think of any remarkable good things he had encountered in his life.
After thinking for a while, he said: "In my life, except for getting married and having a daughter, I have never encountered anything good............