Chapter 386
Kissing such a thing, Lu Yijin and Hua Xuyu have done it many times, and Lu Yijin will not be easily shy, but when she suddenly opened her eyes and saw Hua Xuyu kissing herself, she was also caught off guard.
Swallowing his saliva in embarrassment, Hua Xuyu also saw Lu Yijin's somewhat surprised expression the moment she opened her eyes, and the two of them were frozen here all of a sudden. However, Hua Xuyu was already his fiancée, so he simply deepened his kiss and reached out to support Lu Yijin's neck.
After a long time, Hua Xuyu returned to his seat from the state of bending, touched his lips with his hand, and said with a smile: "I'll go up with you, it's early in the morning." Lu Yijin glanced out of the car window with a fluttering look, and it was already dark. Nodding his head and not negating Hua Xuyu's statement, he didn't live here once or twice, so be it.
Waiting for the night, Lu Yijin was lying next to Hua Xuyu, hearing the sound of even breathing behind her, she slowly opened her eyes, she didn't know what was wrong, it was a little difficult to fall asleep today. Carefully flipped over the quilt, opened the door and went straight to Long Yanpo's room.
knocked on the door, knowing that he would definitely let Long Yanpo wake up from his sleep, so he simply opened the door and entered directly, without speaking, he lay down directly on the bed, hugged Long Yanpo's waist slightly with his hand, bit his lip and said, "I can't sleep today." ”
Long Yanpo followed Lu Yijin's hand, slightly stretched his arm to Lu Yijin's back, patted her back, thought about it seriously, and said slowly: "It's because Liu Zhen had an accident today, you feel uncomfortable, right?" "Just like when Hua Xuyu blocked the gun for you, Liu Zhen blocked a knife for Li Qiyan this time, which evokes your memories." I also thought about the orphanage, right?" Long Yanpo can always grasp the root of the matter very quickly.
Lu Yijin snorted, she was really uncomfortable, and when she was at the door of the operating room, she was very depressed and endured it. "Actually, because I don't know what to do, when I'm in the car, I keep pretending to be asleep, because I don't want to talk to Hua Xuyu......" "Boss, why am I so uncomfortable!"
Lu Yijin was a little crying in Long Yanpo's arms, Long Yanpo couldn't see Lu Yijin's expression, but he also knew Lu Yijin's current state. Long Yanpo remembers that someone said that the lucky person can be cured by childhood for the rest of his life, while the unfortunate person will spend his life to heal his childhood. Lu Yijin belongs to the latter, hesitation about feelings, fear of sex, and sensitivity to the surroundings...... is letting Lu Yijin live in her own world all the time, hiding her scarred heart with a gentle appearance.
When I saw my little brother die next to me in my childhood, I almost forgot what he looked like, but the fear of death has always been there and cannot be disappeared...... This kind of injury is not something that Lu Yijin himself said could let go. Long Yanpo reached out to hold Lu Yijin's hand, and his face was close to Lu Yijin's head. Try to make your voice sound softer: "Don't be afraid, Liu Zhen has nothing to do, you ...... It's going to be fine...... In the future, no one will be fine......"
Lu Yijin's tears suddenly fell, and the teeth that bit her lip gently forced, biting her lip out of a hole, bleeding, and rolling along the tip of her tongue along her teeth. The smell of blood is not very big, and the pain on his lips is nothing, but Lu Yijin is able to be very sober with this point.
"Am I not worthy of happiness, that is, when Hua Xuyu kissed me today, I also wanted to escape...... Obviously, Hua Xuyu has been very good to me, and I have tried very hard to fall in love with him, but when he kisses me, I am still afraid...... I want to push him away......"
Long Yanpo felt that Lu Yijin was stimulated by Liu Zhen's matter today, so he was so hesitant and at a loss, and with Hua Xuyu beside him, it was easy to be affected, and it had nothing to do with love but would evoke those unbearable memories in the orphanage.
Long Yanpo knew that DE&AN had saved Lu Yijin late that year, and if DE&AN wanted to adopt a child, he would be careful, and he would have to observe for a period of time to confirm that the child was suitable before adoption. Lu Yijin is like this, Yu Sili is like this, Ruan Weiyao is also like this, even Tao Yuqi herself was favored by DE&AN at a very young age, but because of the Huang family, she was not allowed to enter DE&AN since she was a child, but she also trained in the name of studying abroad and joined her team only after reaching the standard.
There are too many people who have been rescued in the midst of pain, and they are all facing the fears of their childhood in different ways. Isn't Yu Sili the same now......? It's all already licensed, and it's still like this.
When thinking of Yu Sili, Long Yanpo always thinks of Aa
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, obviously in love but want to let go, Long Yanpo didn't understand it at first, but when he saw the people of the Zhan family, he could understand it inexplicably. Aa
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Like Long Yanpo, he is the leader of a region, and there are many things that need to be done, and he has to stay in a state abroad, but Yu Sili is because of Aa
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Why do you want to stay abroad?
Do you want to never return to China for the rest of your life, and then don't look for your parents for the rest of your life? Yu Sili's heart knot needs her father to untie it, not only Yu Sili herself, but her mother also needs Zhan Jingrui to untie this knot, so Aa
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can let Yu Sili work abroad, I love Aa too much
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has become a constraint for Yu Sili, with Aa
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In the future, Yu Sili will not look for his father in China...... Maybe that's why.
Gently patting Lu Yijin's back, Long Yanpo also seemed to understand Lu Yijing's choice, if he didn't follow Yi Yanzhi and them to go underground, when would he be able to come out, and when would he be strong enough to protect Lu Yijin? Maybe it has something to do with Lu Yijing's experience, but those things are not something that Long Yanpo can know.
Lu Yijin slowly stabilized her mind under the comfort of Long Yanpo, feeling that she had just fallen asleep, and she was awakened by the warning that the biological clock should get up. Long Yanpo was already wearing sportswear to boxing next door, the temperature was still there, but the people were not there.
Hua Xuyu got up for a while and touched the position next to her, it should be cold, maybe she would also misunderstand her? sighed, sometimes, it is much more difficult to maintain the stability of a relationship than to destroy the harmony of the relationship with one move.
Lu Yijin thought about it for a while, then went to wash her face, brush her teeth and change her clothes, thinking about how to solve this problem.
Sure enough, Hua Xuyu was at the dining table, and asked casually as if chattering: "I didn't see you when I got up today, you haven't slept all night?" Lu Yijin swallowed the bread in his mouth with a weak heart, and before he could speak, Long Yanpo over there spoke directly: "You didn't find that she was in a wrong mood next to her, and she slept peacefully!"