Chapter Ninety-Four: The Ant and the Elephant

I have been with Mu Shihan for so long, I also know her better, her character is not muddy, she will not cry and twist easily, she will not constantly dissuade me because she is worried about me, she will consider it completely from my point of view, so she understands me very well, even if I am with Xu Nan, she doesn't blame me too much, because she knows in her heart that the relationship between me and Xu Nan has experienced many ups and downs. Perhaps, from the moment she knew that I was Wu Lai's identity, she understood that it was impossible between me and her, and all she could do was to bless me and Xu Nan.

However, I didn't expect that at this moment, she would stand by my side without hesitation, not only did not dissuade me, but also supported me and helped me, which really surprised me, you know, the reason why Xue Jinwei dealt with me was for her, but she helped Xue Jinwei's opponent instead, it is conceivable that Mu Shihan's heart will always be on my side, maybe, she really doesn't like Xue Jinwei, and she doesn't like his way of love.

But, no matter what she thinks, I don't want her to participate in the contest between me and Xue Jinwei, this is our man's business, I can't rely on women to solve it, so I directly rejected her and said: "No need, Shihan, this is a matter between our men, I don't want you to get involved, don't worry, no matter whether you win or lose, I can accept it calmly!"

Actually, I want to win so much, but if I lose, I don't want Mu Shihan to blame herself for this, I just hope that she can stay out of it.

But obviously, Mu Shihan would not ignore this matter, she seemed to have made up her mind, she looked at me very firmly, and shouted at me:

"But this is an unfair contest, he Xue Jinwei has been in the school for almost four years, his status and fame are there, how long have you been in the school, what are you going to fight with him? I have to help you!"

Mu Shihan's words hit the point, indeed, if I were given a little more time, I believe I could surpass Xue Jinwei, but my identity as Peng Zirui, the time I came to school was too short, and my power was not consolidated at all, so Xue Jinwei didn't take me seriously at all.

But I, as a person, just don't believe in fate, even if I know that I can't do it, I have to work hard to do it, without regrets, when I had nothing, I dared to face Ding Wudi alone, and now, I still dare to face Xue Jinwei.

Thinking of this, I immediately opened my mouth and was about to refuse, but Mu Shihan didn't give me a chance to refuse at all this time, she directly took a small note and handed it to me, and said: "This is He Linbo's phone, I have already told him, you can contact him directly when the time comes, and he will help you!"

He Linbo is a person, I know, he is also a junior, he is very strange, very early, he is a fierce man, even more ruthless than Ding Wudi, he has long had his own power, but, I don't know why, last year, he suddenly became depressed, there was no movement, and no one saw him fight, just read the book seriously, but, even so, no one dared to provoke him, because everyone knew his ruthlessness, even Wang He, who was in the limelight in the third year, did not dare to provoke him easily, it can be said that if He Linbo helped me, I would be equivalent to a tiger with wings, and my power would inevitably increase greatly, at least, he could help me balance Wang He's power, because this time Wang He has already made it clear, to help Xue Jinwei deal with me. Wang He had a holiday with me, and this was a great opportunity to eradicate me, and it was impossible for him not to seize it.

Therefore, if I had He Linbo, my chances of winning would be much greater, but why could Mu Shihan find such a person to help me?

In a trance, a bad scene couldn't help but appear in my mind, I gently took the number, stared at Mu Shihan, and said, "Shihan, what is your relationship with him, why would he help me?"

When I said this, I suddenly felt a sense of jealousy in my heart, and I felt very aggrieved.

Mu Shihan probably saw my strangeness, and hurriedly explained: "I have nothing to do with him, it's just that He Linbo has secretly pursued me before, but because of Xue Jinwei's majesty, it was not made public, of course he was also rejected by me, but at that time, he still told me that if I need him for something, he will do his best to help me, this time, I went to him, that's all!"

Mu Shihan explained very clearly, but my heart is still very aggrieved, I don't know how I can make Mu Shihan do this for me, she is the most independent and rigid girl, she will definitely not ask others unless she has to, let alone take the initiative to find a man who has loved her for help, this is a difficult thing for her, but she still did it.

I'm really aggrieved, but, I understand, this is Mu Shihan's intention, she has put down her face and helped me dredge this relationship, if I refuse, not only will it hurt her heart, but also let her do such a thing for nothing, so I squeezed the note tightly and said in a deep voice: "Thank you!"

Mu Shihan curled the corners of his mouth slightly, showed a very charming smile, and said to me: "It's okay, it's just a gesture, but, He Linbo said, even if he is on your side, you have little hope of victory, he can only try his best to help you, and he can't guarantee anything, so Zirui, you better be careful yourself, I can do it for you, that's all I can do for you!"

With that, she turned and left.

Her back is very decisive, and I know that she doesn't want me to lose, so she is so determined to help me, even at the expense of doing what she least wants to do.

And I, in the end, still accepted her heart, in the end, or I am too weak, to let people worry about me, I really hate, but helpless, this kindness, I must accept, because I really can't lose, in that case, I will live up to too many people's expectations, and my life will be a failure.

In order not to disappoint Mu Shihan, I couldn't help but shout at her distant back: "Mu Shihan, don't worry, I will definitely win!"

After all, there are some things that can be achieved if you don't have the heart, I said to Mu Shihan that I will definitely win, and I also said to myself that I will definitely win, but will I really win? Maybe, the chance is very small, but I must do my best.

After that, I went to find He Linbo, he agreed to help me, chatted with him for a short time, I also got to know him a little bit, indeed, he is very extraordinary, although he has been silent for a long time, but his personal power and prestige are still there, and those brothers who follow him are also dead. Moreover, he knows Xue Jinwei better than me, so he carefully analyzed Xue Jinwei for me and also assessed the actual ability of the other party.

After talking with He Linbo, I found that my hope of victory became more and more slim, and in the end, the result of our negotiation was that if we wanted to win, we had to win over a large number of sophomores, but everyone knew the enmity between me and Ding Wudi. Even if Ding Wudi disappears, it is impossible for those brothers of Ding Wudi to surrender to me, especially those muscular men who have been with Ding Wudi since high school, and it is impossible for me to use them.

This battle is really difficult.

In the next two days, I still held the belief of never giving up, and I was constantly trying to win over people, and Xue Jinwei was still taking classes in a low-key manner, as if the matter of the group battle was just a trivial matter for him, and he didn't care at all, or rather, he had already won the game and didn't need to prepare.

Compared to him, I am really a busy little ant, running desperately, but not enough to withstand the random steps of the elephant.

Soon, the time came to the night before the big war, and at this time, I thought of all the ways I could think of, and I found all the people I could find, but in the end, compared with Xue Jinwei, the gap was still very large, because, a big force in the sophomore year, I couldn't win it over, I really tried my best.

I know that even if I lose tomorrow, I have no regrets, but when I think of the consequences of losing, my heart is low and low, so this night, I did not stay at school, but ran to the bar in the city to drink to kill my sorrows.

The hustle and bustle of the bar should have washed away my inner sorrow, and alcohol should have numbed my brain, but the truth is, nothing is useful, no matter how lively the crowd is, no matter how loud the music is, no matter how flashing the lights, no matter how hot the alcohol is, it can't stop my thousand sorrows.

I kept thinking about tomorrow's big battle, constantly looking for solutions, and kept telling myself that no matter what, I had to win. In order to win, I even wanted to go to a beautiful man for help, but, soon this idea was thrown away by me, for so long, I have been hiding my identity, not looking for him, when I need help, I went to him, even if he is willing to help me, I don't have the face to accept, more importantly, my current identity, in front of the school people, has not been disclosed, even if someone knows, it is estimated that it is doubt, and not sure, once I find a beautiful man to help, then my identity, I'm afraid I can't cover it up, and when the time comes, more people will doubt me, I'm afraid that the army's heart will become more unstable。

Even this can't work, I really have nothing to do, the sorrow in my heart is getting more and more entangled, I feel that even if I have a thousand pride, I can't match the destruction of reality, I want to squander my blood so much, I want to lead my brothers to kill Xue Jinwei, but reason has cruelly suppressed this wish, because, I know deeply that the gap between me and Xue Jinwei is very large, and the big one has no chance of winning.

I really can't think about what will happen to me if I lose? Will I be beaten back again? Will I get out of school again, go home, hide under my father's wings and be a cowardly bird?

Thinking of this, I shook my head heavily, I didn't dare to think down, I was afraid that after tomorrow I would be nothing, but what could I do, what could I do?

I took a sip of the wine in the glass, and then, cup after glass, kept drinking, as if at this moment, only by drinking desperately can I reduce the entanglement in my heart and forget the big battle tomorrow for a while.

Time was passing quietly, in a trance, I don't know how many cups were down, people were a little confused, and, just when I poured good wine into my cup and was about to continue drinking, suddenly, a woman sat next to me, reached out and took my cup, and drank the wine in the cup.

I turned my head in astonishment and found that this woman turned out to be my big enemy, the purple-haired woman...