Chapter 106: I miss you all night
We discussed with Li Nuo and Wu Gang that we were going to Li Lan's house to see my uncle and aunt.
On the second day of the winter vacation, the four of us went to Li Lan's cemetery first, and then to Li Lan's house.
After Li Lan left, this is the first time that Song Junxi and I and Li Nuo came, and Wu Gang should come often, because he changed his mouth and called Godmother, so we understood what was going on.
Wu Gang never mentioned it to us, and after leaving that day, Wu Gang told us that he had begged his parents to agree to recognize Li Lan's parents as godparents, and he said that in the future, even if they did not have children, they would not be afraid, and he would provide for them in old age.
The love of the young man has always been regarded as nonsense and willfulness in the eyes of parents and teachers, but Wu Gang is proving two words with his actions, long-term love!
Maybe this boy is not mature enough and not responsible enough, but he at least has the courage, and Li Lan does not regret loving him.
Although she left in the most beautiful years, she was also lucky, she was loved by someone when she was alive, and even if she left, she didn't have to worry about what happened after her.
Wu Gang used to be a playful and noisy person, but since Li Lan left, he has become calm and responsible, I don't know if this change is good or bad?
"Gangzi, I didn't see that you kid is such a long-term person, you have to make me cry for the New Year!" Li Nuo's eyes were red.
Song Junxi and I held each other's hands tightly and were silent.
Wu Gang said silently: I don't want to be like this, I would rather her live, even if we don't necessarily be together in the end.
Wu Gang looked up into the distance, his eyes were tired that we couldn't understand.
Only when you are alive can you have a chance, even if you can't love, but there is always a chance to see, and being alive is better than anything else!
I haven't seen each other for more than two months, Li Lan's mother's hair is almost completely white, and people look a lot haggard, looking at us to come a little refreshed, we stayed in Li Lan's room for a while, and there is no change from before, Li Lan's mother should clean up every day, even the most difficult bookcase there is not a trace of dust.
Wu Gang looked at Li Lan's photo and was stunned, Li Lan's mother sat silently on the sofa in the living room without saying a word, I know that she must not have been freed from the pain of losing Li Lan.
Losing her daughter hurts a hundred times more than us.
At noon, Li Lan's mother wanted to make fried noodles for us, saying that Li Lan liked to eat this the most, and I went to the kitchen to help, and Wu Gang was playing chess with Li Lan's father.
Song Junxi and Li Nuo watched from the side, Li Nuo was in a hurry on the side, one would support this, and the other would offer that, but he was a stinky chess basket, and no one paid attention to him.
Soon the fried noodles were ready, and Wu Gang and his uncle's chess game was finished, Wu Gang first brought a bowl to Li Lan's room and put it in front of her photo.
After a long time, I didn't see him, and my aunt asked me to call him, only to hear Wu Gang say in a low voice: I know you like to eat, but you can't eat it now, and it's good to smell it!
If you feel hungry, come back, you must appear in my dreams, I can't imagine you when I close my eyes now, you must always appear in my dreamsγγγγγγ
Like a sympathetic whisper, as if Li Lan was in front of him, talking to him face to face, his expression was not sad, with a slight smile, but I felt that my eyes were very sour.
Auntie didn't know when she came over, wiping her tears: "This kid can't forget Lan Lan if he has any good things, Lan Lan used to like to eat snacks, he will send them every week, I look sad, you can also persuade him, don't hold back your illness!"
"I know, Auntie, don't worry!"
However, how to persuade him to forget Li Lan, people can't be resurrected after death?
Are these words useful?
It's really not so worth looking forward to after the winter vacation, Song Junxi's family went to Hong Kong and didn't come back until the sixth day of junior high school.
My days at home are indeed a bit boring, every day, reading books, making rolling paper, and the weekly diary specially instructed by Mr. Wu.
On the 28th, our family's small restaurant closed its doors, and we finally began to prepare for the first real Spring Festival for our family in this city.
Dad deliberately took the time to buy a TV, before, I was always at school, my parents were busy, and I didn't have time to sit down and watch TV, Dad was afraid that I would be bored at home during the winter vacation, so I went to buy it.
On the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, our family watched TV, wrapped dumplings, and was happy, and it felt so good to be together during the New Year.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, Song Junxi called me, I glanced at my parents who were asleep on the sofa, smiled, and went in to answer the phone.
"What are you doing?" Song Junxi was noisy, like he was on the street.
"I'm watching the Spring Festival Gala!
"I'm on the balcony and there's a firework here, it's beautiful!"
Song Junxi took a photo and sent it by MMS, the picture is clear from time to time, but it is beautiful!
"Did you miss me?" Song Junxi's tone softened, his voice was exceptionally good, and at that moment, I had the feeling that if he was in front of me, I would want to throw myself into his arms.
I wanted to tell him, and I missed him, but I didn't say it.
Aunt Yao's voice came from over there: "Junxi, what are you doing on the balcony, come in!"
Song Jun-hee would send me a text message every day, telling me some interesting things, and I could almost imagine him having a lot of fun on the double-decker bus that crossed the whole street, in the Ocean Park, at the tea restaurant, at the top of the mountain, and at the racecourse.
On the afternoon of the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Song Junxi texted me to open the window, and as soon as I opened the window, I saw him standing below.
I didn't even bother to close the window, so I ran down: "You're back?"
"Stupid, am I standing right in front of you?" Song Junxi knocked on my head.
"We haven't seen each other in a year, do you miss me?" Song Jun-hee took my hand and walked towards our secret dating base.
I lowered my head and refused to say anything, Song Junxi smiled: "You don't say I kissed you!"
He made a gesture to come over, in broad daylight, I was naturally afraid, and blurted out the word after thinking about it, Song Junxi nodded with satisfaction: "This is good!" touched my hair like a puppy.
We sat on a bench in a small park for the afternoon, and I leaned on his shoulder, basking in the sun and talking about my experience in Hong Kong.
School is going to start the day after tomorrow, and the time we spend alone together is only this afternoon, Song Junxi said that Aunt Yao is going to invite friends to play at home tomorrow, and he wants to help take care of the guests at home and can't leave, frowning and talking about these expressions make me feel particularly distressed, I reached out and brushed away his frowning brows: "It's okay, school will start the day after tomorrow, we have time to meet!"
"When will I be able to see you twenty-four hours a day?"
"There are forty-eight hours in a day!" I laughed and quipped, how could we see each other twenty-four hours a day and do nothing?