Mingyu's expression made Jiang Ruo uneasy, and the things in her hands seemed to be hot potatoes, and she was reluctant to take them.

Ming Yu pressed the bank card tightly on Jiang Ruo's palm, and said in a hoarse voice: "I, count me for troublesome you." ”

The earnest gaze was the only light on her entire face, and it was when she was the most vivid in the past few days, Jiang Ruo couldn't bear it, and didn't say a word of refusal for a while, but he didn't immediately agree, "You first say what you want me to do." ”

"This is the money I have saved over the years," Jiang Ruo sat on the edge of the bed, Ming Yu slowly squatted down on the bed, sat on the soft velvet carpet, rubbed her fingers against the string of numbers on the bank card, and she pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty, "Jiang Ji is very generous, and he will give me some money from time to time." But he has all arranged for my food, clothing, and housing, and I basically don't use the money. I kept the money in my card, and at first I was too angry, thinking that if I had a life of my own in the future, I could get rid of him completely, and I would definitely throw this card in his face. But I now understand what an extravagant fantasy 'my own life' is, and I have ...... I haven't lived independently for too long, and I gradually can't imagine what I can do without him, and I also realize that people can't get along with money. ”

She looked at Jiang Ruo with blank eyes, and for the first time told her what she thought in her heart, her expression was humble and mixed with relief, "If you say these words, I know that you will look down on me, but Jiang Ruo, people are different, you have more ideas than me since I was a child, and even my mother said that I was stupid and cowardly." I often feel that my life is boring, I want to die and fear death, and finally I muster up the courage to make an end, and I am pulled back from the ghost gate, I really ......"

She couldn't go on, and let out a wry smile.

"Mingyu, I have never looked down on you, I have also had difficulties, there have been times when I was depressed and powerless, and no one is more qualified than others to be proud. In addition, Jiang Ruo didn't know what else to say, in the past few days, the words of comfort have come and gone, and I don't know how much effect it can make.

Ming Yu curled up her legs, didn't dare to look at Jiang Ruo's eyes, pointed to the card and said, "Maybe this money is nothing to him, but to me, it's a number that I never dared to think of, can you ......" She held Jiang Ruo's hand, "Can you help me hand it over to my mother?"

Jiang Ruo was as frightened as if she had confessed her last words, and her heart sank suddenly, "Mingyu, I can't represent you, you have to hand it over to your mother in person." ”

"I can't see her like this......" Mingyu suppressed her fluctuating emotions, closed her eyes and kept shaking her head, "She won't accept it either." ”

"Mingyu, I can't help you. Jiang Ruo was worried in her heart, if this was the only wish that Ming Yu couldn't let go, if it was done for her, what would be the result if she had no regrets, Jiang Ruo didn't dare to think about it at all. On the contrary, it may also become the driving force to support her survival.

Mingyu's eyes were red, as if she was holding back tears, and it seemed that there were no tears to flow, "Don't think about it, I just don't dare to see her." She is suffering from cancer, not other diseases, and the disease is under control at the moment, but it may recur one day and the cancer cells will spread. She's so grumpy...... I secretly paid her a hospitalization fee before I left the last hospitalization, and if she had anything to do, she would definitely not tell me again, she had almost no savings of her own, and I was afraid that I would ......"

I'm afraid that her mother won't survive the day when she wants to see her, and I'm also afraid that I won't be able to get through it.

"Jiang Ruo," she choked in a hoarse voice, unable to speak, "I have nothing to be nostalgic for, I only have my mother." ”

Jiang Ruo couldn't see her like this, so he grabbed the card from her hand, "I'll help you." ”

Ming Yu breathed a sigh of relief and said gratefully, "Thank you." ”

Jiang Ruo asked her not to sit on the ground all the time, and looked at the large blue and black under her eyelids worriedly, "Aren't you going to sleep for a while? I didn't sleep last night." ”

After receiving Jiang Ruo's consent, she was very cautious, Jiang Ruo asked her to sleep, and she immediately lay back on the bed.

When Jiang Ruo covered her with a quilt, she saw that the bones on the instep of her feet were really like skin and bones, and she couldn't help but pause for a moment, and then turned her eyes away without a trace.

Jiang Ruo put the card away, Mingyu grabbed her again, his eyes were earnest, "I left a phone call for our neighbor before, asking her to take care of my mother, and notify me when I was discharged from the hospital or if there is a change, but for so long, my mother has not been discharged from the hospital, I am worried about ......"

Jiang Ruo knew what she meant, "I'll go back to see her for you in two days, can you rest assured?"

Ming Yu nodded, lowered his voice and cautiously advised: "Also, you must not let Jiang Jin know that I let you take the money to my mother." ”

When she mentioned Jiang Ji, she shrank with a look and stabbed Jiang Ru hard.

While being afraid, he couldn't escape, not to mention that Mingyu had feelings for Jiang Ji.

What kind of ordeal should this be?

Jiang Ruo asked her, "Why can't you let him know?"

Ming Yu said sadly: "After settling my mother, I can have no worries, even if I want to leave in the future, he can't force me." ”

Jiang Ruo squeezed her bony hand, "Okay." ”

"I must have remembered!" Ming Yu emphasized uneasily, "It's better for you to pretend to go back to your hometown to visit relatives and help me watch my mother by the way, I'm afraid that he will let people follow you." ”

Jiang Ruo was inexplicably flustered by her appearance as if she was facing a great enemy, so she could only keep reassuring her, "Don't worry, he won't know." ”

Mingyu nodded, Jiang Ruo turned off the light, "You sleep well, I'll leave when my aunt comes, and I'll buy a high-speed rail ticket back to my hometown when I go back." ”

Ming Yu closed his eyes and prepared to fall asleep, Jiang Ruo left the room and closed the door.

As soon as the doorknob fell, Ming Yu slowly opened his eyes, stared at the door motionless for a while, turned to face the window, covered half of his face under the quilt, and opened his eyes sleeplessly.

After a while, the aunt who took care of her came back from shopping, and Jiang Ruo said a few words to the aunt and left.

Ming Yu closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and the two lines of waterline on his face slid into his hairline, and the sobbing drove his shoulders to tremble.

Jiang Ruo has been affected by taking care of Mingyu in the past few days, and his mood is a little depressed, coupled with the gloomy weather for several days, the whole person is so low that he feels chest tightness from time to time.

Lu Huaishen is not in the past few days, Aunt Wu has been living at home, it is Lu Huaishen's idea, and it is only relieved to have someone by his side to take care of him.

When she returned home, Aunt Wu was watching TV, and when she saw her frowning, she knew what she was busy with these days, so she got up to make a fruit plate for her, and persuaded her: "Madam, don't think my wife is talking too much." ”

Jiang Ruo leaned back on the sofa and said with a smile: "You are about the same age as my mother, and you don't have a few wrinkles, what kind of old woman are you?"

Aunt Wu is in her fifties, has never been sick, and looks younger than Qiao Hui.

Aunt Wu smiled when she heard this, "Although you praise me, I still have to say it, you are now a person with a body, everything must be focused on your own body, and you can do your best to do your best to make friends, but you can't reverse the priorities." ”

Jiang Ruo slowly lowered his smile.

Aunt Wu washed the fruit neatly, and her mouth was not idle, and continued to tell her: "And people in the past thought that it was best for pregnant women not to be contaminated with bad luck, maybe you would think that it was old feudal, but if you think about it from another angle, if you get along with people who are sick for a long time, will your mentality and mood be affected? I just see that you are a little depressed these days." ”