Once people are in the mood to the most lost, they will miss their relatives very much, and it is snowing again, and I think of my father!

The winter in the north was extraordinarily cold and extraordinarily long, and after this snowfall, it was even colder in City A, and for the next week, I was busy with work in the studio. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Song Junxi has been busy with Aunt Yao's affairs, and I haven't seen each other during this time, I was afraid that I would stimulate Aunt Yao, and I didn't dare to look at her in the past, and my life was dull and smooth.

It was my father's memorial day, and it happened to be a weekend.

On the morning of this day, I got up very early, and before dawn, I crawled out of the bed, first went to take a shower, then put on the black clothes specially prepared yesterday, and then went downstairs to the flower market.

I chose a large bouquet of chrysanthemums, and some carnations, paid for them, and went to the cemetery on the outskirts of the city with those flowers.

I held the flowers I bought, and walked along the neatly stacked steps of bluestone to the cemetery step by step.

Because my father's grave was close to the inside, I walked for about half an hour before I arrived at my father's grave, because it was snowing, so the whole front of the tombstone was surrounded by snow, and it looked a little desolate.

Standing in front of the tomb, it took a lot of effort before he walked up, bent down and knelt on the ground, and used his hands to remove the snow from the four sides of the tombstone little by little.

When I was picking up the snow with my hands, I didn't dare to look up at the words engraved on the tombstone and the photos hanging there, but I just kept my head down, and pulled the snow without saying a word.

Some sadness is like a torrent that has been gathering momentum for a long time, and once the embankment bursts, it will not stop.

As soon as my tears began to fall, I couldn't control it anymore, and at the end, I suddenly burst into tears, like a helpless child.

After crying for a long time, he barely stopped his tears, kept sobbing and turned his head, and inserted the two bouquets of flowers he bought into the flower pot in front of the tombstone.

Kneeling silently in front of the tombstone, it took me a long time before I mustered up the courage to raise my head little by little and see the black and white photo hanging on the tombstone.

I feel that I am very vulnerable in winter, and those grievances and sadness continue to hit me, and I always think of my father!

Father's love and mother's love, family and fullness.

It was the best harbor I've ever had.

Thinking about it, the tears fell a little uncontrollably, his hands were clenched into fists, and he wasted his strength for a long time before he said softly: "Dad, I'm coming to see you!"

Although he knew that the dead person would be unconscious, he still had a lot of things on his mind to say to him.

Last night I obviously thought a lot and told my dad about my grievances, my sadness, my misses, and my work.

But when I knelt in front of my father's grave now, I found that I couldn't say my grievances at all, and I didn't want my father to worry about me when he was underground!

All I can say is that my mother and I are fine, and my mother is in good health now, you don't have to worry about us, you can take care of your mother when you grow up······

As I spoke, I couldn't go on, but I hung my head and knelt in front of the tomb without saying a word, until the sun in the east completely rose and hung high in the air, and I stood up from the tomb.

He bowed deeply to the tombstone, looked at the tombstone for a while, then turned around and went down the mountain.

By the time I returned to the city from the cemetery on the outskirts of the city, it was nearly eleven o'clock in the afternoon.

I didn't eat breakfast, but I wasn't hungry at all, I just felt tired, but I didn't finish the work at hand.

When I poured water for myself, I felt a familiar pain in my lower abdomen, frowned, subconsciously put down the water glass, and went to the bathroom, took off my clothes, and sure enough, I saw the dark red on my underwear.

But this will not be able to change in the company, so you can only pad a sanitary napkin first.

I sat down in my chair and drank the hot water that had just been poured down, but within five minutes I felt a piercing pain in my abdomen.

But I thought that I hadn't read a few contracts in my hand, so I continued to endure it.

I frowned, sat up with my body buried, touched my phone, and saw Song Junxi's name on the caller ID, and I answered the call without hesitation.

Before he could speak, Song Junxi's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone: "Where?"

"What about the company. I answered the phone with one hand and pressed my lower abdomen with the other to relieve the pain, and then realized that my answer was too simplistic, and added, "What's wrong?"

"Regarding the cooperation with the wind direction, I may have to meet with their president this afternoon, so I ask you, do you have time this afternoon?"

In fact, I didn't have dysmenorrhea before, but at that time, because it was winter when I had a miscarriage, the confinement was not done, so this dysmenorrhea has continued like this.

I raised my hand, touched my lower abdomen, hesitated, and asked, "What time is the afternoon?"

Over the phone, Jun-hee seemed to hear the hesitation in my words, and instead of answering my question directly, he opened his mouth and asked, "What's inconvenient?"

The cooperation with the wind direction was actually introduced by Junxi, and I didn't want to take it at the time, but he said, it doesn't matter who introduces it, the key is to do a good job, and besides, everyone is not in a good mood during this time, which can be regarded as Chong Chongxi, this is also the last big case at the end of the year, and I naturally don't want to make mistakes.

You can only win, you can't lose.

Now that I have made an appointment with the president of the wind direction, I can't change it so easily, after all, there are too many variables in the shopping mall.

So, this time, I didn't hesitate to open up into the phone: "There is nothing inconvenient. ”

"Then you wait in the company, I'll pick you up and accompany you!"

"Junxi, then you go to my house to pick me up, I'll go back and change my clothes!"

After hanging up the phone, I cleaned up and went home first, always changing clothes.

When a woman has menstruation, it is always easy to get sleepy, or it may be that she got up early in the morning, which will almost fall asleep in the car, so she insisted on getting home and picked out a set of clothes in the closet.

When I got dressed and looked in the mirror, I saw that my face was too pale and I looked weak, and I didn't have the appearance of a career woman at all.

"Xia Xia, why is your face so bad, don't be busy going to work, rest in the afternoon, this work can't be done!"

"I know, Mom, you don't have to worry about it! I'm going to have a very important case this afternoon!"

I went and took out the spare cosmetics I had bought, put some lipstick on the mirror, and put on some blush on purpose.

When I finished cleaning it up, Song Junxi's call came, and while answering, he changed his shoes and went directly downstairs to the apartment.

I saw Jun-hee's car parked there safely!