There is sweat on the body, scattered with the wind, winter training is like this, hot and cold, the whole body is cold, one word "cool", cool to the heart. I really responded to that sentence, my heart is cold, my heart is flying, obey your desires, I am a stupid snow wave.

After the queue and physical training came to an end, Bai Bingjie walked to the river bank alone, stood on the steps of the embankment, looking at the sparkling river, the cold wind mixed with the coldness of the river, like ice slag piercing her face, making her more conscious, but her mood became more and more troubled.

A person should live happily, should not be sentimental and sentimental, and she should be the kind of open-minded and cheerful person!

But why? Her mood was so worried, her face was so gloomy, she felt that she had been stunned these days, and had fallen into a whirlpool from which she could not extricate herself, and had almost completely devoured her soul and spirit.

Ever since I participated in the PA

After Ty came back, Bai Bingjie's mood was not good, and she placed the clothes she wore that night directly at the bottom of the closet, never wanting to see it again.

However, she didn't throw away the clothes, after all, the clothes were too expensive, and she didn't pay for them herself, so she owed someone a favor.

Bai Bingjie knew deeply that she was incompatible with Jin Ziyu's circle, and she was originally a person living in two classes, how could she get along!

Although she also loves money and wants material comforts, she will not grovel for money, nor will she be ashamed of herself because of inferiority.

She knows self-esteem and self-love, can be self-vigilant and self-reflective, and has self-reliance and self-reliance, so she is Bai Bingjie, a stubborn and arrogant Bai Bingjie.

To tell the truth, she went from her disgust with Jin Ziyu at the beginning, to her indifference to Jin Ziyu slowly, and then to her feelings for Jin Ziyu now, this gradual change is because of Jin Ziyu's devotion to her, no matter how hard a stone is, it will be gradually moved.

Bai Bingjie is not a stone, nor is she a hard-hearted woman, she is a woman of flesh and blood, affection and righteousness, others treat her well, she will be better to others, this is both her advantage and her disadvantage, sometimes she is blinded by rhetoric, hypocrisy, sugar-coated shells.

However, will her future life be happy? Although she looks like a fairy, she is not a fairy, she cannot predict, she can only speculate.

Therefore, at this moment, she seems even more confused, worried, and gloomy.

Liu Zhiyu was chatting with Zhong Dahai by the river, and turned his head to see Bai Bingjie, who was alone in the cold wind and only sad, he didn't pay attention to her these days, and he didn't know what was wrong with her, as if he was in a bad mood.

"Bai Bingjie, she, her mood is not high, and she seems to be in a bad mood. Liu Zhiyu whispered.

"Well, I can see it a long time ago, she doesn't say, and I don't want to ask. Zhong Dahai replied in a low voice.

Since he saw Bai Bingjie get into Jin Ziyu's sports car that night, although Liu Zhiyu persuaded him for a while, he also wanted to put it down, but he still paid attention to Bai Bingjie, how could he not pay attention to her!

Seeing that she was unhappy, he wanted to care about her, but he felt that he was unqualified, he didn't want to disturb her mind, he just wanted her to make her own decisions.

He didn't know if he was right or wrong to do this, and he wouldn't regret it in the future. I have been born and it is enough to see her happy.

"Why? We're good friends! Just ask, what's so hard to say? Let's go and talk to her. Liu Zhiyu said, grabbed Zhong Dahai's arm and walked over to Bai Bingjie, "Hey, I was too careless to observe Bai Bingjie's abnormality, she wasn't like this before." ”

Zhong Dahai didn't want to go over, what could he say in the past, talk about her and Jin Ziyu's affairs? However, Liu Zhiyu dragged too hard and too hard, and he couldn't get rid of it if he wanted to, so he had to take steps to follow, muttering something in his mouth, and he didn't know what he was saying.

Walking behind Bai Bingjie, Liu Zhiyu shouted softly: "Bai Bingjie, what are you looking at, so fascinated!"

Bai Bingjie heard the voice, turned around and saw that it was Liu Zhiyu and Zhong Dahai, smiled slightly, and said, "I didn't see anything, I was bored to pass the time." ”

After Bai Bingjie finished speaking, she turned her head to look at the Yunjiang River again, a gust of wind blew, and layers of ripples rippled on the calm water surface, chasing after wave on the shore.

Liu Zhiyu pulled Zhong Dahai to Bai Bingjie's side, and also looked at the river, the blue waves were rippling, and the people were flustered. Although he felt that Bai Bingjie was bored, he still said: "Bai Bingjie, look at your face is a little bad, is there something uncomfortable?"

"yes! I'm fine, I'm not feeling unwell. Bai Bingjie unconsciously raised her hand, gently stroked her cheek, shook her head and said. She's in good health, but she's just not feeling well. However, she felt uncomfortable, how could they treat her?

"Your mood is not very high, did you encounter something?" Liu Zhiyu asked again, and then said with a smile, "If there is something, you just say, don't see each other between us." ”

"That is, if you talk about something, you don't dare to say anything else, you can still do it to shelter you from the wind and rain. Zhong Dahai couldn't help but say on the side. He endured it a few times, but in the end he couldn't hold his tongue, and he still had to say what he had to say.

Bai Bingjie turned her head to look at Liu Zhiyu and Zhong Dahai, grateful in her heart, and smiled on her face: "Thank you! I'm fine, I'm really fine, it's just that I'm sentimental, I think so." ”

Liu Zhiyu and Zhong Dahai's concern moved her, there has been a long time since the feeling and atmosphere before, since she dated Jin Ziyu, her relationship with them has been much indifferent, and the communication with each other has also decreased, and there is a kind of separation between each other invisibly, and unconsciously sprouted in each other's hearts, and there is such a deep gully.

She was in a bad mood, there were her own reasons, Jin Ziyu's reasons, that night's reasons, and the reasons for being confused about the future, but in the final analysis, it was the question of where she and Jin Ziyu were going that bothered her.

And this question, whether it is Liu Zhiyu or Zhong Dahai, can't give her an answer, and only she can answer this answer.

How can she tell them about this problem, she can't say it, so she can only solve it by herself in her heart.

She really misses Ye Zhuoran, whenever she is in a bad mood and can't think about it, Ye Zhuoran is always her loyal listener and the best enlightener, with Ye Zhuoran here, she will not have sorrow, but Ye Zhuoran is not there!

Liu Zhiyu saw that Bai Bingjie didn't want to say anything, there were some things and some things, she was embarrassed to say to them, especially emotional things, and Zhong Dahai still had that kind of thing, maybe it was the best choice to avoid talking about it.

However, through chatting and communicating, adjusting emotions and changing a mood, it is a good thing for each of them, after all, they are good friends and confidants, and they need more communication and exchanges.

"Yes! Time flies so fast, it's been almost two years in a blink of an eye, they are also in their second year of graduate school now, Ye Zhuoran is still studying so hard, he doesn't even go home after the holidays. If there's a chance, it's time for us to get together. Liu Zhiyu remembered the six-member group of the graduate school entrance examination, and now the world is separated, and the matter of the graduate school entrance examination has also fallen into the dust.

"I said that I wanted to go to the capital to see Ye Zhuoran, but I haven't been able to make the trip, and I don't know the Year of the Monkey in order to realize this wish, I have to redouble my efforts. Liu Zhiyu, you're right, the six of us should find a chance to get together, I also miss Liu Haowei and Ye Zhuoran. Zhong Dahai said affectionately. The experience of studying, struggling and struggling together is an unforgettable memory for him for the rest of his life.

"Well, when I turned around, I called Ran Ran and asked her if she would come back this winter vacation, it was best for everyone to get together and have a good drink. Giggles!" Bai Bingjie said with a smile, remembering the days when they were drunk together and not returning home, and cherished each other's deep friendship even more.

Recalling the previous days and nights, her heart was full of fighting spirit and passion again. Thinking of Ye Zhuoran and Jenny who are far away in the capital, she still has a lot of things to do, she still has ideals and goals that have not been realized, and she has to continue to work hard.

She suddenly came to her senses, playing with people and losing her mind. Industry is good at diligence, absurdity is frolic, action is in thinking, destruction is in follow.

She was so greedy for material needs that she forgot to pursue something more precious, which was the ideal of struggle.

Thinking of this, she has a clearer understanding of the relationship with Jin Ziyu, let everything be as it is! What others give is always someone else's, even if it becomes her own, it is still with someone else's mark, and she can't erase it, and even one day she may even have to go back with interest, and if she doesn't pay it back, the gains outweigh the losses in the end.

Therefore, she has to be herself, maintain her own consistent nature, rely on herself, hold up her own sky, only she can rely on, only she can grasp her own happiness.

Looking at it in a blink of an eye, the ripples in the river are so colorful and full of vitality, shouldn't life be like this?

"Yes, I'm looking forward to it! As long as we're happy, it's more important than anything else, don't you say? Liu Zhiyu said with a smile.

"Yes, happy, happy, it's a must. Bai Bingjie's eyes smiled, it was a real smile, and the gloom on his face dissipated.

The corners of Zhong Dahai's mouth curved, seeing Bai Bingjie smiling, it was more important than anything else, she smiled, he was happy, no matter when, it was the same, and his life remained the same. He meditated in his heart, wishing her a better future.

After the training, according to Lin Luohua's arrangement, there will be a five-kilometer cross-country, who runs first and who goes back first, there is no time limit, and the whole process must be run.

This task is actually not difficult, but it is not simple, I haven't done such long-distance endurance training for a long time, and I really don't get used to it for a while.

After Lin Luohua gave the order, all the personnel rushed out at the starting line. It's both trail running and relaxing, and it's rare to have the time to finish the run.

They were very excited, they were very fierce at the beginning, only ran a few hundred meters, and most of them began to complain, the force was too strong, the cold wind was too cold, and they drank a stomach of cool breeze, and their body reacted a little violently, feeling that uncomfortable!

However, since you have embarked on a cross-country race, you have to keep running, and if you keep running until the finish line, it is a victory. This five-kilometer cross-country, just like life, once you start the journey, you have to run hard, and you can never stop struggling.