It's hard to love or not to love.

It hurts to forget and forget!

This is the truest portrayal between me and Song Junxi, three days, he sent me text messages for three days, and the content of the text messages is the same, I love you!

I replied with three of the same texts: I'll wait for you!

I had a dream all night that night, and I dreamed of Song Junxi, who was walking with his back to me, and his back looked so desperate.

I tried to chase and run after him, but when my speed increased, his speed increased, and no matter how hard I tried, they were so far apart.

So, I ran as hard as I could, and at last the distance between me and him narrowed and narrowed, and the moment my hand was about to touch the hem of his clothes, suddenly his figure disappeared.

Then I stood in a daze on the deserted street, looking around for him.

However, no matter how much I searched, I still couldn't find Song Junxi.

I finally opened my mouth and shouted his name loudly, but I screamed in my throat and no one answered me.

He didn't show up, and I crouched down exhausted.

One by one appeared in front of me, Aunt Yao, who was in a wheelchair, and she said that I had snatched her son, and mocked me for my inadequacy.

Han Xiaoya is still so noble, she smiled, getting closer and closer to me, like an angel saving the world, stretched out a pair of hands to me, when I wanted to stretch out my hand, she suddenly took it back, and asked me hysterically why I robbed her husband.

I buried my face between my legs, whimpering, crying uncontrollably, as if I wanted to pour out all the sadness and grief in my heart.

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I woke up crying like this, and even when I woke up, my whole body was still a little choked, and my pillow was wet.

I looked at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning, but I didn't feel sleepy.

I casually put on a piece of clothing and walked to the window, the night was very quiet, the driveway was also very quiet, no one walked, no vehicles passed, only the street lights were lonely on.

Even so, I can still see the prosperity of City A, but my heart is becoming more and more sour and lonely.

I'm in love with someone, but it's like we're looking through the world's hardest scratch-resistant glass, and we can see each other's faces, but we can't touch them.

I felt my heart hurt again.

You say, why is my life so miserable?

Every day of love, love is fearful, and pain dies and comes alive.

I didn't want to meet him again, but fate is so fond of playing tricks, just when I mustered up the courage to meet a new beginning, I died again!

Fate really didn't favor me for half a minute.

When I thought of this, tears rolled down my eyes again.

I can't learn to stalk.

I know that in love, if two people really have no fate, your infatuation and your persistence are actually equivalent to entanglement.

What is entanglement?

Entanglement is, in your own eyes, you think it is infatuation, in the eyes of others, it is cheap, it is hateful!

Song Junxi and I seem to be like this, the mountain of love in our own world is shattered and lived, but we forget what others think, and in the eyes of others we are crazy!

So, right now, we don't seem to have a choice.

I took out my mobile phone, clicked on Song Junxi with trembling fingers, and carefully read the chat history of our time during this time.

Not a word was omitted.

The hand gently rubbed on the mobile phone screen, in fact, even I don't believe that there will be a future, contradictions, and entanglements between us!

One second I imagined the future, the next second I was indecisive, I tortured myself to the point of going crazy, little by little, I laughed when I looked at it, and I cried when I laughed and laughed.

A person, from strange to familiar, and then must choose to be born, maybe temporary, maybe forever, life seems to be so simple.

Until the end, I couldn't stop crying.

I can't tell why I love him, but I know that he is the reason why I don't love anyone else.

I thank him for coming to my world, even though I am not his world, but he is my whole world.

I want to make breakfast for him, wash his shirt, have a baby for him, raise him with him, and grow old with him, which is actually my dream.

My hand gently touched my lower abdomen, where there was once a life!

It's a pity that he, like our love, came at the wrong time.

I made breakfast for the first time in a long time, and when my mom woke up, I had already made breakfast.

"Why did you wake up so early today?" said Mom smiled and sat down at the dinner table.

"I woke up when I couldn't sleep!" I filled my mother with a bowl of porridge.

"Why are your eyes swollen like that, haven't you rested well!"

"It's okay, maybe I've been too tired from work lately!It's okay, I'll just take a break in the office at noon!" I don't want my mom to worry.

The company has been doing well lately, except for Yueyan's mother, who occasionally comes to the studio to give us advice on what we do.

Naturally, we're used to it!

In Zhao Wen's words, we can't just because the dog bites us, we have to go up and take a bite, in fact, it is the dog that eventually becomes the meal on the plate!

We comforted ourselves in this way, which was kind of a joy in the midst of suffering, but the good thing about my mother later was that although she was extremely critical of us and didn't work hard, she was not too troublesome.

Because Zhao Wen told him that if the studio has no performance, even if we want to give her money, there is no money in the account!

She did it!

During the day, when I was in the company, I worked hard, and when it was time to get off work, I just wanted to go home as soon as possible, and I was afraid that the longer I stayed outside, the more I would think of him.

I need to wait quietly.

When I came out of the company, I was going to take a taxi home, but before I could take two steps, two men came up to me, blocked my way, and said to me, "Miss Liu, please come with us"

I could see at a glance that people had bad intentions, I naturally wouldn't be stupid enough to really walk away with people, and subconsciously turned around to escape, however, before I had time to turn around, my waist was stopped by a man, shouting: "Honey, I was wrong, don't be angry!"

"Whoever is your dear, let go of me!"

Passers-by really thought we were two little couples having an awkward relationship, and no matter how much I shouted, no one came forward to pay attention to these things.

So, in this way, I was carried by a stranger in front of the public, and walked to the car not far away.

Someone was already sitting in the car waiting, and when they saw me stuffed in, they immediately stepped on the gas pedal and walked away.

So, I was kidnapped in broad daylight!

Until I was stuffed in the car, I felt incredible.