Chapter 5 The Past and the Past
Why did Bai Juechen marry Xiao Lengyu?
With his current status, what kind of woman can't be found?
But he didn't forget his roots.
Bai Juechen's mother, Lin Qiushui, has a motherly love for him as deep as water, if it weren't for him, his mother might have gone to find his short-lived father a long time ago.
As the saying goes: "When a father dies and a mother marries, he takes care of himself." "Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes. ”
He was three years old that year, and his mother was 26 years old, which was the age of flowers, Lin Qiushui was also handsome, and he was definitely a beauty, so he could abandon him and marry a wealthy family.
It was okay to live a hard life, but she didn't do that, and his mother didn't leave him alone to live alone. The kind mother took him all over the streets, carrying a bowl and a pair of chopsticks to beg from house to house to survive.
He still remembers the disgusted look in the eyes of others when his mother took him to beg, and his face was full of disdain.
For many days and nights, he couldn't even figure out how he got there.
I still remember one autumn evening, his mother took him to beg along the street, entered a large household, and his mother begged for food with others with a smile.
As soon as he entered the door, the young master of the household came out with a kick and his mother kicked him to the ground.
His eyes were red in an instant, and he just wanted to fight with that young man, and he picked up half a brick on the ground to shoot that person.
There is a kind of momentum that looks down on life and death, and does it if you are not satisfied.
It was said that the horizontal was afraid of the line, and the stunned was afraid of dying, and the young master also jumped at that time, and even stood in place in a daze, so frightened that he didn't move.
But his mother still grabbed him and said in a kind voice: "Chen'er, let's go." ”
His mother's pleasant voice came to his ears, as if a warm flow flowed into his body, and he was instantly clear and did not make a big mistake.
He endured humiliation and humiliation.
His mother told him: "The heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, and starve their bodies and skins." Empty of his body, act chaotically, so he is tempted to forbear, and he has benefited from what he can't.
The mother also said: "If you can't bear it, you will make a big plan, and only by enduring what ordinary people can't bear can you do what ordinary people can't." ”
"It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge. The green mountains left are here, and I am not afraid of no firewood. ”
If Han Xin was not humiliated by his crotch, how could he lead a million male soldiers?
If Goujian, the king of Yue, didn't lie down and taste his courage, how could he lead his troops to break the state of Wu?
If Liu Bang could not bear to bear the burden of humiliation, how could he defeat the Chu army and order the princes of the world to become the founding emperor of a generation?
Sima Qianruo couldn't bear the humiliation, and was praised by Mr. Lu Xun as "the swan song of the historian, the rhyme of the separation." How can the "Historical Records" be passed down through the ages?
His mother taught him three days and three nights, just so that he could understand that if he wanted to bear weight, he must first endure humiliation. Just so that he can live well in this cruel world.
His mother was ordinary, so ordinary that she could only beg on the streets.
At the same time, it is also great, so great that he can let go of his self-esteem for his son.
Every time his mother asked for the first bowl of rice, he would eat it first, and Lin would rather starve himself than let him suffer.
Therefore, although life is hard, Bai Juechen has never been hungry because of that great and kind mother.
On a cold winter, mother and son hugged each other in a ruined temple, shivering.
In the distance, there were two carriages, and a little girl came down from the carriage, about the same age as him, and the little girl took out 100 yuan from her pocket, and took out two cotton clothes from the car. He asked, "Auntie, it's cold." It's not cold when you wear a cotton coat. An innocent face with a warm smile. The little girl back then was Xiao Lengyu.
Maybe she has long forgotten the insignificant past in the winter of more than ten years ago.
But Bai Juechen's mother and son will never forget it for the rest of their lives, it was those two cotton clothes and the 100 yuan that could be described as a charcoal in the snow. Let the mother and son survive the cold and biting winter, and it is never an exaggeration to say that she is Bai Juechen's life-saving benefactor.
It is precisely because of Bai Juechen that Lin Qiushui has the motivation to live, if it were not for him, it is estimated that Lin Qiushui would have cut himself off and martyred himself. She is hard, she suffers all the hardships of the world, she runs around, just so that Bai Jiechen can eat a mouthful of food.
It is said that his mother is the lover of his son in his last life, which is really fine, otherwise why would his mother be so good to him.
Bai Jiechen felt that his mother was the greatest mother in the world, although the life with his mother was not easy, but he felt the warmth and coldness of human affection, and felt the affection between mother and son.
Mother can't say enough words about him, and she can't say a thousand words!
That year, her mother was physically and mentally exhausted because of her perennial travel, and she became ill from overwork, and suffered a serious illness. A few days later, he died of depression, and before he died, he entrusted him to a kind person, and his mother's dying will was just a sentence.
"Chen'er, I'm going down to reunite with your father, don't worry about your mother. If you succeed in the future, you will find that girl, marry her and take care of her for the rest of your life, if you do nothing, then you will be an ordinary person and live a dull life! ”
Mother's life cannot be violated, not to mention the last words of the mother leaving the world. Bai Juechen lost his father at the age of three and his mother at the age of thirteen. Since he was three years old, his mother pulled him up. His mother had never asked him for anything, and he could not live up to it in any way except the last word, which was the only request.
Life is short for a few autumns, and who doesn't want to live happily and happily?
His mother Lin Qiushui is a member of the Lin family in the capital, and she is the biological daughter of Lin Zhentian, the old man of the Lin family, and she is definitely from a wealthy family.
The Lin family, one of the four ancient martial arts families in the capital, ranked last. The Xu family ranked second.
At the beginning, the family forced her to marry the Xu family for the sake of interests, although the old man Lin loved his daughter earnestly, but it was difficult to speak, after all, the elders in the family agreed, after all, this is to give up the small family for everyone, the big family is like this, when necessary, you must give up all the love of children and daughters, and take the supremacy of family interests as the criterion.
However, the object of her marriage is indeed Xu Feng, this Xu family is a well-known lover, showing mercy everywhere, looking for flowers and willows all day long, morning and evening.
She would rather die than give in, and swear to die......
"I am in charge of my happiness, I have the final say on who I marry, and if you want to marry, you will marry yourself. ”
"Little doll, we watched you grow up, do you talk to the elders like this?" the Great Elder said
"The family has provided you with a good growth environment since you were a child, someone will bring you food when you are hungry, someone will pour water for you when you are thirsty, and someone will add clothes for you when you are cold. It's also time for you to give back to the family. The second elder spoke.
"It's up to you whether you marry or not. The third elder snorted coldly and said angrily.
Eventually, the Council of Elders decided to grounded her and shut her up in her room for reflection.
Lin Zhentian saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. He bribed the guards and released her.
"If you don't want to marry Xu Feng, then let's go, don't come back in the future. Lin Zhentian's eyes were red and he said.
"Dad, what should you do when I'm gone?" Lin Qiushui's eyes were moist, and he held back no tears.
"Don't worry, Dad is not old yet, and he is not afraid of those bad old men of the Elders' Association." Lin Zhentian endured the reluctance in his heart and said: "Go to the outside world, go and chase your long-awaited freedom, child." ”
Lin Qiushui burst into tears, turned around in three steps, and walked out of the gate of the Lin family. She has nothing to be nostalgic for the Lin family, the only thing she is reluctant to give up is this father who loves her and loves her.
Daughter, may you be born in the next life: "It is better to be a beggar on the street than to be born in the emperor's family." Alas, Lin Zhentian looked up to the sky and sighed and muttered.
After Lin Qiushui, he fell in love with a man who was so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary, and the two fell in love with each other, married him and had children.
This ordinary man is Bai Wugen. is Bai Juechen's biological father.