At this moment, I don't seem to be me anymore, full of grievances and anger, there is nowhere to vent, only to roar, only to scream, can I release, I can't care about anything at all, I just want to vent to the fullest, because my heart is too painful, too uncomfortable.

Since I played the identity of Xu Can, I have never lived my true self, no matter what difficulties I face, no matter how much difficulty I face, no matter how much shame and grievances I endure, all I can do is forbearance, I work so hard to play this role well, so hard to approach Xia Xiaoxiao, so much hope that I can rescue my dad soon, so hope that Xu Nan will wake up, but in the end, what I get is such a result, everything has become a void, how can I accept this?

I hurt, I yelled, I screamed like crazy.

The brothers of the Xuanwu Gang around me saw me so unusual, and thought that I was sad because I had fallen out of love, but they didn't know that I was about to go berserk. They don't know how much pressure I'm under.

Lu Feng, who was beside me, couldn't help but pat me on the shoulder and persuaded: "Boss, don't be sad, there is no grass at the end of the world, it's a big deal to find another one!"

Zhou Xin heard this, and immediately agreed: "Yes, yes, boss, you are so good, what kind of woman can't be found, my sister is very beautiful, you can introduce it to you!"

The other brothers, when they heard Lu Feng and Zhou Xin's words, also spoke out to dissuade me, and their words were full of concern.

These voices came to my ears, which gradually woke me up from my crazy state, made me stop yelling madly, and I began to realize that my behavior was a little too much, and it was easy to arouse suspicion.

Even now I'm not afraid of exposing Xu Can's identity, but I can't mess around, after all, once my identity is revealed, I will hide in Tibet, and I won't dare to expose it to the public, so that I can't do anything I can, even if I want to fight the Hong Gang head-on. I also have to be well prepared, and I must not be reckless, otherwise my father and Xu Nan will really have no hope.

Thinking like this, I immediately regained my normal color and said to my brothers, "I'm fine." ”

Afterwards, I tried my best to suppress the unhappiness in my heart, forcibly cheered up, and thanked my brothers, found a big hotel, set up a few tables of banquets, and feasted my brothers who were injured for me, as well as the high-level personnel of the Xuanwu Gang.

Originally, I was seriously injured and not suitable for drinking, but for me now, what I need most is to win people's hearts and prepare for the head-on collision between me and the Hong Gang.

At the wine table, I said a lot of bold words to my brothers, including my ambition and encouragement to my brothers, my purpose is to make them believe in me, let them believe that with me, there will be a future, at the same time, I also ignited everyone's fighting spirit, burned their youthful blood.

For the future, for brotherhood, for pleasure. In order to get rid of the boredom, tonight, my brothers and I drank heartily, ate and drank, and I almost threw off all my restraints, put aside all my worries, and got drunk.

Since I became Xu Can, I have never been so happy to drink, even drunk, the first three of the drunk, but my heart is much happier, and people are no longer so aggrieved, I seem to have returned to the era of the brothers of the Zhongyi League, completely let go of myself, and live a real life.

It wasn't until about nine o'clock in the evening that we dispersed, and I was so drunk that I couldn't drive the car, so I still asked Uncle Tie to take me back. ad_250_left();

Back to the villa, I lay directly on the bed, lying on this big bed that I had slept on for nearly a month, I did not fall asleep immediately, but gradually woke up, the wine did not dissipate, but my consciousness was awake, I knew that after today, my future will become very difficult, losing Xia Xiaoxiao's line, which means that if I want to rescue my father, I must confront the Hong Gang.

Although I can destroy the Flying Leopard Hall by myself, it doesn't mean that I can annex the Hong Gang, because I have also heard of the strength of the Hong Gang.

The entire Hong Gang is full of masters, in addition to the gang leader and the major elders, they also have Dharma protectors and super masters who rarely appear in the gang.

Even if you don't talk about the masters, there are thousands of gang members under them, how can I fight against such strength, as the largest gang in the provincial capital, they are definitely not in vain, if I fight them hard, there is absolutely no chance of winning.

However, if I just give up, it is impossible, no matter what, I have to fight.

Now, Xu Nan is in danger, there is not much time left for me, I can't delay, I can't delay any longer, I have already thought about it, starting tomorrow, I will deploy the strategy, I need to use all the resources I can use, including the Xuanwu Gang, the Biker Party, and my loyalty league in that city, and even Uncle Lin, my father's old department, I have to use it, in order to save my father, I really have to go out.

Thinking about it, I had an impulse to immediately contact Uncle Lin and take action.

However, I haven't picked up the phone yet, but the phone ringtone suddenly rang, the sound was harsh and abrupt, I hurriedly took out the phone to see, immediately, my eyes lit up, and my spirit couldn't help but be shocked, drunk at all.

Because, caller ID. It turned out to be Xia Xiaoxiao.

I really didn't expect that Xia Xiaoxiao would contact me, I thought that it was completely impossible between us, I thought that her road had been completely blocked, I thought that she would never take care of me again, but how could I have thought that she would take the initiative to find me. For a while, I had a little bit of excitement, and a quiet joy hit my heart, and I felt very excited.

Without any hesitation, I immediately picked up the phone, and suddenly, Xia Xiaoxiao's cold voice came from the phone: "Xu Can, where are you, I want to meet you!"

Xia Xiaoxiao's voice still sounded indifferent, but her words gave me great hope, I felt that Xia Xiaoxiao had not completely given up on me, or rather, my last kiss had worked. She must have been obsessed with that kiss so she asked me to meet on the big night.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly got up, got out of bed, and said with some excitement: "Where are you, I'll go find you!"

Immediately, Xia Xiaoxiao reported a position for me, and I didn't delay, and said directly: "Okay, wait for me!"

After hanging up the phone, I casually freshened up and made a personal appearance, and then I quickly went downstairs and drove to the place Xia Xiaoxiao said.

The address she reported to me was a very high-end villa area, and we made an appointment to meet next to a small bamboo forest, Xia Xiaoxiao seemed to have deliberately chosen this secret location, so I searched for a long time to find her.

When I saw her, she was standing alone by the woods, and the moonlight poured down on her, making her feel as if she was wearing a beautiful gauze dress, and this layer of gauze clothes, with her beautiful appearance, was simply a rare work in the world, the picture was beautiful, and the painting style was moving.

However, I didn't appreciate her beauty much, but paid attention to her surroundings, and I was surprised to find that her senior bodyguards were not there, and it was obvious that she was alone and sneaked out to meet me.

At this time, I couldn't help but be excited and happy.

Xia Xiaoxiao, she is a cold princess, and she can ask me alone in the middle of the night and see me secretly, doesn't this show that she is interesting to me?

The more I thought about it, the more excited I became, and my steps couldn't help but speed up, and soon, I rushed to her, showed a bright smile to her, and said, "Xiaoxiao, what are you looking for?"

Xia Xiaoxiao didn't reply to me immediately, but just looked me up and down, and then said to me with a disgusted face: "Have you drunk?"

Hearing this, my laughter couldn't help but freeze a little, when I came out just now, I deliberately freshened up, just because I was afraid that the smell on my body was too strong, but I did drink high tonight, and the smell of wine couldn't be cleared at all at all, and it was still smelled directly by Xia Xiaoxiao.

I can't help it. I pursed my lips in embarrassment and explained, "Hehe, yes, I ate with my brothers in the evening and drank more!"

When Xia Xiaoxiao heard this, she couldn't help but glance at me, and said speechlessly: "It won't be in the evening, you still feel wronged, so you went to borrow wine to kill your sorrows, right?"

When he said this, Xia Xiaoxiao's eyes were obviously full of resentment.

I didn't dare to delay, so I quickly explained: "No, how is it possible, don't get me wrong, it's purely because the brothers want me to drink!"

My explanation was really a little pale, Xia Xiaoxiao wouldn't believe it at all, she snorted coldly at me, and said indignantly: "I'll tell you, Xu Can, in the evening, you are really too much, if it weren't for so many people present, if Chu Jie wasn't angry, I would really beat you to death, do you know, no boy has ever dared to belittle me, never!"

In the last three words, Xia Xiaoxiao particularly accentuated her tone and expressed her serious dissatisfaction, but listening to it in my ears, it made my heart can't help but bump into the deer. I actually snatched Xia Xiaoxiao's first kiss like that.

Although, I probably guessed that Xia Xiaoxiao had never experienced this kind of thing, but at this moment, hearing her say it in person, I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

However, what excites me even more is that I finally understand Xia Xiaoxiao. Before at the south gate, I was dizzy, and when I saw Xia Xiaoxiao angry, I thought she really hated me and gave up on me completely, so that I was so desperate at that time.

Now, when I hear her say that, I suddenly understand. It turned out that Xia Xiaoxiao was so tolerant of me at that time.

At that time, I forcibly seized it, but Xia Xiaoxiao's first kiss was unbearable for any girl, not to mention, Xia Xiaoxiao has always been cold, never allowing men to get close, and she has very high requirements for her boyfriend, she will only accept it if she enters her heart, and it is possible to let the other party kiss her.

And I, who haven't entered her heart yet, have at best gained a little favor from her. But I kissed her domineeringly, this is indeed a bit risky, if I am not careful, Xia Xiaoxiao will be furious and slaughter me, but Xia Xiaoxiao did not do this, on the contrary, she also protected me, she knows Chu Jie's character very well, if she didn't say so ruthless words to me, Chu Jie might really kill me, so Xia Xiaoxiao stopped Chu Jie in a timely manner, and scolded me, and then left resolutely.

What she did, it turned out that it didn't really hit me completely. Instead, in another way, it saved me.

Thinking about this, I suddenly had a thick warm current in my heart, and a torrent gushed out, and I sincerely said to Xia Xiaoxiao: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao, thank you for your understanding!"

My tone is very sincere, and I am also happy from the bottom of my heart, Xia Xiaoxiao, she can still defend me even when I took away her first kiss, which is enough to show that my desperate gamble has succeeded, Xia Xiaoxiao has never tried the kiss. With a different kind of relationship, even if she is very dissatisfied with my behavior, it is undeniable that she is a little obsessed with that kiss, otherwise, she will not spare me, and secretly meet me.

At this time, Xia Xiaoxiao may have felt my sincerity, she didn't blame me anymore, but her expression was still heavy and worried, she slowly raised her head and looked at the bright moon in the sky.

After staring at it for a long time, Xia Xiaoxiao sighed softly: "Actually, I envy Chang'e, staying alone in the Moon Palace, lonely and carefree!"

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be stunned, and in an instant, I reacted, Xia Xiaoxiao said this, as if to show that she would rather be lonely to death than get married, it seems that she really doesn't want to accept Chu Jie.

Taking advantage of Xia Xiaoxiao's heart being shaken, I immediately took advantage of the weakness and said generously: "I know, you don't like Chu Jie at all. It's completely out of the family's righteousness, but you are a human being, not a puppet, and now is the twenty-first century, not the old society, Xiaoxiao, you can learn to refuse!"

Hearing this, Xia Xiaoxiao couldn't help but turn her gaze to me, her eyes were still full of helplessness, and she said to me a little helplessly: " No, Xu Can, you grew up abroad, you may be comfortable, no matter what you do, you can do whatever you want, regardless of the consequences, but I can't, I have been destined to lose my freedom since I was born, my road is arranged step by step by my family, I have no right to choose at all, I am different from you, so, I hope you can be considerate of me, don't force me, let alone cause me trouble, forget me, okay?"

Xia Xiaoxiao's words, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, made my heart full of joy, and suddenly cracked again, I came with a heart full of joy, especially after listening to Xia Xiaoxiao's words just now, I thought more and more that Xia Xiaoxiao had changed her mind, and even, even elopement, I thought it was possible, but I didn't expect that Xia Xiaoxiao still had this attitude, the iron couldn't move, she was stubborn, she had to abide by the family rules, and she had to restrict her freedom.

I understand her helplessness, but I can't agree, I stared at her deeply, and said bitterly: "You asked me out in the middle of the night, is that to say this?"

My tone was indescribably bitter, Xia Xiaoxiao should have felt it, and she immediately said to me: "I'm sorry, Xu Can, I know it's unfair to you, but I hope you can understand that there are some things that can't be forced, and my identity is destined to be impossible between us, so I want you to give up, and also, I'll ask you now." The main thing is to tell you, don't stay in the provincial capital, get out of here, go abroad!"

I was confused, "Why?"

Xia Xiaoxiao paused before explaining: "Because what you did this evening exceeded Chu Jie's bottom line, there are some things that he can bear for the sake of my face, but there are some things that he can't bear, you kiss me in public, he definitely can't stand this, with his temperament, he will not let you go." In the evening, he took care of me, and there were many people present, so he temporarily restrained himself and did not kill you, but this does not mean that he will not secretly move you, I understand him, he will not kill you, and he will not give up. At dinner in the evening, I tried to persuade him, but he also verbally perfunctory me. So, you better leave the provincial capital, it's better to go abroad, so as to ensure your own safety!"

Of course I could hear it, Xia Xiaoxiao was for my good, but let me escape, which was obviously impossible, almost without any hesitation, I replied to her directly: "I won't leave!"

As Xu Can, my character has always been uninhibited, I can't be a turtle grandson when I encounter any difficulties, and, as Wu Lai, it's even more impossible for me to think about running away, my father, Xu Nan, are still waiting for me to save them, how can I escape alone, even if I die here, I don't hesitate to do it.

Xia Xiaoxiao saw that I refused without hesitation, she was a little anxious, and persuaded again: "Xu Can, can you not be so stubborn, I know that your character is very strong, but you also have to distinguish what is going on, you don't doubt the strength of the Chu family, Chu Jie wants to kill you, there are a hundred ways to let you die, I hope you are sensible, leave here!"

The more Xia Xiaoxiao persuaded me, the more I felt bad in my heart, I ran here excitedly, thinking that I had a chance, thinking that I had finally captured Xia Xiaoxiao's heart, but I didn't expect that Xia Xiaoxiao asked me to persuade me to leave, I was really speechless.

But, at the same time, Xia Xiaoxiao's doing this really reminded me of this. Let me guard against Chu Jie with more eyes, originally, I was thinking about how to confront the Hong Gang head-on, and I forgot about Chu Jie at all, but now, I know that my situation is much more dangerous than I imagined. I have no chance of winning just against a Hong Gang, even if I try my best, I don't have it, and now with one more Chu Jie, I almost have no chance of winning at all.

Thinking of this, I no longer have the slightest excitement in my heart, and all that is filled is distress. However, no matter how annoying I am, I won't show it in front of Xia Xiaoxiao, I still maintain a sonorous look, pretending to be tough and say to her: "I know, thank you for your kind reminder, but, I still say that, I won't leave!"

After speaking, I turned around and left directly, I knew that there was no room for recovery in the matter, Xia Xiaoxiao's road still did not work, and what I was about to face was a more severe reality.

With this heaviness, I resolutely walked forward, but, just two steps, I suddenly felt a chill behind me, a very strong killing intent lingering nearby, suddenly, my footsteps stopped, only in the next second, a few ghostly black shadows suddenly flashed around.

These black shadows, like the ghosts of the night, approached this side in an orderly manner from all directions, their bodies were all covered with black robes, their faces were covered with black cloth, and in the moonlight, only their shining eyes could be seen, which was extraordinarily infiltrating...