Chapter 135

Lu Yijin's matter affects not only Lu Yijin alone, but also more than a Hua Xuyu who is worried about his woman, Su Chensi looked at Ruan Weiyao's depressed appearance, and was in a state of nightmares in the middle of the night, and he was also very worried about Ruan Yiyao's physical condition.

Su Chensi frowned and looked at Ruan Yuyao, who was holding the quilt tightly, and touched her forehead worriedly, it was covered with sweat, what kind of nightmare could make her so afraid?

Yu Sili has been subjected to domestic violence from her mother since she was a child, Lu Yijin has been tortured in an orphanage, what about Yaoyao in her arms?

"Don't ...... Don't ......" Su Chensi was still silently speculating in his heart, Yaoyao in his arms had already been awakened by the nightmare, panting loudly, gently hugging her trembling body into his arms, comfortingly patting her on the back, trying to calm her down.

Ruan Yuyao felt that all the strength in her body had been lost, and the center of gravity of her entire body shifted to Su Chensi, and she slowed down for a long time before she spoke: "Why don't you ask me what I dreamed of?"

Su Chensi kissed Ruan Yuyao's forehead, sniffed the fragrance of her hair, patted her back and said, "Do you want to tell me now?" As long as you are willing to say, I know that if you are not, I will wait for you, for the rest of my life." "Wait for the day when you're willing to open your heart to me.

Ruan Yuyao closed her eyes, leaned on Su Chensi's chest, and reached out to hug his waist. Moving back, Su Chensi moved back with a tacit understanding and let her lean on him, while he hugged her and lay on the bed.

"My mother is of mixed Asian and European descent, and the man is Asian, and the two of them swore an alliance at the beginning, and their love was stronger than gold, but as a result, that man cheated on me after my mother was pregnant with me, and that woman was three months older than me. ”

"After my mother gave birth to me, she took me away, and it was difficult for her to support herself, not to mention me, that winter our mother and daughter were so cold and cold, there was no food or drink, my mother put all the clothes on me, she was sick like that, the illness was so serious, I didn't have anything to do, I watched her close her eyes in front of me, I was just such a person wandering on the road, wandering I don't know how long, and finally met the DE&AN leader, she brought me back DE& AN, it took me more than ten years there to become the current Ruan Yuyao. ”

"Lu Yijin is surnamed Lu, Tao Yuqi is surnamed Tao, and Yu Sili is surnamed Yu. That's why I'll give myself a Ruan, and the boss will use a Long for myself, anyway, it doesn't matter what our two surnames are. ”

"Su Chensi, do you know what it feels like to see your mother close her eyes? Do you know what it feels like to almost freeze to death? Do you know how much I hate that family?"

"Daughter-in-law, you have me now, and I will be by your side for the rest of my life. Su Chenji closed his eyes, and there were a few tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Su Chensi, do you think I believe it?" Ruan Yuyao's voice came from his chest, what he said was very ruthless, the two of them were already about to talk about marriage, but they still said such things, but Su Chensi understood that with such a father in front, no one would believe it.

Su Chensi seemed to understand something, pursed his lips, and then said: "For so long in a lifetime, you slowly believe it." ”

Ruan Weiyao didn't speak, just closed his eyes and stayed in his arms, but Su Chensi's memory returned to when the two of them were first together, Ruan Weiyao looked at him and said with a smile: "Big carrot, swinger." I am very relieved to have such a character. ”

At that time, he only felt that she was playing with life and treating feelings carelessly, even if the two of them were already together at the beginning, and even if both of them had a child, he had never seen a trace of attaching importance to feelings in her, even if there were only one or two now.

Now that she thinks about it, she probably doesn't believe that there is true love in this world, probably because of his reputation as a swinger, she dared to be with a person who was open-minded, and she would never dare to accept those men who kept saying that they loved her.

This is also why he is the only man who has her, obviously she is so good, there must be many suitors in Europe, but he can have it completely, and it is only because of the real feelings that she shows, she doesn't believe it.

Even now, she doesn't believe that she truly loves her and wants to go with her for the rest of her life. This is probably also the topic she never wants to talk about getting married and having children.

Gently stroked Ruan Yuyao's back, sighed, and then said, "Daughter-in-law, let's go get the certificate tomorrow, and then let's have a child." ”

Ruan Yuyao's eyes suddenly opened, and she straightened up and looked at Su Chensi, she avoided the question of marriage for a long time, but she didn't expect Su Chensi to say it at this time.

opened his mouth and wanted to refuse, but he felt that there was no excuse for refusal, and said yes, but he was faintly reluctant, saying that he was unwilling to marry him, Su Chensi was good to himself, he was not unclear, he might not be able to meet a man more suitable for him than Su Chensi in his life, and he would not be able to meet a good in-law like the Su family.

said that she didn't have Su Chensi in her heart, she didn't have it at first, and now she also has him in her heart. said she agreed, but she didn't feel very happy. Ruan Yuyao, who was still hesitating, flickered her eyes, and the two of them fell into silence again.

If it was before, Su Chensi would have felt that Ruan Weiyao simply didn't want to marry her, for her work, for her freedom, just after listening to her past, he felt that it was all because she didn't believe in marriage in her heart, and she didn't believe in any sweet words.

Su Chensi sat up, held Ruan Yuyao's shoulder, and let her look her eyes, she has a habit of playing the night light, and these days he is also used to this kind of brightness to sleep at night.

Now in this dim light, the two of them are looking at each other fixedly.

"Daughter-in-law, if you can tell me about your past, it means that you have accepted that there is me in your future and me in your world. In that case, try to accept our marriage. I know that this is very hasty, there is no diamond ring, no flowers, no marriage proposal ceremony, it does wronged you. But now I just want to marry you, I want to give you a stable future, I want to start a family with you, I want to have a child with you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I don't want you to have nightmares and cry every night, and I don't want to let go of your hand like this. ”

"We can not hold a wedding for the time being, and when you are used to our marriage, we will hold a wedding, get a certificate first, and give us a guarantee for this relationship. I hope that through that certificate, you can feel more at ease and more down-to-earth in your feelings with us. ”