086 Even you, do you blame me?

So far, it's just a simple story of attempted revenge.

As long as it is not the person concerned, the most people will sigh when they hear it, and then they should do what they should do.

But Zhao Hu's story will continue.

Because he is Zhao Hu.

The best brother is dead, of course Zhao Hu is holding back his strength to take revenge, even if he is imprisoned for a few years, he can't change his determination, even if Ye Liang escapes to the ends of the earth, he will kill him completely!

With Zhao Hu's temper, of course he would do so.

Zhao Hu himself thinks so.

Lying on the salary to taste the courage, endure humiliation and steal life, only wait for a few years later, the tiger will return to the mountain, and he will not be surnamed Zhao except Ye Liang!

But the unexpected happened.

On the day of the trial, Mo Yu's parents appeared, in addition to accusing the murderer, they also accused Zhao Hu, a bad person, of bringing Mo Yu to ruin, and said that Zhao Hu was at least half responsible for Mo Yu's death!

Zhao Hu couldn't argue, so he could only say one after another: "Uncle, aunt, don't worry, I will definitely avenge Mo Yu." ”

Mo Yu's parents said to him: "If you want to take revenge, you might as well kill yourself first, if it weren't for you, how could our son die?"

Zhao Hu was completely stunned.

Because he didn't know how to answer at all.

In the final analysis, Mo Yu's death really had something to do with him, if he hadn't provoked a decisive battle with Ye Liang, or if his plan had been negligent......

Zhao Hu kept thinking about this question, almost demonic.

The words of Mo Yu's parents completely took root and sprouted in Zhao Hu's heart.

Later, when he was imprisoned, Zhao Hu was often able to dream of Mo Yu.

Mo Yu's face was pale and covered in blood, and there were one terrifying hole after another on his body.

When he first saw Mo Yu, Zhao Hu was still very happy, and even said loudly: "Brother, you have come to see me! Don't worry, when I go out, I will definitely avenge you!"

But Mo Yu stretched out his hand, grabbed Zhao Hu's neck, and kept muttering: "I died, it's all because of you, you return my life, return my life......"

"Brother, Lian, even you blame me......"

Zhao Hu didn't have any strength at all, so he could only be pinched by Mo Yu and almost suffocated.

Night after night.

There are too many nightmares, and a bold person like Zhao Hu doesn't dare to sleep at night, keeping his eyes open until dawn. But he didn't want to sleep anymore, and there was always a time when he couldn't bear it, as soon as he fell asleep, Mo Yu immediately fell into his dream, stretched out a bloody hand and grabbed his neck.

"You give me back my life, give me back my life......"

A urging murmur echoed in the midnight dream.

Sometimes Zhao Hu can't even figure out whether this is a dream or reality?

When Zhao Hu was sober, he couldn't help but doubt himself, Mo Yu's death was indeed related to him, and it was a mistake in his plan that would cause Mo Yu to die at Ye Liang's hands.

The more Zhao Hu thought about it, the more often Mo Yu fell asleep.

Zhao Hu was groggy all day long, completely in a state of self-blame and repentance, and his spirit and body were also devastated by both. Later, Zhao Hu had fully recognized this fact, Mo Yu died because of him, he was the culprit and the main murderer!

What does this have to do with Ye Liang, he himself is the one who killed Mo Yu!

What other face does he have to seek revenge on Ye Liang?

Day after day of self-suggestion, Zhao Hu completely lost his nature, he had already decided that he was the murderer of Mo Yu and the root of Mo Yu's death, and he was almost in a panic.

It was I who killed Mo Yu, it was I who killed my best brother!

The man who used to be iron-clad and not afraid of heaven and earth finally had something to fear, as long as the word "Mo Yu" was mentioned, it would make him pale, chest tightness and shortness of breath, weakness, and listlessness. Later, when Mo Yu appeared in his dream covered in blood again, Zhao Hu knelt down directly, kowtowed with a bang, and begged Mo Yu to forgive him.

Later, Zhao Hu didn't even dare to listen to the word "Ye Liang", because this name would always remind him of Mo Yu, who died tragically and was covered in blood.

As soon as others mentioned Ye Liang, he would feel uncomfortable, and he couldn't even breathe, he just wanted to escape, and the farther away he was, the better.

This is where the "nemesis" comes from.

In principle, what Zhao Hu was afraid of was not Ye Liang, but Mo Yu, who died tragically at Ye Liang's hands.

Everyone is very secretive about this matter, only a few people know, if Cheng Yiyi wasn't my girlfriend, she wouldn't have told me.

During that time, Zhao Hu was like crazy, often jumping up suddenly in the middle of the night, kowtowing to the wall, and constantly saying that I was wrong. The cellmates who lived with him couldn't stand him, and complained to the correctional staff one after another, and the correctional helped Zhao Hu find a psychiatrist and help him transfer to the cell, but it never had a very good effect.

Fortunately, time is the best medicine for trauma.

As the days passed, Zhao Hu gradually stopped having nightmares, and returned to his old arrogant and fearless personality, flirting and playing with his roommates every day, and taking pleasure in it.

But in his heart, "Ye Liang" and "Mo Yu" have finally become two names that can no longer be mentioned.

Whenever he mentioned it, Zhao Hu was like a sick man, his face was pale and sweating like rain.

It has become the most painful part of his heart.

Han Xiaotong said before that Zhao Hu "hasn't recovered yet", referring to this incident.

This is why Han Xiaotong strongly persuaded Zhao Hu not to meet Ye Liang, and Zhao Hu himself avoided Ye Liang.

Now Zhao Hu, just mentioning Ye Liang's name, will be uncomfortable, how can he fight with others?

Han Xiaotong doesn't have to do anything on the road, if she can live other ordinary days with Zhao Hu, even if it is just farming and watering, she is very willing.

But the camel didn't leave a way back.

Zhao Wangye just wanted to make peace, but he was almost stabbed to death by a camel, and now he is not out of danger.

No matter how bad the relationship between Zhao Hu and his father is, seeing that his father is like this, how can he still sit still?

So there was the incident of breaking into the southern city later.

Zhao Hu wants to kill the camel wholeheartedly, and he really can't be considered a man if he doesn't take revenge.

Even so, in the plan that was arranged later, Zhao Hu tried his best to avoid Ye Liang, because he knew his faults and problems.

It is also human nature to promote strengths and avoid weaknesses.

As long as he dragged Ye Liang, he would be able to kill the camel.

We are also full of confidence, me, Cheng Yiyi, Han Xiaotong, Nan Batian, Huang Dagou, Black Bear, Da Fei...... There are so many of us, if we can't hold off a Ye Liang, it will really be a bastard!

We may not be his opponent alone, but if we want to hold Ye Liang, it's still no problem, right?

After listening to the whole story that Cheng Yiyi told me, of course my heart was angry and painful.

The angry thing is that Ye Liang is too fierce, he really dares to kill people, there is no king law in the world, and what hurts is what happened to Zhao Hu, even if there are some problems with his plan, Mo Yu's death cannot be completely blamed on him, but once this person's thinking becomes a fixed position, it will be difficult for others to change.

If mental illness had been so easy to treat, the profession of psychiatrist would have ceased to exist a long time ago, and there would not be so many madmen in mental hospitals.

No matter how strong a person is, there is always an untouchable place in his heart, which is what we often call weakness and shortcoming.

Since Zhao Hu has this psychological problem, let's protect him together and try to create a space for him without "Ye Liang" and "Mo Yu".

Nijo is also gone, and we have to take responsibility even more.

On that day, we will hold Ye Liang back no matter what!

Wait until Zhao Hu kills the camel tomorrow, and then gather everyone's strength to kill Ye Liang together, everything is perfect.

Since the floodgates between me and Cheng Yiyi have been opened, we can't sleep for a while, and the more we talk about the topic, we not only talk about Zhao Hu, but also Han Xiaotong, Zhou Qing, Wu Yunfeng, and my second uncle. After the two of us were together, it was the first time we chatted so openly, and we hugged and chatted in a quilt, not to mention how sweet and happy it was.

I asked Cheng Yiyi if she remembered that I was stabbed with an awl, and the next morning after I was hospitalized, we both hugged each other and slept together?

After listening to this, Cheng Yiyi pinched me hard and said Okay, you, it turns out that you woke up early and took advantage of me!

I said no, I was about to get out of it, and you woke up, so scared that I quickly closed my eyes again!

When we talked about the past, we couldn't help but laugh happily and hugged each other tighter.

Speaking of Zhou Qing, Cheng Yiyi still felt sorry, saying that Zhou Qing was not like that before, maybe since her mother was sick, the family's expenses were very huge, which would make her temperament change greatly.

Anyway, since this person has changed, we will dissociate ourselves from her in the future.

Even if she gets better again, we won't associate with her, because some injuries are impossible to heal, just like Mo Yu in Zhao Hu's heart.

Later, when it came to my second uncle, Cheng Yiyi asked me that since my second uncle was so capable, why did I have such a hard time before, and I didn't even have a new set of clothes on me. I told her all about my experience, including my parents and my parents.

Cheng Yiyi asked me about these things before, but I avoided the past in a vague manner, and now that we are together, there are some things that can be said.

After listening to my experience, Cheng Yiyi shed two tears for me, saying that I was so pitiful, and I must give me mother-like care in the future.

Me: "......"

I have a sentence in my heart that my mother sells criticism, and I don't know whether to talk about it or not.

Later, when we talked about Hu Haidong, Cheng Yiyi said that I was able to beat Hu Haidong, which surprised her and asked me what was going on.

I also didn't hide it, I told her about my experience, I ran ten kilometers with weights for a month, and I learned two tricks from my second uncle, and even told her about Song Xiaoyu losing 30 pounds in weight.

Cheng Yiyi was pleasantly surprised after hearing this, and said that she would exercise with me in the future and lose weight.

The more Cheng Yiyi and I talked, the happier we became, as if we had endless topics to talk about, and all the unpleasant things were forgotten for the time being.

I put my hand into Cheng Yiyi's waist and whispered, "My little princess Yiyi, have you lost weight even after you have lost weight like this?"

At this touch, Cheng Yiyi's whole body softened, snorted softly, hit me again, and muttered that she hated it.

I couldn't hold back any longer and lowered my head to kiss her soft lips......