Chapter 218: Tearing Face
The most heartbreaking thing in love is never love, but not being honest, even if it is a reason for refusal, it is the so-called white lie.
Hye-min might as well not say anything at all, this explanation made him feel more and more heartache, thinking back to the sweet scenes in the past, it was no longer easy to discern which was her true face.
"However, you said that you wanted me to wait for you to come back, we will get married in the future, and we will have a baby, and create an exclusive small family, and you said, ......"
In this relationship, Ke Xiao was blind from beginning to end. From meeting and liking, to all steps of falling in love, they are all naΓ―ve. always thought that as long as he was good to her wholeheartedly, he could be with her for a long time, never considered what she wanted, and never seriously examined himself.
"I'm sorry, Ke Xiao, I lied to you during this time. You are a good person, but we are really not suitable, let's be friends in the future, I believe that you will meet a better girl than me in the future, and thank you for taking care of you for so long, I will return your card another day, you remember to keep it. β
Hui Min stopped dragging his feet this time, and said frankly what he thought in his heart, as for whether Ke Xiao could accept it, he believed that the power of time was invincible.
"Why are you lying to me?" In an instant, all the negative emotions in Ke Xiao's heart, such as unwillingness, grievances, disappointments, etc., gathered and turned into a sad roar, echoing throughout the restaurant and into Hui Min's ears.
"Who made you stalk and refuse to let go, besides, we broke up a long time ago, it was your wishful thinking and didn't want to give up, I didn't force you. Hui Min's tone was cold, he no longer cared about the past, he just wanted to get rid of him as soon as possible, so as not to get into trouble.
"Hehe, I like you so much, I've done so many things for you, it turns out that it's so unbearable in your heart, isn't it ......?"
Ke Xiao's self-pity and hypocrisy had not yet ended, and Hui Min interrupted impatiently, dropped the sentence "I don't like you!", and immediately hung up the phone.
Her words were cold and merciless, like a mechanical busy sound, and she couldn't feel the beating of her heart, and it tingled in her ears when she heard it. Ke Xiao sat down, laughing miserably and silently, his young back quietly approaching the rickets.
Although Zhang Liang didn't listen very really, he also roughly guessed the result. Seeing that he was disheartened, he had nothing to say to comfort him, so he could only gently pat him on the shoulder.
"Thanks, I'm fine. Ke Xiao raised his head, his eyes were red, and between the intervals of picking up rice in his mouth, bean-sized tears rolled down his cheeks and fell on the meal, with the bitterness of love, he swallowed it into his stomach, and smiled sympathetically at Zhang Liang, stubbornly maintaining the only remaining dignity.
During the afternoon work, he tried his best to control his emotions and not let anyone see the abnormality, and his state was particularly devoted.
"Ke Xiao, come down and talk a few words. Approaching the end of work, Sister Chun finished the matter at hand and called him to the conversation room.
Ke Xiao thought that Sister Chun was going to talk to him about Hui Min, and after walking in with her head down, she didn't say a word, and stood there waiting for her to speak first.
"Where is the pestle, sit? Sister Chun didn't know what he was thinking, so she glared at him angrily, then motioned for him to sit down quickly, and then said after a moment of deliberation: "Ke Xiao, the company's first half of the year's supervisor applied for the qualification of the director, and the results have come down, you... I didn't pass, I tried my best to help you fight for it, mainly because of the decline in performance in the past two months, plus many times of being late and asking for leave, which left a bad impression on the leader, so ......"
Some things are indispensable when the time and place are right.
Ke Xiao may have had a problem with the magnetic field recently, he has just suffered a fatal blow in the love field, and the bitter fruits in the workplace have entered his throat, and he is powerless to say anything.
"Oh, I see, thanks. β
The blows of love and career have made him lose confidence in life, and he raised his head with empty eyes, accepting the result resignedly, and a strong sense of frustration and inferiority complex flourished.
"Don't be discouraged, it's not a big deal, the first half of the year will not work, and there will be the second half of the year, as long as you take back your heart and improve your performance, with your ability, it is a matter of time before you become a supervisor. Seeing that he was depressed like this, Sister Chun hurriedly comforted.
"Oh, I see, I'll go back first if it's okay. β
Ke Xiao can't sit down at all now, otherwise it is very easy to fall into the attachment to Hui Min, and he can't help but want to shed tears when he thinks of paying so much for her and having no reason to meet again in the future.
"Uh... Okay, don't think so much when you go back, there is still a long way to go!" Sister Chun originally wanted to talk to him more, but seeing that he was depressed and his eyes were red, she swallowed the words again when they came to her mouth, and let him go out after explaining a few words.
Who knew that he was uneasy, the two did not match the frequency modulation, did not return to the position to continue working, and even lowered his head and left the workplace directly, left the company, and aimlessly pressed the road along the street full of memories.
On both sides of the road, high-rise buildings complement each other, the flow of people is surging, and the breath of spring infiltrates every corner of the city. With the promotion of hormones, many young men and women enter in pairs, shuttling through the downtown neighborhoods, holding hands, hugging, kissing, without scruples, swaying sweet dog food.
Ke Xiao put his hands in his pockets and walked slowly, looking at the familiar scene, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a bitter smile. Thinking that before the Spring Festival, he was also a member of the army of show affection, who would have thought that in just a few months, he was defeated in this battle.
"Hehe, sure enough, sooner or later, I have to pay it back. The sweetness of others is the easiest to arouse the sourness in his heart, and he now finally understands what it is like to be envious and fruitless.
After a few turns on the road, his mood fell, and before he knew it, Ke Xiao had entered the Mocheng community, and the food street wafted the fragrance of his memory, but he had no excuse to taste it again.
"Minmin, have you eaten? I'm in the food court, I'll bring you what you want to eat, I want to talk to you about something. "I like Hui Min, that's a desire from the heart, Ke Xiao still can't let go after all.
"It's none of your business, you don't have to. Hui Min replied coldly, his tone disgusted and impatient.
"Minmin, I miss you, I'll go downstairs and wait for you now, even if it's rejected, I want to hear you say it to your face. Ke Xiao was vigorous, his mind was extremely immature, like an adolescent rebellion, the more Hui Min didn't want to see him, the more disobedient he became, and he ran downstairs to her house while talking.
"Don't come, I'm not at home, and I don't want to see you! Besides, I'm already engaged, please stop pestering me, you're as immature as you are, you don't look like a man at all, as far as your current performance is concerned, which girl will dare to fall in love with you in the future!"
Hui Min was cold and ruthless, every sentence was like a thorn, piercing his heart, making him extremely painful, and accumulated into unwilling resentment, which exploded in an instant.
"Why? If you refuse to see me, I'll wait downstairs for you, and I won't leave until I can't wait for you. β
Most of the love ties that are broken are not good in the end, and the most feared thing is Ke Xiao, who works hard to move himself, but he has never found the right direction. Not to mention the heavy burden on the other party, it is especially vulnerable to blows after being rejected, causing emotions to lose control, drowning reason, and invisibly tearing each other apart.
"Ke Xiao, are you sober? Look at your current behavior, are you still a man? I was thinking that I could still be friends after breaking up, but now it seems that there is no need, I was blind at the beginning, so I fell in love with you!"
Hui Min wanted to save some face for each other, but he didn't expect him to bite and hold on, and he looked like he was entangled. Considering the stage she is in, as well as the feelings of her parents and the betrothed partner, she is no longer allowed to procrastinate, so she simply said heavy words again, even to the extent of tearing her face, in order to get rid of him as soon as possible.
"You know, I love you, I'm going crazy, why can't you give me another chance, why? I like you so much, I've done so much for you, you can't ......"
Ke laughed at all the grievances, mixed with the roar of hissing and splitting his lungs, erupted like a flood, slumped in the corner, holding his mobile phone and crying, tears couldn't stop flowing.
"So what, we're just having fun, who knew you were so serious. Besides, just like your soft bones, if you say a few nice words, you will be played around, a little stimulated, and you will cry at every turn, and the ghost will look at you!"
Regardless of whether Ke Xiao is revealing her true feelings or acting in a bitter drama, in order to be pitiful for her, maybe things will turn around. This kind of behavior is manifested in him, and he is regarded by Hui Min as a humble beggar, without the slightest temperament, let alone a good impression.
"Then let me ask you, have you ever liked me for so long, even if only a little......?
Hui Min has said it to this extent, Ke Xiao still doesn't give up, and thinks that she just doesn't want to see him for a reason.
"No, not at all. "Hui Min really made up her mind this time, strictly guarding against leakage, and not leaving a single thought.
"Hyemin!" his voice suddenly rose to a higher level, a love-hate roar, a desperate struggle after being disheartened. "I'm sorry, I love you, thank you for accompanying me through the cold winter and taking me to taste the ups and downs of love, I also know that I am not worthy of you, all the caution has become boring, if ......" The crying after the injury finally made him realize that all the inner words came out, but before he finished speaking, Hui Min interrupted it impatiently.
"It's really hypocritical!" no matter what he does now, he can't get into her eyes, "I don't have time to listen to your nonsense, I'll send you your card, remember to check, from now on, don't contact again." β
"What about the money?
Ke Xiao was carried away by resentment, and he really settled with her, and by the way, he also exhausted the only remaining affection between them.
"Hehe, Ke Xiao, you are really good, if you break up, you will be forced to die, right? Okay, you really can?" Hui Min sneered and sneered when he heard this, and he could hear the appearance of gritting his teeth.