I know why he doesn't recognize me.

Xu Nan's voice, the abnormal pain, and the despair made Mu Shihan's heart twitch a few more times, for Xu Nan's sad heart, Mu Shihan seemed to be able to empathize, she couldn't help but ask blankly: "Why?"

Xu Nan raised his hand with difficulty, wiped away his tears, and then replied in a hoarse voice: "He's hating me, he, he doesn't love me anymore!"

The last four words expressed all Xu Nan's pain and despair, and her voice was hoarse, as if it had pulled the most painful string in her heart.

When Mu Shihan heard this, he hurriedly said: "Impossible, Xu Nan, don't think about it, if he doesn't have you in his heart, how can he save you regardless of the danger!"

Xu Nan looked at Mu Shihan in a daze, her eyes were empty, she pulled the corners of her mouth hard, revealing a very bitter smile. said: "That's because I also helped him, he is repaying my love, didn't you also say it, if I have an accident in the future, he won't help me!"

When Xu Nan said this, her voice was extremely desolate, and Mu Shihan was a little creepy when she heard it, in Mu Shihan's opinion, Xu Nan and Wu Lai's love was unswerving, so she couldn't understand why Wu Lai would be so indifferent to Xu Nan, and why Wu Lai would let Xu Nan look for him alone in this city and ignore it.

Now, hearing Xu Nan's words, Mu Shihan suddenly remembered that there was still such a possibility, it turned out that Wu Lai's feelings for Xu Nan were not as good as they were at the beginning, but what puzzled Mu Shihan was why Xu Nan said that Wu Lai hated her?

Something must have happened between them, thinking of this, Mu Shihan immediately asked Xu Nan: "Xu Nan." Can you tell me, what's going on?"

If you want to prescribe the right medicine and persuade Xu Nan, only by figuring out the situation is that Mu Shihan doesn't know what cracks have appeared in the love between Wu Lai and Xu Nan, so that she can get to today's situation.

And Xu Nan doesn't want to hide anything from Mu Shihan now, and now Mu Shihan is no longer her rival, but her benefactor. is her only reliance in the provincial capital, and now even Wu Lai doesn't want herself, Xu Nan is in this strange place, and the only person she can talk to is Mu Shihan.

Although his heart hurt and his memories were sad, Xu Nan still told Mu Shihan all the things that happened at the wedding with Wu Lai, and the more he spoke, the more hoarse Xu Nan's voice became, and after speaking, Xu Nan also added sadly: "It's all because I am ignorant, I didn't understand him, it hurt his heart, made him desperate, and made him have no thoughts about love, so he will venture to the provincial capital alone!"

Until now, Xu Nan still feels that Wu Lai did not forgive himself in that incident, at that time, before Wu Lai left, he sent her a text message, a text message full of emotion, but in Xu Nan's opinion, this is just Wu Lai's words to comfort her, so as not to think about it, otherwise, Wu Lai really has her in his heart, and it is impossible to leave her alone. In fact, Xu Nan understands the bitterness in Wu Lai's heart, and it is precisely because he knows Wu Lai's pain that Xu Nan will embark on the road to find Wu Lai, and will want to explain to him clearly, no matter how dangerous it is in the provincial capital, Xu Nan sticks to his beliefs, just because Xu Nan wants to find Wu Lai, apologize to him, and reconcile with him.

But this matter is more difficult than going to the west to learn from the scriptures, so many days, Xu Nan has experienced so many setbacks, and even almost been defiled by Cao Zheng several times, it is difficult and difficult, but she still can't change Xu Nan's perseverance, she has been persevering, and she still has expectations, she is unwilling to accept the fact that Wu Lai left silently, she thought that Wu Lai would give herself a chance, waiting for an explanation.

However, today, Xu Nan finally got the news of Wu Lai, but what this news brought to Xu Nan was the deepest and most desperate pain, this fact confirmed what he was afraid of in his heart, Wu Lai, he really had no feelings for himself, he really did it ruthlessly, this answer, for Xu Nan, was more uncomfortable than death.

Perhaps, if it was just a simple breakup, Xu Nan would not be so painful, after all, it was not the first time that she and Wu Lai had broken up, but what Xu Nan couldn't accept was that Wu Lai, who once loved him so much and could even die for himself, has now become a cold-blooded and ruthless madman, this kind of gap makes Xu Nan unbearable, this fact is too cruel, too cruel. ad_250_left();

And Mu Shihan, after listening to Xu Nan's speech, was also stunned. Her eyes became extremely complicated, and the emotions in her heart were also surging, Mu Shihan didn't expect that Wu Lai would have such a past.

Suddenly, Mu Shihan seemed to understand a little bit why Wu Lai became indifferent and ruthless, all because of this society.

In the early days, Wu Lai was a person who didn't resist even after being beaten, but later he was forced to embark on the road of being black, and now, he has embarked on a ruthless road. It was the reality that pushed him up step by step, from Wu Lai's point of view, Mu Shihan can indeed understand Wu Lai's helplessness and suffering, but, from Xu Nan's point of view, Mu Shihan can also understand Xu Nan's heart, no matter which woman it is, seeing that her wedding is disturbed, but the groom has an old love for that third party, she should not be able to stand it, so Xu Nan's regret of marriage is also reasonable.

Mu Shihan is very good at empathy, she is a girl with high emotional intelligence, she feels that no one is wrong, what is wrong is this cruel reality, reality has made Wu Lai and Xu Nan's love suffer such a big blow, reality forced Wu Lai to become an indifferent robot, and Xu Nan has to bear all the consequences. Mu Shihan knew how desperate Xu Nan was at the moment, but she didn't know how to comfort Xu Nan, so she paused for a long time. Mu Shihan said, "Xu Nan, what are you going to do next?"

No matter what, what Mu Shihan is worried about is Xu Nan's safety, and the reason why she chose to tell Xu Nan the truth today is also to make Xu Nan give up looking for Wu Lai and not continue to stay in the provincial capital and bear unnecessary dangers.

Xu Nan could feel Mu Shihan's care, she adjusted her mood, and replied to Mu Shihan seriously: "I'm fine, Mu Shihan, thank you for helping me so much, you can be busy with your business now, don't worry about me!"

Originally, Mu Shihan was not worried about Xu Nan, but when she heard Xu Nan's words, she was even more uneasy, so Mu Shihan hurriedly continued: "I'm not in a hurry, I'm just worried about you, you are not safe alone in the provincial capital, or..."

Xu Nan seemed to know what Mu Shihan wanted to say, but she didn't wait for Mu Shihan to finish speaking, and stood up directly. Said seriously: "I'm really fine, don't worry, I won't think about it, and I won't go to Wu Lai, I know how to ensure my safety, I'm tired now, I just want to be quiet!"

The current Xu Nan is tantamount to putting her scars naked in front of others, this kind of scars are too deep and ugly, Xu Nan doesn't want to be naked for too long, she just wants to lick the wounds quietly alone.

Mu Shihan saw that Xu Nan was so calm and resolute, she couldn't say anything, she knew that since Xu Nan said that she would ensure her safety, she shouldn't mess around, so Mu Shihan also stood up and said softly to Xu Nan: "Well, you want to open up, this is the path that Wu Lai chose by himself, he should have considered it, since there is nothing for me here, then I will go back to the capital, if you have anything, you can call me!"

Although Mu Shihan and Xu Nan's friendship is not deep, it can even be said that their relationship was still awkward at the beginning, but now, the embarrassment between the two of them has been lifted, Mu Shihan treats Xu Nan as a sister and is very worried about her, and Xu Nan also has a great impression of Mu Shihan, for Mu Shihan's last concern, Xu Nan is sincerely grateful: "Well, I will!"

Mu Shihan nodded, and then left Xu Nan's room.

Although Xu Nan did seem to be fine, Mu Shihan was still not at ease, so after leaving the room, Mu Shihan did not leave immediately, but waited for Xu Nan to close the door. She stood in the doorway, listening to the movement in the room.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for Xu Nan's desolate cry to come from the room, Mu Shihan knew that this was the venting of pain, and only when it was vented, would the heart not be too uncomfortable.

When Xu Nan's crying became smaller and smaller, until there was no time, Mu Shihan said sadly to the two bodyguards at the door: "Let's go, go back!"

Half an hour later, Xu Nan had cried enough, and she was tired of crying, she dragged her body like a zombie and stood at the window of the hotel room, looking down on the city that had brought her too many nightmares.

At this moment, Xu Nan's eyes seemed to cover thousands of things, and as if there was nothing, her heart became empty, and the pain seemed to be unconscious. Her legs were a little weak, and she couldn't support her heavy body, what a deep despair this was, Xu Nan couldn't imagine.

Looking at the busy traffic in this strange city, Xu Nan's mind was floating everything about Wu Lai, and the former hard memories were imprinted in the deepest part of his heart, and now, Xu Nan wanted to cut every memory from his heart, one by one, this pain made Xu Nan falter.

Originally, Xu Nan was strong, and it was precisely because of her strength that the love between her and Wu Lai had been dragged on until now, but now, Xu Nan can no longer be strong, her thin shoulders can no longer withstand such a heavy blow, the man she loves so much doesn't love herself anymore, such a reality, how can a weak woman bear it, Xu Nan was crushed, completely crushed, and even, she wanted to commit suicide, jump from the window, and end this tragic fate.

For Xu Nan, death. It has become a relief, she is really too tired and tired, but Xu Nan knows in her heart that even if she dies, she can't die here, because if she wants to have a situation in the provincial capital, it will definitely affect Wu Lai, Xu Nan doesn't want to disturb Wu Lai anymore, and doesn't want to cause him more trouble, since he doesn't love himself anymore, let himself be cleared from Wu Lai's life.

Xu Nan knew that until now, whether her people stayed in the provincial capital or her body remained in the provincial capital, it would only bring thorns to Wu Lai's way forward, and it would only become a stumbling block for Wu Lai, so at the moment, Xu Nan's only way was to leave here. Quietly stay away from this, only by staying away can Wu Lai do his own thing with peace of mind, since fate cannot make Xu Nan happy, Xu Nan can only fulfill the man she loves, let him go his own way, smooth sailing.

Thinking like this, Xu Nan suddenly raised his hand to wipe away the remaining tears on his face, and then resolutely turned around and packed his luggage. When he came, Xu Nan didn't bring much with him, and when he left, Xu Nan was such a suitcase, dragging this slightly heavy suitcase, Xu Nan withdrew from the room and left the hotel.

The sky outside the hotel was gloomy, and suddenly, the dark sky was suddenly cracked by lightning, and rain came in a blast.

Xu Nan stood at the door of the hotel, looking at the crack in the sky, as if he saw the opening of his heart, so profound, so bloody, and this drifting heavy rain, like the tears in Xu Nan's heart, endless, unconsciously, Xu Nan's red and swollen eyes were covered with a layer of fog, and her heart began to be filled with blood and tears again.

This city is really terrifying, it erodes all Xu Nan's happiness, she was originally the daughter of the family, but she came to this city alone with her suitcase, her shoes were worn out, her feet were swollen, and she encountered all kinds of troubles and crises, all just to find the man in her heart, but she didn't expect that her body and mind were exhausted to the end, and in the end she found only the most cruel pain.

The corners of Xu Nan's mouth couldn't help but show a hint of laughter, this smile was filled with endless self-deprecation and deep sadness.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and suddenly, a cold wind mixed with rain slapped on Xu Nan's face.

Xu Nan raised her face, faced the wind and rain, closed her eyes deeply, in the darkness, Xu Nan saw Wu Lai's most indifferent eyes, saw Wu Lai's most heartless heart, she felt that Wu Lai seemed to be saying to herself: Leave, leave my world, without you, I will live better.

This voice is very clear, this is Wu Lai driving Xu Nan away, Wu Lai has removed Xu Nan from his heart. Then, Xu Nan can't occupy his heart, and it can't affect his life, she, Xu Nan, should go, go.

Taking a deep breath of cold air, Xu Nan finally opened her eyes, tears slid down her cheeks, she lifted her suitcase, moved her feet with difficulty, and stepped into the pouring rain...