Chapter 194: Endure humiliation and steal life

"I know!Xia Xia, I don't want you to get hurt anymore!" Li Zhibin looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes.

"I won't, I'll protect the person I want to protect, Zhibin, if you have time, you can help me persuade Junxi!"

"I don't know my brother's temperament very well, he never wanted to give up from the beginning!Xia Xia, my brother's personality is actually very similar to Aunt Yao, their mother and son are more stubborn than the other, I'm just afraid that things are not as good as you think!" Li Zhibin drove the car, his brows furrowed.

"I'm not afraid of anything now, as long as it doesn't hurt my mother, you know, I'm the only one left now!" I tried to make it easier for myself.

When I went back that day, I saw my mother hunched over in the bathroom washing the clothes I had changed out of before I had time to wash.

"Mom, why don't you wash it in the washing machine, go to rest, I'll come!"

"Oh, how can you turn on the washing machine with just these two clothes, okay, okay, don't come in, or the ground will be watered!"

I leaned against the door frame and looked down at my mother, because she looked older than her peers because of her illness in those two years, her hair was half gray, and she was very thin.

I really caused her to suffer a lot with me.

The better option for me at the moment is to give her a stable life.

I closed my eyes and thought about what Li Zhibin had just said to me, which strengthened my thoughts.

It's a blessing or a curse, and it's a disaster that can't be avoided.

But the next day, when I arrived at the company, I heard a piece of news that I couldn't accept.

Sister Yueyan had a car accident and crashed into a guardrail with a truck on the highway and is still being rescued.

I went to the hospital to see Sister Yueyan, and Lu Wenxuan was standing there against the wall, very lonely.

"Senior Lu!" I whispered his name.

"I've already let her go, why is this still happening?" Lu Wenxuan didn't look at me, as if he was talking to himself and as if he was just looking for someone to talk to.

But then he didn't say anything.

When I left, Sister Yueyan hadn't woken up yet, and the doctor said that if she didn't wake up in 48 hours, she might be vegetative.

Life is unpredictable, and no one can predict what will happen next.

I met Wu Gang in the hospital who came to accompany Ma Li for prenatal checkup, the month is not very big, more than four months, Ma Li is thin, if you don't look carefully, you really can't see it. Wu Gang helped Ma Li with a cautious look.

Ma Li's mother helped Ma Li go in to check on me and Wu Gang was standing outside talking.

"Congratulations, you're going to be a dad!"

Wu Gang smiled a little wryly: "There's nothing to congratulate, that's what happened!"

After chatting casually, Ma Li's mother helped her over, and I smiled and asked Wu Gang to be busy first.

Out of the hospital, I sighed, maybe Wu Gang will never forget Li Lan in his life, living in his heart, but he is also living well now, isn't he?

Wife, children, life is stable!

People, it's good to be in love, and you don't necessarily have to be together.

I met Han Xiaoya and Song Junxi at the gate of the hospital, and when Han Xiaoya saw me, she naturally came over to say hello: "Did you also come to see Sister Yueyan?"

I nodded: "Well, Sister Yueyan hasn't woken up yet!

"Well, good!"

I got out of the hospital and was about to leave by car, when Song Junxi suddenly caught up.

I looked at him and felt powerless, I had to toss with him until some day!

I'm really tired of this.

The café near the hospital is rarely visited, and it is quieter in the morning.

This time I decided to speak first, otherwise he would be blocked every time and there would be nothing to say.

"I heard that Aunt Yao and they have returned to China?" Sure enough, Song Junxi was stunned for a moment, and then nodded.

"Uncle and Aunt are all right!" I wanted to try to find a breakthrough from other aspects.

Entangled between love and whether to love, I was already on the verge of a tortured breakdown.

"Hmm!" Song Junxi has already replied to me.

Song Jun-hee, who was carried away by the surprise he saw for the first time, began to come to his senses, which is good.

At the very least, we can sit down quietly and talk.

The return of his parents was not completely bad enough to be dangerous.

"I'm back to prepare for your wedding to Shinoa!Congratulations!" I smiled and took a sip of my coffee, bitter.

I've always been afraid of drinking such bitter things, but over the years, even when I eat sugar, it hasn't sweetened my heart.

Song Junxi frowned silently and smiled bitterly.

"You were braver than you are now!" completely ignoring what I just said, and continued: "At that time, you were willing to share your life with me, and you were willing to work hard for me and face it together. Now, you're ......"

I cut him off, "We were young and ignorant, and we could try to be fearless, to try to be greedy. I shook my head, "I can't do it now, because I know that every time I am greedy, I will be punished, every time I have delusions, God will take away all the good things I have, Song Junxi, I don't have that courage, and I don't have that fighting spirit anymore." I can't afford to lose any more. You let me go, and you let yourself go, you won't be able to ask for any kind of girl you want now, why do you have to keep going with me?"

His voice was a little louder, "Then am I wrong?" Xia Xia, try again, is it that difficult? ...... the end?"

"You're right, I'm not wrong, but the key problem is to love the wrong person, sometimes love can kill people, Romeo loves Juliet less, Juliet won't die, Liang Shanbo loves Zhu Yingtai less, Zhu Yingtai won't be martyred, Junxi, sometimes too much love is wrong, things must be reversed, if you and I are entangled again, aren't you afraid that Aunt Yao and Uncle Song will find my mother again, she is not in good health and can't be stimulated, I will be left with a relative, I can't afford to lose, if my mother dies because of me again, I won't be able to live! The same goes for you!"

Song Junxi didn't answer me, just looked at me quietly, calm like never after the meeting.

"Xia Xia, I ·····"

"We have to do this, you can blame me, even hate me for forgetting our past, but, all I can say is, I'm sorry, please forgive me for being absent in your future!" I interrupted Song Junxi's words, I was afraid that I would be moved and shaken again by his words.

Cutting through the mess quickly, this is the best choice for us.

"Sister Yueyan is not here, I still have to be busy with the company's affairs, I'll leave first!" I got up and left.

"Liu Xia!" Song Junxi's deep voice was especially clear in this café with few guests.

"Goodbye!" I took a breath and decided that I couldn't turn back.

There will inevitably be gains and losses in choice, and this is life.

For people like us, it is to endure humiliation and bear the burden, and to make a living.