Hearing this, Chen Xi looked at his boss, then at Li Shishi, and finally smiled lightly: "Hmm." ”

She called Lin Xiaoxi: "Xiaoxi, let's go back first." ”

Lin Xiaoxi: "Whew~"

She couldn't wait to go back with Chen Xi, in her opinion, Li Yao's pestle was too much of an eyesore between the two of them, she grabbed Chen Xi's arm, and went away happily, the dark night of the provincial city gradually wrapped their backs, and the street lamps on both sides were embellished with beautiful compositions;

"Sister Chen Xi, aren't you afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"In case Li Da Hoof asked his senior sister to take it away...... I'm telling you that men can't stand girls like senior sisters now!"

"The boss won't. ”

Lin Xiaoxi didn't understand a little, why didn't Li Yao know it?

Chen Xi smiled: "Don't think about it, go home." ”

Lin Xiaoxi: "Whoa(???) ~”

on the road

Li Yao watched Chen Xi and them go away before turning his face to the senior sister and said, "If you want to chat with me, just chat, tell me directly that I can't run away again, what do you say to Chen Xi to borrow me for a while, it's not like talking." ”

The senior sister took a deep breath, and her thin shoulders shrugged as if she was brewing something.

After a while,

She said, "Do you run less?"

Li Yao: "......"

All right

It's that he's a little bit out of words.

Senior sister: "Come with me for a while." ”

After speaking, she walked on the road by herself, the evening breeze of the autumn night was cool, the road in the provincial capital was full of traffic at this time, and there was no expression on the faces of pedestrians, but who knew if he also had a hot person in his heart?

Through the road of the slow long night,

Across most of the commute city, back to the warm lights of the home.

After pushing the door in, I hugged the people I loved, and counted the many trivial things that happened during the day.

The days may be a little dull, so plain that people want to cry, maybe occasionally they envy those who are heartbroken for love, and sometimes they can't even remember how the two people were together;

will even wonder if it is a hallucination in your own life.

can look at each other and laugh,

Watching the other party worry about his own affairs, watching him fill his life little by little.

Just know it's not an illusion.

hi

Thinking too much......

Li Shishi finally exhaled the breath she had been holding back for a long time, and her breath turned into an extremely faint white mist in the slightly cool night...... It turns out that the night is already so cold.

She smiled.

In the past year, she seems to have hung a lot of fantasies with the man around her.

The imaginary life is simple and clean.

There's him, there's her.

They walked a long way, but the senior sister didn't say anything, just walked slowly with a strange smile on her face.

Li Yao didn't urge, and followed without speaking.

finally

When they walked to a flyover, the senior sister looked at the road where the cars were coming and going, and said with a smile: "My parents divorced when I was very young, and I followed my father...... He is a scholar, his feelings are very weak, and he has never continued the strings.

When you were a child, there were always some children who would be malicious to you.

It doesn't make sense...... Maybe just because you wear nice shoes, have a new school bag, or even have a nice face will bully you...... And I'm a single parent, so I'm bullied so badly. Many children don't play with me, and even exclude me and speak ill of me. ”

Speaking of which,

Senior sister lowered her head: "I'm so wronged." ”

"I cried to the man, but the man told me that since they rejected me, I should not play with them, and I should try to open up with them—those humanoids full of bad roots will play with and even destroy the good things that are within reach, but when you are good enough to keep them out of reach, you will gain favor from above, and your peers will fear you and envy you. ”

Li Yao: "......"

The senior sister shrugged: "At that time, I was young, I couldn't understand." ”

But she understood,

As long as she is excellent to the extreme, no one will bully her anymore, the teacher will love him, the naughty student will be referred to the outside punishment station by the teacher because of her words, she will become what many people call "someone else's child", and all insults will be strangled by those parents of the same age "humanoids".

Even if she's wrong,

She's right, too.

In her second year of junior high school, she truly understood the nature of the world - because she framed a classmate who had bullied her, and that classmate was even reported to be criticized and even beaten by her parents when there was insufficient evidence.

She later even tried to threaten herself with people from outside the school.

But......

It's funny.

She just calmly said that as long as you don't kill her, these will be known by the teachers, you will be demerited, even expelled from school, and your parents will never be able to look up.

The senior sister's clear eyes seemed to be clouded, and she still remembers the horror in the little girl's eyes.

I even remember the reserved and shallow smile in the other party's frightened eyes......

yes

I'm such a bad woman.

The senior sister's voice was ethereal and distant, as if she was whispering about the past.

Li Yao listened quietly, and when the senior sister stopped talking, the surroundings suddenly became so quiet, the crickets came from the flowers and plants by the railing of the overpass, and the sound of traffic and the whistling of movements from the cavity of the entire city were mixed together, weaving the rhythm of the city.

Long

Li Yaocai said: "It's not your fault. ”

Senior Sister smiled: "I know." ”

Li Yao slowed down his tone: "It's not your fault. ”

Senior sister's smile tightened: "I know." ”

"It's not your fault. ”

"I know ......"

The senior sister lowered her head deeply, her shoulders kept trembling and suppressed the low sobs coming from her chest...... But it's so hard...... Tears couldn't help but pour out of my eyes, I couldn't control it, damn it!

Li Yao grabbed the senior sister's shoulder, and his powerful arm suppressed the senior sister's trembling, and the sudden arm bent destroyed the senior sister's defense line.

She finally couldn't help it,

I cried bitterly.

She cried so thoroughly that the hysterical cry seemed to tear her own shell apart.

"I hate you, Li Yao!"

Li Yao nodded: "I hate myself too." ”

A rich man like him...... It's so annoying, it's so annoying.

When the senior sister finally finished venting, she pushed Li Yao away, turned her back to fix her messy hair and makeup: "Am I too ashamed just now?"

Li Yao: "It's not obviously much cuter, okay." ”

Burst......

The senior sister couldn't help laughing, and her tear-stained face bloomed brightly.

Li Yao looked a little flustered......

It's a pity that the senior sister didn't pay attention, she breathed a deep sigh of relief and said, "I just lied to you, I still like you very much." ”