These days, Bai Bingjie's expression is uncertain, her heart is numb, she is depressed and depressed, and she can't restrain her complicated and sad mood. She thought about confiding in Ye Zhuoran, but when she heard that Ye Zhuoran was constantly running around to find a job after graduating from graduate school, she still swallowed the words that came to her lips.

She can't just disturb Ye Zhuoran's emotions just to make her mood smooth, and distract her good sisters because of her own affairs, that's not her original intention, and she can't do that.

Outside the window, a light rain was dripping down, knocking on the window glass through the night, and drops of raindrops flowed down the glass, gradually forming layers of continuous silk threads, and more and more silk threads wrapped her heart and slowly wrapped her whole person.

Good rain knows the season, when spring happens. Dive into the night with the wind, moisturizing things silently. Such a beautiful rainy night should have been a time of great joy and comfort, the rain on a spring night moistened all things, and also warmed the heart of Bai Bingjie.

However, Bai Bingjie's emotions have never been able to come out of the melancholy, even if this spring rain is so gentle, what it brings to her is endless loneliness, is this premarital anxiety? Bai Bingjie doesn't believe that it is because of this, she has not yet come to that step!

Moreover, why did she feel that lonely feeling in her heart, it was because she could never find a solid support in her heart! She had thought many times, was Jin Ziyu her solid lifelong support? Bai Bingjie was still not sure, and she could not be sure.

She knew that as long as she made the decision to agree, she would entrust her life to Jin Ziyu. The future life will be full of sunshine or will it become sad and bleak, her heart is confused and hesitant, and the true love in her heart has never been able to devote herself to it, which is also the most fundamental reason for her hesitation.

Sometimes, Bai Bingjie asks herself, is she deeply in love with Jin Ziyu? Her answer is not sure, she says she doesn't love, it's not right, she says she loves it, it's a little, she says she loves deeply, she can't talk about it. She only experienced a faint feeling, and she often came over and experienced it plainly. Of course, she can feel Jin Ziyu's obsession with her, should a woman be content if she can get this kind of infatuated love from a man?

Only by making the right decision will life become brilliant, Bai Bingjie wants a brilliant life, so she is extremely cautious about this decision.

It rained lightly tonight, and there was no moon in the sky. Bai Bingjie looked through the window, looking at the deep and deep night, the sorrow in her heart is only known to herself, and how much sorrow you can have, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward.

Jin Ziyu put a lot of pressure on her, he said that he could wait for her to think about it, one day, two days, three days, but she knew that she didn't have too much time, a month, two months, three months?

Bai Bingjie is completely familiar with the work of the legal detachment of the Municipal Bureau, and has entered her own work rhythm, as long as she is in it, she will adapt to every job for a long time, and Bai Bingjie is still a talented and intelligent woman.

Work is not worried, feelings are sad, Bai Bingjie's life has now entered a new stage, not for the sake of work, but to pursue his own beautiful life wholeheartedly. Is this beautiful life what Jin Ziyu is going to give her?

In the eyes of Bai Bingjie's colleagues, Bai Bingjie is not only the most beautiful, but also the most high-end, handsome and golden, envious of the dead. It is said that Bai Bingjie should be very content, such a life, such a boyfriend, where to find it?

Bai Bingjie didn't have the heart to read, the legal business book on the desk kept sitting like that, and she didn't even open the title page. She withdrew her gaze from the darkness and got up and paced back and forth in the room to dispel the boredom and melancholy in her heart.

This small house is rented by herself, 500 yuan a month, which is also a big expense for her who can only get a salary of 3,000 or 4,000 yuan a month, and she has to save money to buy cosmetics. Of course, there are many things, and Jin Ziyu will buy them for her.

However, she would rather live in this humble rental house than live in Jin Ziyu's brand-new luxury villa, she feels that it is similar to selling herself, she is not a vase, let alone a canary, she is an independent and self-reliant woman, she insists on being herself, she has her own bottom line, even if she gets married in the future, she must be financially independent and independent in personality, so that she will not lose her value and turn herself into a man's appendage.

Bai Bingjie was dizzy, walked into the bedroom, and threw herself on the bed, this bed was bought by Jin Ziyu, and the bedding was also the most high-end, these were Jin Ziyu's intentions, Bai Bingjie did not refuse to this intention, enjoying the most comfortable bed and quilt, this kind of life feels very good, I don't know how many girls want to pursue wealth and comfort and enjoy an infinite life.

She closed her eyes, she wondered in her heart, should she be content, no one is perfect, nothing is perfect, she should not demand anything without a trace of impurities and flaws, she herself is not a completely perfect woman, how can she demand others to be so perfect. has been hurt emotionally, so she is so closed to love, and she will not open her true love easily, even if Zhong Dahai is so sincere to her, she did not respond enthusiastically, she knows that this is her own problem.

For Jin Ziyu, it's just that he is more proactive, and he also has all kinds of superior conditions to meet all her needs. However, Bai Bingjie's love from the bottom of her heart has never been aroused, which cannot but be said to be a kind of helplessness and pity. Who can understand her heart best? She can't really understand it now, maybe one day she will be able to understand it deeply.

Bai Bingjie never had a clue, her heart was down, let's do this for the time being, she still has to talk to Ye Zhuoran about this matter, or she is still uncomfortable in her heart, see which day Ye Zhuoran is almost busy, she will go to the capital, relax, think carefully, and finally decide.

Bai Bingjie thought like this, and fell asleep in a daze. There was a lot of trouble in the dream, one moment it was Ye Zhuoran, and the other time it was Jenny, and they accompanied her to swim in the capital. Jin Ziyu chased to the capital, knelt down on one knee in front of Ye Zhuoran and Jenny, took out a ruined diamond ring, and said that he wanted her to marry him.

Suddenly, Zhong Dahai appeared between the two of them, holding a large bouquet of roses, and pushed Jin Ziyu aside, saying that he would love her for the rest of his life, until death.

At this time, Jin Ziyu rushed up from behind, wanting to fight Zhong Dahai. Jin Ziyu was hugged tightly by another woman, wrapped around Jin Ziyu's body like a snake demon, and the woman said that she loved him and that he should marry her, not Bai Bingjie.

Jin Ziyu pushed the woman away, saying that he would only marry Bai Bingjie, and would never marry her. The woman suddenly went crazy, and pounced on Bai Bingjie with her teeth and claws, Bai Bingjie couldn't dodge and fell to the ground all of a sudden.

Bai Bingjie wanted to get up, but suddenly felt a pain in her lower abdomen, and when she looked down, she found that blood was flowing from under her skirt, it was a lot of blood, Bai Bingjie was suddenly frightened and screamed loudly......

Bai Bingjie suddenly opened her eyes, and then realized that she had a nightmare, the scene in the dream was so real, as if it happened in front of her eyes, the dream was really terrible, especially the blood on her skirt, bright red and red, as if her heart had been ripped out.

She suppressed her trembling heart, felt a little cold on her forehead, raised her hand and wiped it with cold sweat, and then looked at her appearance, she actually fell asleep on the quilt like this.

Bai Bingjie saved her mind, and when she saw that the time was more than eleven o'clock at night, she actually lay on the quilt and slept for an hour, she felt a little cold, and quickly took off her coat, got into the quilt, turned off the light and slept, this was a lonely and lonely long night.

When she woke up in the morning, Bai Bingjie felt a little pain in her head and throat, but she still insisted on going to work. At the end of the morning, she felt sore, and her forehead was a little hot, she knew that this time she had a cold, but she hadn't had a cold for a long time.

In the afternoon, she felt really uncomfortable, so she asked for leave to come back to rest, and after taking cold medicine, she lay down on the bed to rest, and she couldn't sleep well when she wanted to, and kept tossing and turning, thinking a lot.

In the evening, Jin Ziyu called, saying that he wanted to call Bai Bingjie to eat together, and when he heard Bai Bingjie's voice, he seemed to have a cold, so he drove over directly.

"Bai Bingjie, you have a cold, why don't you tell me. Jin Ziyu opened the door directly with the key, saw Bai Bingjie lying on the bed, stretched out his hand and tried it on Bai Bingjie's forehead, the hot temperature, and said distressedly, "You have a fever, the temperature is a little high, this is not good, let's go to the hospital to see." ”

Bai Bingjie took the backrest and leaned against it, looked at Jin Ziyu, and said, "I'm fine, I've already taken cold medicine, I'll be fine after a night's rest, I don't need to go to the hospital." ”

"Then how can you do it, why do you toss yourself so much, you have to see a doctor if you are not feeling well, it is very convenient to go to the hospital, I will contact you now." Jin Ziyu said, taking out his mobile phone to make a call.

"Don't fight, I won't go to the hospital, there's no need for that. Bai Bingjie hurriedly stopped Jin Ziyu from calling, "I just want to sleep, I won't go anywhere, I won't go if you contact me, don't bother with any gods." I want to drink water, you can pour me a glass of water. ”

Jin Ziyu saw Bai Bingjie's resolute attitude, he knew that he couldn't force her to go to the hospital, the matter of a cold can be big or small, and some people can carry it without taking medicine and drinking more water, just suffer a little more.

Bai Bingjie drank the water, didn't care about Jin Ziyu, and lay down under the quilt by herself, with an uncomfortable headache, and just wanted to sleep. When Jin Ziyu saw Bai Bingjie's appearance, he didn't bother her anymore, but asked for takeout, and he didn't go out to eat himself, so he stayed with her here.

After the takeaway was delivered, Jin Ziyu quietly woke Bai Bingjie up, whether he felt cold or not, he always wanted something. Bai Bingjie got up dizzy, had no appetite, simply ate a few bites, and then fell asleep on the bed.

Jin Ziyu packed up, saw Bai Bingjie fall asleep again, sat on the edge of the bed and thought about it, then didn't leave, thinking, it's good to stay with her tonight, she has a cold and fever, and she needs someone to take care of her.