Chapter 207: Cut your wrists

Women should keep their eyes open before marriage, and women should keep their eyes closed after marriage.

Shen Wenxue often listens to older colleagues talk about chicken soup about marriage, and opening his eyes before marriage is undoubtedly looking for a man with good character to be his husband. Closing your eyes after marriage is nothing more than saying that men have times when they are acting on the spot, and as a wife, it is rare to be confused, and don't take it seriously.

As for closing the eyes, this is nothing more than the illusion that the remnants of the dregs of polygamy in feudal society still exist in the men of the new era society, and it is unacceptable to many women in the new era.

As for keeping your eyes open, can you really find a good son-in-law?

The failure of his parents' marriage left a shadow on Shen Wenwen's heart, his father is definitely not a good person for his mother, and Hua Jianmin will be her good person?

Her mother is gone, her grandmother is suffering from Alzheimer's disease, who is the elder who can guide her life?

In the snow, Shen Wenwen sat alone and looked at the moon.

The night sky in Xinjiang is even more vast, and the crescent moon is bright and clean, as if it can illuminate people's hearts.

There were footsteps behind her, and Shen Wenxue didn't look back, she knew it was Hua Jianmin.

Hua Jianmin wrapped a thick coat around Shen Wenxue, and sat down next to Shen Wenxue and looked up at the moon sky with her.

After a long time, Hua Jianmin said: "Actually, I know that you like me in your heart, but you have always refused to confirm the relationship with me because you are still suspicious of me." ”

"Yes," Shen Wenxue said bluntly, "in my eyes, in the eyes of my colleagues in the Education Bureau, in the eyes of the principals and teachers of the education system, in the eyes of many parents in Taoli City, and in the eyes of the leaders of the Municipal Party Committee and Municipal Government, you are a good director, but if I establish a relationship with you, your role will change, you will become my lover, and you will be my husband in the future......"

Shen Wenxue's sudden silence was completely understandable by Hua Jianmin.

"You're not sure if our love can go smoothly into marriage, and whether our marriage can grow old together, right?"

"Because my parents showed me a very bad marriage, which caused my mother's life to be miserable, so please forgive me, there is a hurdle in my heart that I have not crossed. ”

"It's my fault for not giving you security. Hua Jianmin took Shen Wenwen into his arms, and his heart was surging like a tide at this moment.

All along, in his eyes, in the eyes of everyone, she is like the sun, full of positive energy, bringing warmth and light to the people around her, which also makes many people ignore that she also has dark corners in her heart that can't see the light, and there are damp to moldy corners.

And he has always claimed to love her and want to protect her for the rest of his life, but he has never really cared about her heart.

Aside from being her boss and colleague, he didn't play the role of a suitor.

"Literature, I will prove to you that I will give you a reliable love. Hua Jianmin said the oath in a sensual voice.

"Okay, I'd like to give it a try. Shen Wenxue raised his head and gave Hua Jianmin a smile.

In the snow, under the moonlight, Teacher Shen was so beautiful that she was touching, and the corners of Hua Jianmin's lips curled into a fascinated smile.

In Su Xiang's rented house, Su Xiang opened the photo album of her mobile phone, and there was not a single photo of Cai Youyou in her album.

People always know how to cherish when they lose, right? If she hadn't done that before, would she have been able to achieve a positive result with Cai Youyou?

Su Xiang wanted to cry, but there were no tears.

She is so lonely in this rented house that she can't feel her presence, is she born to be an alternative or a monster in her life?

She is also strange that she doesn't know why she can't have the ability to live a normal life like other girls her age.

At this moment, Su Xiang thought of Shen Wenxue, Jiang Xinnan, and Du Yunshu, they either had outstanding results in the field of work, or had their own happy marriage, or had normal interpersonal relationships, why did they fail in all aspects?

Su Xiang began to cry when he thought like this, silently, just crying, and put his hands in his hair and began to pull.

At this time, there was a knock on the door outside the door, and Ru Baofeng's voice rang out: "Su Xiang, Su Xiang, it's my mother'......"

Mom!

Su Yu cried even harder.

Growing up, the mother-daughter relationship between her and her mother has always been tense, and she has never experienced the tenderness and warmth of her mother.

Ru Baofeng always disciplined her in a drastic way, no matter whether she did something wrong or right, Ru Baofeng reprimanded her, and never gave her kind words of encouragement and comfort.

Thinking of this, Su Xiang cried even more sadly.

Why is her relationship with her mother so different and different in her life?

Why did she live in this world, why did she come, why didn't she leave?

Ru Baofeng patted the door for half an hour and didn't see Su Xiang come to open the door, and in the end, she asked someone from the lock company to open the door of the rental house, and in the rented house, Su Xiang fell to the ground, and his broken wrist rested in a pool of blood.

"Su Xiang!" Ru Baofeng shouted her daughter's name like crazy.

When Shen Wenwen returned to Taoli City, he immediately heard the news about Su Xiang's suicide.

Fortunately, the rescue was timely, Su Xiang was out of danger and was recuperating in the hospital.

Shen Wenxue, Jiang Xinnan and Du Yunshu summed it up and decided to visit Su Xiang.

"Can you?" asked Jiang Xinnan.

From childhood to adulthood, the knot between Jiang Xinan and Su Xiang was the largest, and Su Xiang's harm to Jiang Xinnan left a lot of shadows in Jiang Xinnan's heart.

"When I was a child, I thought it was a child who was ignorant, let it pass, Su Xiang is our classmate, she is hospitalized now, and it is reasonable for us to go to see her as an old classmate. ”

Jiang Xinan is a kind person, and Shen Wenxue can understand her, which is why she has always been willing to be friends with Jiang Xinnan.

But Du Yunshu was very worried about Jiang Xinnan: "Let's go to visit her, she may not appreciate it." She has always been so extreme, and now she is in the hospital because of suicide, even if we are kind enough to see her, who knows if she will misinterpret it as we are going to see her jokes?"

It is very likely that what Du Yunshu said was thought of by Jiang Xinnan and Shen Wenxue, but the three of them finally decided to go to the hospital to visit Su Yu together.

The three bought fruit and went to the hospital.

Ru Baofeng was afraid that other patients would affect Su Xiang's mood, so she applied to the hospital to let Su Xiang live in a single room.

When Shen Wenxue, Jiang Xinnan and Du Yunshu arrived at the hospital, Ru Baofeng was accompanying Su Yu in the ward.

Su Yu lay with his back inward, ignoring Ru Baofeng. But Ru Baofeng didn't dare to leave an inch, for fear that Su Yu would do something stupid again.

Seeing that Shen Wenwen and the three of them were coming, Ru Baofeng was a little nervous and a little excited, but he still maintained a calm tone and said to Su Xiang: "Su Xiang, your classmates have come to see you." ”

Su Yu didn't move, still facing away from everyone, not even making a sound.

Ru Baofeng wanted to say something, but Shen Wenxue motioned her to stop talking, and she said: "Auntie, Su Xiang's body has not recovered yet, don't worry, let's accompany Su Xiang here." ”

With that, the three of them went and moved three chairs and sat down in the ward.