Chapter 224: Like is Indulgence Love is Restraint For Ying bbeE Pumpkin Carriage Plus 5
I know Joon-hee as well as I know myself.
Jun-hee's stubbornness is like steel, indomitable.
And the stubbornness I hide in my heart is like a soft ribbon, which can be tied into a bow, or it can be used to tie it into all kinds of beautiful looks, soft, and fiddling with it at will, but if you want to break it, you can't cut it with scissors.
I know that's what Jun-hee needs to hear the most, and I'm not going to leave him.
"Junxi, I know you're working hard for us, but have we ever thought about it, in fact, it's very unfair to both Han Xiaoya and Aunt Yao like this!"
Before my voice fell, Song Junxi immediately realized: "Did they say something to you!"
I immediately shook my head: "No, don't get me wrong!"
"They're all people who love you, and they shouldn't be hurt, right?" I tried to get Jun-hee back to his senses.
"Don't worry, listen to me slowly, okay? I won't leave you, Junxi, but we can't sneak around like this anymore, we're not street rats, we love each other, love is just love, isn't it?
I want to work hard with you, and if we continue like this, then I am holding you back, even if your efforts have results, they will be wasted because of our abnormal relationship!"
My hand was always in his palm, and his palm was wide and reassuring.
"I know what you're trying to say, tell me not to go to you, right, but is that different from leaving me?"
When Song Junxi was working, he was radiant and calm, completely different from him now, his aunt was right, he had lost his mind for love.
And this is what Aunt Yao is most worried about, for an excellent person like him, people can't see their weaknesses, and I have not only become his weakness, but also his dead end, which makes Aunt Yao suffer.
I've loved him for ten years, but I haven't grown at all.
Fulfillment is not to show my greatness and exaltation.
The grievances are also the result of my own choices.
"Love is indulgence, and love is restraint, Jun-hee, we can't indulge ourselves too much, this will only make us go further and further!"
"We don't meet, it's not that I give up, but I'm working hard for us, I know that you only have me in your heart, and I only have you in my heart, I want to work hard with you!"
"But I can't see you!" Song Junxi immediately interrupted me.
"We've survived ten years, are you still afraid of this time?"
"It was a last resort, and then I thought you were really dead, and if I had the choice, I wouldn't want to be separated from you for a day!"
He squeezed my hand and used some strength: "Xia Xia, I can't do it!"
"You can, unless, you want me to dodge like this for the rest of my life, be a junior who is ridiculed by others for the rest of my life, and I can't hold my head up in front of Han Xiaoya for the rest of my life!"
Although we don't want to admit it, I'm a shameful junior now.
"I won't let you do this, I will marry you! I've thought about it for more than ten years, and I've done it countless times in my dreams, Xia Xia, I won't let you do this, don't worry!"
"But I want to work hard with you, instead of crying in your arms, living under your protection, Junxi, I'm not the Xia Xia I used to be, I can share it with you, if I want to stand by your side enough to match you, I have to work hard with you, otherwise even if we are together in the future, I still don't deserve you! Although you don't want to admit it, but compared to Han Xiaoya, she is your best choice, isn't it?"
"The person I love is you, the reason why I got engaged to her was that I thought you were dead, I thought it was the same as who I married, so I agreed, and she also knew that the person I liked was you!"
"We love each other, but we have to face it more, I want to bear it with you, it's not good to do it now, Junxi, we've been waiting for ten years, can't we wait any longer, even if we keep a distance, but our hearts are together, it's all for our future, you have to calm yourself down, only when you calm down, can you talk to Aunt Yao, we go on a rampage like this, it will only make her more angry!"
My tone was very affirmative.
He slowly turned his head and met my firm eyes, he was slightly distracted, his deep and boundless eyes, from the beginning of the fluctuation into a puddle of spring water, looking at me, so amazing.
I couldn't help but feel a little nervous when he looked at him like this, I didn't know what he was thinking, and if my words could bring him back to his senses.
In the end, his gaze began to drift slightly, and Song Junxi nodded slightly and didn't say anything.
I realized that after saying these words, my own heart was beating so fast, and I was very nervous, and I was afraid that my advice would not be of any use to him.
I'm afraid that if it's really like Yao Qingqing said, forcing Aunt Yao to death, Song Junxi will betray his relatives and leave, so he will inevitably become the target of everyone standing on a high place.
Jun-hee, from now on, I will accompany you to fulfill our ideals.
Start from the beginning little by little, so that you can stand perfectly at the top of the world, and there will be no flaws.
I believe that one day we will definitely move them, if it is really a pity that I did not touch them, then I am willing, continue, love you in my way, Xia Xia is your eternal Xia Xia, but, will not make you embarrassed again.
Time passed bit by bit, Song Junxi maintained a posture and looked at me, I didn't understand what he was thinking, did he listen to what I said.
Actually, I didn't just say these words because Sister Qingqing asked me to persuade him.
Rather, it's for myself.
When I stay by his side like this, sometimes I feel aggrieved when I think about it, and over time, I will not do anything because of this grievance.
The future is so long, no one can say!
And as she said, love is equal, and only equal love can last forever.
I watched him open again: "Jun-hee, do you understand my words, this time, I'm not hiding from you, but to be able to be together in hibernation!"
"I understand!" Song Junxi said in a low voice, "But it's difficult!"
"We have no choice unless, we give up!"
"Impossible!" Song Junxi immediately interrupted me and said silently: "I'll try!"
"It's not a try, but it has to be done, you have to be sensible, I know it's a difficult road, but I know that you'll be with me, right?"
Our hands were clasped together, and I smiled at him slightly, blinking pitifully.
Song Junxi smiled suddenly, with a little reluctance and bitterness: "Listen to you this time!"