Chapter 65: Bitter Memories
That's right, the call in the morning was from Liu Mei, although Gu Qingqing's leukemia has been treated.
However, long-term bedridden chemotherapy and radiotherapy still caused weakness to the body, so after returning to China, I saw the doctor and had a check-up every week, so I was careful.
Regarding this, the Gu couple agreed very much, but these two were busy with business and didn't have time to accompany Gu Qingqing to check, so they called Gu Sheng.
Accompanying the eldest sister for an examination, she naturally had no reluctance at all.
The two came out of the hospital, Gu Sheng looked at the test results in his hand one by one, and smiled with relief: "Sister, the test results all say that there is no problem, great." ”
Gu Qingqing nodded with a smile and looked at the blue sky and white clouds above his head, since he was sick, standing under the sun like this and breathing fresh air has been something he hasn't done for a long time.
Gu Sheng saw it in his eyes, and thought of something and took the eldest sister's hand: "Eldest sister, we haven't gone shopping together for a long time, why don't we go today." ”
"It's true that we haven't been together for a long time, and the weather is fine today. ”
The two of them are twins, and they are very similar in height and figure, and they are both not easy to gain weight.
But during this period of time, Gu Qingqing was obviously too thin than before, and her whole body could see that the clothes that were originally in size were now a little empty when she was wearing them, as if a gust of wind could blow them down, and she was very distressed to look at.
After she chose a few dresses for her eldest sister, the two of them came out next to a mother and baby store that looked very high-grade, and Gu Qingqing subconsciously stopped.
"Xiao Sheng, do Xiao Feng's clothes be enough?"
She smiled, even if the Ruan family didn't treat her well, they would naturally not treat Xiaofeng, their own grandson, badly, and the clothes would be sent over every quarter.
However, she still pulled Gu Qingqing and walked in: "Children, they should have worn the clothes that their mother chose by themselves, let's go in and have a look." ”
After entering, I found that this mother and baby store is really big, very neatly classified, and any goods for children aged 0-5 are sold.
Gu Qingqing is a mother after all, although she has never taken good care of her children because of her illness before, her love for her children will not decrease in the slightest.
At this time, looking at all kinds of very cute little clothes and shoes hanging on it, the corners of his mouth were suddenly hooked, and he picked them out with great interest.
She was holding a very cute tiger hat in her hand, and there were two ears on her head, which was very cute, and Gu Qingqing fell in love with it at once.
Just about to ask Gu Sheng's opinion, who knew that when he turned his head, he suddenly froze in place after seeing the silhouettes of the two people, and the blood all over his body seemed to be coagulated.
That's right, the two people not far in front of her were Ruan Haoting and Yu Xiaolu, she never expected to meet them.
Yu Xiaolu held Ruan Haoting's arm, this scene seemed to sting her eyes, she already knew about the two of them before she married into the Ruan family.
But even so, she still married Ruan Haoting without hesitation, just because, when she saw this man for the first time, she knew that she was finished, and she was completely trapped.
It's like a moth to a fire, but I didn't feel that way at that time, like all women, I always felt that as long as I got married, it was the most important thing.
Because, in the future, those who will accompany each other, share the same bed, and be together will be her and Ruan Haoting, and this woman who left selfishly will not have another chance.
After getting married, the two people can be said to respect each other as guests, Ruan Haoting's attitude towards her has not changed much, although it is not gentle and considerate, but he does not go home every day, occasionally eat together or something.
She felt very satisfied at the time, the days after marriage were originally a long stream, didn't she, she didn't feel that there was anything to complain about.
Until the moment she became pregnant, she felt that her relationship with Ruan Haoting was one step closer, and no one could separate them.
Ruan Haoting was more gentle and considerate to her than before because of her pregnancy, which happened to be what she wanted all along, and during that time, it really made her feel like she was enjoying the best days in the world.
But the good times didn't last long, not long after giving birth to Xiaofeng, Yu Xiaolu, a woman, suddenly returned to China, and still appeared on the TV screen with an extremely high-profile attitude, as if she was the queen of the high.
She will never forget that the family was eating breakfast that morning, the entertainment news reported on the TV, and the beautiful image of Yu Xiaolu appearing.
It's just that in an instant, the calm man at the dinner table was not calm at all, the fork in his hand fell on the dinner plate, his face changed several times, and then he walked out directly with the car keys.
didn't say anything, didn't say hello to her, and rushed out in front of his real wife.
Her heart had never hurt as much as it did then, and the stinging pain for a moment almost made her breathless, Yu Xiaolu's figure was still on the screen, and she didn't even have an excuse to deceive herself.
She knew that her husband's gaffe in the morning was for another woman, and that night, he didn't return all night, and she spent the night with his eyes open.
Since then, it seems that everything has started to deviate from the track, Ruan Haoting has become completely different from before, it is very good to be able to come back once a week, and their son, Xiao Feng, he rarely takes the initiative to hug him and look at him.
She knows these things, but her upbringing since she was a child, as well as her gentle personality in her bones, made her unable to do it, like a shrew, pestering her husband to make a fuss.
Finally, one day, she finally couldn't bear it anymore, Ruan Haoting was stopped by her before leaving the house, and she remembered the surprise in the other party's eyes very clearly.
At the time, she thought it was a little ironic.
"Ruan Haoting, I am your wife. She said it very calmly.
Ruan Haoting was stunned, as if he didn't expect that he would say such a sentence when he hadn't made any moves all along, but despite this, his answer was still so firm and hurtful.
"I'm sorry, but you should know very well what we got married for, and ...... I love her. After saying this, he went out without hesitation, without a pause.
But what he didn't know was what the words he left meant to Gu Qingqing, looking at the empty hall at the moment, and the food on the table was still steaming.
She suddenly felt that all this was satirizing herself, how ridiculous her insistence was at that time.
That's right, their marriage at that time was a very common political marriage in high society, the so-called strong alliance, but in this marriage full of interests, she has always given sincerely.
The good life she always thought was like a dream now, and the moment Yu Xiaolu, a woman, appeared, it was shattered.
She cried that night, crying very sadly, Xiao Feng was also crying, but she didn't care, and the empty hall seemed to be filled with a sad atmosphere.
But no matter what, she knew very well that her heart of loving this man had not changed at all, and Ruan Haoting's blatant behavior was soon captured by the paparazzi.
She is probably the saddest daughter-in-law in the world, her husband has a woman outside, and it has been announced to the outside world, for the sake of her husband's career and image, she has to pretend to stand up generously.
Faced with the interrogation of media reporters, he tried to be as gentle and atmospheric as ever, and calmly said that her husband and Yu Xiaolu were just ordinary friends, and Yu Xiaolu was also familiar with her, and there was no tainted news as rumored by the outside world, which was completely fake.
Her legitimate wife stood up and spoke, and she smiled all the time, without any disobedience, and the matter gradually came to an end.
Obviously, her mother-in-law, that is, Murong Ning, was very satisfied with her approach, and she still remembered what Murong Ning said to her earnestly.
"Qingqing, I know you are wronged, but the daughter-in-law of the big family, which one doesn't all come over like this, don't worry, no matter how Haoting messes around outside, the name of the young grandmother of the Ruan family will only be yours, and no one can shake the status of your main room. ”
Now that she thinks about it, she thinks it's funny, the position of the young grandmother of the Ruan family? Is she really rare this name? People's hearts are not in her anymore, what is the use of guarding a cold name and a big house of one person?
Despite this, she still didn't have long to usher in the divorce agreement prepared by Ruan Haoting, she looked at the piece of paper in front of her, and he even signed the man's name below.
As soon as her name goes up, this agreement will take effect, she looked at Ruan Haoting in a daze, and wanted to open her mouth to ask him what he meant.
But when she met the other party's cold eyes without a trace of emotion, she found that she couldn't say anything, and only his cold thin lips opened and closed in front of her.
"Gu Qingqing, I hope we can get together and disperse, you are still young, you can find a better person, as for Xiao Feng, he is the grandson of our Ruan family, I will also treat him well. ”
She didn't remember what she looked like at the time, and when she came back to her senses, Ruan Haoting had already left, and what he said was lingering in her ears, and then her hands and feet gradually became cold, and her eyes were blurry, and she fell down before she noticed anyone.
When she woke up again, she was met by her mother's crying eyes and her father's worried face, and she realized that she had leukemia, which was a ridiculous world.
She thought at the time that she must have done a lot of bad things in her previous life, which is why she would put so much pain on herself in this life, looking at the scenery outside the window, her heart was completely hopeless.