Chapter 195: Thinking about whether to divorce you or not
Jiang Ruo stood up after vomiting, his mind was blank, leaned over the washstand, unscrewed the faucet and rinsed his mouth.
The smell was disgusting in her mouth, and she took out the toothpaste and toothbrush to brush her teeth again.
Halfway through the brush, she looked up into the mirror, and was shocked by something, and she froze.
After a long time, she felt the blood flowing backwards all over her body, came back to her senses, hurriedly vomited foam, took two tissues to wipe her mouth, pressed her hand on her face, and looked at herself in the mirror again.
She was the only one in the house, the cat didn't move, and the small space in the bathroom was so quiet that she could even hear her heart pounding.
Jiang Ruo crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it into the trash, turned around and went back to the room to touch up his makeup.
She still couldn't believe it, or said she didn't want to believe a possibility.
Under normal circumstances, her menstrual period is very accurate, occasionally early or postponed by a week, but this time the postponement has been more than a week, she has always thought that it is a recent incident that caused endocrine disorders, and there was also such a situation in the month when Jiang Qiying and Cheng Dong had accidents one after another.
She didn't think about it......
But it doesn't mean that this possibility doesn't exist, on the contrary, it is very likely to happen.
She and Lu Huaishen did not take protective measures a few times before, and since the two talked about the child, although she still felt that it was too early to have a child, she was not as resistant as before.
But now is different from the past, it is time for her to re-examine her relationship with Lu Huaishen......
Jiang Ruo still firmly believes that her physical abnormalities are caused by her bad stomach and recent mental stress, and she wants to find a time to go to the hospital for a physical examination.
She was absent-minded when she touched up her makeup, holding a powder brush, brushing it twice and in a daze, until Gao Sui called and asked where she was, she hurriedly applied lipstick, and after half of the application, her movements were sluggish, and after several struggles, she finally wiped off the lipstick and applied a lip balm with natural ingredients.
The two made an appointment to meet at the law firm, and Gao Sui met her and asked casually: "Why is your face not very good?" ”
Jiang Ruo subconsciously touched his face and whispered, "I didn't sleep." ”
"Because of what happened before?"
"Huh?" Jiang Ruo was not in a state much, and he didn't react to what he was referring to for a while, and then remembered that Gao Sui was still her designated lawyer.
Gao Sui said: "When your company and Du Shengyi negotiate a solution, it involves compensation and criminal liability, I will talk about it." ”
"Good. ”
Jiang Ruo entered Gao Sui's office, signed the documents, and went to the relevant departments with him.
Previously, the change of equity and the transfer of shares had been agreed within the Jiang shareholders and the board of directors, and it took almost a month.
So far, all the equity change procedures have been completed, and Jiang Ruo officially owns 10% of Jiang's shares.
Similarly, Lu Huaishen is in the Jiang clan and also holds shares equal to her.
As soon as the matter was over, Jiang Ruo received a call from her aunt and asked her to send Cheng Hua to the high-speed rail station after work.
Listening to my aunt's helpless tone, I also knew that some people didn't want to spend that little fare, so they asked her to send it by name.
Now it was still a while away from her usual off-duty time, and it happened that Gao Sui's law firm was reluctant to go to the bustling shopping area where the mall was concentrated, so Jiang Ruo went to shop for a while.
Before I knew it, I had arrived at a certain brand counter, and it was said that the lipsticks of this house were available for pregnant women.
As soon as I walked to the lipstick counter, a shopping guide stepped forward and asked: "Miss wants to see the lipstick, is ......it pregnant?"
Jiang Ruo interrupted the enthusiastic sales guide, "No, I'm just looking." ”
The shopping guide paused, still smiling: "Okay, you need to call me." ”
Jiang Ruo finally bought two lipsticks, and after checking out, the shopping guide smiled and handed her the shopping bag.
After a circle, Jiang Ruo bought some skin care products that did not have functions such as whitening and anti-wrinkle.
After getting out of the parking lot, thinking that she would pick up someone later, Jiang Ruo put her things in the back box, she stared at the shopping bags, the whole person was in a low mood, and her heart was wandering in a trance.
Jiang Ruo went to Jinshang Nanyuan to pick up people, Cheng Hua bought a ticket at eight o'clock in the evening, and the destination was about two hours' drive from Donglin City.
Jiang Ruo asked her why she didn't buy an earlier ticket, and it was eleven o'clock when she got off the subway.
Cheng Hua said with a smile: "You didn't get off work at that time, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to send me?"
Jiang Ruo was speechless.
Xu Qiumei still has to stay here to find a job, and she still has to live in Jinshang Nanyuan first, and go with Jiang Ruo to see off her mother.
On the way to the high-speed rail station, Cheng Hua kept telling her daughter to fight for her strength, and asked Jiang Ruo to take care of the place where she could, after all, they were all family.
Jiang Ruo didn't respond.
Xu Qiumei smiled weirdly: "Of course she has to take care of it." ”
Jiang Ruo directly turned on the car stereo to divert his attention.
On the way back, Xu Qiumei asked her: "You promised me to find a job, how are you doing now?"
Jiang Ruo said: "I asked my friend to help you take a look, it's only been two days, it's still a weekend, everyone has a holiday, and it's a weekday." ”
Xu Qiumei was skeptical: "Don't lie to me." ”
Jiang Ruo: "I'm not you." ”
When he arrived at the intersection of Jinshang Nanyuan, Jiang Ruo asked Xu Qiumei to get out of the car and walk in by herself.
Xu Qiumei frowned: "Why?"
Jiang Ruo urged her expressionlessly: "I'm too lazy to turn around again, just a few steps, and it will be there in a minute." ”
Xu Qiumei reluctantly got out of the car.
Jiang Ruo watched her walk into the fork in the road, until her figure was blocked by the building around the corner, Jiang Ruo got out of the car and entered the pharmacy next to the Electric City.
There are very few people at this point, and in order to prevent errors in the results, Jiang Ruo bought several different pregnancy test sticks and early pregnancy test strips.
As soon as she checked out and walked out of the pharmacy, Jiang Ruo's mobile phone rang, and she saw that it was Lu Huaishen's call, she had no reason to be weak, and looked left and right like a thief for a while, and hesitated for a few seconds before answering the phone.
This was the first time Jiang Ruo answered his phone after that day, Lu Huaishen didn't have much hope, but he suddenly connected, which made him stunned, "Where are you?"
This sentence made Jiang Ruo's heart tremble, and he replied coldly with a tight voice: "You don't care." ”
Lu Huaishen said, "Are you at home?"
"Hmm. Jiang Ruo looked around, she didn't lie, near her house.
"Really?"
"Really. ”
"Then I'll go to you. ”
Lu Huaishen can do what he says, Jiang Ruo hurriedly stopped: "I'm not here, I'll leave early." ”
"So what did you do back there?"
Jiang Ruo was anxious just now, and he still had palpitations, but now he reacted and was tricked by him again, and as soon as his temper came up, he gritted his teeth coldly: "Guan, you, fart, matter!"
Lu Huaishen didn't care about her tone, and said slowly: "Then I'll ask your aunt." ”
Jiang Ruo knew that he was deliberate, but she was still afraid that he would go to Jinshang Nanyuan, so she replied angrily: "Send my aunt to the high-speed rail station and ask so much why are you doing!"
"Just ask you. ”
"Shut up, you. "Jiang Ruo's attitude is very bad.
Lu Huaishen was unmoved, and asked in a low voice, "Still outside?"
The voice was extremely low and mellow, coming from the earpiece, as if he himself was in his ears, Jiang Ruo arrived at the temporary parking place on the side of the street, the traffic in the middle of the night had been cleared, and the car then sped by, bringing the sound of hunting wind to pass.
Jiang Ruo stared at the opposite platform, his eyes turned red, and he was silent for a while and said, "Hang up." ”
After getting into the car, Jiang Ruo stuffed the medicine bag containing the pregnancy test kit into the bag, and inevitably resented in his heart, and secretly scolded the initiator in his heart.
Jiang Ruo drove back to Wang Zhao's community, she came back late, worried that there would be no parking space, she slowed down the car, drove along the open parking lot to the end, and found that there was an empty parking space next to the green belt.
But there was a stone in the middle, I don't know if someone maliciously occupied the parking space, it didn't look particularly big, Jiang Ruo couldn't figure out whether it would scrape the chassis of the car, so he simply got out of the car and prepared to kick the stone to the side with his foot, but the high heels she was wearing, the heels were very fragile, and she didn't dare to exert too much force, so she had to move away with her hands.
Jiang Ruo turned off the fire, got out of the car with his bag and went to the trunk to get something.
Just as he was about to close the trunk lid, he saw a long figure approaching from the opposite side, and when Jiang Ruo sensed it, he already knew who it was.
She sorted out her expression, and when she looked at it, Lu Huaishen was standing under the dim street lamp, and the shadow at her feet was stretched obliquely and long.
Jiang Ruo clenched the handle of the bag in his hand, and glanced behind him by the way, where his car was parked, right in front of her parking space.
She saw a parking space on this side just now, and she didn't notice the other side.
Lu Huaishen strode towards her, and Jiang Ruo saw him, so she didn't squeak until he stood still in front of her for a few seconds.
She looked sideways to the other side, and could see his trousers-wrapped legs and leather shoes.
Jiang Ruo held the bag tighter and tighter, in just a few months, the familiar smell seemed to be engraved into her soul, as soon as he got closer, her brain and body were responding, and the same message was "greed".
"It's only been a few days, and my face has slimmed down. He whispered.
Jiang Ruo looked up at him, and clearly saw that the contour of his chin was sharper, and she still sarcastically said quietly: "You should be quite moist after not seeing him for a few days, and your face is a lot rounder." ”
She is thin because she does have a lot of appetite these days, and she can't eat much, after vomiting this morning, when she was eating with Gao Sui at noon, even if it was a very light smell of oil, it made her react greatly, and she forced herself to drink some soup before cooking, and she couldn't help but go to the bathroom to vomit, and she didn't eat anything after that.
Gao Sui asked her, she only said that she couldn't eat, Gao Sui thought she was in the mood, and she didn't explain much.
Lu Huai knew that she was deliberately stabbing him, but he was not angry, and said with a faint smile: "Not only have you lost weight, but your eyesight is not good?"
"You're coming to catch up with me?" Jiang Ruo still didn't look expressionless, and his attitude towards him was not only cold, but also arrogant.
"Come and see you. The smile on Lu Huaishen's face slowly disappeared, and his eyes stared deeply on her face.
Jiang Ruo couldn't look at his eyes and turned his face away, "I've seen it now." ”
"When will you go back?" Lu Huaishen took a step closer to her, she took a step back, and he twisted his eyebrows slightly.
Jiang Ruo replied, "How did you find here?"
"Guess. ”
Jiang Ruo said quietly: "Mr. Lu is really like a god. ”
Jiang Ruo's attitude of rejecting him made Lu Huaishen impatient and so anxious, he crossed his waist with one hand, wiped his chin, and there was a faint impatience in his movements.
When he spoke again, his voice became more and more hoarse, he stretched out his hand, pressed against her face without her resistance, frowned and said, "Jiang Ruo, don't always talk like this. ”
"Is this an order or what?" Jiang Ruo had a cold face, and the emotions in his eyes were also indifferent.
The-for-tat look on her face seemed to let Lu Huaishen see Jiang Ruo in the car accident again, and at that time she was no longer willing to even cater to Quyi.
After that, he could gradually see the gentleness on her face, and the smile was no longer a false affection that did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
But now, he was in a trance for a moment, and she seemed to have taken it all back in an instant.
Everything seems to be back to square one.
It's still a little different, he has put her in a deeper struggle, and he can't bear it even more than he did then.
Yes, I can't bear it.
Seeing that he was staring at him and not speaking, Jiang Ruo thought tiredly, just like this, glanced at him, and was about to bypass him, but Lu Huaishen blocked her way.
Jiang Ruo didn't have time to think about it, so he hugged her waist and pressed her to the car, holding her down with one hand to prevent her from moving, and clasping the back of her head with the other, not even giving her enough time to react, so he covered her lips and directly pried open her teeth, attacking the city and plundering the ground, unambiguously.
Jiang Ruo bluffed him and pinched him, and even wanted to get his feet, but his knees were tightly pressed against him, and she couldn't resist him.
This kiss Lu Huaishen didn't last long, and after relieving the momentum, he let go of her, Jiang Ruo's temper was even stronger at this time, and he raised his hand and slapped him without saying anything.
The slap was on the jaw and neck.
Last time Jiang Ruo was in the car, he also pointed to that place and scratched the skin.
Lu Huaishen hugged her tightly, his chin against the top of her hair, binding her hands and feet, Jiang Ruo wanted to push him away, but when he saw that there was still a nail mark on his neck, he hesitated inexplicably, so he held it like this.
The person in her arms didn't move, and Lu Huaishen hugged her tighter, "Come back with me, huh?"
Jiang Ruo's eyes flickered for a moment, then he swallowed his throat and asked, "Just go back with you?"
He paused.
Jiang Ruo: "You still don't have anything to tell me?"
"You can ask. ”
"Why do you have to ask?" Jiang Ruo greedily quietly put the tip of his nose on his shoulder, and his breath was filled with a familiar smell.
She breathed slowly, not daring too fast, as if she would be discovered by him.
He said, "Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you." ”
"What does Du Shengyi have to do with you?"
"Former girlfriend. ”
"How long have you known each other?"
"More than ten years. ”
It's really long, more than ten years. It has been less than eight years since she knew that there was a person named Lu Huaishen, let alone the days of in-depth contact, in fact, it was only a few months.
How to fight him for more than ten years.
"How long has it been since we broke up?"
"More than ten years. ”
"After you are with me, ......" Jiang Ruo stared at the house number in front of the community, looking hard, but the more she looked at it, the more unclear it became, she took a deep breath and asked in one go: "Have you ever cheated?" ”
"Nope. Lu Huaishen still answered without hesitation as he did that night.
Jiang Ruo didn't speak again for a long time, and after a long time, she said in a somewhat nasal voice, "You let go." ”
Lu Huaishen's hand tightened when he heard this, and then let go of her and asked, "Go back?"
Jiang Ruo leaned over and picked up the shopping bag that had just fallen on the ground, and when he stood up, he didn't look at him and said, "No return." ”
Lu Huaishen only realized at this time that he put down his body and softened first, but it didn't actually play any role.
He thought that he would bring people home first, and then coaxed: "If there is anything to talk about when you go home, it's not convenient to stay in someone else's house, huh?"
"I still need time to calm down and think. ”
Jiang Ruo took the good thing and glanced at him, "Think about whether to divorce you or not." ”
Lu Huaishen's face sank.
Jiang Ruo entered the hall of the unit building without looking back.
Wang Zhao was lying on the balcony staring downstairs for a while, seeing that these two people were sticky and slimy, and they didn't pull out the results, she was almost sad to death, can this Lu Huaishen do it?
Just thinking so, Jiang Ruo suddenly turned around neatly and left.
Wang Zhao seemed to see the end of the drama and sighed.
After a while, there was a movement at the door, Jiang Ruo opened the door and came in, changing his shoes at the door, Wang Zhao pretended to be working while watching TV in the living room, and there were computers and a bunch of documents on the coffee table.
A palace fighting web drama played on the TV network, Jiang Ruo glanced at it, and an actress was being pulled into his arms by an actor in a dragon robe.
Jiang Ruo: "......"
Wang Zhao pretended not to know about the entanglement between her and Lu Huaishen downstairs, and raised the Coke in his hand, "Do you want to drink ice Coke?"
Jiang Ruo shook his head.
Wang Zhao saw the shopping bag in her hand and asked casually: "What did I buy?"
"After finishing my errands with Gao Sui, my mother asked me to send my relatives to the high-speed rail station, and I had some time in between, so I went shopping casually. Jiang Ruo came to the sofa and sat down, explained in advance why he went shopping, and deliberately put the bag with the pregnancy test stick on the other side.
Wang Zhao rummaged through her shopping bag, "Lipstick, essence water, eye cream, and hydrating mask?"
Jiang Ruo was lying on the sofa, his tone lazy, "Just buy it." ”
Wang Zhao didn't ask much, put the things back one by one, and Jiang Ruo sat for a while and then excused himself by saying that he was tired and wanted to take a bath.
Jiang Ruo looked at the results of all the pregnancy tests and all the early pregnancy test strips in the bathroom, and his whole body trembled slightly because of nervousness and panic.
She sat down on the toilet seat, stunned.
Although I had a premonition, when I saw the conclusive results, my mood went from surprise to surprise, and I went through all kinds of complicated feelings.
She hung her head weakly, her hands in her hair, and after all the emotions had passed, all that remained was overwhelmed.
Wang Zhao saw Jiang Ruo enter the bathroom, but he didn't see any movement for a long time, and said that he wanted to take a bath, but how long has it been, and he didn't hear the sound of water.
She was worried that Jiang Ruo had met Lu Huaishen downstairs, and that she was in a bad mood because of fruitless communication, or for other reasons.
Wang Zhao stepped forward and knocked on the bathroom door, "Jiang Ruo, are you taking a shower?"
Jiang Ruo rested his elbows on his legs to support his head, and his voice was a little urned, "Not yet." ”
Wang Zhao heard the mistake for a while, thinking that she was crying, and immediately pushed the door in, and saw Jiang Ruo sitting on the toilet, and was startled by her sudden breakdown, and the two looked at each other.
Wang Zhao turned his eyes and saw the row of pregnancy test sticks and test strips on the washstand.