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Chen Yan felt that her life was a little bad these days, if her husband's sentencing notice was an "inducement", then Li Yan's careful care of her after she was drunk that day was the root cause. (Free download of the full-character e-book)

In fact, since last year, when she decided to go to Hong Kong alone to find Shao Jiahua and was stopped by Li Yan, her life has changed, and the happy life she longed for with Shao Jiahua was like a "fat" soap bubble with a colorful halo that snapped and shattered, and she could no longer find the slightest trace, if it weren't for the fact that she still had a lovely "girl" and couldn't do without her care, if it weren't for the fact that Li Yan, a student of her previous and present lives, gave her a "stick" on a certain night Drink, let her understand that love is not all about living in the world, and she may really end her life early like in her previous life.

After her husband's espionage case, she still had some hope in her heart, at that time she didn't know that her husband had been arrested, and she was still naïve to think that her husband was still living peacefully in some corner of the world that she didn't know, maybe one day he would suddenly appear in front of her, and tell her in a gentle voice that he was back, and he would never leave her and Nannan again, and they would stay together forever, until one day Nannan grew up and got married, and they slowly grew old......

But intellectually, she knows that such a seemingly simple wish is like a well moon and a water "flower", which is out of reach, so she can't remember how many times she called her husband's name in her dreams, tears wet the pillow, and she can't remember how many times she laughed happily because of her husband's appearance in her dreams.

If it weren't for last Sunday's notice, Chen Yan's life might have continued, but the two policemen still came uninvited, and she still clearly remembered the situation when she was notified of her husband's sentence, but she still hasn't figured out what kind of complicated feelings she had at that time.

After the police left, she subconsciously wanted to call Li Yan, but out of some psychology, she didn't make the call in the end, and she didn't want to talk to others, and the sadness in her heart could not be vented, she ran to the small shop at the "door" of the family courtyard to sell a bottle of wine, went home and fried two dishes, and then began to borrow wine to eliminate sorrow, the result was that the sorrow disappeared more and more, and the "girl" who had never seen her mother was also frightened, hugged her and cried, and kept shouting to find her big brother.

In the end, Li Yan was called by the call of the "daughter", seeing Li Yan, Chen Yan wanted to cry somehow, that feeling was like a runaway child seeing her relatives, and a wronged wife seeing her husband, Li Yan gave her the feeling that this is the case, every time she feels helpless, like a mountain to open up a world for her.

If she put aside her inner insistence on her husband, she did not reject Li Yan, and even vaguely hoped that Li Yan could come to see her often, even if it was just to come and tease Xiao Nannan, so Li Yan took her out of the bathroom and helped her clean up the filth on her body, and even later helped her wipe her face and neck, although she did some actions that seemed to her to be very excessive, she was not angry, but she felt panicked, and this feeling did not dissipate with her waking up the next day.

In the new week, the situation of Li Yan's careful care of her after drinking did not fade out of her mind with the passage of time, and even the situation at that time became clearer and clearer with the passage of time and replay in her mind over and over again, dependence, peace of mind, sweetness, anticipation, resentment, shame and other emotions appeared one after another along with the replay of these situations in her mind, and constantly disturbed her mind, and even made her feel irritable. The child cried twice, which had never been done before.

"What's wrong with me?" she often thinks, but she can't get an answer, maybe she has an answer in her heart, but the moral bottom line in her heart makes her subconsciously avoid that answer, so she poured these feelings into music.

"It's been two days, and Li Yan didn't come to see me, if I really can't think of it, he will regret it. Occasionally, she would think like this, but immediately she would laugh dumbly, and her heart said that she was so old, and she was angry with people like a little "girl" child.

She was missing Li Yan, this is a fact, a fact that even if she is unwilling to admit it, and even a little evasive, she has to admit it.

On Tuesday night, when she got home from work, she was cooking dinner, this idea came to her mind again, and at this moment, there was a knock on the "door", and the surprise cry after the little girl opened the "door" let her know that Li Yan was coming, in fact, at this time, except for Li Yan, no one usually came to the "door".

Her heart beat a few times uncontrollably, her face burned a little, she scolded herself for a few words, and after calming down, she walked out of the kitchen and said in a calmest tone as much as possible: "Li Yan, you are here." ”

"Well, it's okay in the evening, come over to see the teacher, and have a meal by the way. Li Yan smiled, but Chen Yan's cheeks were a little "flushed", and her voice was a little vaguely strange, so she asked suspiciously: "Teacher, are you sick, your face is so red?"

"Ahh Chen Yan let out a low snort, "touched" her cheek and smiled at Li Yan and said, "No, how could the teacher be sick." Then he turned around and went back to the kitchen.

Li Yan didn't think much about it, it was hot today, and it was normal for people to have a red face because of the hot weather, so he sat in front of the sand with Xiao Nan in his arms and teased her.

After a happy dinner, Li Yan played with Xiao Nannan for a while, put her to sleep and carried her to the bedroom.

After returning to the living room again, Li Yan said to Chen Yan: "Teacher, you can take a day off tomorrow, and I will take you to see Shao Jiahua." ”

Chen Yan was stunned when she heard this, her eyes quickly turned red, and she quickly twisted her body to the side, she didn't want Li Yan to see her tears.

"Teacher. Li Yan looked at Chen Yan's back with concern and shouted, Chen Yan's feelings for Shao Jiahua were very clear to him, and at this time he didn't know what to say to comfort her.

"Li Yan, thank you, when are we going tomorrow, and do you need to prepare anything?" Chen Yan took a deep breath and turned her head to ask in as calm a tone as possible, but some trembling voices still betrayed the unpeace in her heart.

"Just take your ID card, I'll arrange everything else, and I'll drive over to pick you up early tomorrow morning." Li Yan said.

"Okay, I'm waiting for you at home, thank you very much, Li Yan. Chen Yan said excitedly, tears flowed down her smooth cheeks, but this time she did not avoid Li Yan's gaze.

"I just don't want you to be too sad, she hasn't seen her father for more than a year, and the lack of fatherly love since the child was a child is not good for her growth. Li Yan said.

Chen Yan shook her head, but didn't say any more words of thanks, she stood up and said to Li Yan, "Come with me." After saying that, he turned around and went to the piano room.

Li Yan followed Chen Yan to the piano room, Chen Yan sat in front of the piano and said to Li Yan: "I have changed "Death" and played it for you. After Li Yan sat down, she lifted the lid, and the white and slender ten fingers gently placed on the black and white keys, and the heart-rending melody that Li Yan added later at the beginning of "Mourning" was deleted, and the beautiful melody describing the crystalline heart of the young "girl" flowed out.

"The mood is different, and the style of adaptation has become different. The cheerful song made the corners of Li Yan's mouth "show" a smile.

The original part of the marriage change was deleted, and it was replaced by a melody with sadness that included waiting, yes, Chen Yan and Shao Jiahua did not have a marriage change in this life, and some were just Chen Yan's waiting after Shao Jiahua's accident, which was a kind of waiting that knew that there would be no more results but still persisted, sad and sad.

Suddenly, Li Yan opened his eyes and looked at Chen Yan in surprise, because he heard the third melody from the piano music, this is a sunshine xuan1v, and it is also a melody full of warmth, this sunny and warm melody and the melody of sad waiting are entangled, the emotions are somewhat opposite, but the melody of "crossing" is so harmonious.

"This melody is my new composition, do you like it?" Chen Yan turned her head and asked Li Yan softly, the melody between her fingers did not stop.

"Yes, because I hear my shadow from it. Li Yan said with a smile.

Chen Yan nodded, the corners of her mouth curled up in a perfect arc, and she did not deny Li Yan's words, obviously this melody was made for Li Yan.

As the music progresses, the melody of Li Yan is still sunny and warm, but it gradually has a little more heaviness, the steady rhythm of the major third chord is so reassuring, the sad melody is also more persistent, and there is still a faint struggle......

Li Yan frowned, he looked at Chen Yan's cheeks, who were all focused on the black and white piano keys, and now her beautiful face was a little flushed, and he couldn't help muttering to himself: Could it be ......

Chen Yan seemed to feel Li Yan's gaze, she turned her head to look at Li Yan again, and the doubt in his eyes flashed, and she nodded lightly, which made Li Yan's heart almost jump out of her throat.

Li Yan's eyes were fixed on Chen Yan's slender and white neck like ivory and her stunningly charming cheeks, and she gradually became a little obsessed and hesitant.

The struggle of the sad melody gradually weakened, but the persistence became stronger, until in the end, the struggle disappeared, all became persistence, and the melody belonging to Li Yan and the melody of sorrow gradually became distinct, as if two different parallel melodies were flowing, not seeing the "intersection", but always accompanied and forever......

"Li Yan, do you understand?" Chen Yan played the last note, then gently raised her hands from the keys, took a deep breath, turned her head and asked, her eyes looked directly at Li Yan's handsome face, and no longer evaded.

"I see. Li Yan nodded, as if he was saying an oath.

"Thank you. Chen Yan said.

"Teacher, what's the name of this song?" asked Li Yan.

"I haven't figured it out yet, so why don't you help the teacher come up with a name. Chen Yan said.

"Well, let's call it 'Guardian', I think it's 'pretty good'. Li Yan said with a smile.

"Okay, it's called 'Guardian'. Chen Yan nodded, and a knowing and relaxed smile appeared on her face.

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