I have a feeling that I am being despised and I don't know why, as a peer, and living under the same roof, I am under the fence, he is the master, I always feel as if I owe him home, there is a feeling of inferiority.

I wanted to tell my mom that I didn't want to live here, but I still didn't say anything, this is the only place for our family to stay in this strange city, and I understood the difficulties of this world too early at the age of 14.

Although I am not good at communicating with people, my heart is very sensitive, so many of my thoughts are stuffed in my heart, and even my mother dare not tell them.

At that time, I thought that I was despised and would be wronged, maybe in the eyes of others, this is nothing at all, the world is like this, such as my mother.

So, although I was sensible back then, I was still naïve.

I don't like to talk much, and I don't know how to communicate with others, so I don't go out much after class, and the classmates around me are very lively, especially the girls sitting behind me, who patted me on the back after class and asked me some things about my previous school.

"Do you know Song Junxi? I saw you and Song Junxi getting off the bus together at the school gate yesterday, and I was a little curious about who you were, but I didn't expect it to be a transfer student!" She had no malice at all, just pure curiosity.

I don't know how to answer, if I say I don't know, obviously she won't believe it, but I say I know, how to explain, do you want to tell her, my mother is their nanny, just when I was embarrassed, the class bell rang, I quietly glanced at Song Junxi with a little weakness, and found that his face was as usual, as if he hadn't heard the conversation we just had.

I was a little absent-minded in a class, I don't know how to explain to her after class, I think it's only been two days since I came to this school, I'm really uncomfortable, a little at a loss!

At the end of class, she seemed to forget about it, didn't mention it again, my heart was put into my stomach, I want to quickly adapt to life here, my parents let me go to such a good school is so that I can study well, admitted to a good university, although it is only a year of high school, but I must not relax, after two days of class, I found that my previous good academic performance was only in a small town, and here is simply a frog at the bottom of the well, there is still a lot to learn.

It's been April since I joined the class, and it's the mid-term exam soon, if I don't do well, my parents will be sad, I've always been their pride, my grades have been very good since I was a child, and coming here is to make me better, if it's not as good as before, then it will be meaningless for me to come to the provincial city to go to school.

I had to work harder, and after waiting for a week, Song Junxi didn't tell me about the revision materials, so I decided to go to the bookstore and buy them on the weekend.

I asked my classmates, and they said that there were many bookstores near the university town, so I wanted to go there, and I ran all morning to finally buy all the materials, and I felt a sense of relief.

I went back to my little room and breathed a sigh of relief, washed my face, couldn't even eat, and began to work on the problem I had left in the room.

I didn't even care about the food that my mother brought me, until I was a little dizzy when I was hungry, and it was almost five o'clock, I didn't eat all day, so I pulled a few mouthfuls of rice and sent the bowl to the kitchen, and my mother was cooking dinner, and I helped her wash the vegetables, peel the onions, and do something to do the tricks.